Park.. that It was located on the Third BIG TREE.. I would be walking with tears in my eyes.. because I knew that I should of Came before.. that I should of come on the appointed time that YOU TOLD ME to come.. I could of saw YOU.. if I saw YOU.. I would of grabbed unto Your Arms.. and pull YOU closer into my arms because I would say.. I love YOU.. I would say to YOU.. if I came that day.. the appointed time that YOU gave me the Note to come.. I would asked YOU.. it is very dangerous to climb up.. when the rain comes Hard.. things can happen where YOU would Not believe but.. that Courage and being so brave.. I just wanted to say.. I am so sorry that I did Not come that day.. But.. I now see why YOU have a Big Heart.. such a Big Heart that I want My Heart to be as big as YOURS.. so that I can tell YOU in many words.. how much I love YOU.. and to tell YOU how much I been missing YOU lately.. that I know deep inside.. I need YOU.. I need YOU to need me too.. I need to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I need to say to that Heart.. Your Big Heart.. that I love you.. and I am so sorry that I love YOU and I thank YOU.. thank you for being YOU and also having that Big Heart.. NOW I know how much My Heart needs to grow.. so when My Heart starts to grow as BIG as YOURS.. I can finally say.. holding YOUR BIG HEART.. I love YOU and kiss Your Big Heart and tell Your Heart over and over.. this is why.. I love YOU.. that is why I need YOU so that I can continue to say to YOU that I love YOU.. Feels like the Spring time.. as I am holding the Empty Glass Jar.. around my arms.. I am thinking of Your Heart.. I know that I am missing your Heart.. I want to see your Heart.. WILL you let me see that Heart of Yours.. and I am walking and I stop by this Tall Tree.. and I am wondering if it is this Tree.. I been waiting for this very day.. the weather Out side has been very cold.. looking at the Snow falling.. even it has been raining a lot around this time.. I could Not come to this Tree.. I do missing this Tree.. which I received a Note.. YOU be telling me to come to this Tree.. and I just could not come around for a while.. But.. I am here today.. wondering.. DID YOU leave your Heart here.. I had a dream.. dreaming of the day.. my arms can wrap around.. looking at YOU.. but.. asking if I can see your Heart.. if I am allowed to speak to your Heart.. will you let Me.. will you allow me to talk to Your Heart because that is all I want.. that is ALL I need.. I want to first tell Your Heart.. how much I love you.. but I needs to say It.. I needs to tell It to your Heart.. without Your Heart.. My Love will Not last.. it cannot go very far.. that is why I am asking first for Your Heart.. so Please.. tell me that YOU have left your Heart behind.. as I would sit on the ground.. I would pull out the Paper which was inside this Glass Jar.. I started to Miss you Last Night.. for some reason.. I started to Miss you all over again.. I would be sitting at the desk.. and ON the corner of the Desk.. I would put your Picture.. and as I turn to LOOK at the corner of the Desk.. I would grab Your Picture and I would take a closer LOOK at YOU.. looking through the Picture.. I would say to YOU.. even though YOU may Not hear me.. YOU may never hear my voice.. I would look at Your Picture.. looking at YOU.. I would smile and say to YOU LOOKING at the Picture.. I miss YOU.. and I do Love YOU.. but first.. why do I keep on missing YOU even though I have your Picture with me.. why do I keep telling myself but Looking at YOU through this Picture.. I know that YOU can't hear me now.. But I know.. I believe that One Day YOU will hear me Loud and clear.. Holding YOU close in my arms.. I will say to YOU.. LOOKING at and asking.. is this YOUR HEART.. can I tell YOUR HEART that I love YOU.. will you please let me say it.. that I love YOU.. as I would be looking at the Picture of YOU.. I be very sad.. because when I start to think about missing YOU.. I really really do Miss YOU.. and I would pull out a clean piece of paper.. there is nothing written but just a Blank sheet.. I would grab me the Pencil.. and of course I have Never seen Your Heart.. but start to draw a Picture of Your Heart.. thinking maybe this is How YOUR Heart Looks Like.. the shape and the size of It.. I wish that I can have a picture of Your Heart.. How Big is it.. the shape of It.. can I take A picture of It.. only If I can see YOU.. and YOU holding a Heart in the hands.. I want to click to take a Picture with the camera.. but.. only thing I can do at this Point.. just draw a Picture.. Picture of Your Heart.. and I would put.. Can I write My Name in Your Heart.. would you say something about It if I do.. Please tell me if YOU don't want me too.. because I want to write my Name in your Heart and speak to this Piece of paper of drawing of Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to say It.. and tell YOU what My Heart truly feels.. I received few months back.. a Note from You because I have been asking for Your Heart.. that I want to see your Heart.. I been calling YOU On the Phone.. only hearing your Voice.. that is all I can receive from YOU.. but.. I want More than just hearing your Voice.. that is why I started to ask.. If I can see Your Heart.. will you allow me to see Your Heart.. can I get close to Your Heart and Know what is really in your Heart.. I want to hear Your Heart.. even though it can be very far.. even it can be from a long distance.. but I am just asking for this One thing.. Can YOU Please tell me where is Your Heart.. and I be putting YOU on the Loud speaker.. wanting to hear your Voice.. and YOU telling me you be sending me a Note.. when the Note arrives.. YOU are going to tell me where to GO.. and There.. YOUR HEART is going to be there too.. after I heard this from your voice.. I waited for the Note.. day would go by but it be very long as I would wait for the Note.. the Note comes and it arrives.. as I received the Note from YOU.. I open the front door and some one put the Note on the ground.. I do remember when I opened the front door.. I only found the Note on the ground.. I would go to the Note to pick It UP.. as I hold on and looked at your writing on the Note.. I would read it.. It is at the Park.. there is a Tree.. on a top of the Branch.. the Heart is there waiting.. I should of gone when I received it.. I should of walked right when I received It.. but it was raining Hard and I would hear the wind blowing Hard.. and I wanted to go but why on this day.. and I would just close the Door behind.. I do regret not going at that time.. I should of Gone because It is YOU.. I even told YOU that I be waiting for YOU.. for the Note which it came to me.. I do remember grabbing the Note.. walking into the House.. the Next day.. the Snow comes.. and It be very cold.. for weeks it would be cold with the Snow falling from the sky.. I should of Gone is what I should of done.. the weeks turned into Months now.. I would be waiting for the Snow weather to die down.. But why did I not come at the time YOU send the Note to Me.. as I am sitting on the Ground.. I am just looking UP at this Tree.. hoping maybe your Heart is still here.. am I just too Late.. did I come at the wrong time.. It is because I did Not come right.. I am looking at this Note.. with the Date YOU have written it to tell me when.. But.. LOOK at the time now.. I have decided to wait a little more longer.. and I should of come at the time.. at the Moment YOU wanted me to come and to show the Heart.. as I am sitting.. I would pull the Paper.. the Drawing of Your Heart.. I am still wondering.. will YOUR Heart be here.. I know that deep inside YOUR Heart is not going to be here.. because it is ME to be blamed for Not making it ON time.. I am the One to be blamed.. I was asking YOU.. I was begging for a Chance to see Your Heart.. I wanted too.. I also even brought the Camera with Me.. it has the straps around my Neck so that I can take a picture of Your Heart.. Just in case Your Heart falls from the Branches.. I can catch YOUR Heart with the Glass Jar.. as I would sit on the ground.. I feel so Sad.. I feel so Hurt all of a suddenly.. because I missed Out.. was I afraid to come because of the rain.. if it did Not rained at all.. I know that I would of showed UP 100 percent.. and I would push back saying.. maybe tomorrow.. but even when the tomorrow became today.. the weather did Not help me at all.. I should of still gone.. I should of come even though it could of delayed just for one day.. I choose not to come because of the weather.. but if I should of known that I would Not see your Heart here today.. then I could of made up my mind to show UP.. because do you not see that Now I am here.. I have come to see your Heart.. prepared and brought everything I told you that what I am going to do.. I told you that I wanted to take a picture of Your Heart.. to get the closer look.. I even told YOU that I drew a Picture of Your Heart.. Not sure the shape or the size but I wanted to know if it is going to be the same imagine of the drawing and Your Real Heart.. I want to see It.. I want to see Your Heart.. I want to hear Your Heart.. even it can be at the Way top of the branch.. as long as it is You.. it is Your Heart.. as I am looking at the Piece of paper.. looking at the drawing of Your Heart.. I wish that I came sooner.. I wish that I came early.. I wish that I would of walked and ran in the rain.. Just to see Your Heart.. just to see the Shape and the Size of Your Heart.. no Matter How wet I be.. or can be sick from the rain.. I could of catch the flu from the cold rain.. but at least I could see Your Heart.. taking the Picture of it.. your Heart.. and when I get the Photo picture of your Heart

Please.. Please give me YOUR Heart because I love YOU.. why can't YOU give me Your Heart so that I can tell YOUR Heart and say to your Heart How much I truly.. really really love YOU.. but the feeling would be at the Best as I would be able to turn the other way.. after I get to see Your Heart.. after I get to LOOK at the Drawing Picture of what I think your Heart looks Like and looking UP at the TOP Branch of this tree and looking actually at Your Heart.. and taking that picture.. taking the picture of Your Real Heart.. and I am able to print out the Photo Picture.. and I do not have to think if it is right but when I am holding the Actual Photo Picture of what I have taken of the Real Heart.. I know that I do not have to imagine it.. but can trace it and copy drawing on a Clean Blanket of Piece of paper.. and I can tell YOU.. I have seen Your Heart.. and here is the proof.. here is what I saw.. and when I saw Your Heart.. I just had to take a closer LOOK.. looking from the ground UP with my eyes was very Hard to know.. but when I put the Camera up.. and I looked through the Lens of the Camera.. able to focus and ZOOM it to get a closer look of your Heart.. I was Moved.. my Heart was moved.. I was touched deep inside.. because It is Your Heart I am looking at.. it is Not another person's heart.. but it is Your Heart who I be loving.. and wanting to see even from afar.. I would say.. even though it be hard for Your Heart to hear me from the ground.. I will tell Your Heart.. I love YOU.. for the first time.. I am saying it loud to YOU.. will you please accept these words of Mine to YOU.. that I love YOU.. and I am just waiting for the day.. I can Hold Your Heart in my arms.. I want to hold Your Heart and tell YOUR Heart.. I am so sorry that I missed YOU.. but I am Not sorry for loving YOU.. missing YOU hurts me More than anything else in the world.. but as long as I can get close to Your Heart.. I only want to see this Heart.. to tell YOU that I love YOU.. allow me to love Your Heart please.. will you please let me love YOU more.. love your Heart too.. as I am sitting on the ground.. I would start to cry.. I know that I came just too late.. I am only looking at the Piece of Paper.. the One that I drew thinking this is the shape and the size of Your Heart.. but I needs to see Your Heart.. not what I think it should be.. I should of come.. I have waited just too long or delayed too long.. Now I am