Birthday without him, grief sucks
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29 weeks later, anxiety and grief
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@Kombucha.mushroomppl
@Kombucha.mushroomppl 9 күн бұрын
Sending ❤!!
@Novsev9069
@Novsev9069 9 күн бұрын
Those are all very beautiful pictures. I pray today is a better day for you
@jodieloughran7429
@jodieloughran7429 10 күн бұрын
You will ALWAYS be Decs mom 💜💜
@majellatully
@majellatully 10 күн бұрын
Sending hugs and lots of ❤️. Your an amazing mum. The dogs a gorgeous 😍
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 10 күн бұрын
@@majellatully thank you x
@emy6232
@emy6232 13 күн бұрын
That’s horrible 😕 I hope you can heal and find some happyness. May he rest in peace
@jaredsharp-w5i
@jaredsharp-w5i 14 күн бұрын
This deserves a million likes. What’s wrong with the world. People dancing on tiktok get millions of likes but this true heart warming story and this beautiful soul grieving has 4 likes. The world needs to do better. If you see this message my heart and prayers go out to you and your family 🙂
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 13 күн бұрын
@@jaredsharp-w5i thank you for your lovely words x
@jaredsharp-w5i
@jaredsharp-w5i 13 күн бұрын
@@DecsRollinglist no need to thank me at all 🙂
@sarac.3259
@sarac.3259 23 күн бұрын
Thinking of you. You are always going to be Dec's Mum - even though he is not here visible to you. You had / have such a strong bond - nothing can change that. You are doing really well - keep going. Have never been to the Isle of Wight - must do so as it looks beautiful and I always like going to stay on islands - maybe it's the book-lover in me - so many children's books and classics have been set on islands.
@smiddo253
@smiddo253 25 күн бұрын
Stay strong girl ❤️ you've got this
@kennethford1366
@kennethford1366 Ай бұрын
another great video thanks for sharing it x
@kennethford1366
@kennethford1366 Ай бұрын
lovely video dec would be proud x
@kennethford1366
@kennethford1366 Ай бұрын
god bless to you and your family , great video x
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist Ай бұрын
@kennethford1366 thank you so much for taking the time to comment with such kind words x
@14sgdpg82
@14sgdpg82 Ай бұрын
sorry for your loss great video keeping his passion alive hope your okay
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist Ай бұрын
@14sgdpg82 thank you for your kind words, they are really appreciated x
@sarac.3259
@sarac.3259 2 ай бұрын
Sending lots of love. We were at Goodwood for the Festival of Speed last month and we thought of you and Dec and chatted about you - even though we have never met. Well done for this.
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 2 ай бұрын
@@sarac.3259 thank you so much, that's really kind of you x
@LifeOfTom
@LifeOfTom 5 ай бұрын
The beast made it onto the track! Love that you managed to make this happen ❤
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 5 ай бұрын
Thanks Tom, the beast is currently having some improvements so keep an eyeout for the big reveal next weekend x
@scottdonald839
@scottdonald839 5 ай бұрын
Ask Tom @ life of Tom to join u at nurburgring
@Asiad25
@Asiad25 6 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@kirstiedolton6128
@kirstiedolton6128 7 ай бұрын
❤❤
@BRiiXEY
@BRiiXEY 7 ай бұрын
Wow, thats amazing the technology giving Dec the ability to drive
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 7 ай бұрын
It sure was. Dec was so greatful that he was able to learn to drive
@sarac.3259
@sarac.3259 7 ай бұрын
Alex, a beautiful tribute to your incredible son. What a full and amazing life Dec had, thanks to you his wonderful Mum! I am so pleased to have "met" Dec on KZbin. You are, indeed, one immensely brave lady, and you are making him proud every day. 💕
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 7 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for your very kind words. I was so lucky to have been given him
@smiddo253
@smiddo253 7 ай бұрын
You're brave for talking about this. Stay strong!
