nice song!😆

"Ogre JUSF"🤣

Tyf the comment XDD Sometimes I really can't help but want to comment lol. Regarding the style solidification shown in this video, on one hand, I do feel that it hasn't been very prosperous in recent years, but actually, there have been quite a few excellent songs and some good new producers in recent years. However, you can't see them in the video because many excellent works don't have high enough views (which is really a pity!). For example, I really like songs by tdzy, A Bowl of Hot Soup, q Cube, etc., and there are also hit new songs (like "Pathological Protagonist View" and "Genius-like Me" from the first half of this year), but none of them made it to this list. The new song by Hot Soup P that I really like doesn't even have 50,000 views till now. Another reason might be that the quality and appeal of the fiery songs from DaLRecord and NYFestival are just too strong, always attracting many people from outside the circle to listen. This video only includes those with the "highest monthly views," so many other works, even if they have some popularity, can't compete with them, and DaLRecord and NYFestival's style has always been relatively uniform. 谢谢评论XDD 有些时候我实在是忍不住想要评论lol 关于这个视频中显示的风格固化，一方面我确实觉得这几年不太景气，不过其实近年来也是有不少优秀的歌曲与一些不错的新人作者的，但视频中看不出来，因为很多优秀的作品的观看量不够高（真的很可惜！）。举例如停电前夜、一碗热汤、q立方等等不少producer的歌曲我都非常喜欢，也有爆款新曲（如今年上半年的《病态主角观》、《天才般的我》）等，但他们中没有任何一个上了这个榜，热汤p的我很喜欢的新曲甚至到现在播放量也才不到5万。 还有原因可能是忘川和拜年纪的燃曲实在是质量、号召力太强了，甚至很多圈外人也会跑来听，而这个视频只收录“当月播放量最高”的，很多其他作品即使有一定热度也打不过它们，而它们的风格一直是相对统一的。

11 years fan! (In awe) (Handshake) I might started following them since high school (forgot the exact time, my family strictly controlled my phone and computer usage, so I almost couldn't leave easily found records), now I'm 22 XD I also think this kind of video suuuuuuuuper nostalgic, suuuuuuuuuuper interesting, every song carries memories... Since the time point I started following them, every time a song appears, there's a sense of "I can't believe I've been watching them for so long..." nostalgia 🥲 11年的老粉！（肃然起敬）（握手）我可能是从高中开始关注他们的（忘记具体时间了，因为我家管控我使用电子设备比较严格，我几乎没能留下容易找到的记录），现在22岁了 XD 我也觉得这种视频超级引人怀念、超级有趣，每一首都承载着回忆......在我开始关注他们的时间点以后，每一首歌出现时，都会有一种“居然已经看着他们走过这么长时间了......”的怀旧感🥲

11 years, that means experiencing the release of most of the songs in the video, it's even hardly imagine how strong the nostalgia will be when watching this video😇 11年，那可是经历了视频里大多数歌曲的发布诶，简直不敢想象看这个视频的时候怀念感会有多强烈😇

@VocalSynthCN-Recommend I still remember when Yan He was new, 刀剑春秋 is the song that made me obsessed with Chinese Vocaloids 😬 我还记得言和是新的的时候，“刀剑春秋”就是让我爱上中文vocaloid的歌曲😬

@@shockhtoropi7143 刀剑春秋 is really nice and classic!!! (But surprisingly, its original video from 2014 hasn't even reached 650,000 views yet, and 为了你唱下去 is also shockingly not legendary, which shows how many good songs don't have high enough views😣😣😣I really want to promote them to more people 刀剑春秋真的很好听也很经典！！！（但是它2014年的原视频播放量竟然至今没有65万，为了你唱下去也很让人震惊地还没传说，可见有多少好歌的播放量不够高😣😣😣真想推广它们给更多人）

@@shockhtoropi7143 I was initially attracted by the concept of "virtual singers" and started listening to Tianyi's songs. At first, my music perception ability was very poor (for a period of time, I couldn't distinguish the melodies of 九九八十一 and 权御天下 at all), and I didn't usually listen to music. It was only through listening to virtual singers that I gradually fell in love with hearing music 😭 After a while, I started listening to/liking songs by virtual singers in other languages, but my original intention and favorite are still Tianyi and them I remember that the first three songs I randomly downloaded were 忆红莲, 阴阳先生, and 权御天下... 我最早是单纯被“虚拟歌手”这种概念吸引，开始找天依的歌听的。最早我音乐感知能力非常差（最早一段时间里我完全分不清《九九八十一》和《权御天下》的旋律），平时也不听歌，是听着虚拟歌手才逐渐喜欢上音乐的😭 在这之后过了一段时间，我才开始听/喜欢上其他语言的虚拟歌手的歌，但初心和最喜欢的还是天依他们 还记得我最早随机下载的三首歌是《忆红莲》、《阴阳先生》、《权御天下》......

