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@BenisDD Сағат бұрын

Hard to name even 5

@GasMaskedGamer 18 сағат бұрын

i wish you could have spoken in more detail, i watched it over 20 times without realising because i put it on loop

@BackInMyDayProductionsBIMDP 22 сағат бұрын

Even if I live everyday with my two brothers and mother (father's in New Zealand rn), I never actually spend time with them that much. We aren't close. We talk but that's it. I'm very isolated from my family, I never get my brothers' brain rot and I just go; "Kids these days.." And I cannot really trust my mother or father personally because they don't know how to understand me. The only person I do ever like to spend time with is my online best friend/sister. But our time is often limited due to the time zones we separately live in. Giving us only a couple hours to talk to each other every day for the morning and night. I don't have a lot of friends anymore, my past experience with people has been quite terrible and usually it was my fault why. And ever since I gave up trying to find other people and went full introvert. Usually in fear that I just cause trouble again, looking back at the wrong things I've done, and even if I do improve myself history finds a way to repeat itself. So as of now my sister is all I really have and myself. She doesn't shape me as much in any way, usually it's just my experience that shape me. In my free time I have no one to accompany myself with but my mind and I guess that does shape me in a way, but surely not in a good way because I have no one. The only voice I hear is my own. And sometimes that's even worse because of how I seem to be mentally unwell, leaving it up to time and prayer for a change. But I doubt I'll go back down a dark path again or the "black lake" as I called it in my prayers. The only time I was changed by the people around me was in late elementary, immature bad company made me into a strange kid up until Junior High. And I then changed once I was alone again post-pandemic to where I began that isolated state. Until now, I'm still there.

@Delcattylaysdown Күн бұрын

this is perfect for going to sleep to

@feeplemurphy4618 Күн бұрын

24:31 timestamp 1 (to come back here)

@estevanvasquez9733 Күн бұрын

The only people I actually start conversations with on a daily basis are my parents and sisters.

@demoniquex6680 Күн бұрын

Seek therapy

@Dull_VR Күн бұрын

7 years with out updates does to a man VALVE HELP US!

@mgetommy Күн бұрын

so true

@panof2852 Күн бұрын

This was a quote from Jalāl ad-Dīn Muhammad Rūmī right?

@icedqq Күн бұрын

i have several good friends irl but my relationships with them dont come close to the ones i have with my friends online. its more of my fault than anything really, but the culture in my local area is a little bit trash regarding the social issues of our time, and I think i need an escape to decent people once in a while. i think my five people include a mix of my best friend, online friends and my family. i see myself a lot in them, or them in myself.

@Generic_Phantom Күн бұрын

2:34 This is sad to hear, especially with how bad my parents are as people.

@nekomaster1000 Күн бұрын

It might be true that your parents will model what you think is 'normal', but remember that you still have the choice to rebel if you don't like it!

@HugelDude Күн бұрын

Makr a halloween video

@no_special_person Күн бұрын

Me having literally 1 freind: 😢👽

@yelloweyepatch241 Күн бұрын

Nobody

@oliver1820 Күн бұрын

love ur stuff casual ❤so happy u posted, it always makes my day

@rooneydawson8231 Күн бұрын

I was the leaky faucet that turned into a flooded kitchen. I didn't see my own red flags until the sudden burst. The other party in question said it themselves, it was preventable. Folks, learn who YOU are before you start worrying about others. I needed this video.

@stuffstuff6932 Күн бұрын

Thought provoking. Thanks.

@typeracer2096 Күн бұрын

Engineer, Soldier, Demoman, Scout and Sniper in that order. They made me the TF2 player I am today.

@ihappydawnz Күн бұрын

medic, scout, soldier, pyro, and spy for me

@teepawt735 Күн бұрын

My whole life, I have had a strong feeling that I was completely alien to other people. I have struggled to form meaningful connections with others, including my own parents. Not that I don't get along with them. It's just that my interactions feel hollow, and like I'm trying to emulate what they feel to get down to their level, and I can't form a connection. I have been conditioned by my parents that everything I share will be used against me, and that I can't lose if I don't play, so I've naturally just refused to share any information about myself with others. It's just ingrained into my mind. My parents probably don't know their daughter's favorite color. I've spent most of my life pushing people away from me. I much perfer just being isolated in nature. I never had any social media either. But, to answer your question, I think that the person I have spent the most time with is just me and my mind. Just speaking to myself and trying to make my own code of honor I live by that I fabricated out of how I perceived the world around me. I see it as a personality built on nothing but a logical analysis of the world to put it simply. My parents, however, have rubbed off on me in a way that has made me a patient person. Since they were extremely impatient people. That's all I can really say about the topic if it gives you a new perspective. Sorry if it seems disjointed or I didn't explain it very well.

