some days’s i do binge eat and regret it but other days oh i barely eat and feels skinny and gorgeous some people don’t not gets that when i eat i cry and wants to throw it all up
@Isavang12 ай бұрын
This is making me cry , plz stop ❤😭
@wierapsl3 ай бұрын
ım so tıred
@Propercornishmaid3 ай бұрын
My name is Emma, i go through all of this, I'm diagnosed anorexia nervosa. It's been over 20yrs since it started, we don't recover, we just get times where we delude ourselves and end up relapsing. I'm a 37yo woman, 4 kids and last year, I almost died due to all mine. I hit 6st, I have pernicious aneamia quite severely, can only intake liquid food because ei won't eat if I just see the food on a plate because even a child's meal to me, it's like being in the edge of a cliff. I've had hair fall out, teeth snapped so now I have full dentures, I rely on 70 tablets and morphine a day to function with my health. Please treat food like its your medicine because of you don't, you medicine become exactly that.... Your food. It was a quote id heard before, and it really hits home for people like me when the damage is done and we can't change that, it gives those in early illness a chance to fight against the disease. I've lost many freinds I'd made in hospital through things like cancer, ed's etc.
@lara_74373 ай бұрын
:/
@soniap57084 ай бұрын
Noise song🥱
@zer0-th3z5 ай бұрын
fantasising about getting bad enough is what kills me the most i think. i know it's sick but i want people to be able to tell i have an ed
@muggleitch19386 ай бұрын
I think Cheryl has the most interesting character in the show, her life as a kid was probably so lonely with just his brother on her side. Her life was not so normal ever since.
@alexbouchra42527 ай бұрын
Series name
@anagarrett88717 ай бұрын
riverdale, but this is AU most of this was edited to look different than what actually happened
@exxa2008x7 ай бұрын
i dont feel valid, i struggle with these thoughts alot but it stays for months and then fades, i sometimes skip and only eat dinner but sometimes i hace a snack latr and i dont feel like im sick enough to actully have an ed and it kills
@zer0-th3z5 ай бұрын
i get what you mean but remember that an ed is a mental disorder, and it starts somewhere before it gets "bad enough". so take care of yourself and don't let these thoughts dictate how you live
@Dally-e3e3 ай бұрын
I feel like it’s hard in general the thoughts are where it starts I think at least it’s hard to follow through in the beginning but as time passes it gets easier to want to skip meals and that’s scary I’ve never been diagnosed with an ED but I might have one based on my friend that has had it told me. That’s nothing I’m proud of I can go 4 days no food on the fifth day I eat but I throw it up later and that repeats on a cycle but my bones don’t show I don’t feel sick enough either
@nicao_o7 ай бұрын
the feeling of water hitting a stomach that hasn't eaten in days is a different kind of pain. it feels.. good.
@marissamarissa3598 ай бұрын
I wish this show was still on and they didn’t cancel it
@ttinkerbelle9 ай бұрын
i remember watching these years ago when i was sick. i hope that someday u will realise that u ARE sick enough to start recovery, that nothing is worth treating ur mind and body with hatred that u would never treat anyone else with. u deserve more than this, u deserve to be on ur own side. please start recovery. i’m on ur side.
@LoveDarling-wg1vz9 ай бұрын
😭😭😭😭I’m not crying you are
@DaMecka9 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@adriannafierro96110 ай бұрын
😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔🥀😭😭
@nehemiahh Жыл бұрын
Crying
@lucrearroyo6438 Жыл бұрын
AOUREWM GE ERWQOUCVGDSMITWWFSURWWUYTEWMBVGHAOURWQGDSAOREW
Choni forever and always and love you Cheryl and Toni ❤️😍🥰😘
@samiyahmckinney1693 Жыл бұрын
This is the best video I’ve ever seen in my life and Cheryl and Toni is my favourite couples in the whole world to me and #ChoniLove❤️🥰😍😘
@МарияС-ц7т Жыл бұрын
This is the best video of riverdale!!!❤
@mayamartinez38032 жыл бұрын
I really thought about this song after watching the show 😢😢😢
@mustafadogan6432 жыл бұрын
Ich möchte bitte nicht essen Mustafa
@NathalieZoe22 жыл бұрын
Cuál es el episodio donde Emma se desmaya??
@NathalieZoe22 жыл бұрын
The most frustrating of anorexia is when the stupid people say things like: -Well, you can't leave to eat -If don't eat you can't be sick The people don't understand nothing about eating disorder, NOTHING!!!!! I hate this shit because I'm anorexic and the people used to tell things like that. I know I know 🙅🏻♀️✖️NO EAT✖️🙅🏻♀️ IS BAD!!!! I CAN DIE!!! Everybody knows but... Isn't easier like the people think