missing Your Heart.. tell me where is Your Heart so that I can go.. go where your Heart is so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. I am so sorry that I came just too later.. Please forgive me and help me again so that I can see Your Heart.. I want to say to Your Heart.. I love YOU.. please tell me.. where do I go now.. where is Your Heart so that I know where to go.. please tell me.. please.. I am looking at the Moon.. I am waiting for YOU.. just thinking about YOU.. Looking at the Moon.. I feel like I am starting to Miss YOU.. when can I see YOU.. can I hear Your Heart.. Can I see your Heart.. Please let me touch Your Heart.. because I need YOU.. I truly need YOU to love me Back.. only wish.. Only hope.. only dreaming if YOU can show me your Heart.. as I am looking UP toward the Moon.. I can picture in that Moon.. the Shape of Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart.. My arm stretches Out.. my hand opens Wide.. my Other arm reaches.. stretches Out.. My Other Hand opens Wide.. if YOU can hear Me.. If YOU are able to hear.. Please listen with Your Ears.. Hear my words because I am talking to that MOON.. can YOU Hear through that Moon.. I want to know.. If YOU are Unable to hear my words.. If YOU are Unable to Hear my Voice.. On the Other side.. Is it Night.. because at this Point.. the Sun has went down and Now.. it is the Moon's Turn to get UP.. and I am looking at this Moon.. Hoping that It is Night on that Other side.. if it is.. Can YOU please come Out.. If YOU are able to see that MOON.. Please come Out from the Place YOU are.. I want to tell YOU something.. I want to speak and tell YOU something.. my hands are both open wide.. asking.. Can YOU Please give me Your Heart.. I will be standing still.. Until you give me Your Heart.. I been asking YOU for a long time.. Did you not forget.. ever since I first laid my eyes On you.. all I ever wanted is Your Heart.. All I ever talked about and asking YOU is for that Heart.. Please give me Your Heart.. Please Open your Heart.. I do not want anything else but Just for YOU to show me Your Heart and Please.. let me have Your Heart.. My Heart has been breaking.. It has been shattered into Pieces.. I am trying to put the Pieces of my Heart together.. without YOU.. I know that the Pieces of my Heart cannot come together.. that is why I am asking for Your Heart.. Only if YOU can show Me.. so that I can see the Shape of Your Heart.. and I can open my chest.. and Put your Heart inside the Chamber.. which been waiting for your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I want to have YOUR HEART and Put close to my chest.. to see How can I live without YOU.. I know that I can't unless I have Your Heart.. I told YOU already.. How is my Heart be broken and How was it torn into Pieces and Cannot put it back together.. I broke my Own Heart.. So that I can put Your Heart instead of Mine.. that is How close I want to feel Your Heart.. to Feel the Beating of Your Heart.. to hear the Beating.. to hear the sound of Your Heart.. I want YOU very close.. SO close that I can hear Your Heart inside of Me.. so that I can see YOU close.. I am truly missing YOU.. I don't know why.. because it is so Hard to explain at this Point.. if YOU are asking me.. WHY do I miss YOU so Much.. I just saw your Picture.. which I would have it close to Me.. I would take a Look at your Picture.. and only Wish.. Only Hope when can I see YOU close.. will you ever come close to Me.. because the More away YOU are.. the More I want to see YOU close.. the More I miss YOU.. the More My Heart breaks.. breaking and hearing the sound of my Heart.. just breaking into pieces.. and I want to know.. Does Love hurts.. does it hurt you.. because for Me.. it hurts to Love YOU.. it hurts me so much that I can feel the breaking of my Heart.. I want to cry.. I want to cry a lot because it Hurts me more when I don't see YOU.. when I miss YOU.. when I step out side.. and I stand still in silent.. and I look UP.. toward the Moon.. I want to shout at the Moon and Cry when looking at the Moon.. I would say.. Can YOU please come Out tonight.. I wonder if it is Day.. Or is it Night.. If I am able to see the Moon tonight.. can YOU Please step Out side.. On the Other side.. do YOU see the Moon appear before Your eyes.. Look UP at the dark skies.. do you see the stars.. do you see the Moon.. if YOU can see the Moon appear before YOU.. Can YOU Hear me.. Can YOU Hear my voice.. Listen to my words because there is something very Important that I would like to say.. to tell YOU.. and I know for sure you know this and maybe heard it more than thousand times by Now.. But I never get tired of telling you this.. I just hope that YOU never get tired too.. If you do please tell Me so that I can stop.. if YOU hear me.. Please LOOK at the Moon.. can YOU see that MOON.. the same Moon that we can see together.. as I am standing still alone.. I am here by myself.. Looking at that Moon.. I been coming here.. from time to time.. when I think of YOU a lot and my Mind.. it gets very busy because I am thinking of YOU.. before I came Out side.. I saw Your Picture.. I saw the Picture of YOU smiling.. when I saw Your Picture.. My Heart was touched.. I put my hand on the Chest.. and I can feel the Beating of My Heart.. and I would tell Your Picture looking at YOU.. I love YOU.. YOU do not know How much I love YOU.. I am still here.. I am still able to tell YOU.. I am able to write to YOU still.. that shows that I have never lost the touch.. that I think of YOU always.. when I saw Your Picture.. it felt Like I got drunk.. I wanted to fall.. and sit on the floor.. I felt dizzy and my knees got weak when I saw YOUR picture.. I told myself.. I should Not keep on looking at your Picture.. because once I start to look.. I would miss YOU.. Missing YOU leads me to walk Out side.. Missing YOU leads me to Look at the Moon.. and my eyes would wander looking UP at the sky.. Looking for the stars.. and Looking for the Moon.. I would close my eyes.. Both eyes shut closed as I would put YOU in my Head.. a Picture pops in my Mind as I would think of YOU.. and envision YOU.. wanting to see YOU.. I would open my eyes.. as I am staring at the Moon.. I would look at the Moon.. and I would open my mouth and say.. Do you know why I am here tonight.. Do you know why I am lead here.. I saw YOUR Picture.. I saw your Beautiful Picture.. saw Your Beautiful Face.. Now Look what YOU have made me do.. I am asking YOU if YOU can hear me.. Please say something back.. Please tell me something because My Heart is listening.. say something because My Heart is opened to listen.. Say something because my ears wants to hear Your Voice and Your Words.. Please say something because tonight is the Night I really want to hear YOU.. that this very Night.. for some reason I am missing YOU much more.. even though every night I miss YOU.. and I want to see YOU every day.. But on this very Night.. I really really want to hear from YOU.. I want you to Know that I love YOU.. I really really Love YOU.. Why can't I hear from YOU on the Other side.. is it because YOU can't hear me at all.. YOU know that every time I come Out.. every time I look UP at the sky and Look towards the Moon.. I am always expecting to hear from YOU.. but every night.. I would be the One who is speaking.. saying something as I am looking toward the Moon.. after I am done speaking as I am looking UP at the Moon

Heard on the Other side.. What If YOU are Not there.. What if It is Night there.. and yes.. the Moon has come UP.. but YOU are Not Standing Out side where YOU can see that Moon.. I want my Voice to be heard for YOU.. I want my Words to be Heard to YOU.. because None of it is empty words.. it is Words that comes from My Heart and My Mind.. from Inside of Me.. that is why I been asking for YOUR HEART.. If I can have your Heart just for One Night.. if I am able to put Your Heart inside the Chamber in my Chest.. and I close the Chamber of the gates of my Chest.. I know that if YOUR Heart is inside of Me.. I can walk out alone.. stand by myself in the Night.. Looking UP at the MOON.. so that My Words can be Heard.. so that My Voice may be heard.. and if YOUR HEART is inside my Chest in the chamber.. I would look UP at the Moon.. and YOU are able to hear all of My words.. my Voice.. and even what comes within Me to tell YOU.. YOUR Heart being so Close to Me.. I know that My Words would not go empty.. and I can just express and tell YOU.. and YOU can Hear me.. that YOU can hear me finally and that I know that YOUR HEART is able to hear my words and My Mind.. and to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I would know for sure.. I can come Out side every night.. without questions rather YOU are listening or Not.. But I know for sure YOU can Hear Me.. that YOU know How much I love YOU.. YOU know How much I miss YOU and able to know my Heart.. that I am able to tell YOU.. and I can finally cry Out Loud knowing we are looking at the SAME MOON.. that YOU can hear me speak.. YOU can hear me talk and share.. that I know YOU are listening to My Heart.. that I can finally hear Your Heart.. listen to the Sound and the Beating of Your Heart.. when it comes so Close.. I can tell your Heart.. DO YOU HEAR ME.. Can YOU Hear me.. because NOW I know.. Now I feel.. Now I hear that my Dreams.. hopes and wishes can come true because I have Your Heart.. I really Need Your Heart.. because I love YOU.. I am sitting down by the shores.. Looking at the Waters coming In.. On a big rock.. I am sitting and just thinking about You.. I am looking at two Empty Bottles.. for some reason.. I started to drink.. the More I think of YOU.. the More I miss YOU.. on this Night.. why do I feel the aching in my Heart.. I wish that I did Not look at your Picture.. I received a Letter from YOU.. and YOU are telling me YOU are going some where so far.. and telling me that It is going to take YOU a while and after hearing these words after I read the Letter you wrote me.. I just could Not take it any more.. I could Not stay inside the House.. so Leaving the House.. and so I wrote YOU a Letter back.. But.. I am wondering at this Point.. what am I suppose to do with the Letter that is In my Hand.. if I am unable to reach YOU.. YOU have Not tell me where YOU are going.. and how long will it take for YOU to come back.. I would look at your Picture.. and looking at the Letter.. I am feeling so much hurt right Now.. it is because I am missing YOU so Much.. All I ever asked for is Your Heart.. I would ask if I can Have your Heart.. is it just too much of asking YOU for It.. because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. without Your Heart.. there is Nothing that I can do.. then please tell Me.. How do I win YOU over.. How am I suppose to make YOU mine.. what is the secret so that I can take action.. and also tell YOU because I am Not sure what to do at this Point.. So I have decided to come to the Place.. this Rock has been here ever since I first came.. I would sit on the Top of this Rock.. when I want to see you the Most.. I brought with me a Shot Glass.. of course I did not bring YOU picture with me this time.. because I know if I do.. I would be taking a Look.. which it can make my eyes pop out whenever I see Your Picture.. I wish that YOU knew this Heart of Mine.. why can't you see through.. why can't you understand me.. or relate with me what I am going through right Now.. I have bought three bottles of Rice wine.. so far.. I have finished two Bottles.. I am taking a Look at the third.. the last One.. I don't feel drunk at All.. but I need to wash away what is in my Mind.. what is inside my Head.. I am trying to wash YOU away.. trying to forget.. or to erase YOU off but the More I try.. the More I just can't.. so Please Help me for once.. Help me How to win YOU over.. I am still trying over and over.. but I am asking YOU now.. if you know the answers.. if you know the secrets of How to Make YOU Mine.. I feel like I am dying inside right Now.. I feel like I am ready to die instead because I want to have Your Heart.. if only YOU can show me Your Heart and I be able to hold Your Heart in my arms.. and to able