I just found out on Monday that my femur head is necrotic and fully collapsed. I’m 45 and getting a full hip replacement on Tuesday next week. I’ve been in chronic pain for over 6 weeks now. I started with hip pain over 2 years ago, but this necrotic hip is random. I miss being active. I’m 70 lbs overweight now because my activity levels have crashed from chronic pain. It’s heartbreaking and I’m mourning my past life with being active. I’m scared of losing my full mobility eventually.
@rebeccaaaawild3 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this and I’m so sorry to hear what’s happened to you. I can’t imagine how overwhelming this must all be. It really is a mourning period and the fear feels so loud at times. I hope your surgery goes smoothly. Each day at a time for now 🫶🏻 x
@EyadEyadjcjch10 күн бұрын
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@jenblog8810 күн бұрын
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@insignificant_me16 күн бұрын
Dear Rebecca, have you ever considered visiting India. I cordially invite you to come here. India has everything one could hope for. Take care.
@rebeccaaaawild15 күн бұрын
It sounds like a beautiful country! Hopefully I can visit someday.
@the_normy333220 күн бұрын
I am currently going through a breakup and I thought this woman was gonna be my wife in my mind and it ended randomly when i was at work. The shock of it made me realize I have a lot of fears. I realized I have abandonment trauma and I try to “people please” I am realizing that this also causes me to panic and feel like I’m never good enough. I am trying to learn how to navigate these emotions. It’s extremely hard to look ones self in the mirror. My biggest fear is being alone and idk why I have this fear not to sure how to even get through this fear. I randomly saw your video and just idk felt safe to leave this comment.
@rebeccaaaawild20 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this, I can’t imagine how heavy and intense the shock of that must have been - especially if it wasn’t face to face whilst you were at work. But it’s amazing also the way you’ve been able to alchemise that pain into your own self reflection, recognising your own spaces for growth and change, and what trauma you have. I hope you’re proud of yourself for getting to that space at least - not everyone can. In the meantime, as you process this, try and be kind to what comes up. Time is a healer, and self compassion is key. Xx
@samanthareed248722 күн бұрын
So true, thanks for the reminder
@rebeccaaaawild21 күн бұрын
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@agnieszkaanielak266824 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your emotion! I’m not alone and You are not alone! I’m on Weelchair from one year so awful so horrible everything! My husband is so good for me so so so nice have support every day! Everything has changed and no no fault from me !!! Somebody kidnapped me I save, again I save how many time we need fighting for life??? God bless you! You craying like me… but we need smiles and hope even is difficult! Hugs❤❤❤
@rebeccaaaawild23 күн бұрын
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@sarahjames505Ай бұрын
Are you becoming a wise old women? Profound words showing the true concept of Chirst the crucifued self. Shaun
@rebeccaaaawild29 күн бұрын
Haha! Sometimes these messages just “flow” through me! Meditation is just getting me there a lot easier. Hope you’re well 🙏
@katiac8085Ай бұрын
Sorry for every women struggling this devastating journey of endormotosis
@khizernawaz2 ай бұрын
Let them make you the bad guy, yes they are doing you a favor, keep filtering :)
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
Love that term, “filtering”, great one!