I'm very happy someone thinks so, thank you for your comment!!! ^^ (This video is an authorized repost, not made by me! However the subtitles and additions did take a lot of my effort, so if it helps, that's great! XDDD)

Thanks for the comment! Yeah I also felt a little disappointed that they didn't get their own lists, I guess it's because the author tried to shorten the video, but I'm still VERY curious about each of their own top 10s! I will!😆I really hope there can be more stuff about them on KZbin, especially since I feel like a lot of people on KZbin only know about their older works when they mention their works, but don't have enough access to new trends, I think I can do something

看起来是停电前夜老师自己拍摄和剪辑的！他真的很厉害，很难想象发布这首歌、这个视频时才16岁！🥺

Exactly why I clicked into this video

@@tawaru I never thought anyone would get them wrong, but now there are at least two appearing lol They are VOCALOIDs, and the one with blue hair can be preliminarily understood as the Chinese Hatsune Miku (meaning overwhelming position), the one with brown hair can be preliminarily understood as Chinese Kagamine Rin (also popular and good at high notes)

最帅言和❤❤只是出了一点点“小差错”！☝

🧜‍♀天依可爱！❤

LONGYAAAAA!!!😆😆😆I think people who like Longya should hear this song, so I reposted it and put it into the Longya podcast✌

I AGREE, it sounds so good The combination of different voice banks is like the tide itself, so epic🥺

Thank you for using Chinese to me!☺ I'll ask her first! She is active in Bilibili's comment area and give everyone who sends comment "ya" a kiss lol Actually I asked her at the former, "Are you willing to release your videos on KZbin?" She said, "Maybe in the future", I'm not sure if she'll agree... Yeah I think she is amazing! XD [P.S. And when Shian and Yuki sing together, it also sound great! Suddenly recommend: kzbin.info/www/bejne/hmiqeJykoZtgfck (Didn't find original PV version), and behind it, "無" and "夜行迷子" is also not bad]

She didn't seem to reply to me🥲 As a new producer, she doesn't have a lot of stuff so far, and she's still active + not impossible to post videos here by herself (her IP is in Japan, it will be very easy), so now I personally don't want to repost hers without allowed😣 But if it's other authors who have more works, are more famous, or have been inactive for a long time, I'm willing to help repost them :3 If you don't have a Bilibili/NetEase Cloud Music account but really want to listen to it conveniently, you can try to download a browser extension called "bilibili哔哩哔哩下载助手", which can download most videos and audios from bilibili (The video quality depends on the resolution you choose at the time, I don't know if it affects the audio, but it should be enough for ordinary listening to songs)

@VocalSynthCN-Recommend 我就有哔哩哔哩账号，谢谢。

@@shockhtoropi7143 那很好！ 我真希望她能自己来KZbin发布视频🥺

【Lyrics ENG translation: 】 (Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally) This is not your chapter I have guarded the chaotic city, for three thousand years I have dedicated the indecisive god, for three thousand years He looked into the abyss countless times, but seek detached He looked into the sky countless times, but falling willingly I have been involved in constantly changing battles, for three thousand years I have been trapped in endless nightmares, for three thousand years He sighed tiredly and said that he wanted everything to end But I am the one who endured all the torture, it's not your turn to say goodbye My Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally Won't leave a breath for you Every stab fatally, is my decision (The spinning will eventually stop) (You should return to yourself) I have left the ruined country, for three thousand years I have carried the shame to be a laughing stock, for three thousand years Memories' coffin have long closed, what does his reluctance to do with me? In the war flame mixed with crying, who cares if you are arrogant? This is not your chapter, no one is singing for you My Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally I have seen your end clearly Every sword is fatal, I will execute it Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally Every stab fatally, every stab is fatally I have abandoned the meaningless peace Every stab fatally, it must be paid, it must be paid, it must be paid- Our sins "Your love has deviated" "That's why I come here" "Farewell, 440315"

