Man this is sick and I'm 41 and i was same as daigo i questioned ❓ everything in my school and work life i was pretty successful in school but never been consistent in my job and those jobs are never been stable because i always questioning the dumb things i wanted work in a different way and people doesn't like people like me and i end it up quiting or changing different jobs even i learned fast and adepted it , it always ended same way now I'm working for myself 😊