@staceygale49312 ай бұрын
Also having excision surgery increases your chance of conceiving
@staceygale49312 ай бұрын
See a endo specialist that does excision, that's all they do and have low complications post op. Fight to see a specialist it's worth it
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
Aw thank you. Unfortunately it’s too risky to operate now due to where my adhesions are. (But I’ve had 7 surgeries so far!) So have to have a different management approach now. Thanks for the comment ❤️
@rhi9632 ай бұрын
girly everything you say hits so hard, in every video and podcast 😭 I cant help but feel like you're attracting people in to help you as well, I was studying to be a coach and Ive done so much research into neurodivergencies, psychology, theology and how to bring science into the spiritual from a really grounded place to help people who struggle with their beliefs make sense and root them in evidence based reality. I remember in a vlog I just saw, you mentioned not having any friends, and I am in the same boat with a lot of the same health challenges, ADHD, cptsd, eds, and its so hard to make and keep friends, but I feel like maybe we could be friends 😅 I have literally never ever done this (pitched a friendship in a youtube comment) and it feels extremely parasocial but I hope you can feel the intent is pure and I do genuinely feel like I need to hear the things you have to say, and also like I might have something of value to add and say back, so many things you mention are my special interests.... I just cant shake the feeling that we would get along 😂 💕okay byeee I hope you have a wonderful day
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
Aw wow that’s amazing, thanks so much for sharing. It’s such a great irony that the people I seem to resonate most with aren’t the ones in my “real life” - but I’m learning that maybe that’s the point! (Deffo doing a podcast on that at some point 😅). Haha we love a friendship pitch! If you have instagram, that’s a great place to start? I love chatting in my dms, and have developed some really close internet friendships there. It’s amazing we have so much in common (thank you algorithm gods hahaha!) xx
@rhi9632 ай бұрын
We are getting to the point in our society where younger millenialls and older gen Z really want babies, we are old enough and mature enough, but we are running into issues that are out of our control. You mentioned many here, but its the same reason we cant afford houses and why a degree does not equal success anymore. I have seen such a desire from my peers who are waiting to try, not wanting babies for self serving reasons at all, most everyone I know who wants babies wants to build healthy communities around a family of their creation. we want to break these generational patterns and raise babies as consciously as possible. We want to make healthy, nurtured, empathetic humans that are emotionally regulated and educated to, ((without getting too into new age narcissism) basically in woo-woo terms) "raise the earths vibration". We realized that we are never going to heal the earth or reverse the damage we have done to the planet by not having kids 😅 the right people need to be having kids.
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
I hear you! So many barriers and so many that feel out of our control. 💔 and the healthy communities! Ooo it would be so amazing to do that. Thanks for the comment 💕
@kayleyjackson16022 ай бұрын
I’m 24 and going through this right now, I’m so scared that I’ll need surgery. X
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
Sending so much love your way ❤️
@LauraElizabeth2 ай бұрын
This is a perfectly timed video for me - I'm in limbo following a miscarriage 3 1/2 months ago. I've grieved my baby but my body isn't ovulating so I'm stuck in the limbo of waiting for my body to sort itself out! And I'm finding every day DRAGS so much, and I can get so easily frustrated. I think reminding yourself you can't control it, distracting in the meantime and trying to appreciate your current situation can help a lot. I'm a control-type person like you so I know the struggle! Wishing you all the love and hope for whatever you're going through xx
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
Wow thank you for such a powerful share. I can’t imagine how torturous that must be. Without trying to “fix” things for you, I do have two videos that may be of interest, one on hormone imbalance, which may help rejig things, and one on my own miscarriage, which may help you feel seen. Take what resonates- just wanted to let you know they’re there. I’m with you on the distractions as well. Although when it’s been so loud this week sometimes the distraction has been pulling the car over and sitting and asking myself big questions: “What am I making this mean?” “What is this really about?” “Why do I feel like x is the only option?” It’s helped me do that “moving through” grief type expression of emotion rather than letting it get stuck in stagnation. Anyway, I RAMBLE! Sending you so much love you brave brave warrior ❤️🫶🏻 thank you for being here.
@LauraElizabeth2 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild I'll definitely give those a watch, thank you dear 🥰 I really appreciate all you've said. I'm hoping I'm not in limbo for much longer! 🤞
@VivianaMendoza-wo4xj2 ай бұрын
Thanks so much for sharing I am dealing with prolaspe at 33 years old I felt so alone hearing your story makes me feel like I'm not alone in this... So sorry for what had happened to you
@rebeccaaaawild2 ай бұрын
Sending hugs your way ❤️
@hybridangel34033 ай бұрын
I have more pressure not pain. So they should say either pain pr pressure. Because you are right its minimising
@eddiebirch20673 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your experiences
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
You’re so welcome 💚 thank you for being here.
@eddiebirch20673 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild you're welcome too , I'm gonna try a few of the things you've mentioned
@diya96583 ай бұрын
Yes preach! Also track your cycle and symptoms! ❤
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
Yes! Amazing how much we can learn about our bodies right? 🤩
@diya96583 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild absolutely, thank you for sharing.
