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@josereyes-c2p 7 сағат бұрын

I wanted to share some of my past experiences that have been weighing on me. I’ve had a lot of difficulties in my life, especially growing up, and I’m still trying to make sense of it all. I was born without my biological father, and my mom was with a non-biological dad, who was abusive towards both her and me. I have memories from when I was a very young child-less than a year old-crying in my crib. I remember my mom, feeling overwhelmed, throwing a baby bottle at me, which made my nose bleed. I don’t think she showed empathy for what happened My non-biological dad was abusive, not just to my mom but also to me. He would hurt me often. I remember once when I was still a baby, his girlfriend came over and hurt my mom, and I tried to defend her. I was still too young, but I ended up hurt as well. Despite all of this, my mom continued to stay with him for a while. Eventually, she separated from him, but when I was 8, she got back together with him and we moved to the United States. By then, I had two sisters, and my mom had child with him. I recall trying to help around the house when I was around 8-11 years old. He had chickens, and I was scared of them. He would tell me to help feed them, and when I was frightened, he would get angry and kick me in middle of my chest i was skinny, so it made all my oxigen out i almost cry but i resist . I remember once when I was 11, he hit me in the head when I didn’t do something fast enough. My mom eventually came in and told him to stop, but it still felt like I was being treated harshly. I’ve also been compared to my sisters a lot, especially when it came to grades. My sisters would get higher grades (like 100 or 89), while I would get 70s, but no matter how much I tried, I was never appreciated for my efforts in school or at home. I helped clean and do things around the house, but it was never enough. At school, things were just as tough. I was bullied constantly, starting in 6th grade. I was called ugly and made fun of for my haircut. I was also often abandoned by friends. I had a best friend for two years, but one day he switched me out for someone else he met. This happened again with other friends as well. It’s left me feeling isolated and unsure of my worth. I’m really tired of feeling like I’m not enough, despite all my efforts. I know these experiences have had a big impact on me, and it’s hard to move forward when I feel like I’ve never been truly seen or valued. I don’t know what to do with these feelings sometimes, and it’s hard to keep pushing through, i have alot traumas at this point, i am experiencing almost every single trauma i can know exists, i am trully tired, i feel like an experinment, a experiment of god, i loose all empathy, and guilt sometimes, but i am still kind after all that i wish i had a normal life Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope we can work together to help me process all of this and start healing, right now am above everyone i know in, knowledge,experience etc.. i know manipulation myself , i am starting to feel nothing for none.

@LaytonHart-i7e 10 сағат бұрын

Well, this feels like just getting off of school and then you don’t have school for the rest of your life

@mxochii5159 2 күн бұрын

Who's the guy?

@karawilliams5280 5 күн бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢

@Juan_Pablo_Glez_Vengas 8 күн бұрын

EPICARDO todo hasta Quackity está ahí.

@0YR 12 күн бұрын

Really the best part 🤤🔥

@divinecreation6 18 күн бұрын

2:53

@GoattrapEditz 23 күн бұрын

❤🔥

@young_n._older 27 күн бұрын

Gawd damnnnn. This loop is everything.

@nycksondonato9117 28 күн бұрын

2 anos se passaram e eu ainda penso nela e quero estar com ela, mesmo nunca estando com ela de verdade. Digo pra todos que superei e que não quero ela, mas ainda assim, mesmo ela estando desse jeito, eu ainda quero pelo menos sentir o gostinho de ser amado de vdd, pena que isso não irá acontecer e eu tenho que aceitar isso e seguir em frente.

@CONVIDADO-z2d 29 күн бұрын

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤xxxtentacio

@Cubzy_music 29 күн бұрын

im crying ont he inside n

@melatonin5459 Ай бұрын

"The animatronics do get a bit **quirky** at night"

@rice-eh1b Ай бұрын

THIS IS SO GOOODDD WHATTT

@埃沃 Ай бұрын

Never delete this.

@HAWBBY_Reverso Ай бұрын

"🙉😦"

@Shaikh_69-7 Ай бұрын

heyy thanks for the pin! but you didnt tell me where the picture was from! please tell meee

@0aria Ай бұрын

@@Shaikh_69-7 Idk sorry

@Shaikh_69-7 Ай бұрын

@@0aria no worriess

@Shaikh_69-7 2 ай бұрын

where was the picture from btw GOOOOD music <3

@0aria Ай бұрын

@@Shaikh_69-7 Pinterest and thank youu🫶

@_.anyone._ 2 ай бұрын

Castigo fantasy

@ny4ny4ny4ny4 2 ай бұрын

the video is amazing

@PurePain_1 2 ай бұрын

0:53Well look at who's back here about to type "Well look at who's back here about to type 'Well look at who's back here about to type 'best version' again' again"

@llxqzs 2 ай бұрын

Third majestic comment

@olivoxemtwixandedit 2 ай бұрын

Baila conmigo mujer 🗣🗣

@maijakalnina5363 2 ай бұрын

2:49

@Lopunny_pokemon 3 ай бұрын

İm a simple person, i see Quackity i click-

@Jamauzinho 3 ай бұрын

Entregou oq eu buscava, obg❤

@Gato1837A 3 ай бұрын

llego el fin de semana ella quiere salir🗣💥💥💥

@Luvvv4_Lay 3 ай бұрын

This song is so depressing. The beat doesn't even make it seem happier. This version makes me think of 9/11 because I found it on 9/11. This is pure depression. 2 legends on 1 song... RIP X and PEEP🪦😭😪