I have a crush on this guy, and he recently made a short cover of a song. I can't stop listening to it; his adorable lisp when he sings is the most enchanting thing ever. What's truly heartbreaking is that he's straight, and I'm gay. But he's not the typical cis man type of straight-he's open-minded, with lots of feminine mannerisms that often make people think he's bi or gay, but he really is straight. I'm genuinely happy that he's comfortable expressing his sexuality and gender in his own unique way. I wouldn't want to change any of that. But it is bittersweet because I've never felt this much love for someone before. Usually, my admiration for someone is more about their sex appeal, like jokingly commenting "smash" with a friend when someone attractive walks by. But with him, it's different. He's so precious, and I just want to love him with all my heart. I want to watch movies, sing, dance, laugh, and paint with him. He's the most genuinely caring and loving guy I know, even though we're not that close. We've never had a real conversation, just some interactions in dance practice. I know how caring he is from what our mutual friends tell me about him. He's so talented, loves Snoopy, and he's such a hugger. What frustrates me is the teasing I get from friends. They know I like it, but sometimes it feels like they see my genuine infatuation and interest as a joke. It messes with my mind, making me overthink: "Does he think I'm weird for liking him?" "Is he uncomfortable?" It's extremely stressful, especially since I've had straight guys distance themselves from me before just because I'm gay. Once, I had a really close straight guy friend, but after a teacher made a comment about us being a perfect couple, he got weirded out and distanced himself from me. It sounds cliché, but it was traumatizing. Despite all this, I'm trying to move on from this phase. I've never felt this much love for someone, and I hope to meet someone who possesses the same qualities as him because he is perfect. I'm going to stop chasing what's unattainable. It's just a waste of energy. My male dance coach, who is like a second mother to me, told me about a conversation he had with him. He asked, "If a person had all the qualities you were looking for in a lover but was the same gender, would you go for them?" He replied, "As much as I'd love to, I'm really straight. The closest they could be with me is a really, really close BFF." As much as it hurts, I needed to hear that.
@vanityve51Күн бұрын
I’m an Aquarius ♒️ we are not that badddd lol
@zombie-dinosaurКүн бұрын
you do NOT know how much im obsessed with this remix
@timothylipscomb7117Күн бұрын
On my block
@AnA2o13Күн бұрын
Here because Joie Chavis 🤰💃🙌🏽 My girl was moving !
With all the talk about 2-Pac and stuff…somehow i believe like most real Hip Hop heads from the 80s know, there was no comparison. This dude, ONLY cursed for emphasis…not because he ran out of lyrics. Biggie will go down as with: Rakim, Kane, LL Cool J, and KRS-One as a lyrical genius. This is his masterpiece!
@Suelenedeoliveira3 күн бұрын
Gigantic!!
@TrezzyPrezzy3 күн бұрын
Thankss so much for this ❤❤❤
@corgatchalian88124 күн бұрын
When people ask me how am i and i answer I'm ok, this song is what really i meant.
@alexisortizramos80984 күн бұрын
👍🆒
@MakiLeburu4 күн бұрын
Ke nnete life goes on matter wat❤
@iantheuri-r9u5 күн бұрын
I like this song and am crazy with it
@666Abaddon7775 күн бұрын
they aren't just listening now.. now.. they are shutting up forever.. their time is coming soon..
@ninav.91825 күн бұрын
My favorite song by the 'Queen B'
@destinywinston-dv3dq5 күн бұрын
Here because of rami from babymonster
@laceyprowell82175 күн бұрын
Thank you 🙏🏾
@Squid90x7 күн бұрын
1:32 my favorite part
@umutoniclaudine10907 күн бұрын
Love you 😘❤
@marissanoah7 күн бұрын
Periodddd
@robloxforlife11287 күн бұрын
i’ve been here times before and , i’ve said “yes” , meaning “ no “ is so real ❤️🩹
@vickm7 күн бұрын
Jelena forever ❤❤❤
@giuliocasellaa8 күн бұрын
Her music is the best ! I love her debut album “guilty” it’s such a masterpiece
@MichelleMoraaa9 күн бұрын
❤
@Carolina26palacios9 күн бұрын
Esta cancion es lindisima... si 2 personas se aman y pelean ellos no se ignoran😢❤❤❤❤❤
@Ariana-dl3ov9 күн бұрын
its rare flex not red flag
@Ariana-dl3ov9 күн бұрын
love this song more than water
@Joshualane920049 күн бұрын
We need biggie back
@virtuous-lee9 күн бұрын
definitely could’ve had a better future
@virtuous-lee9 күн бұрын
sean is forever a hoe 😊
@jhohernandez199110 күн бұрын
Every moment I getting older is so sad .
@bob225ish3 күн бұрын
You’ll forever be sad then
@fawngoodrich525610 күн бұрын
My favorite song by far
@clementkafunda402010 күн бұрын
I ❤️ U ❤❤❤❤
@user-ex8od5tt8y10 күн бұрын
She is so pretty
@Youtubeaccount5051210 күн бұрын
This isn’t a song it’s a story🥹 I love Raye such a good songwriter and vocalist
@gislainematiedjenkenmayi326811 күн бұрын
This song depicts my exact state right now. Let me photograph you now in case it is the last time that might be exactly how we were
@KienTrinh-oh1kd11 күн бұрын
Z 2 moordenaars Deze kian iss.. . Sick of boys n the
@raquelbatista994211 күн бұрын
🇧🇷🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰👏👏👏😘😘
@user-ig3xd4pi4r11 күн бұрын
always a JB fannnnnnn
@user-gh2sn1qc9c11 күн бұрын
I LOVE THAT SO Much!- JUSTIN Bieber!- ME!- CÉLIA SOUSA ❤❤❤❤😂😂😂😂😂❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@samsmooth25312 күн бұрын
You always be my bitch you got my name tatted on you 😮 it what it is brought me here .