to speak to Your Heart.. will you let me tell YOU something.. will you let me speak to Your Heart.. because that is the Only One thing I want.. what I truly need.. to have your Heart and to tell Your Heart.. I have a Heart too.. and My Heart just loves YOU.. How can I transfer this Message to reach Out to YOU.. How can I tell you that I love YOU.. YOU are so far away.. there is this distance between Us.. and I would like to get close to YOU.. How can I get close to YOU.. to your Heart.. Please tell me and let me Know.. as I am looking at the last Bottle.. my hand grabs.. twist the TOP and open it.. holding the Glass shot in the Other hand.. the One with the Bottle.. my hand pours into the Shot Glass.. what if I get sick.. so sick that I rather die instead.. I feel so sick in my stomach because I need to see YOU.. I need to hold YOU Near in my hands.. in my arms and I would say to YOU.. will you please show me Your Heart.. How can I see your Heart.. Please.. let me see your Heart and Please hear these words of Mine.. that I been here.. always waiting for YOU.. just to Love YOU.. and to tell YOU that I love YOU.. will you let me tell YOU these words of Mine to YOU.. that is why I need your Heart.. I need to know so that I can tell YOU.. but when YOU tell me that YOU are going to take a Long time and YOU are leaving going somewhere very far.. How can I tell YOU.. that is why I been asking YOU.. at least Leave Your Heart with Me.. let your Heart be close to me so that I will not feel like I can't do nothing.. as I am looking at the Shot Glass in my Hand.. I would open my Mouth wide and slam the Shot Glass with rice wine into my mouth.. since I did Not bring your Picture with me.. Now I am dying to see YOU.. I am starting to miss YOU because all I see is the waters coming IN and going Out.. I just can't stop.. but why can't I stop.. I would tell myself to stop.. but How can I stop.. it is because I love YOU.. How can YOU stop someone who loves YOU so much.. that is why I need to hear words from YOU.. If you can tell me to stop Loving YOU.. I know that I can finally rest in Peace.. but.. I still be missing YOU.. still be looking at your Picture and just wondering.. what If something can happen.. How would it be Like if YOU were here with Me.. and I be able to hold YOU in my arms.. and tell YOU.. looking at Your Heart.. even though the Time flies and many weeks and months has passed By.. I still Love YOU.. and If you are asking me.. why do I love YOU so Much.. how is it possible to love YOU this Much.. and if you are asking me and wondering on the Other side.. I would look at the One I am holding the Bottle of rice wine.. Looking at the Other hand holding the Shot Glass.. I would be pouring the Bottle of the rice wine Into the Shot Glass.. placing the Bottle on the ground.. I would be looking at the waters.. I open my mouth wide and pour.. slam the rice wine into my Mouth with the Shot Glass.. and I would close both eyes.. Just thinking about YOU.. I be thinking of YOU.. as I am going back.. I am standing inside the House.. and I hear the Knock On the door.. and I know that YOU are coming over.. after receiving the Message.. the text Message from YOU.. I open the front door.. and I see YOU standing there.. I receive the Letter YOU gave me.. and I wanted to ask if YOU wanted to come inside.. but.. YOU tell me that YOU needs to go.. and I watch YOU turn the other way and YOU start to walk.. where I stop seeing YOU.. as I close the Door.. I would unfold the Letter.. and a Picture falls Out from the folded Paper.. as I go down.. and I pick Up the Picture.. I look at You.. and YOU are wearing a White Dress.. and I just can't believe it.. YOU are so Beautiful.. especially in that White Dress.. But this is Not just an ordinary Dress.. It seems like something is going to happen soon.. It looks like a Wedding Dress to me.. and On the Letter YOU are telling me that YOU are going to get married.. and YOU have invited me to come to see YOU at your Wedding.. I am wondering.. with who are you getting Married too.. because I don't want to receive this from YOU.. why are you telling me to come if I am Not the One who is going to stand next to YOU to make YOU my wife.. If I am invited for the wrong reason.. I do not want to come.. I don't want to watch YOU leave my Life and go with another.. It should be Me who should stand next to YOU.. the One who can put the ring on your Finger.. But why did YOU write me this kind of letter.. It really hurts Me if YOU are telling me to sit and watch the One you love to be taken away from Me.. and I just can't believe you are telling me this.. so I would rip the Letter into pieces.. I just can't take this from YOU.. I don't want to receive this from YOU because YOU are Only hurting me More.. what have I done to deserve this Kind of News.. why hurt me when YOU know my true intentions.. My true Motives.. I know that if I stand next to YOU through Thin and through Thick

The prove that I can share and show YOU that It is real.. My Heart is real.. just too real sometimes but is it not better to be more real than to be fake.. that is why I can tell YOU.. for weeks.. for months.. I can still tell YOU that I loved YOU then and I love YOU now.. as I am sitting on this rock.. I open both eyes.. and I look UP to the Moon.. wishing why does has to happen.. to hear this from YOU.. I wanted to hear.. can I marry YOU and will you be mine forever please.. Let me be the One.. Please.. let me be the One to stand next to you and exchange the Vows.. the One who can say I do to YOU.. and the One who can put the ring on your finger and tell YOU.. thank YOU for being the One for me.. the one who I can love forever and say that YOU are Mine.. YOU know that I love you too much.. because I just can't stop but just Love YOU.. because I do.. truly love YOU.. really really.. just love YOU.. the Angel.. Your Angel who loves YOU.. it is because I really really Love YOU.. and this is the Only thing I can do and I can show.. and tell YOU.. which It means truly.. I love YOU.. I received and I would be wondering.. why would someone write me a Note.. but there is No Name telling me from who.. I have this note and tells me to go to the Park.. and there is a Big Tree.. I have this Jar.. it is an Empty Glass Jar.. I am sure I am going to be meeting.. and I see a Picture.. of course it is YOU.. I am sure that the Note has to come from YOU.. because why would anyone write me a Note.. So.. I have a Flower.. a SUN FLOWER.. putting into the Empty Glass Jar.. and with the Note and the Picture.. I would walk outside.. and I love the Sun.. it makes me really really happy when I see the SUN outside.. when the MOON comes UP.. I do get very sad.. because I start to miss YOU.. and I just don't want to keep on missing YOU when I see the Night with MOON up on the sky.. but on this Day.. yes.. I am so Happy that I did receive a Note.. I never receive notes from anyone.. but when it comes from YOU.. it does Not matter How many Notes you send.. just receiving from YOU means everything to me.. So I walk outside and I am thinking of YOU.. Not missing YOU.. but just thinking of YOU.. of Us.. the Hope that Dreams can come True.. So I am holding the Jar.. the Empty glass jar but the SUN FLOWER has entered inside.. So as I am walking.. I see the Park.. I am getting closer to the Big Tree.. and I keep on walking.. I am wondering.. Am I suppose to be meeting YOU here.. I am wondering.. what am I doing here.. I only received a Note card.. telling me to come to this park by this Big tree.. am I suppose to be receiving or am I suppose to be giving.. I am Not sure because I only read it to come here.. so I am standing around.. Placing the Jar.. the Glass Jar down.. I am looking around.. there is another Note.. the NOTE is taped on this tree.. I have the note card.. I have Your Picture.. so I know who I am suppose to look for.. but.. this Note.. I would pull the Note Out from the Tree.. it is taped.. and I would turn around.. it is a Drawing of a Heart.. I am thinking.. is this a JOKE.. a Heart.. and someone drew it with a pencil.. Now.. it is a Heart.. Yes.. I know I want a Heart.. I don't want a Heart with someone draw on it.. I am asking for a Real Heart.. Not a Heart that someone sketched and says it is a Heart.. Honestly.. I want Your Heart.. the One that is inside your Chest.. Not my chest but Yours.. I been asking for a long time now.. it has been so long.. and Now.. are YOU telling me that I am able to have a Heart.. or are you asking me.. if I can give YOU my Heart.. but.. I don't want to give YOU my Heart.. what if My Heart cries because of YOU.. what if YOU Hurt my heart.. what if my Heart does not work or feel the same once YOU take my Heart.. I am Not going to give YOU my heart unless you give me Your Heart first.. I need your Heart.. do YOU see that I am able to speak and share through this.. I am telling YOU.. right Now.. I have not forgotten.. I want... I really really want.. and I will say it over again.. I want it.. I truly want Your Heart because I been asking.. even praying and begging for Your Heart.. why I need it.. TO be honest.. what are YOU going to do with Your Heart.. if I am the One who loves YOU first.. and I am able to tell YOU how I truly feel inside and as been expressing and telling YOU.. how much I need YOU so Please give me Your Heart.. But let me ask you this.. what are you going to do with your heart.. are you just going to let Your Heart just sit there.. YOU know that at least.. I can have your Heart.. if YOU are able to give me Your Heart.. I can speak.. I can pour my Heart and soul and say something to Your Heart.. YOU know that I will never hurt Your Heart.. I can love YOU heart and tell Your Heart How much I love YOU.. so help me to understand.. what are you going to do with Your Heart.. I know that I can take your Heart close.. I can whisper and say that I love YOU.. I can speak and whisper How much I missed YOU.. the sorrows and the tears I had to deal with.. how I would cry in the nights.. when I look at the Moon.. I would say.. I wish.. Only if I can hold your Heart close.. if my hands be able to hold and carry your Heart.. by the MOON.. I would turn to LOOK at the Moon and tell the MOON.. do you see this.. it is the Heart who I love the Most.. able to show this MOON.. How I would be out in the Night.. looking and speaking to the MOON how much I wanted you close.. or wanted you near.. and I can show the MOON.. on this very Night.. just Look.. I am holding in my hands.. palm of my hands is this Fragile Heart.. do you see what I am seeing and I would lift it UP to show the MOON.. YOU have seen me out here.. and Here comes this Person again.. asking for the Same.. Night after Night.. here I go out.. turning and LOOKING at the MOON.. I would be raising UP my voice.. saying How much I missed YOU and needed you close.. Only If I am able to have Your Heart.. closer to me.. and able to speak and share My Heart to your Heart.. how much I want YOU near.. and How I am dealing with the times of distance.. when YOU are so far away.. I am torn down into pieces because I want you close.. and I would say.. if I have Your Heart.. if my palm of hands able to get Hold of YOUR Heart.. I know that in due time.. YOU will come.. YOU are not going to leave your Heart with me.. soon or later I believe you will come to get Your Heart.. that is why I want this Heart.. I want Your Heart.. that is the only way I know that I will see you soon.. as I am standing by this Big Tree.. I know this can't be a joke.. why would you do this to me.. DO you think that I am dumb.. because I don't want this kind of Heart.. I want the real Heart.. the One I can touch.. I can hold and feel.. and able to speak and say to the Heart How much I love YOU.. what am I suppose to do with this Heart.. I know that someone drew this Heart.. thinking this is funny.. But to Me.. it is Not that funny.. because I am serious about Your Heart.. I want the One who lives inside YOU.. so Please.. tell me that it is a sample.. that this is not a real Heart.. and I take a Look at the Note again.. this time.. a written on.. the Heart is On top of the Tree.. of course I missed