@FaeMab3 ай бұрын
Debilitating and excruciating is more the terms I would use
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
Same 💔
@velvetbrajkovich28543 ай бұрын
You're my new favourite person to watch ❤
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
Ah thank you! This made my day! I never really know if anyone is listening on here so it’s so lovely that you are 💕
@rabiul2573 ай бұрын
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@Johan-vk5yd3 ай бұрын
Maybe period pain that requires you to take pain relief and interferes with your daily life, isn’t ”normal”?
@kristinagoruk3 ай бұрын
Unfortunately I can understand where this stems from as I was one of the women that had minimal pain and just trucked on through. Then lost 60lbs and everything went nearly as south as it could. Honestly the definition of ‘normal’ is different pending everyone’s pain tolerance and how willing they are to attempt to ignore it
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
Very true! Everyone has a different tolerance
@kristinagoruk3 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild it’s sad that when those in power mentioned the ‘norms’ they fail to mention alongside it that the stats are regarding an average across a very large whole
@kimphilpin10623 ай бұрын
I did not know how lucky i was. I never suffered much with pain during that time of the month.
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
I’m glad things were like this for you though ❤️
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
I think what I was trying to say at the end is that sometimes I feel more seen by the people on social media (you guys) than I do by people in my real life. Love you for that buddies ❤
@being_paige3 ай бұрын
I've never heard about this topic of "trimester zero" and after watching this video I'm shocked that it's not talked about more! I feel so validated by what you shared and I have such a similar journey as you. Thank you for sharing this 💓 I would love more videos/podcast episodes diving deep into this subject- so fascinating!
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
I’m so glad you felt validated by this ❤️ and I feel the same. I’m hoping to make a course/get this more “out there” going forward. I’ve also made a “Manifesting Motherhood” meditation on insight timer (free) for anyone who wants it. Thanks for your lovely comment xxx
@being_paige3 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild- that’s how I found you! Through insight timer for your period pain meditation! I’m definitely going to try the motherhood one 💓 thank you!
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
Ah that’s amazing! I love seeing all the pieces fit together. Right here on this journey with you ❤️❤️❤️
@noodle13933 ай бұрын
Thank you 💕 I really needed to hear this today 😊
@rebeccaaaawild3 ай бұрын
Sending hugs 🫶🏻
@noodle13933 ай бұрын
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@rabiul2573 ай бұрын
Carry on sister ❤👍 osm understanding process 💞👍
@unaeventisette24 ай бұрын
❤we are valid❤
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
❤️❤️❤️🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
@unaeventisette24 ай бұрын
I totally feel you, see you and understand you ❤
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
Thank you ❤️🫶🏻
@unaeventisette24 ай бұрын
❤i feel you and I'm in the same place and I really needed this ❤
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
Sending so much love ❤️
@lollipopsland4 ай бұрын
I think its the same for everyone once they know thats what they want, male or female its a human thing
@velvetbrajkovich28544 ай бұрын
Thank you 🤍 this video was everything that I needed as a neurodivergent woman with endo and many other health issues who knows becoming a Mum one day will be very medically difficult, but I'm not emotionally ready for a baby yet. This video was everything for me. Thank you ❤️🩹🫀
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
You’re so welcome. So much love ❤️
@LauraElizabeth4 ай бұрын
Loving this video so much - its really validating how I'm feeling at present. I miscarried about a month and a half ago, and ive found ive continued to 'nest' and funnel my mum energy into researching. It's a fine balance to not get overly stressed, but as youve said, it reminds me that i am a mum, im on that journey and it will happen. Much love xx
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. And so right about finding the fine balance. You’re right, you’re on the journey and it is happening ❤️
@aimeecannon20034 ай бұрын
I think this video was a sign for me . Thank you so much for this xxx
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
No one speaks about it enough ❤️
@aimeecannon20034 ай бұрын
I started to tear up when you said “ think about how much care and love you are doing already and they haven’t even here “ I love my future babies so much already it’s not even real 😭❤️
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
Exactly this ❤️🫶🏻
@aimeecannon20034 ай бұрын
I can absolutely relate so so much!!!!!!!!!!
