OMG, you are GORGEOUS!!! You're absolutely radiating and look 20-30 years younger. Stay strong, mentally and physically!!!!!!! Food is FUEL. I am completely gobsmacked how wonderful you look vs your former self.
@Christian-wu3mp26 күн бұрын
❤❤
@Welcometomychannel10172Ай бұрын
I have bulimia and my eyes are kinda puffy and i was near to death once with starvation but i was not unconscious
@ok-kb5rq2 ай бұрын
thank u for this ❤
@pintorthepintor39642 ай бұрын
Thx for sharing your struggle, insight and optimism!
@Estoverax2 ай бұрын
You look incredible! Your hair and skin look amazing and you look younger too- awesome to see! I bet it has given you a tonne of time back as well, all that b/p can be so time consuming…. Have only just watched your vid from 2 years ago and searched to see how you were doing - so happy to see this..
@tammysnell92862 ай бұрын
I am so proud of you!! I know you don’t know me and that my affirmation does not mean much!! But I want you to know I’m incredibly incredibly proud of you. What you have done is absolutely tremendous! difficult to do and you are in the small percentage of people who gain freedom from such a awful, horrible disease!! You’re beautiful! And you always were, but now it shines through!!❤
@strawberrygashez3 ай бұрын
so proud of you beautiful ❤
@blankspace2913 ай бұрын
Beautiful beautiful girl, thank you for being an inspiration to many people out there. You are so much stronger than you'll ever know ❤
@kamien1533 ай бұрын
Congrats 🎉🎉
@hannahboebanna3 ай бұрын
This is thinspo. I wish you wore a slightly higher cut too :(
@ash-fz5qq3 ай бұрын
What an awful thing to say to somebody
@StarryNightxxАй бұрын
U chose to watch this to intentionally trigger yourself. That was your own choice. She shouldn't be held accountable for your own irresponsible impulses. If you know content like this isn't okay for you to see then you either choose not to watch it or go on and trigger yourself like u wanted and move on and don't go blaming this poor girl for your problem.
@jaythenerd09293 ай бұрын
thank you for your video! it definitely helped explain and validate my feelings and experiences quite a lot. i haven’t been officially diagnosed but if i do i feel like i would ease into it because of how you explained it and how it isn’t a death sentence just need to manage it :) thank u for making this video and i hope you have a great day ✨
@karenrolle3824 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing.
@wesleywinchester18904 ай бұрын
Still talking about it. That is not who you are. You are a child of God. Speak in the name of Jesus and rebuke demons. You have holy strength
@ok-kb5rq2 ай бұрын
What are u babblin about
@wesleywinchester18904 ай бұрын
You are not perfect. Eat whatever you want. Don't play the institution policy games. You will help so many more people when you overcome this spiritual warfare demons. Don't feel sorry for yourself. Do you want children in the future. Yes you are an adult. It does not matter what stage of life your in. Do not feel guilty. Be SELFISH for your recovery. Your man does not want you to feel guilty about him. He is there for you as he should be. Stop talking about it and be about it. Pray pray pray God is in charge
@wesleywinchester18904 ай бұрын
You go girl
@f4ngs8224 ай бұрын
OH MY GOD YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS!!!! I am so so so happy for you, you have so much more life now
@nicfstr4 ай бұрын
I want to say a massive thank you for all of the comments and kindness ❤ it truly has meant the world and as I said, I couldn’t have got here without the support of people like you. I’m currently in New Zealand travelling, but as soon as I get back i’ll make a video outlining what has helped me with recovery and getting to where I am today. In the meantime head over to my instagram @nicfstr to see my rather positive anorexia update. Thank you again xxx
@user-wk9gk7dz6m4 ай бұрын
our plessure to comment how strong are u❤❤i really love your videos and the way they help me your very beautifull and i hope u do well lots of love xoxo
@lapargila4 ай бұрын
my body goalsss❤😭
@liamshupe1016 күн бұрын
Thats unhealthy
@apfelstrudel7144 ай бұрын
Great recovery story! Thank you for updating us, and congrats. Keep up the good work, and take good care of yourself.
@helena0034 ай бұрын
never found a video so similar to my experience
@helena0034 ай бұрын
I had anorexia/bulimia for a few years. When I was a low weight and had bulimia I binged and purged 18 hours per day for 2 years straight not missing a single day. I honestly don't know how I'm alive. After binge episodes I would be so dehydrated water was like a drug and I would gulp it down. I still live in fear of the long term physical effects I must have caused that I may not be aware of. It is a HORRIBLE thing to go through I wouldn't wish it upon anyone
@helena0034 ай бұрын
so proud of you!