this Line right here.. which Now I do feel so Dumb for missing the Purpose of this Note.. as I smile.. I know that YOU are Not joking.. it means it is a real Heart.. of course.. While I was walking.. I saw the Big Tree from the distance and It is very Big Tree.. I get closer to the Tree.. and I am able to look UP.. it looks so much bigger.. as I would lift up my Head to look UP.. can I ask YOU a Big Favor.. if I am able to see the Heart and I am able to get Your Heart.. can I please write My Name on that Heart.. will you let me.. will you allow me.. will you give me the Permission to write my Name on your Heart so that YOU will know that I did find your Heart and that I love YOU.. How do you know who loves YOU.. YOU will not know unless someone writes HIS NAME and tells YOU to Your Heart.. I love YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU.. that is why I want to tell YOU and remind YOU many times.. the Name will cross your Mind.. when YOU LOOK at your Heart and YOU find a Name.. YOU are able to remember that this Name.. this person Loves YOU.. He loves YOU to death that He also writes.. the way I received the Note and it was written.. I want to write.. Not ON the Note.. and No.. I am not going to draw No Heart and paste ON you.. but I want to write on your Heart.. that I love YOU.. when YOU feel like it seems like NO ONE cares at least YOU will know that I do.. that I care and I do love YOU.. so please.. Give me Your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. why do you have to make it so Hard for me to get to Your Heart.. why.. YOU know that this tree is Big.. is is very Big with many branches going UP.. which I am sure it is going to be so hard for someone like me to climb.. if the branches breaks.. you know I will fall on the ground.. But.. how am I suppose to get to Your Heart.. as I am looking UP at this Big tree.. and I am much smaller.. I look way UP.. at the way top of the tree.. a Branch is there

The Heart.. That Heart is the Only way.. YOUR HEART.. as I look at your Picture.. I would speak to your Picture.. right Now I have NO idea.. but I got a Note from YOU and I have come here because of the Note YOU gave me.. I also have the Other Note which was taped on the Tree.. and I saw the Note.. it has a drawing of Your Heart.. and I even read the NOTE down below.. telling me to LOOK UP on this BIG TREE.. I looked UP and way UP on the first Branch.. the top branch.. I see a Big Heart.. and It must be Your Heart which is sitting on top of the first branch at the TOP of this Tree.. I am holding the Shot glass into my hand.. as My other Hand holds the Bottle.. Bottle of SOJU and I am pouring into the Shot Glass.. Only words I would say to YOU.. I miss YOU.. I don't know why but this very Night.. I am missing YOU.. wishing that YOU are here with me.. I just want to hold YOU in my arms.. Hold YOU close.. Hold you tight.. But No matter how many times I call for YOU.. calling YOUR name.. it seems like YOU Never answer.. Can you Hear Me.. Can you hear my voice calling out to YOU.. calling out your Name.. I put the SOJU bottle down on the Floor.. my other hand holding the Shot Glass.. both eyes closes.. I open my mouth.. I would slam the Shot Glass.. the SOJU hits me.. as I would sit.. I put the Shot Glass on the ground.. Next to the Bottle of SOJU.. as I would open both eyes.. I look down at the Bottle of SOJU.. it is Now Empty.. I just finished taking many shots.. I just needed to get.. My Heart Hurts.. because I am missing YOU.. WHY do I keep on missing YOU.. as Your Picture is laying on the ground.. my hand grabs the Picture.. I pick up your Picture.. looking at YOU.. LOOKING at this Picture of YOU.. WHY do you have to be so Far.. that because of the distance.. the distance that keeps us apart.. I wish that I wouldn't miss you like this.. but there are some nights that I would feel.. My Heart gets heavy.. and for no Other reason.. I just miss YOU out of Nowhere.. as I want to cry.. I just want to pour down my tears.. and I would get UP slowly.. standing Out side.. On this very peaceful Night.. I would Look UP.. Looking at the stars.. and I turn to LOOK at the MOON.. my arms stretches further.. towards the MOON.. the Other Hand with No picture.. I am looking at the MOON.. I wish that the MOON can come close.. so that the MOON can hear Me.. I know that since you are far off.. YOU can't hear me.. NO matter How loud my voice gets.. NO Matter How louder I want to speak UP.. these words.. Words I want to tell YOU.. these words to Tell your ear.. I need your ears tonight.. so that I want to speak.. speak to YOU.. to Your Heart.. to tell YOU.. I miss YOU.. I miss you so much.. sometimes I just don't know what to do.. what can I do.. what could I do.. missing YOU.. wanting to dry my tears.. Missing YOU.. my words wants to speak to YOU.. but.. YOU can't even hear me.. so what am I suppose to do if I want to speak and tell YOU.. I love YOU.. I love YOU that I am missing YOU.. missing you which is driving me crazy.. I feel so Crazy right Now.. look at me.. Look at what I am doing right Now.. as I am looking UP.. I am looking at the MOON.. as my hand.. my arm is reaching for the MOON.. I want this MOON to come close.. Please.. can YOU come closer.. I want to say something.. I need to speak.. it is my Heart.. I want to speak from My Heart.. so Please.. if you can lend me the ear so that when I finish speaking.. I know that YOU know where.. I want to show you the Picture.. the One who I love the Most.. my beloved.. the One who I miss the Most.. the One who I wants to tell YOU about.. If you can come closer.. and show me your ear so that I can tell YOU.. my Heart.. needs to say.. and I know that when YOU see the One who I love the most.. Please tell Her.. I miss Her.. and I love her.. can YOU do me a favor.. I am asking YOU from My Heart.. as I am looking UP at the MOON.. I don't see any reaction.. the MOON does not come near.. Does Not come close to Me.. as I lift up the Other arm.. the One my Hand is holding your Picture.. I would look at your picture.. looking at YOU closer.. I open my mouth LOOKING at your Picture.. it is so sad that I am talking to a thin air.. I feel like NO ONE knows and NO ONE cares.. Not even the MOON seems like He cares.. I asked the MOON to come closer.. if that MOON has an ear.. that My Heart.. I am burning inside to speak.. to say.. to share what is deep in my soul.. I asked the MOON if he has an ear.. I wanted to show that MOON the picture of YOU.. when the MOON looks at YOU.. this Picture I am holding in my hand and show the MOON.. so that He is able to know who YOU are.. That Moon is able to know because the MOON is lifted UP.. able to find YOU.. able to know who you are so that if that MOON has the ears to listen.. I wanted to sent a message to YOU through this MOON.. If the MOON is able to find YOU on the Other side.. and if YOU ever go Out side on this very peaceful Night.. if the MOON spots YOU.. He can call out to YOU.. AND say Your Name.. calling out to YOU by asking YOU.. calling out your Name so that YOU can turn and KNOW.. a message must be delivered.. but.. No matter How many times I tried to call.. I know that YOU are unable to receive.. even this MOON does not respond to my calling.. I am asking this MOON.. but the Moon seems like He don't know.. So I am here.. standing alone on this very night.. wanting to tell YOU that I miss YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU.. But.. How can I tell YOU if you are so Far away.. miles and miles.. distance apart.. what am I suppose to do if I can't tell YOU what is in my heart.. this afternoon.. I saw your picture.. when I saw your picture.. I would smile.. saying YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU are so Lovely and so wonderful.. I would smile looking at your Picture.. but at the same time.. my Heart.. grew sad on Me.. I went to a shop.. and got me a Bottle of SOJU.. I did not want to drink it at first.. I don't like getting drunk.. I hate waking up with hang over.. but for some reason.. I went to a shop.. and GOT me a Bottle of SOJU.. grabbing the Shot Glass out of the kitchen cabinet.. I placed it next to the Shot Glass.. as I would look at your Picture.. I started to miss YOU.. I would ask myself.. WHY all of a sudden this feeling over came me.. that I felt so Sad.. it is because I want to be with YOU right Now.. I want to tell YOU.. Hold you close.. hold you tight and pull you close.. wrap my arms around you and tell Your ears.. How much I love YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU.. and I will never stop.. I will keep on loving YOU.. looking at your picture.. sometimes I am overwhelm by your beauty.. I never get tired of looking at YOU.. my hand touch my chest.. and I can feel how much I love to look at YOU.. and only If this Picture had ears.. if your picture had ears.. I know that I do not have to be going outside.. looking at the MOON.. if your picture only had ears to listen.. How lovely would that BE.. I can just speak.. speak from my Heart to tell YOU.. whenever I feel I miss YOU.. or My Heart feels to say I love YOU.. I can just tell YOU.. how much I do.. but.. I look at your Picture.. I don't see any ears.. so I know that Your picture is unable to hear Me.. so what am I suppose to do if I can say these words to YOU.. it hurts me More than hurts YOU.. there are times when I miss you more.. days when I want to see YOU.. when I want you near and close.. so that I can feel your warmth.. see your smile.. and to even hear your voice from time to time.. I got the Shot Glass.. with the BOTTLE of SOJU.. and I would pour the BOTTLE OF SOJU into the Shot Glass.. and I would look at Your Picture.. I would say.. Do you know that I miss YOU right Now.. please say something.. Please tell me that YOU also miss me too.. I need to hear something from YOU.. but.. I know that If I tell you these words.. YOUR Picture has No ears to listen.. and I would say to myself.. why am I always hoping.. I am hoping that YOU can see me.. I am hoping that YOU can hear me.. but NO matter how many words I would speak looking at your Picture.. I don't hear any words back from YOU.. I grab the Shot Glass.. Open my Mouth wide and slam the SOJU into my mouth.. I am asking YOU.. I am asking you because I miss YOU so bad.. I miss you like there will be NO tomorrow.. I miss you because I love YOU.. and I know that even though the tomorrow may come.. will YOU able to hear me.. hear me say to YOU that I miss YOU and that I love YOU.. as I would turn.. I would look UP to the Moon.. I would open my Mouth looking at the MOON.. thinking of YOU.. thinking because I love YOU.. thinking because I miss YOU.. I would look UP.. at the MOON and say.. Only if this MOON can hear Me.. How nice would that be.. because there are so much to say.. if YOU can only come down.. and if you have ears.. I be asking YOU.. can you lend me your ears on this very Night.. can YOU do me favor and send a Message.. Do you see this Picture