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 7 ай бұрын
Thank you, I feel its important people know and understand the truth rather than rumours about what happened that day. It's taken me 6 months to feel able to partially share it
@shane3892
@shane3892 7 ай бұрын
#lifeoftom
@bottonjohnny4488
@bottonjohnny4488 8 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 8 ай бұрын
Ahhh, i love Pink too. Sounds like a great night xx
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 8 ай бұрын
Omgosh looks beautiful there. I did not know that about Dragon Flies meant that. Xx
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 8 ай бұрын
Ah you Dec is with you x
@Drivingwithjames
@Drivingwithjames 8 ай бұрын
Glad to see you having fun and doing ehat he would love also you're looking beautiful
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 8 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for your kind words James x
@Drivingwithjames
@Drivingwithjames 8 ай бұрын
@@DecsRollinglist your welcome 🤗
@denzelking8977
@denzelking8977 8 ай бұрын
Lost two sons It’s the hardest thing you will go through So sorry for your loss and my prayers are with you
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 8 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, it really is the toughest journey and not always easy to believe that he is still with me when I can’t touch him, but thankfully i have more times that I believe i can feel his spirit. I’m so sorry about your 2 boys x
@leeboslounge1690
@leeboslounge1690 8 ай бұрын
Your doing great mum, im so happy your carrying on decs legacy looks a beautiful country! I believe in the spirit world he was definitely there with you, love from Scotland 💙
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 8 ай бұрын
Scotland is on his bucket list, the train Bridge from Harry Potter. Hoping to do ut in the summer
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 8 ай бұрын
Hi Lee, maybe you can give me further ideas of what I can do whilst in Scotland
@leeboslounge1690
@leeboslounge1690 8 ай бұрын
@@DecsRollinglist yeah course what you fancy doing like checking out our scenery, maybe some nice walks? I have started hill walking (sounds boring but good for the head) I stay in bothys all scattered around the highlands go away for weekend take the fishing rods etc, we also have some lovely beaches to check out (probz better in summer) if you wanted to check out our history Stirling castle & the bannockburn heritage centre. Nightlife for food and drinks I find Glasgow or Edinburgh better. Glamping has became very popular here also so look around for secluded pods its great being in the middle of nowhere in this fantastic mini lodge. Maybe try a whisky tour, of course try haggis 🤣 try the harry potter train (the jacobite steam train) & maybe the over night sleeper train its a fantastic experience with meals and proper beautiful hotels on a train (scenery is stunning and lots of routes you can take) anything else you can think of or need any info on give me a shout 💙
@leeboslounge1690
@leeboslounge1690 8 ай бұрын
@@DecsRollinglist also if your taking the van I can give you dates and times of car meets, people would love to hear decs story and see the van in its glory 🤗💙
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 8 ай бұрын
@@leeboslounge1690 yes please, that would be gteat
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 8 ай бұрын
I am a great beliver in spirit. One of my sons is in spirit 💙 ❤
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 8 ай бұрын
Ahhh Dec will be with you in your heart and spirit. Sending you big hugs from syston xx
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 8 ай бұрын
Hi, you are an inspiration to so many people ❤❤
@Mountain-Man-3000
@Mountain-Man-3000 8 ай бұрын
Hang in there. Make the rest of your life beautiful to honor him.
@marissatasker4536
@marissatasker4536 8 ай бұрын
Have the best time! Lots of love Alex! ❤️
@missleader2689
@missleader2689 8 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤❤ grateful for you too xx
@missleader2689
@missleader2689 8 ай бұрын
Alex 😭❤️ darling. What a remarkable young man and just the most beautiful love story I’ve ever seen and heard 😭❤️. You are truly amazing and I’m absolutely honoured to know you xxx
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 9 ай бұрын
Have the best time ❤
@jilleddlestone2181
@jilleddlestone2181 9 ай бұрын
Well done you!
@LouiseRobinson-u1v
@LouiseRobinson-u1v 9 ай бұрын
Have a fabulous time Alex 😊
@Novsev9069
@Novsev9069 9 ай бұрын
You’re such a strong woman. Praying for you
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 9 ай бұрын
Sadly iv never Met Dec, im getting to Know through you who Dec was. And him living on in so many ways. You are amazing. The grieving process hits hard and fast. THE DEC AFFECT will live on throug you his wonderful Mum and so many other people's lives. If you would like to come and have a cup of tea at mine. Im disabled but in a different way. I am sending you hugs 🫂 ps no pressure about coming for a cuppa. Dec will always be with you though your heart and memories. He is your Angel in the sky x
@julietteh1716
@julietteh1716 9 ай бұрын
sending all my love ❤
@leeboslounge1690
@leeboslounge1690 9 ай бұрын
A day at a time hun, you will get there! You will never forget but always have your personal memories to cherish, never forget you are a fantastic mother who gave dec so many wonderful years! I have been struggling massively too my uncle (who was more like a father to me) passed a year ago suddenly from covid at the age of 55 but my aunt got a letter he’s on the covid inquiry list in Scotland (they think nhs basically killed him with overdose of morphine and painkiller when covid treatment should have been used) I still cry everyday missing the man but now this shit having to bring back those shit times in hospital & now having to go to court cases its horrible but we will get there just like you 💙
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 9 ай бұрын
I am so so sorry to hear what you are going through. Loosing someone is difficult enough without that added sadness. Please feel free to message me anytime x
@DoubleJ80
@DoubleJ80 9 ай бұрын
Sending best wishes ❤
@amyconnell488
@amyconnell488 9 ай бұрын
Beautiful videos xxxx
@Novsev9069
@Novsev9069 9 ай бұрын
That was a very touching video I hope you have a great day today!
@gerryryan1372
@gerryryan1372 9 ай бұрын
id love to go. Sadly i would not get a passport in time. But id love to go for a walk and have a cuppa xx
@FelicityWarner-x6r
@FelicityWarner-x6r 9 ай бұрын
Well done !!!
@Novsev9069
@Novsev9069 9 ай бұрын
I hope you are well and I can’t wait to see all the waterfalls God bless
@sarac.3259
@sarac.3259 9 ай бұрын
Well done. You are doing so well. There is a beautiful waterfall near Okehampton - will look it up. Steep in places - go with friends. We visited at least 15 years ago so a bit hazy. Lydford Gorge.
@DecsRollinglist
@DecsRollinglist 9 ай бұрын
I'll definitely put it on the list of waterfalls to visit x
@amyconnell488
@amyconnell488 9 ай бұрын
Love this Ali xx you got this Amy