I’m a 40 year old trans woman who came out at 25 and got a diagnosis at 26 and started at 27 on low dose. My parents told me to cancel my second appointment to see my endocrinologist. 10 years on low dose and over 3 years on normal dose. Social transitioning for close to 20 months. I had to move out of my parents place due to the suicidal ideation and the suicide attempts and it became life threatening situation because of the my parents not accepting me.

Do crystals actually have any impact when used in tandem with reiki healing ?

Autumn, since the phone seems to be the source of the great divide it would be natural to try to get off it. But it's a part of our system now. When at all possible I try to concentrate on things that are relevant to my well being. My list includes reading, thrift books is immensely important. Health if we are healthy we have a chance to feel balanced. Work is such a high priority and we neglect it. We all need to do a good job. Grandchildren and important part of elder lives. Our concentration needs to be on those important things. Not on some click bait topic that gets us all wound up and then we notice that the event happened 8 months ago.

you are a very special gender fluid person AA

Probably went to Mexico or India for a back alley surgery. People going to reputable surgeons with years of experience are not having these problems. You get what you pay for. Especially with shitty 3rd world surgeons butchering your bottom side.

Woohio thankyou ❤

Send Well Wishes for Wellness of all 🙂🙏

Thanks for helping... I always feel if I only had more support I could stop going back. Its the other way around though people want to frame me as a Liar for telling people what I'm going through just tryin to get some support and to warn people about him instead people have said horrible lies about me and my facebook to the point where I'm completely ignored by every single one of my friends. He always always puts the blame of every single little thing and he yells and literally repeats himself over and over again, He admitted to be narcissistic before but covered it up saying oh yea well I am the best guitar player in the world. and he has very twisted memories.. Its always false.. Its so sad that I've kept going back I feel so bad about it cause now my lifes in Shambles.

No You look attractive, not crazy I loved your voice and I'll tell ya I had no Idea you were a guy cause i fast fowarded it a lil bit I was like wow this Womens speaking clearly taking time to breathe and is clear speaking and that was theraputic.. Nothing wrong with you & also I'm sorry for the freaky comments I am a lil embarassed cause I am really lookin foward for coaching because I honestly feel like my husbands verbal abuse & punishing me for leaving him in a way Im not sure if he gets a high off losing his mind but he did it all the time.. I learned to literally block my hearing out

I totally Understand why you feel this way. You have an extremely High IQ. I wouldn't lie I've slipped that I'm gonna just be transgender, get a double mastectomy and do push ups until I'm fit enough to become a Pro Wrestler. It seemed really convenient at the time and right for me because my voice has changed a lot since I started smoking so much But my inner confident and quiet Productive voice is a deeper males voice.. I guess thats how things are. Idk if we are still in the times where Men are paid more that makes it more logical though what people don't know is Women have 80% more brain matter in their brains which gives them more time to develop and learn, which is why Nasa's Mathmetician.. From the movie Hidden Figures when i Learned this I was like wow no wonder why Women who are dedicated to their educations can be so fast and productive in working numbers and of that such.. If you think about it You will have pain in transitioning and everyones pain tolerances are different and effected differently as well as everyones body chemistry if It wasn't an ingraded trait in your life Of being many characteristics of opposite sex. Like for Instance I have 4 brothers they are all older and my sister is 53.. I lived a tom boy life. I Copy all the vocals of the men Singers I like.. I mean I can be convincing! I decided not to do it for my daughter and the fact that the only way this would be beneficial to me is if I'm going to be with another Transgender and Feel like I fit in.. Which I don't see happening.

Thank You❤

i am suffering fierce

i agree

Thank you, I needed to hear this ❤

It not transphobic what about my Christian beliefs that why I refuse to date a transgender to me dating transgender is gay so stop speak crap out mouth and think how and why people think about this you Christianphobic

I've never thought about it before but I think id endevour for a female from now on cause my throat hurts Ive been a boyish girl my whole life

I weigh about 180 lbs.. I have big breasts so dont bash me yet I had worked out many years everyday... I do not want to go back to Pescatarian ... I am going to ingest many Herbs when I get to NY to help with my lympatic system since ive been a smoker, so i need some Cleavers... I'm proud of you for trying it I am really excited for you to be able to try all the possible dishes you will be much more excited about life to be able to have meat because its an aphrodesiac.. im so sad your sex drive has been low and you feel little stimulation. All I want is to have you in my life.

Beef liver has a lot of Vitamin K which is rarely found in other foods.. <3 i would like to try to eat is my Aunt has a good recipe I hear.

I was a Pescetarian 12-21

You are so happy about this in this video. I've watched all of your old videos years ago.. so these feelings are not on a whim.

kzbin.info/www/bejne/nqCkp2lpnrWgppo Was with you a week before that Myspace thing happened just this is my apology and i Really Thought of you everytime I sang the line.. I want to be the one who YOu can love again

No I'm the perfect Angel ;) I will copy your exercise routines and convince you.. <3 I'd never given you a reason not to trust me... Im so sad to hear this but honestly i understand people not knowing your worth....... Its so sick this ugly Not even attractive person people see me as it makes me so sad.<3 I am Very Ultra Beautiful and It really makes me sad when people assume I dont feel that way because Im a humble person and like i said Very masculine person I want what I want.