MAH MAH.. I do want to say to you HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank you so Much for this Once in a Life time chance.. to able to tell YOU what is really deep in my Heart.. I am hearing noises behind Me.. Kneeling with two Knees down and I turn to LOOK back.. I just can't believe my Eyes.. I am watching the Children.. the Little Boys with Wooden swords are running.. and they stop to see YOU.. and the Parents from the Garden all comes.. falling before YOU.. two Knees down with the Boys.. and I am truly speechless because the War is about to happen very SOON.. but these Children.. these BOYS just can't fight Yet.. they are the Next generations of Boys to grow UP for this NATION.. to help YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I see the Little Boy.. the friend from the Garden.. his SON looks at me with tears in the eyes.. YOU.. the QUEEN raise the Sword and Points to the Little Boy to Speak.. and even the New Recruits.. I see the YOUNG MEN who just came into the training ground.. they all stop.. KNEELS before YOU.. two Knees on the Ground.. and the Little Boy stands UP.. the Father who is my friend growing UP in the Garden.. and How the Father of this Little BOY shared the story of My Heart for YOU.. and knowing HOW MUCH I Love YOU.. the Father of the Boy shared to these Little Boys and NOW they wanted to join in the Fight for freedom.. and willing to DIE for their COUNTRY because it is the only Right thing to do for this NATION.. allowing the Little Boys with the Parents to come into the Palace and to be part of rebuilding this NATION.. the LITTLE BOYS wanted to help.. and even has chosen to give their Lives for this COUNTRY and I am in tears.. crying and weeping.. I just and the Sword points.. I see your sword pointing at Me and I turn to face YOU and I would be kneeling.. two knees down.. MAH MAH.. Please reconsider.. Please.. I have chosen but I am Now grown person.. I am asking for your Permission so that YOU can stay behind.. Please.. Please consider and be with these Little Children.. WHY do you want these Little Ones to choose a Path that they are UN PREPARED for.. they are just too YOUNG for this Age.. I know I left very young age but that is why I am asking if YOU can PLEASE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please stay behind and be with these LITTLE BOYS.. if YOU stay behind.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the ONLY ONE who can help these LITTLE BOYS to calm their spirits.. FOR ME.. I have lived enough and If I do die in the Battle of this War.. I asked you even in the Prison.. I don't want to die in Prison for Treason when ALL I ever done is LOVE YOU.. HAVE MERCY on Me and Please forgive if I did something WRONG.. but If I do Die and Yes.. taking few MEN DOWN.. but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH Holds the future for this NEXT generations.. these LITTLE BOYS truly NEED a ruler who understands and who knows what YOU are doing.. if these Little CHILDREN goes to the war and Dies.. HOW about the Future of the next UP COMING.. some of these Boys can be scholars and Be COUNCIL of NOBLEMEN.. Others can have dreams to be Prison Guards.. or even HIGH OFFICIALS who can be a GOOD WORK for YOU.. some can be generals and Others a COMMANDERS or even Generals too.. but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the Only one who can keep their spirits down because when YOU lose many YOUNG boys who are suppose to help to build this Nation in this Palace.. they are truly the Future for reshaping this COUNTRY.. I have fought enough and even with my Passing.. it is not going to do much.. but when YOU have many of these Little Children Gone in the Battle.. it leaves a big HOLE which you HWANG WOO MAH MAH could of NOT let this kind of suffering comes to any ONE.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH PLEASE CONSIDER and PLEASE RE CONSIDER.. it is because YOU are also going to the War.. If you Fight.. these BOYS will go also because I see they have already MADE UP their MINDS.. made UP everything.. and they are ready to go.. BUT they are NOT trained Yet and still too YOUNG.. very YOUNG is what I see and it is fierce Out in that Battlefield.. they need time to grow through training and practices so they would NOT DIE in vain so HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I know that YOU are wise and truly Smart.. that is why I am asking you this request that let the Little CHILDREN.. the Little BOYS live.. only way they will LIVE is when YOU are staying Behind MY QUEEN and I would hear the voices of my Friends.. they would all shout.. Please RECONSIDER for the Future of the NEXT SUCCESSION for these LITTLE BOYS to grow UP and I would hear the Little CHILDREN.. BOYS are crying because they want to JOIN in the Fight.. LOOK and I am just full of tears running down.. LOOK.. they are like your CHILDREN.. they are LIKE your SONS.. would you let YOUR SONS to fight when they are NOT ready yet.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. they are so YOUNG.. and My Head Looks on the Ground.. arm stretches forward and I see you remove the Sword away and YOU raised UP the right ARM.. hand holding the Sword and I hear YOU wanting to stay Behind because of the Little CHILDREN and the men are all crying.. all the Soldiers are crying because YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH has a special place in my Heart.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Thank YOU MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and the MEN.. soldiers all raises UP the Voices.. MANSAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I am wiping my tears with my arms.. and the Little Boy runs up.. my friend's son in the garden.. he throws his arms around me.. and I see his tears and wipes.. YOU are like a SON to me too.. but a REAL Soldier you will be Better than I.. and I hear Other little Boys running and they are circling around me.. and they all turn around and LOOKING at YOU.. the Little SONS.. the children all falls on the ground.. two knees on the ground.. arm stretches out forward and Heads all look to the ground and your SWORD points to Me and I would say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is like your MOTHER even though she is OUR QUEEN.. raise your voices as the SOLDIERS for the QUEEN and I would shout Loud.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the LITTLE BOYS crying in tears shouts MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would shout Louder MORE.. HOO RAY to the QUEEN and the Little BOYS would shout Louder More.. HOO RAY to Our QUEEN and I see your SWORD remove away and I would stand UP on two legs.. and I am LOOKING at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I did Not mean to cause any trouble.. but I want you to KNOW the clear intentions of My Heart.. because I know How it was like to be in their age when I left the Garden.. but I needed time before I came to the training ground and I had to grow UP and get older to know what it means to LOVE YOU.. to know what it means to fight in the Battles.. to HOLD UP the Sword to Protect and to even defend but the Most is LOVE YOU.. I hear the Little BOY speaking to Me.. the Father told them about How much I loved YOU.. that I made the decision to Leave the garden at a TIME where I could die at their Age.. the LITTLE BOYS must been touched because.. THEY TOO know what to JOIN in this Battle.. but Please Forgive me and thank YOU for reconsidering because I had to get the Point across.. I know WHAT YOU MEAN because YOU are the KEY to build this COUNTRY and the ONLY ONE who can give the Chance for the Next to rise UP and to HELP.. to fight ON your BEHALF because I was there.. If I don't come Back.. YOU have these LITTLE ONES.. if YOU go with me.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and YOU are the TRUE SUCCESSION for this COUNTRY.. PEH HA.. your FATHER is the ONE who left YOU and is the ONE who assigned YOU to take after HE is GONE.. that MEANS without YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. these LITTLE BOYS.. the NEXT WARRIORS and SOLDIERS for YOU.. who is going to take My place and the Other Soldiers when we are GONE and that is WHY I had to ask.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you have to remember why I have come OUT from the Garden to come here I was thinking of YOU.. that YOU are the ONLY ONE who can give me this KIND of chances.. NO OTHER person matters and that is why I started to LOVE YOU.. the day I saw YOU ON that Horse with YOUR FATHER PEH HA.. the KING.. when I saw YOU.. I saw about these LITTLE CHILDREN.. their AGE.. I knew when I saw YOUR FATHER and standing alone with YOU.. the BOND.. the special BOND you had with your Father.. and Knowing YOUR FATHER was the RULER at that time.. HE was telling you something very special.. JUST like how the People who came Out of the garden to come here.. My Friend who I grew UP in the Garden heard that I was here.. could NOT believe that I made it this Far.. that is why HE came with his Family and his Children.. for a chance.. this LITTLE BOY.. I thank you for staying behind because HE too needs a chance only YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH can give.. NO ONE else cares enough but YOU DO and I would see the Little BOYS crying.. and they are all touched and Moved for a chance.. THEY are so YOUNG.. and they NEED YOU as much I needed YOU then.. but they need you more than ever.. I had my time and I want to help and to do what I am called to DO for you and for this NATION.. that I held this SWORD for a reason.. to show YOU that MY LOVE is this MUCH love.. for YOU to be the QUEEN.. MY QUEEN OF my HEART and for this NATION to continue after.. to HELP the NEXT who needs your Hands more than I do.. they NEED YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and a HAND grabs me.. and I would turn to LOOK back

MAH MAH.. I see the Little BOY.. the Friend's SON and I would TURN to LOOK AT HIM and I told HIM.. I will be back SOON.. I PROMISE and I would open my arms to hold him.. like a SON I always wanted.. and I would OPEN to let go of Him.. as I turn to LOOK at YOU.. arm stretches forward and I bow my Head to YOU standing UP.. and the Seven friends of MINE.. they all stand UP behind Me.. with Swords in the hands.. I would LOOK UP at the MOON.. and I would say.. ever since I loved YOU from the YOUNG BOY.. the day I saw YOU.. the first day was sitting on the Horse and my father pulling the strings of the Horse.. going back to the garden I lift UP to look at the SAME MOON.. I remember I would say.. Would I ever be close to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. do you know that YOU are the QUEEN OF MY HEART.. I know that ONE DAY.. some day SOON I will get very close enough to tell YOU that I love YOU.. and I believe when that day come.. I can tell it to YOU as you are standing close to me as it is very Night.. and I would turn to LOOK at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if you look UP at the sky.. the first day I saw YOU.. I told that MOON that I be very close to YOU that YOU are able to see me when we are looking at the SAME MOON.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if you can please lift UP to look at that MOON.. it has been there ever since I would confess my Heart and I told that MOON.. ONE DAY.. some day SOON.. I can reveal it to YOU before the SAME MOON I told Long ago when I was young.. and my Dreams came true because I never stopped dreaming about YOU.. and still I know I am never stopped dreaming and if I can tell YOU Now.. Please hear my voice and my words.