【Original CN lyrics: 】 这并非你的乐章 我守了混乱不堪的城池 三千年 我供奉犹豫不决的神明 三千年 无数次地他望向深渊 又寻求超脱 无数次地他望向天空 又自甘坠落 我卷入此消彼长的胜负 三千年 我陷入辗转无尽的噩梦 三千年 他疲惫地叹息着说 想要一切终结 可忍受所有折磨的是我 轮不到你告别 我的 刀刀致命 刀刀都致命 刀刀致命 刀刀都致命 不会让你 留一丝呼吸 刀刀致命 是我的决定 （旋转终会停息） （你应归还自我） 我离开沦为废墟的国度 三千年 我背负沦为笑柄的耻辱 三千年 回忆早已盖棺 他的不舍与我又何干 战火夹杂哭喊 谁又在乎你是否傲慢 这并非你的乐章 无人为你歌唱 我的 刀刀致命 刀刀都致命 刀刀致命 刀刀都致命 你的结局 我早已看清 刀刀致命 由我来执行 刀刀致命 刀刀都致命 刀刀致命 刀刀都致命 我已抛弃 无谓的安宁 刀刀致命 必须被偿尽 必须被偿尽 必须被偿尽 我们的罪戾 （你的爱已经偏离） （我即为此而来） （永别，440315）

【Lyrics ENG translation: 】 You are the sweet fragrance of the wine poured down by the sun god, the hope after the highest eternity is shattered You are the madness born from the mating of law and order, the real fantasy, it lingers around me Dear (beloved) KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON Are you you? Are you me? Are you someone? Are you someone? Are you my dear- KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON I am the flame ignited by the curled hair end of the sun god, the sophistry before the destruction of universal truth I am the code of laws born from the mating of the heart wave and chaos, I am your believer, who burns your osseous remains Dear (beloved) KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON Am I you? Am I me? Am I someone? Am I someone? Am I your dear- KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON "You are so contradictory" (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) "But so harmonious" (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) I am the sweet fragrance of the wine poured down by the sun god, (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) the confusion after the fragile eternity is rebuilt (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) I am the splendor born from the mating of slander and curse (Are you you? Are you me? Are you someone? Are you someone? Are you my dear-) I am carrying noble desires (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) I constructed the real fantasy (Are I you? Am I me? Am I someone? Am I someone? Am I your dear-) I'm always in the next chapter (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON)

【Original CN lyrics: 】 你是太阳神倾倒而下美酒的甜香 是最高的永恒破碎之后的希望 你是规律和秩序交媾诞生的疯狂 是真实的空想 它萦绕在我身旁 亲爱的（beloved） KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON 你是不是你 你是不是我 你是不是谁 你是不是谁 你是不是我亲爱的 KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON 我是太阳神蜷曲发梢燃起的火焰 是普世的真理毁弃之前的诡辩 我是心潮和混乱交媾诞生的法典 我是你的信徒 焚烧了你的遗骨 亲爱的（beloved） KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON 我是不是你 我是不是我 我是不是谁 我是不是谁 我是不是你亲爱的 KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON 「你如此矛盾」 (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) 「却如此谐和」 (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) 我是太阳神倾倒而下美酒的甜香 (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) 是脆弱的永恒重建之后的迷惘 (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) 我是诋毁和诅咒交媾诞生的辉煌 (你是不是你 你是不是我 你是不是谁 你是不是谁 你是不是我亲爱的) 我承载了高尚的欲望 (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON) 我构筑了存在的幻象 (我是不是你 我是不是我 我是不是谁 我是不是谁 我是不是你亲爱的) 我永远在下一篇乐章 (KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA KATA NON KATA NON)

【Added by a netizen part 1:】 I think the source of kata noun should be Plato's Symposium. The Symposium describes a virtual banquet hosted by the tragedian Agathon in the form of a dialogue. Among the friends present are the rhetorician Phaedrus, the philosopher Socrates, and the comedian Aristophanes. The whole dialogue is mainly composed of six praises to the god of love Eros. 'Kata noun' should come from the sentence "touto d'esti paidikon tukhein kata noun autoi pephukoton" in Aristophanes' ode. English translation: "in the present circumstances to do what is best for now: that is to fall in with one of like mind to oneself", Chinese translation: "达到这个目标的最捷的路径当然也就是最好的路径，这就是得到一个恰好符合理想的爱人。" According to Aristophanes, there were three kinds of human beings in the past, men, women, and a hermaphrodite. In the beginning, hermaphrodites were in a state of two people in one body. They had four arms, four legs, two identical faces on one head, a pair of genitals, and two sets of other organs. Humans wanted to compete with the gods because of their strength, so the gods punished them by dividing everyone into two halves. However, after people were divided into two halves, one half really missed the other half, and often hugged each other without doing anything until they starved to death or died of laziness. At this time, Zeus began to pity humans and moved human genitals from the back to the front, so that men and women could produce offspring by hugging and copulating, and men and men, and women and women could comfort each other. Therefore, Aristophanes believed that everyone was only half of a person, and a complete person was synthesized by pursuing a matching other half, and love itself was a hope for completeness. Aristophanes suggested that in order to avoid angering the gods again, people needed to respect them, so that they could get the blessing of the god of love and meet an ideal lover. I think this matches the lyrics "Am I me, am I you, am I someone", and also has something in common with the two sentences about Caesar posted by Cun Niang.