I see, The myspace profile. I remember when that happened I was only 15

MM oatmeal and banana I like the way you say it makes me want it.. Lol Omg those are nice legs, very nice broad distance between your legs thats a very strong person.. You make me cry I'm so proud. I want to walk in between the same footsteps........You are hilarious and Please yes i need your twitch Lol <3 If i could just get away into a game. would be sooo nice.. the stress lol Your so fuckinfunny Machine Boosta <3 you funny funny

I said " I'm a man"when i was a baby N then i heard stories and i drew closer to this idea of being a tough guy... I have a big domination obsession i wanna have fun with my lover and switch genders

hormones, oxytocin from skin touch should seep out of me onto you pretty well, my voice is extremely high pitch if i want to I would love to help

I just want to love you and comfort you so much sexywoman.. I've seen all of your beautiful videos on what you went through with your grandmother and struggling as a man in a mans body OmgYou WERE SOOOO SEXY your my marilyn manson blink 182 dont you ever forget what an amazing miracuous creatures that I think we are I love us Omg knowing that i was with you in those pictures and knowing you have made yourself so much more beautiful and attractive the way your eating clean and being an amazing human being, omg you turn me on Which is very hard to say about anyone else right now <3I dont love anyone but you When i get attached nothing can break me away so please dont try to push me away im just trying to learn from your videos especially about dialect therapy i smoked 7 years on and off then my brother died last february and i started again now i vape im so ashamed of what im doing to my only thing helping me in life due to the eating disorders, i was so proud i still had my voice and im washing my life down the drain. I want to Marry you and have a gothic wedding and i love Autumn something is wrong with my computer that is why its not letting me space. I got kindle unlimited can you tell me what books to get im a silent meditator girl and life in my heads gotten too loud can you please quiet my mind. im on 2700 mg dose of hemp daily pills

I've seen all of your beautiful videos on what you went through with your grandmother and struggling as a man in a mans body OmgYou WERE SOOOO SEXY your my marilyn manson blink 182 dont you ever forget what an amazing miracuous creatures that I think we are I love us Omg knowing that i was with you in those pictures and knowing you have made yourself so much more beautiful and attractive the way your eating clean and being an amazing human being, omg you turn me on Which is very hard to say about anyone else right now <3I dont love anyone but you When i get attached nothing can break me away so please dont try to push me away im just trying to learn from your videos especially about dialect therapy i smoked 7 years on and off then my brother died last february and i started again now i vape im so ashamed of what im doing to my only thing helping me in life due to the eating disorders, i was so proud i still had my voice and im washing my life down the drain. I want to Marry you and have a gothic wedding and i love Autumn something is wrong with my computer that is why its not letting me space. I got kindle unlimited can you tell me what books to get im a silent meditator girl and life in my heads gotten too loud can you please quiet my mind. im on 2700 mg dose of hemp daily pills

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This makes me remember this Sunday I got on the intimidator on Carowinds all of a sudden im half way up the ride i touch my harness to make sure im comfy it pops open if i had not checked it i would not be here right now.. Makes me realize and makes me want to make lists of what im grateful for and what life means to me.

So true and well said. 😊

I would marry you in a second and treat you love and kindness & i will teach you how to feel like you did to me.. Immune system sweetie... CBD POT <3 I take care of you get you a real tolerance and a love for your new medicine sweetie! I've smoked pot nonstop every paycheck nanny and babysitting money on it.. I wouldn't do it if it wasn't worth it sweety its for you baby i will teach you how to be tolerable and to assimulate meditations which will make you feel again.. i will teach you how to utilize it as your brain supercharger to get through your life.

I love it I noticed that you have used Dialectical Therapy, You're voice has always been therapeutic you've taught me a ton <3 Love you Autumn SO so much

I stopped being afraid few years ago when i stopped reading/watching news lol. Politics is just one big scripted circus... to get more likes and whatnot ^_^

Well, how they increased the relevance and search results was they hired people from outside of the United States to do that. People from foreign countries were hired to subscribe to channels to leave comments to rate the videos and to share the videos who were part of the multi-channel networks.

Have you heard of tube buddy? Because they are a network.

When they first started coming out with these multi-channel networks. They were putting kids who were under the age of 18 into these networks. Without their parents consent.

I had actually gotten an invite to join Disney because they had a network and they were recruiting towards me to join the Disney network with what I was doing.

I came across networks who had told me they wanted to control my ad sense account and they wanted me to put their adsense number into my account. Which that was not possible to do, but they just wanted into my adsense account. In a sense that they wanted to completely block me from the revenue and they would get the money. And then they would pay me some other way which this is how they were pitching it to me.

Okay. So I'm glad you mentioned this about the network. Taking additional money from you. Because that's how I always understood it in the same way that they take additional money as a middle person as the middle man from you of what you were earning. I never saw a value in the multi-channel networks at all and I always kind of view them as a scam in my opinion.

I remember the people who were part of the gaming networks when they first started coming out with the multi-channel networks and a lot of them were former military soldiers. And they were saying that the networks were not paying them the money that they had promised them. They wanted to take their channels with them and the networks told them no, they could not take their channels with them. And so they were using PlayStation footage to make content and the music and if they use that on an independent new channel that they started, then they would give them a copyright strike and then ruin that channel.

Do you have any videos related to the multi-channel networks? When they started, including people from foreign countries. Because they were doing that.

I have trich 😭😭 It’s SO FRUSTRATING bc I am terrified of causing bald spots but I get sooo anxious about life that I end up pulling anyway. Then I feel ashamed afterwards.

You are a very strong person, keep moving forward! The future is what you make it so live your best life. God bless.

Free thought and free speech makes free people, happier people

I really don't need politics in my life I never voted it's just not interesting to me the constant bickering back and forth on both sides is annoying I'm not for the left or right I just wanna enjoy life politics just a waste of time and energy.