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. Please remember that I never stopped loving YOU even this very day.. I will always love YOU.. Two Knees down and I would grab a Letter from my Back and It is folded into two and I would unfold the Letter.. My Head Looking on the ground and YOU.. MY QUEEN.. pulls out your Sword and the Sharp sword points at Me.. and I would Lift up my Head and I would LOOK UP to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. while I was In the Prison waiting for my sentence.. the Crime as being the Treason.. I asked the Prison Guard for the Ink and for the paper cloth.. that I needed to Write YOU a Letter before my Passing.. I knew that I could breathe my last in the prison and just waiting for to be executed.. but I knew that I just could NOT leave like this and had to write YOU a Letter.. if I could get the Permission from YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. would you Please allow me to share this Letter so that YOU know my Heart.. how much I love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I see that YOUR sword keeps on pointing at Me.. and I would LOOK at this Letter and I would say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. My Father would tell me that UP in the HILL in the Garden.. there is a Tree.. and How my Mother was buried by the Tree and a bed of Flowers were planted by this Tree.. there is this ONE FLOWER.. very Unique in colors that My Mother gave to my Father before she died and told my Father to give this ONE PRETTY FLOWER to some one who I loved the Most.. I knew that if I died in the Prison the Word I must tell YOU and say to YOU.. if it does NOT get to YOU fast enough.. I know that YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH will never see this One Beautiful Flower that has been passed down to Me.. I remember when I was YOUNG and saw you the First time in that Garden.. I gave YOU a ONE FLOWER.. but that was NOT the One because I learned after.. before my Father passed on and died.. he told me where I must go to find this ONE BEAUTIFUL UNIQUE Flower.. I remember the Night before I left the Garden.. I went UP on the HILL.. saw the TREE and went next over and saw the ONE UNIQUE Beautiful Flower that my Mother gave to Me.. My friend who came to this Palace with his SON.. he Knows about the ONE UNIQUE flower and told me that before He came with his SON and his family went UP to the HILL side.. by the Tree where my Mother was buried.. went over to the Bed side of Flowers and could Not believe it.. that all of the Flowers died except that ONE UNIQUE Flower is still kept alive and told me recently that HE saw the Flower.. Now I wrote YOU a Letter of my Heart.. I remember the Night I left the Garden.. I was in full of tears because I was leaving many things Behind me and had to start ALL over from scratch.. I was scary to walk alone and did NOT think that I would ever go to YOU.. I saw the FULL MOON that Night above me and I thought about that ONE SPECIAL FLOWER because it reminds me of YOU.. the ROOT of that FLOWER is so strong that even many years goes DOWN the road and How Times has changed.. and NOW you are the TRUE QUEEN who rules over the Nation and I was looking back how can I make It.. HOW can I go to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH was the Only thought in my Heart.. I was thinking about will I see you SOON.. or will I be like my Parents who I have lost along the way.. will I make it where I get to be CLOSE to YOU.. or will I die walking alone lost in the WOODS.. I always wanted to HOLD the Sword.. that is the ONLY WAY I can get close to YOU because there is NO OTHER WAY I can get close to YOU MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. As I watched and leaving that Garden was the Most hardest I ever had to DO.. leaving the HILL SIDE.. the Tree where My Mother was buried and leaving my Father who was also buried in that Garden but I knew that I had to change.. I needed to leave so that I can get close to YOU.. ever since I met you in the Garden and How I gave you that ONE FLOWER.. and even with the Sword on the neck by the Official Guard.. I was NOT afraid to die when It came loving YOU.. leaving the Garden was the most hardest choice I had to make but I knew if I did NOT.. how can I tell YOU that I Love YOU.. I wanted to say it to YOU many times.. tell you in many different words.. even though YOU are the QUEEN of the NATION who became the ruler and Conqueror.. It did not change of the Person WHO I Loved the most.. WHEN I was at the Garden.. and the Night I left LOOKING UP at the MOON.. a part of me was afraid of the change but there was this OTHER side I had to let YOU KNOW how much I loved YOU.. of course.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH would NOT of believed me with these words yet.. but it was only in the Matter of time.. in due time YOU will really see this LOVE inside of me of HOW MUCH IT is true.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is Not just going to believe in any Words and I knew.. there are so much things I had to DO and also OVER COME TO give you this Proof.. to Prove to you as a MAN that I am a person when I speak and share.. it means what it is.. that is TRUE.. I am NOT asking YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to believe all of my Words because Until the END comes.. there will be a time that YOU WILL KNOW that what I have been telling YOU is true.. that I am being real to YOU about the Feelings and the Emotions in my Heart that I do really Love YOU and when I do Miss YOU.. it means that I DO.. I wish that I can show you My WHOLE HEART.. Open up my Heart to really show YOU what it is Like to be IN my Shoes.. to Love you is like crossing Many Mountains.. going across the Rivers of the Lows.. into the deep wooded areas where YOU can meet wild animals who wants to hunt you down.. to fight when the enemies charge to go against YOU but to learn.. to become from a slave boy to the solider.. from the Lowest back ground to go into the Prison for YOU because it means that I love YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you have to always remember that I came out from the Garden.. from the Most poorest Place and my Father was ONLY a HEAD of servants in the Palace.. that Means I am a slave son.. but it never bothered me to Dream Big.. to Have A Vision of Love to over come the challenge and obstacles.. difficulties to come Long ways but along side to be close to YOU.. when I left the Garden in a young Age.. I had One Dream.. to Tell YOU how much I love YOU.. but I would love YOU deep in my Heart.. I would have this Dream of being close to YOU.. this Dream and Vision of being so close that I am able to tell YOU NOW.. how much I love YOU.. when I think about leaving the Garden.. it felt so Impossible.. so Far away.. the distance was just too Long and reality was harsh and Bitter for Me.. I felt lonely while walking in the Woods.. meeting wild Animals that can hunt me down without any experience of fighting the Military Art.. the ODDS were against me but I did Believe in one thing.. that I loved YOU enough that I would take that challenge.. I had to cross and walk many nights alone.. and I needed to endure but it did NOT matter about the TIME because as long as I was getting Closer.. my steps seems so Far when I was IN the Garden.. leaving that Garden gave me more courage because at least I had the New Day.. and it means I have the chance to take another step closer to YOU.. I was NOT IN the Garden anymore when I left.. and I knew I cannot turn back any more but must keep moving forward.. I would love YOU MORE through this Challenge.. I would unfold the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU because it gave me HOPE.. when YOU told the OFFICIAL GUARD to not to strike me with the Sword in the Garden the day YOU left.. I knew I had a Chance to go to YOU because WHO AM I TO TELL YOU then that I love YOU.. it meant nothing at that time when I think of it Now.. but I began to love YOU MORE as I would walk.. going across the Mountain.. and walking through the Rivers of waters.. I would think of YOU more.. to get to YOU more.. to be close to you

MAH MAH.. That One day.. I will have the chance to confess from my Heart that as a MAN that I love YOU.. of course it took my many years to go through trials and errors.. facing hardship and even going into the Prison.. I believe that the TIME is NOW to share to YOU that my Dreams has finally came true.. it came true because I never gave UP on loving YOU.. I could of gave UP HWANG WOO MAH MAH because YOU are just too BIG and too MIGHTY NOW.. at the TOP level and I am STILL at the Lowest Place.. but I never gave UP because I knew that I had to tell YOU.. it was NOT about the position but it was ALL about letting YOU know and finally the truth has to.. needs to come OUT NOW.. MY QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH may Not know this.. but I never gave UP ON you and never gave UP on loving YOU.. I only had this One vision.. it is first getting as close to YOU as Possible and My Dream as a MAN.. to Tell you that I love YOU.. I am Not asking YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to accept.. because who am I.. but on my Side I only wanted to let YOU KNOW that this MAN.. this Person Never stopped loving YOU.. ever since I had to leave that Garden.. even since I gave you that One FLOWER.. and HOW the Guard put me on the ground raising the Sword to strike me.. I closed my Eyes so that I could die right there.. ever since your Father.. PEH HA put me in prison.. and ever since I went into the Prison recently for the charges brought up against me as Treason.. I was always ready to die for YOU because HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I can die right now and maybe after my passing YOU can finally see how much I loved YOU.. because I told YOU.. when I left the garden.. only in my Heart and my eyes.. visions of getting CLOSE to YOU.. and My Dreams of Heart is to let you know how much I love YOU.. My HOPE and My Wish is just this SIMPLE.. for you to know.. for HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN to know How much I love YOU.. How much truly I love YOU.. it is NOT just by mere Words on this Page I am writing to YOU but to let YOU know even.. I am Kneeling with two Knees down.. holding this Letter before YOU and telling YOU right Now.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. do you know How much I love YOU.. that is why I wanted to show YOU.. if YOU go back to the Garden and UP on the HILL SIDE.. the Tree YOU saw.. and next is the Bed of Flowers.. but I heard only ONE remains with a Special UNIQUE colors on that Flower.. it is YOUR FLOWER that I gave from my Heart.. that I kept as YOUNG.. after I was told.. I had to use New soils.. different soils to protect the ROOTS of that FLOWER and It is a FLOWER that ONLY my QUEEN can Have.. the Flower that ONLY belongs to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when YOU get to that Flower.. I named the Flower My QUEEN.. QUEEN OF the Flowers.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH Flower.. and I would fold the Letter into half and I would Lift UP with both hands putting my Head looking at the Ground.. I hear your foot steps walking closer and your Hand receives the Letter.. my Heart is truly touched as My Hands let go of the Letter I wrote in the Prison for YOU and my eyes.. full of tears falls to the Ground.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. My QUEEN.. I always wanted to say and tell YOU this in person Heart to Heart that I always Love YOU.. MY QUEEN I love YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I really Love YOU.. that it hurts me so Much but also the waves of joy fills my eyes with tears because I do wanted to say this to YOU.. in does not matter what any one else things because it is ME who has been loving YOU for so long.. and I still wanted to tell YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. SARANG HAE YO.. I love YOU.. I am Kneeling.. two knees are down and Holding the End of the Sword in the sheath.. I would Pull the Sword Out and the sheath hits the Ground.. and I am Looking at the Blade of this Sword.. it is very Sharp.. and YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH who is standing before Me.. with the Big Crown.. King's Queen's Crown putting Together.. and I am Looking at the Blade.. MAH MAH.. I want to tell you something.. for a Very Long Time I wanted to hold this Sword.. because there is ONLY ONE thing in my Mind.. One thing in my Heart.. I know a LOW BORN like myself who came from the Most Poorest Place really Has Nothing to give YOU.. what can I truly give YOU MAH MAH.. I know that having Nothing.. coming from the Least and from the Most Poorest Place where there is NO CHANCE to survive.. I had One Dream though.. if there is NOTHING that I can Do.. and Only thing I can do is wait to Die.. then I know that I at least needs to do something before I do Go.. and I would watch the Boys who grew UP in the Garden.. Always wanted to hold a real Sword.. and if there was a way MUST have the WILL to do so.. and I know that I had to do something to HOLD.. a real Sword like this.. growing UP as the Poor in the Garden and Only thing was holding the Sticks.. branches of a stick that has fallen off.. when I heard about the Opening for the Military Arts.. the training Camp on the training ground.. I knew that I wanted to Go.. I wanted to grab this real Sword.. but I knew that I was just too young when I first heard the Good News about the Opening wide for New Recruits.. I remember asking my Father if I can go and enter the Camp.. the training camp.. My Father told me that I could NOT go because they would NOT accept Me because of my age being just too YOUNG.. I wanted to Hold this real Sword because I wanted to FIGHT.. Fight on your Behalf.. my Heart is to always to Protect YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. to protect you whatever It takes.. even at the YOUNG AGE I was at.. I would Beg my Father.. I had to go.. if they reject me there.. at least Let me try to ask if I can GO.. but my father told Me that I just could NOT go at that time.. I was heart broken.