【Lyrics ENG translation: 】 He should have sat majestically on the only high platform He should have rested in the peaceful future There are who caring about the illusion or reality, black or white, but burying him in a certain city, at a certain era ["How should he be convicted?"] It's who wanting to deny me, who wanting to deny me? It's who wanting to deny me? It's who in silence It's who wanting to betray me, who wanting to betray me? It's who wanting to betray me? It's who won't let me release It's who wanting to judge me, who wanting to judge me? It's who wanting to judge me? It's who retreating It's who wanting to swept away me, who wanting to swept away me? It's who wanting to swept away me? It's who won't let me release [The surging waves] [The rejected crown] [The folded note] [The final wish] He should have slept deeply, in the warm sea of flowers He should have rested, in the hearts of the gods There are who deliberately reversing black and white, but waking him up, in a certain city, at a certain era ["How should he be commemorated?"] Those celebrated hate, those praised loyalty All you destroyed is me, all you forged is me Bloodline used as physical evidence, war flames used as mind evidence You are harassing everything, just for my name ["How many thousands of years have it repeated?"] It's who wanting to touch me, who wanting to touch me? It's who wanting to touch me? It's who instigating It's who wanting to embrace me, who wanting to embrace me? Who wanting to embrace me? It's who won't let me release It's who wanting to get me, who wanting to get me? It's who wanting to get me? It's who snatching It's who wanting to inherit me, who wanting to inherit me? It's who wanting to inherit me? It's who won't let me release

【Original CN lyrics: 】 他本应端坐在 唯一的高台 他本应安歇在 平和的未来 有谁关心虚实黑白 却将他埋葬在 某座城池某个时代 【“他应被如何定罪？”】 是谁想否定我 是谁想否定我 是谁想否定我 是谁在沉默 是谁想背弃我 是谁想背弃我 是谁想背弃我 是谁不让我解脱 是谁想审判我 是谁想审判我 是谁想审判我 是谁在退缩 是谁想裹挟我 是谁想裹挟我 是谁想裹挟我 是谁不让我解脱 【翻涌的浪涛】 【推拒的冠冕】 【折叠的字条】 【最终的意愿】 他本应沉睡在 温暖的花海 他本应安息在 众神的心怀 有谁刻意颠倒黑白 却将他唤醒在 某座城池某个时代 【他应被如何纪念？】 那些被歌颂的憎恨 那些被推崇的忠诚 你们毁灭的是我 你们铸就的是我 血统被当作了物证 战火被当作了心证 你们将万物袭扰 只为了我的名号 【如此几千年了？】 是谁想触碰我 是谁想触碰我 是谁想触碰我 是谁在教唆 是谁想拥抱我 是谁想拥抱我 是谁想拥抱我 是谁不让我解脱 是谁想得到我 是谁想得到我 是谁想得到我 是谁在争夺 是谁想继承我 是谁想继承我 是谁想继承我 是谁不让我解脱

i'm also soooooo happy there are lovers of chinese vocaloids! ^ ^ thank you for your comment!😆 I'll try to improve my English level in the future✨✨

Thank you! I think there are few channels dedicated to CN vocal synths, and the contents are a bit scattered, so I'm trying to translate something and organize lists by myself☺

(Also there are some very good songs that I haven't even found a repost on KZbin, I hope to recommend them in the future XD)

【Lyrics ENG translation: 】 When you stepped into this land of suffering, was it an eternal question that lingering in your ears? When that sight retreated from the peephole, the leader obliterated the first miracle She in my viscera, in my viscera, is wandering She in my mind, in my mind, is lingering Perhaps the lives, the lives, the gods, the gods, once gone, will never come back Who has descended into the sea filled with ​​truth? Everything is reversed When the wilderness has built a throne for her, what will you offer to seek liberation? When that arms is hanging down from the clouds, all things returning to the only residence She in my ribs, in my ribs, is rotting She in my encirclement, in my encirclement, is crying and shouting So be defeated, be defeated, then come back, come back, don't hide for cowardice anymore Who has descended into the sea filled with ​​truth? Everything is reversed [I want to discuss with you the relationship between freedom and stop breathing] [And the infinity behind the rules] I have wiped out, wiped out, the sorrow and joy related to the comet I have abandoned to unburden, abandoned to unburden, the weariness of love and hate She in my viscera, in my viscera, is making the decision She in my mind, in my mind, is fighting bravely It can be seen that the lives, the lives, the gods, the gods, have never betrayed me Will eventually boil the sea filled with truth, won't be turning back again ["No one responded to her"] ["But she had no leisure to care"]