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
Sending hugs ❤️
@ow854 ай бұрын
I'd would love biologic children. My mind set is in right place. See friends moving on! money/own space is a issue to all of us not just one individual most talking about age also. I'm in right place but it finding that connection with someone that wants same & guarantees securities in life! (Key) Find that security trust/loyalty it very hard these days. 🤔🤔 ❤video's RW
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
Absolutely, all those things are so valid. And that’s something I forgot to mention - sometimes not having a partner is a limiting factor too. And that’s tough. Sending hugs, thanks for the comment 🫶🏻
@ow854 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild 👑✌🥰
@Deku143824 ай бұрын
Is your arm ok😢
@rebeccaaaawild4 ай бұрын
It’s better now!
@natachafigaro77965 ай бұрын
So how are u managing ? Im 30 and i feel so depressed .. it hurts and tge doctors are mot taking me serious... idk what to do
@angiegirl825 ай бұрын
Did you find the numbing injections painful? I have the procedure tomorrow and so so scared about how the injections will feel as I found the biopsies really painful. 😬
@rebeccaaaawild5 ай бұрын
How did it go? ❤️🩹
@angiegirl825 ай бұрын
@@rebeccaaaawild It was absolutely fine honestly. I’m still in shock at how ok it was 😂. No pain at all, didn’t feel it. Much easier than the biopsy in my experience. I’m going to post a video myself on here 😊
@rebeccaaaawild5 ай бұрын
@andrealouisesmith that’s amazing news. Do tag your video here when you’ve done it as I’m sure others would love to hear about a positive experience too! ❤️
@Heroes3386 ай бұрын
I love you
@sonjablue98506 ай бұрын
I too have a long list of 20 years of medical gaslighting and gatekeeping. I too was about to be blown off as "just ibs"...was even put on ibs meds which made things SO much worse. Only due to my research and fighting and fighting for tests (some I had to pay for)....I actually don't have Ibs...I have celiac disease, gastroparesis, sibo, gerd. The first 3 I was told I couldn't possibly have. I finally see a rheum and he does no tests, no imaging, no physical exam and "diagnosed" me in 5 minutes with "just fibromyalgia" and told to "go see a therapist". Of course "his" diagnosis was put into medical record, I can't get it removed...so it immediately influenced the 2nd rheum I saw who seemed to "go through the motions" and random poke at me and said "yup def fibro" even though at that time I had many things showing on xrays, chronic crp and esr (inflammation), referrals to rheum for my inflammation and highly probable autoimmune arthritis from 10 different medical professionals (primary, physical therapists, and dermatologists), etc. did not support that. /facepalm But every symptom of fibro can actually be a number of different autoimmune diseases like psoriatic arthritis. And fibro should not be diagnosed until all other possible causes have been ruled out. Definitely should look into autoimmune diseases that are often misdiagnosed as fibro. Not saying anything bad about fibro...just that it is highly highly over diagnosed and often is a misdiagnosis...so I just encourage in depth research. Glad you are getting some answers! I'm in a tough boat too working through all of these "weird" things that don't present normally and such. Good luck my friend on your journey!
@Who-cu9eu6 ай бұрын
Does work I got some horrible slight cracks around the edges of some of my teeth and after 3 months of consist use it’s gone away but you have to keep using it otherwise the enamel crystals will wear off overtime. I’ve been using this for over 3 years now it’s the only thing that works for me to get my teeth in nice shape as well as whitens your teeth!!
@mehdielabdaoui19559 күн бұрын
The enamel crystal will wear off ? Why ? I am not sure about that.
@Who-cu9eu8 күн бұрын
@ yes obviously because it’s enamel crystals. Enamel crystals aren’t your natural enamel.
@CynthiaAva6 ай бұрын
I am a certified yoga teacher (200 hr). I had an injury last summer, so I'd like to start teaching chair yoga. I am going to follow this free course. Thank you for sharing. I teach chair yoga to teens now but would like to expand my clientel. Wondering if I need a specific "official"certification?
@rebeccaaaawild6 ай бұрын
Hi Cynthia, so sorry to hear about your injury. My health has also restricted me from teaching and I’m only just getting back into it. It’s so frustrating and I feel you. I used to have these videos on a platform where you got a certificate at the end. I’d be happy to give you a certificate once you’ve watched them all (I may need to give you a short quiz just to make sure!). Drop me an email at [email protected] whenever you’re ready. As you’re already a qualified yoga teacher anyway, you’d be alright legally as this is very low risk. But happy to give you a certificate in case someone asks 🥰❤️ xx