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I wanted to see YOU again.. at least be in the Camp.. in the training ground even if I can't see you around.. because I knew at least I be much closer if I was at the Training Camp.. breathing Hard because I knew.. I just could Not wait.. but I knew that my Father was right.. He knew that I had to wait until I grew a little Older.. but I never stopped Dreaming.. I would keep on coming OUT at night.. LOOKING UP at the MOON.. should I go and try.. even if I be rejected.. and the Camp will Not allow Me to get In.. should I still try.. maybe some way or some HOW I can go.. and I would LOOK UP at the MOON and Cry.. MAH MAH.. I would shout from the TOP of my Lungs.. and say MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. DO YOU Hear Me.. Can you Hear me because I am dreaming of a way to get more CLOSER to YOU.. I know that YOU are very busy as the HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. if YOU cannot come to Me.. I know for sure I will make the time to go to YOU.. at least help ME to enter the CAMP.. that is the Only way My Dreams can come true closer because here in the Garden.. I know that It is so much Far.. WHAT DO I DO.. ever since I saw YOU by the Ocean Waters with your FATHER the KING.. PEH HA.. I know that I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. with me is the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. MAH MAH.. if I go to the CAMP.. will you ALLOW me to stay there.. will you allow me to be a part of the Military Armed service to become a Fighter and a Protector for YOU.. I NEED the SWORD.. I need the real Sword in my Hand.. so that I can say Finally I am a part and that NOW my Dreams are coming true because I am so much closer to YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please help me.. I had to wait for a long time.. when I met the Older MAN.. the Teacher and the One who was a great friend to my grand father.. there was a real Sword in his House and I remember He told me the story of Many Battles He fought with my Grand father next to HIM.. winning many Wars.. it was fierce when YOU fight on the ground in any Wars you must face against the enemies who is trying to KILL YOU.. and I remember that the Older MAN.. the Teacher told me that when HE gives me and writes the OFFICIAL SEAL for me to go into the Training Camp.. and I was able to take the Sword that my Grand father had with him.. When I passed the test the Older MAN.. the Teacher gave me with the Official SEAL.. the Letter.. he also gave me the Sword which my Grand father would Have.. WHEN I held the Sword.. the REAL SWORD.. I thought of YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. pulling the end of the Sword Out of the Sheath.. and LOOKING at the Blade of the Sword.. ONLY YOU.. I would LOOK at the sword of the Blade and I cried that very NIGHT.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I now have a real SWORD in my Hand.. that means I am getting closer to YOU.. NOT JUST for Me.. I know that there is NOTHING FOR ME to give.. I am very Poor.. what can a POOR man do.. but coming this Far and had to wait this Long.. and leaving the Garden and leaving the POOR life behind me.. I am entering a NEW LIFE stage that is going to YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I always dreamed of holding a real Sword so that I can HELP rebuild.. I can support YOUR RULING to defend.. to HELP defend YOUR NATION and even to Protect YOU.. I have put ALL of it.. My Heart has go ALL IN to get this Real sword to be held by my hand.. because ALL I think of YOU.. I know that I may Not give Much or can't give YOU anything at all.. But I do want to say that I love YOU.. that I never stopped believing in Loving YOU that ONE DAY SOON I will see you again.. that I am going to get closer to YOU.. Looking at the Blade of the Sword.. I fell on my two knees

MAH MAH.. I am LOOKING toward the MOON.. and I would put my arm stretch Out forward and I would LOOK my Head to the Ground.. the proper way to TELL YOU that I am Going to YOU.. to TELL YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I have passed.. the Teacher.. the Older MAN who took care of ME and has teach me the Military Arts.. He told me that I am now ready to enter the Camp to make a Soldier.. a Warrior for YOU.. I just could NOT believe that I was holding this real Sword.. and It belonged to my Grand father.. I am NOTHING LIKE my grand Father because HE was the CHIEF COMMANDER.. but I am Nothing.. but having this Sword held in my Hand meant that NOW I am able to use it with a Purpose.. that I can NOW fight.. and go into the CAMP to be a REAL Soldier to know More about the Military Arts and that is the way to get MORE CLOSER to YOU.. Knowing this is the Key Point.. that I can NOW enter the CAMP means a lot.. and Looking UP at the MOON.. and waiting for the New Day to Come so that I can go to the Palace.. to the training CAMP and trying to Pass the exams.. that was the Only Focus I had because I knew that was the Only way I can see YOU AGAIN.. that I can be closer.. that when something Happens I can be right There ready to FIGHT to defend and to protect YOU MAH MAH.. and it has been such an Amazing Journey ever since I passed even at the Training Camp.. and entering the Training Ground.. BUT MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am holding the Sword that my Grand father once held who was here at the Palace.. who was serving Your Father who was the Late King.. PEH HA.. and I heard He would enter many Wars that broken here.. NOW I am holding the Sword which it is the ONLY ONE THING I had in my Heart that can ONLY be the Key to get closer to YOU.. MAH MAH.. I never stopped Loving YOU.. that was the engine in my Heart.. that WILL and the Drive only can COME because I knew that I kept on loving YOU.. for one Purpose is to Protect.. I never stopped the Promise of making to YOUR FATHER.. to My FATHER and to YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is the PROMISE I made to keep my Word because I kept on loving YOU still.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the reason why I am sharing this Story is because Letting YOU know still.. that I love YOU.. that it is because I kept on thinking of YOU and I would miss YOU most times.. and Only this SWORD helped me to keep me alive this very Day.. losing YOU and knowing that YOU.. MAH MAH was so far.. but I had One set in mind.. that I only needed to have and held this Real Sword.. Once My hand gets to it and my Hand can hold this Sword.. I believe loving YOU and Letting YOU know how much I do love YOU will come sooner.. that I be closer to let YOU MORE as the time keeps ON going.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. can YOU please Look at this Sword I am holding.. it is the Sword that I never thought that I can have.. but it is a real Sword Now that I am holding into my Hand.. and It meant to always Fight and to Protect YOU MAH MAH.. for this People and for this Nation when danger comes around.. when the enemies attack.. it is this Sword who is going to help YOU to rebuild this Nation to be in its right Place.. and I would see YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. the QUEEN.. as YOU would walk closer and YOU STOP.. my hands both holding the Side of the Sword and arms lift up and I see your hands grabbing and holding into your Hands.. it is because of this I am allowed to get into the Camp.. into the training camp because without this Sword.. the real Sword.. I know that I would NOT be here today letting YOU Know how much YOU means to me and that YOU are the Love of my Life.. that I love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I am letting YOU know because.. My Heart truly Loves YOU this Much.. loves YOU this Far.. that NOW you can see How much and How far I came because I never stopped Loving YOU and kept on dreaming of getting Closer to YOU.. I just wanted to say to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU for Opening the Gates and receiving the Letter.. the Official seal stamped by the Teacher.. the OLDER MAN to help me get inside to the CAMP.. I know my Words can't express enough.. my Words are Never enough but I started from the Poorest Place.. who had NO DREAMS at ALL.. I came from where People just can't have dreams at ALL.. but just be ready to Die.. and I would ask myself why even be born if there is NOTHING MORE to Life than to wait to Die doing Nothing.. and having Nothing.. and It really crushed my Heart when I only saw that at the Garden.. that is why I wanted to flee for a Long time.. to a Better place to have a Better chance to see a Better future.. that is when I met YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when YOU were sitting on the Horse.. and Your Father.. PEH HA.. the KING.. who was walking on bare Feet.. pulling on the strings of the Horse.. when my Father FELL before the King.. PEH HA.. and I heard him say PEH HA.. I knew that YOU were his Daughter.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. who can give a chance to better Life.. better Place and a Better Future to Fight and to protect for YOUR NATION.. and seeing How Big your Heart really is.. I knew that Only way is to Go to YOU.. GO to the camp with the Real Sword is the Only way I can enter the Training camp for the Training Ground.. and I want to say NOW as my QUEEN.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. thank YOU for accepting Me and allowing me to enter this Camp.. Now do YOU see that Sword in your hands.. I had to fight to get that sword into my Hands and Now.. I am holding that Sword just to Protect YOU and to say that I really Love YOU.. that I do Love YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MY QUEEN.. YOU know that I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. Please let my Words hits Your Heart that I wants to make it clear.. that I love YOU.. I am kneeling before You.. two knees are down with my arm stretch forward.. my Head looking at the ground.. I just cannot believe that YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. which I was sitting in the prison.. waiting for the day for me to die.. waiting for the death sentence.