【Original CN lyrics: 】 当你踏上这苦难浸没之地 萦绕耳畔是否为永恒命题 当那视线自窥孔后退散去 引领者抹去最初奇迹 她在 我的肺腑 我的肺腑 之中徘徊 她在 我的心目 我的心目 之中盘桓 或许 生命啊 生命啊 神明啊 神明啊 一去便再不复返 谁已降临于真理充盈之海 一切倒转 当那荒野已为她筑起王座 你将献上何物以寻求解脱 当那腕足自云层之上垂落 万物重归于唯一的居所 她在 我的肋骨 我的肋骨 之中腐烂 她在 我的围堵 我的围堵 之中哭喊 所以 溃败吧 溃败吧 归来吧 归来吧 别再为怯懦隐瞒 谁已降临于真理充盈之海 一切倒转 （我想与你探讨自由与止息之关系） （以及规则背后之无限） 我已经 剿灭有关 剿灭有关 彗星的悲欢 我已经 抛却诉诸 抛却诉诸 爱恨的倦怠 她在 我的肺腑 我的肺腑 之中决断 她在 我的心目 我的心目 之中奋战 可见 生命啊 生命啊 神明啊 神明啊 从不曾将我背叛 终要沸腾那真理充盈之海 再无转圜 （“无人予她回应”） （“但她无暇顾及”）

[From a netizen who is familiar with the Universe and Dust worldview:] Because I like Gayuntifi very much, I decided to write a long review after a long time. My favorite part of this song is definitely the lyrics and music of the chorus. The homophony of "life (sheng ming)" and "god (shen ming)", Gumi's high pitch, and the gradually rising melody are very shocking. And for Gayun, for the sentence "the gods, the gods", I think it has many meanings. One meaning is that it refers to herself, the god of the dispersion of the corona, every time she went to help humans resist suffering, she never came back. One meaning is to lament Banjetifi and his death. One meaning is her understanding of all gods, even above the gods. Every time I hear the word "she" in the chorus, I feel that this part of lyrics is a description of Gayun as a narration, but I feel more that it is Gayun's words to Eyi, and then I will recall the letter that Cun Niang wrote to Eyi on her birthday. It is a very bright and touching existentialism. Then read Ibtifi's articles again, and you will sigh at what kind of love and belief she has to stick to her own ideas until now, and not be assimilated by other gods. Gayuntifi, the god of the dispersion of the corona, even though she is a god, even though Ibtifi repeatedly performs disgusting destruction scenes in front of her, she still resolutely embarks on the road to becoming a human "hero", just as the last two sentences written in the PV: "No one responded to her." "But she had no leisure to care." I really like Gayun's words: "But there is also my existence. Even if I have to face you again and again, even if I can only do a small part, even if more and more people have to spend more and more efforts to see me, I still exist, I will still do what I must do, I will still wait for everyone who comes to see me, even if there is only one last person." Every time I see it, I will sigh again, it is really a very bright existentialism. I really like the three sentences in the chorus, and I think this is a result of the continuous advancement of the timeline, or just a simple stage advancement. The first time, "Perhaps the lives, the lives, the gods, the gods, once gone, will never come back" may be the passing of life and the death of gods that Gayun witnessed when she set out on the road to do what she should do, and her own death again and again. The second time, "So be defeated, be defeated, then come back, come back, don't hide for cowardice anymore" is not only for herself, but also for Eyi. At this time, she has a deeper understanding of life and existence. And for me, the opposition between "be defeated" and "come back/return" is similar to "destruction, and re-creation". Or maybe it's just that Gayun thinks, be defeated while you still exist; then come back, because you still exist. I am more inclined to say that the second sentence is Gayun said to Eyi because of the sentence "don't hide for cowardice anymore". Gayun mentioned it in the letter to Eyi, "So I feel that you haven't done enough", and also mentioned "What hinders you is hesitation, and only hesitation." The third sentence "It can be seen that the lives, the lives, the gods, the gods, have never betrayed me" is Gayun's deeper understanding of life, trust and love. This sentence is very similar to what she said to Ibtifi, "But there is also my existence." She firmly believes that the world still needs her, she firmly believes that life still needs her, and she also firmly believes that the world still needs her, so she would say they "have never betrayed me", which may be her response to Ibtifi's so-called destruction.