@mongee3614 Күн бұрын

I'm pretty much the same way. What's hard is believing in this perception of reality we try to construct for ourselves. Its hard to be optimistic and kind to yourself when logic tells your otherwise. Cheers to another thoughtful lonely soul

@teepawt735 Күн бұрын

@mongee3614 logic tells me that I have a purpose and that I was given free will to decide my own path. No matter how outlandish my goals are. Because if I have no ambition or goals, there simply isn't any point to living. Casual said it himself I believe. That life is a feedback of finding challenges and then overcoming them. That's what gives us purpose and satisfaction. What else are you going to do? If I live in a world that fundamentally misunderstands me and I can't connect with its people, I will spend my time in nature, where the chaotic and quiet wilderness fits my needs. If you can identify a hole in your life, you should spend your time fixing it. Unless you are "content" with your life which content is a myth. If content was a real feeling, billionaires wouldn't be so greedy and continue chasing the high of their addiction to money. Living a simple life with simple needs makes those goals easier to achieve. Like how cavemen were probably not depressed because the simple act of survival was satisfying to their minds. That's all really. Just another long paragraph about my way of living. Just know that you probably have alot more control over your fate and who you are than you think you do. Good luck to you.

@kikikidddz4818 Күн бұрын

As much i despise Viaduct for how it plays, the aesthetic simply brings naivety where i think snow is awesome as a kid.

@ShockedTaiLung Күн бұрын

When the random tf2 KZbinr is a philosopher

@doomshroom5446 Күн бұрын

I have been thinking about a similar thing recently. How much a person is shaped by the people around them. What specific person made this person i'm talking to, how they are now. If I got to meet that previous person if it would be obvious how much they impacted this person for the rest of their life.

@user-ew4hy9fu2d Күн бұрын

discord invite already dead? :(

@CasualTF2 Күн бұрын

updated

@Julez108 Күн бұрын

You can "Rebel" against a parent and still subconsciously absorb and repeat a lot of their patterns of behavior, speech, thought and so on. Similarly if you spend a lot of time with losers (this could even be an online community with 0 face to face contact or even voiced interactions) you will become just like them in many ways, even if you feel superior to them. This is how powerful association is, and it works will all kinds of information you consume.

@Generic_Phantom Күн бұрын

So am I able to absorb the personality of a dead KZbinr by watching his videos?

@Julez108 Күн бұрын

@@Generic_Phantom Absolutely. I've noticed myself repeating the mannerisms of a certain chess youtuber I used to watch a ton, even his sense of humor. And it's not like I intended it, these things simply came out in the right situations. Think how much more you're absorbing when you actually interact with a person and it's not just parasocial.

@Erik_Arnqvist Күн бұрын

Me and my brother both fell out with our dad now that we’re adults. Now we play this little game where we warn each others of negative traits that we see in each other and ourselves that reflect him.

@RosmarinusCruz Күн бұрын

I have no one who I spend time with on a regular basis and I have had the desire to leave so that I may never be able to associate with those people again. They're not bad people, but I don't think they are the ones I would want to be with so I yearned to find a place where there would be people I can resonate with. It just feels like I'm the good for nothing one amongst my family and relatives and though they don't say it outright that's always how they come across to me.

@NoelBorges-bz6qj Күн бұрын

I love it, never stop

@snoot6629 Күн бұрын

"outside is cool again"

@Spagot Күн бұрын

This is probably one of the most unique videos I have seen in a long time. Thanks.

@Slippin Күн бұрын

the shot at 5:46 is beautiful. Makes TF2 look real somehow

@Slippin Күн бұрын

TF2 seems to be a really good canvas for introspection and deep thinking. I'm not exactly sure why... maybe it's the nostalgia or just the slow, calm feel and atmosphere of the game. Regardless these kinds of videos just 'click' with a lot of people, including myself. Please keep making them. They remind me of Jerma's early TF2 vids where he's just chill and play the game while talking about life

@muhhandletaken Күн бұрын

Good stuff as always

@whynotanyting Күн бұрын

Our friend group nearly broke up over an argument about ham. Looking back, there were multiple leaky faucets. Can't say we're that much better off now, but at least we know our stances on ham.

@123698lol Күн бұрын

Like how it's prepared or honey/pepper being better or what?!

@whynotanyting 21 сағат бұрын

@@123698lol Just ham. Like if it were on the table, would you even go for it.

@SehnsuchtYT 2 күн бұрын

I don't really spend time with anyone in particular

@ABCARWGFtoC 2 күн бұрын

I love these introspective and life discussions type videos from your channel. Please upload more of these

@cybWasHere 2 күн бұрын

funny how I missed this one of all videos

@Addsomehappy 2 күн бұрын

Bro wdym relationships, we are the TF2 players

@Whomobile 2 күн бұрын

Thanks Doc.

@Slippin Күн бұрын

Hey Who! Love your videos

@denisavich3074 2 күн бұрын

oh thats easy. 1. My hand 2. my other hand, 3. my peanis, 4. my balls, 5. my other ball

@mudflap8648 2 күн бұрын

my irl friend, and the 4 other people I talk with online (they are all europoors I will never meet them face to face)

@happyraintf 2 күн бұрын

I once again find myself thinking.. and thinking. Thanks.

@civilprotectionofficer858 2 күн бұрын

Moon ahh monologue

@civilprotectionofficer858 2 күн бұрын

I have a parasocial relationship with 1 guy and I start unintentionally mimicking him irl, thats so weird, he also is 1 of 5 people i spent most time with