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH giving me another chance.. and I see you.. MY QUEEN.. wearing the White dress with the Big KING QUEEN Crown on top of your Head.. behind you is the Master Black Smith.. who was making my Sword sharper and stronger for the War.. and He is walking and He falls before YOU.. two knees are down.. Head looking to the ground.. hands holding the Sheath of the Sword.. hands UP.. arms raised UP and I see YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH turning around to LOOK at the Master Black Smith.. I hear shouting behind me.. and is this real HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you are giving me back my Position.. are you really letting me enter the War.. and as I turn back my head to LOOK back.. the Seven Friends of Mine.. they are standing there with Tears in the eyes and I turn my Head to look at YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. MAH MAH.. and My Head looks on the ground.. WHY are you doing this to Me.. YOU know that I deserve the death penalty and I was ready to DIE.. even if I can't enter the war.. the battle ground and If I was sure to Die for this Nation this WAY.. I still of been the Most Happiest Man.. happiest person that I get to serve and be right CLOSE to you as I am.. YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. has allowed me to be at the service.. even it was YOU who allowed me to come into the training Camp.. into the Training ground to practice More.. I remember YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. when I was practicing at the Military Arts and I showed YOU the Official Seal.. and YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. you could of rejected me at the Door of the entrance of the gates.. I remember One Night.. sleeping in the tent with the Recruits.. and they were as New as I was.. I saw YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. sitting on the Horse.. and with the TOP CHIEF OFFICIALS.. and I walked out of the tent.. just to see the New Morning of the day.. I saw one of the Men.. who were the Highest Chief standing and He comes to me.. and gave me a Key.. I had no idea what this was all about but the COMMANDING OFFICIAL in the highest position at that time looks at me.. if I go with this Key.. it is where the BOOKS are located and has many studies of the military Arts that I can look at.. it be enough once I read all of the Books there.. I be able to Protect and to defend HWANG WOO MAH MAH and I saw him leaving me and walking to YOU.. I just can't believe that YOU gave me this One key.. and I knew I had to check it Out.. and has to start looking into these BOOKS.. to study and to learn.. to train and practice the Military Arts.. My HOPE and DREAMS is to bring this NATION to you so that YOU CAN RULE over and be at the Head over.. and I knew.. if I did NOT do this NOW.. I believe some one else can do it before Me who has Power and has family line connection to your Father.. the KING.. PEH HA.. as I watched YOU sitting on the Horse I see the Horse turning around leaving the Training camp where I was in the Tent as the New Recruit.. I remember early in the Morning.. I would get UP.. the HIGHEST CHIEF officer gave me this paper Map.. so that I can enter the DOOR.. with this NAME BADGE only to go into the BOOK keeping Place.. I went into the Door into the room.. thousands of BOOKS all over the Place only for the Military Arts.. I remembering having the Art Sketch Paper.. the Drawing picture of YOU.. and I would unfold to LOOK at you in this Picture.. I started to cry.. I just could Not believe that YOU are giving me this Kind of chance that can change My Life for ever and I was NOT going to waste no time trying

MAH MAH.. I would look at the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU and I would say.. How can a Low Born person like me ever learn like this.. How can I ever thank YOU for this KIND of chance.. I had No idea there would be knowledge for the Military Arts but I would Keep dreaming that I needs to always fight ON your Behalf.. I had to see something greater because I came from the Garden.. there was NO Learning at the Garden.. NO HIGHER education.. where I can grow.. I needed to grow More and as I be looking around this ROOM filled with BOOKS everywhere.. I just could NOT stop.. opening ONE BOOK and I would cry flipping page to page reading and looking at the pictures of hand movements of Arts.. the MILITARY ARTS.. even though I may be very small as a Person.. I know that I want to do bigger and greater things to help YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH to accomplish YOUR PLACE as the TOP HEAD over the Kingdom.. the NATION you will rule.. with this KIND OF help.. I would be looking at your Picture.. the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. and I would say.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I see how Big your Heart really Is.. I see that YOU Have a BIG HEART.. Not even a person like me can think of this.. who would ever help a LOW BORN like Me.. NO ONE cares about me but I see that YOU DO and I would start weeping Loud as I be looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing picture of YOU.. I remember grabbing One Book.. leaving the ROOM and locking the Door and walking to the training Camp.. to the training Ground.. in the morning practicing with the New Recruits and at Night.. I would be looking at the BOOK reading and studying the Military Arts.. I would LOOK at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU and say.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. ONE day YOU will see that this Key that YOU gave me.. It was NOT a waste of Your time of giving the key to the person.. because I am going to do what is right to HELP to rebuild YOUR NATION.. as I am Looking at the Ground and thinking about when I first came to the training Camp.. and started to practice on the training Ground.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I would return back to that ROOM where the BOOKS were and I would start to read Another Book after I finished the Previous One I had in my Hand.. I knew that It was the starting point for this NATION to become.. without the Knowledge and understanding.. without the Learning I believe that I would of been just Another Recruit who never had anything More to give.. but when I saw YOUR HEART HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I knew that YOU.. MY QUEEN.. YOU are going to do greater things.. I believe that I am NOTHING.. I came from the Most POOREST PLACE.. who would ever thought that I can do anything.. but when I saw that YOU HAVE received the OFFICIAL SEAL.. and gave me the key to enter the ROOM to have BOOKS.. my Heart of loving YOU grew so Large.. because I knew I was at NO MATCH.. there are these royal PRINCES.. from different kingdoms who would Love to make you their WIVES.. WHEN YOU received the Flower.. the rare flower that was at the Garden which My Mother gave to my Father before her passing.. telling me to give this Flower to the ONE WHO I truly Love and when I saw YOU receiving it even though I knew it had NOT much of meaning at that time.. for Me it means the World to Me.. I cried watching you taking that Flower because it came from my MOTHER giving it to me.. I never saw my Mother and I know it mean something when she gave it to me through my Father.. when I saw that.. even though it may not be much to YOU HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I knew I wanted to change to be the Strongest and smartest for YOU.. YOU ARE the QUEEN of the NATION.. I wanted to be the best I can Be for YOU.. just to protect and to defend is all I wanted to give YOU.. but that is the HEART I always have for YOU.. and I started the Process.. NOW I am here.. even with much BOOKS of reading and learning.. knowing and understanding.. I begin to see that I wanted to be More closer to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. to be the right MAN for the MILITARY ARTS as the warrior who can protect YOU and this NATION for ever.. and I would hear the Seven friends of Mine.. they all came running and Kneeled.. two knees goes DOWN.. arms stretched forward and the Heads all looks on the Ground.. and the 1st Top General with His seven Men and the 2nd TOP General.. with his Seven Men.. all goes Down.. kneels before YOU.. two knees hit the floor.. arms stretched forward and Heads all Looks on the ground.. My QUEEN.. I see you holding the Sheath of the Sword from the Master Black Smith and I see you turn and I raise UP my arms and you laid if down on my hands.. I can't believe I am having this SWORD BACK.. YOU have helped me to get me where I am At.. MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I would put my arms down and my Hand grabs the end of the SWORD and I pull it Out of the sheath and LOOKING at the BLADE.. it shines through.. I put the Sheath down and raise UP the Right ARM hand holding the Sword.. closing Both Eyes.. I would shout Hard.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I head all of the MEN behind me raising UP their VOICES.. pulling Out their Swords with the RIGHT ARMS HOLDING the SWORDS.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. and I would raise UP MY VOICE HIGHER.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. and I hear all of the MEN BEHIND ME SHOUTING OUT LOUDER MORE after hearing the story I shared to THEM.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN and I would be in tears crying.. MY HEART is truly Moved and touched by your kindness to me and I shout LOUDER MORE.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN.. and the MEN BEHIND ME SHOUTS OUT LOUDER MORE.. MAN SAE TO HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. HOORAY TO MY QUEEN and all of us are in tears crying.. and I put the sword down on the ground.. thinking about the key.. thinking about reading the pages of the BOOK when I had NO CHANCE to do so.. I am thinking about YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. sitting on the Horse as I would watch the Highest CHIEF COMMANDING OFFICER returning back to YOU after giving me the Key to enter that ROOM full of BOOKS.. and I just can't stop thinking that DAY.. waiting in the Line with all the new MEN wanting to join the military arts.. and when I came to the entrance.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH is standing with the Guard sitting on the table and I gave you and show you the Official Seal and YOU looked at me.. the Guard tells me to leave but YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH lets me in with my friend.. and I just can't stop thinking about those days of the beginning because I just had to be with YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I never stopped dreaming of the day that we would meet again.. I have looked UP at the MOON.. days walking alone thinking about when can I see YOU again.. that I needed to be close to YOU that I needed to tell YOU that I love YOU.. I would be looking at the Art sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. I had many nights and weeks.. days and months and years to practice telling it that I love YOU.. I would say it to the Art sketch paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. but.. I know that YOU do Not know it that I do.. even though I may be able to say it to the Art Sketch Paper.. the drawing Picture of YOU.. after a time.. I would feel so Sad because I want YOU to hear it and for YOU to know it.. what good is it if I say it thousand times or millions of times to the ART SKETCH PAPER.. the Drawing picture of YOU but never be able to say it to YOU In Person MAH MAH.. and I knew I had to say it before I die one day.. does NOT matter If I die by the sword that day I say it to YOU because at least YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH will know it before I am gone.. I would sit and LOOK at the Art sketch Paper.. Nights pulling to look at the Picture of YOU.. I would say it to the Picture of YOU.. MAH MAH I LOVE YOU.. WHY CAN'T you hear Me.. MAH MAH.. do YOU hear my words telling you that I love YOU.. can YOU Hear me.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love you.. put the blade of the sword on my neck.. Let me say it to YOU ONCE.. before I die.. and I had to get to YOU even if I died in the road traveling to YOU.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. but one thing about loving YOU is this.. that I am NOT afraid to Die because of loving YOU.. when YOU are always prepared to die.. and YOU KNOW that ONE DAY YOU WILL.. you don't be scared any more.. but when YOU start to love.. the way I do Love YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. dying becomes something you are ready to give because that Is HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. the day I do die.. at least YOU WILL remember that there was a PERSON of the Least.. the smallest person you have known who never stopped Loving YOU because even then I never stopped LOVING YOU.. even this very day My Heart of loving YOU is still the same but Stronger.. I have become more stronger Loving YOU.. I had to face many storms just to get to YOU and still facing.. but.. I love YOU.. NO MATTER what comes in the way.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MAH MAH.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. MY QUEEN.. I LOVE YOU.. and I would lift UP my Head.. LOOKING at YOU standing before YOU with tears in my eyes.. HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU.. MAN SAE to HWANG WOO MAH MAH.. I LOVE YOU.. HOO RAY TO MY QUEEN.. I LOVE YOU.. and my arm stretches out forward and My Head looks at the ground.. I am looking at the Sun rising.. and I am standing next to YOU.. MAH MAH.. why are you crying.. and I am looking at you holding