@SharperTip4 ай бұрын
This is inspiring
@otsukaharu45014 ай бұрын
It's really impressive to see you now compared to this video. Truly amazing and inspiring 🥰☀️
@birthdaycake324 ай бұрын
the before and after is so inspiring you look amazing
@Naphinel4 ай бұрын
OMG, finallyyyy! I watched your videos, and no news, no news, and I worried about you, but now you're again. :)
@amarcetin77704 ай бұрын
U look pretty❤❤
@Mar-kc6cv4 ай бұрын
so glad to hear you’re doing better!🫂💓
@MabelRD084 ай бұрын
Your older videos came on my feed. Glad to hear you're feeling better🌹❤️💜Keep up the good work. I'm in treatm with a team(A.N) and it's super challenging but I'm not giving up on life ❤️💕🌹💜🦋🌟💕🇩🇴
@user-wk9gk7dz6m4 ай бұрын
i have one little request.....could u do a video about what helped u the most during the change, what were u doing to make it worse and better...If it is possible, it would be extremely nice....i just need to feel and hear that im not the only person struggling with these causes.... thank u xoxoxo
@nicfstr4 ай бұрын
Yes this is a really good idea! Thanks so much for commenting. I’ll start putting my thoughts together and film a video in the next few weeks, I already have quite a few clear ideas. It’ll also be really good for me to reflect on in case I’m ever struggling again! xx
@user-wk9gk7dz6m4 ай бұрын
thank u so much i'll be waiting lots of love xoxo@@nicfstr
@II-xy4ys4 ай бұрын
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 love. thank you for sharing, giving me hope and a future to look forward to.
@VAN_KSUNDRA5 ай бұрын
You are more beautiful than ever, I wish you health for the rest of your long life.
@cw94525 ай бұрын
Congratulations its heartwarming to hear all the things you had achieved and how much better you're doing.
@itzspoons8275 ай бұрын
I'm in quite a struggle ngl and I just really want a definite answer, I'm diagnosed with anorexia and body dysmorphia and have a bmi of around 16.3 currently, my lowest ever was around 15.5 a year ago, so I've restored weight a bit. I'm fairly sure I'm secretly bulimic though however as I have a day of binging (where I often eat 3k - 4k calories at a time), and then purge by fasting the next few days and then repeat the cycle. Then again I'm also somewhat curious whether or not I have rumination disorder as instead of vomiting after I eat, I guiltily regurgitate the food back up and re-chew it to get the taste back but the same calories absorbed of course. I've noticed that despite this period being my skinniest point in my life, my face as never looked more fat and round, is this because of the binging and regurgitating (swelling of the glands), cause like my body is literally stick thin where my ribcage is visible, yet my face is so chubby looking, and I literally used to have quite the opposite years back when I was a healthy weight. It just causes so much anxiety and I hate it, I really just want to gain weight and quite honestly a bit of fat on my body/limbs, but my face looks like it already is fat :(
@hannahcollardgray44485 ай бұрын
It would be great to see what you get up to, and to move away from recovery focused content. It’s so nice that you’re back.
@josyp23685 ай бұрын
oh my god, what a coincidence! I watched your video on the effects of bulimia about a week ago and went to your instagram - seeing your profile photo made me sooo happy that day and here you are posting a new vid! I'm currently in recovery and you are such a motivation to me, thank you
@Ophelia_Pain5 ай бұрын
Welcome back!!!!!
@MissEddieBlueKawaiiKrafts5 ай бұрын
Wait wait wait, are you telling me this is the cause of my jaw problems?!?!
@sevenseconds86525 ай бұрын
Thank you God 🙏🙏🙏
@reginamorales7075 ай бұрын
I’m so happy and proud for you , wish I can recover
@user-cg4qn8ih8o5 ай бұрын
I am so so happy for you girl❤️❤️
@annabel.l83095 ай бұрын
so so happy for you xx 💕
@juliafrost49675 ай бұрын
Congratulations girl!! 🫶
@ar1nk9275 ай бұрын
yayayayay I found ur channel a couple months ago, watched a lot of ur vids, and feel so glad to hear this update
@Talia_fka5 ай бұрын
I’m so glad to see you again😭😭😭😭
@h3avymetallic5 ай бұрын
literally found your channel 10 minutes ago, i clicked on one of your videos and noticed it was quite old so i went to your page to see if you'd posted recently and !! i'm so relieved to see you're alive and well, and i'm glad you updated. i see so many abandoned recovery accounts and it scares me so much to think about what could've happened to them, so it's comforting to know that at least some are out there, living their lives and just didn't feel the need to document it
@sabrinasabi41775 ай бұрын
So thrilled, so happy you're back with another fantastic video, you look gorgeous by the way 😉 ❤️❤️ you're the best 🎉🎉