Very mewithoutYou of you

تعبان والله داحس محد اليه والعالم كلها ضدي ومحد يوكف ويايه لو شما اكول دائما اني الغلط والموخوش والكواد لا اكدر اضل بعلاقة بلا ما انعاف ولا صداقة تعبت اضحك بوجه العالم واني طايح حظي لا داكدر اقره عدل للسادس ولا جسمي مرتاح والمرض ناهيني من صدك can i still get into heaven if i kill myself

If only I could help then carry this weight... No-one should have to know this reality as a kid

"Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself??!!" I felt that in my soul.. I asked my pastor that same question when I was 13

what i don’t see a lot of people mentioning is how the shooter himself is also just a kid. so many layers of tragedy

This is a good track

Years later and the end still makes me cry.

2024 baby

I work near East town and drive by these roads all the time

This is the only song that can make me cry almost every time.

I’m glad I’m discovering new music

real

All of tik tok is dark af it just lies bout the true intention of it's platform

The final lyrics hit like a freight train in this song

“All these marks of youth, soon transformed coldly into stone” is the line that’s always stuck with me. Powerful imagery

5:21 ooooohhhh my goddddd you can literally imagine the scene

just one of those songs with lyrics that -- the instant you hear them -- you know you're never going to be the same afterwards. this song ruined me.

My favorite parts: 2:57 And 6:20

この曲は二度と聴きたくない。今までで一番泣いた。

what is you talmbout?

Ty for this old vid, reminds me of the bad things in the past (in a beautiful way) I hope you find yourself doing ok *mwah* :3

I've never heard a song that tells a true crime story as painfully and raw as this, no sugarcoating, no watering down, just raw emotion and empathy.

For those of us who feel "that is the level of guilt i feel for just having existence" I hope this song heals somehow like it does me. This level of pain is somehow healing? There is crushing pain out there. I hope our experience in life is less pain than this

What a ridiculous, no talent song this is. Yeah, the story he's telling is touching, but it's hard to take it seriously when it's presented in such a ridiculous way. Who listens to this shit?

nya~~~~

Single handedly the best song I’ve ever head ever

I’m not crying, you are

My husband said he used to listen to this band and for hearing it for the first time is something I just can’t explain. This band is very unique

This feels important. I’m new here though.

I've been listening to this for over a decade and it always feels haunting while I listen..but now as an adult and a mother it haunts me in a different way.. 🥺

Can he ?

Maybe this wasn’t the best thing to be listening to religiously at 15… good times

But why

This song always makes me cry no matter how many times I listen to it

Istg the "can I still get into heaven if I kill myself" part gave me a goosebump and I'm not even kidding

See ? That's what words can do

This song never fails to bring me to tears😢

cant believe yall here from tiktok when i was on the bus to 7th grade 9 years ago pumping this in my headphones

This song is how I’ve been feeling since October. #FREEPALESTINE 🇵🇸

Incredible

I wish humans valued the preciousness of life. Why is it so hard?

It feels like someone is telling me a tragic story while I’m just jamming out

Can i get into heaven if i kill myslef? Those words hit me in my soul

can i get to heaven if i kms

Jiggle you’re phone while watching

Everytime I rediscover this it hits the same

6:01

the realest dmt trip ever

the suspense building up to "can i still get into heaven" is spine chilling. excellent story telling.

I listened to this song a lot in my teens. I'm 28 years old now. I saw this happen last month. I showed up to a shooting 2 minutes after it happened. I watched a 13 year old boy die from a drive by that wasn't meant for him. I listened to his family scream. I saw all of the blood. The police didn't let me leave, so I had to sit there. I live in America, so this is nothing new where I am. We had a different shooting a minute down the road a couple days earlier. I have childhood friends in prison for murder because they shot people. I can see two houses from my living room window where people have been murdered in the past three years. I've seen a woman assaulted on her front lawn. I don't want to die here, but it feels more and more likely everyday. This song was powerful to me as a kid, but the numbness I feel when hearing it now honestly disturbs me.