Thank You.

I feel u man I'm on 450mg a day 200mg in morning and 250 at night I feel you

Nice review, I was amazed myself of missing out on this movie myself until someone tolled me about it. One correction though. It's a dutch movie from George Sluizer based on a book from Tim Krabbé. The original title "Spoorloos".

Where can i find this ?

When was this recorded? Is there more to the footage, especially at the beginning that may not have been included?

Thanks Johnathan, yeah it can be a challenge and a lot has changed since this video...

Don't cry

Really good point, and that did occur to me.

Sounds a bit like a phaser pedal.

Thanks for your response 0abstraction. I will make more journal videos, especially since things have changed so much in my life the past two months. Peace....I would have replied directly to your comment, but it doesn't seem to show.

i got k3 and it did not work for me i just smoke weed salvia sucks

diazepines (like lorazepam) have been known to actively prevent several psycadelics from taking effect. Your anti-psychotic medication (paxil) probably isnt helping either.

I've been taking Paxil for about 3 months now, give or take a few weeks. Trazodone (great for sleep/ and so is Paxil) for about 3 years. Are you trying to figure out which meds might work best for you?

How long have you been taking the meds?

@Elenkhos ROFL! That's Hysterical and a Great Idea!

@Elenkhos Seriously man! It's so sadly rare you see the goodguys win. I'll NEVER EVER forget hearing a story about a 73 year old lady in Ohio blew away an intruder in her home with a small handgun...a man she heard breaking in...and there were all these people speculating about the incident in such a way as to suggest she should be watched, how was she able-- and I'm going WHAT? She should get a medal...He could have killed everyone down the block the following night! All these questions.

@Elenkhos I hear ya!

@Elenkhos (***Blushing***) Thank you so much! I really appreciate that! Which wig video was it? Girl Talk?

@Elenkhos Awe! Thanks! =)

@Elenkhos LMBO! That's not a bad idea... Stimulate the economy! LMBO!

LMBO!!! @ the 5000 degree vibrating cybersonic electric blade machete!... You made a point that I have ALWAYS said... "When a person attempts to assult someome they are forfeiting their right to their safety and well being!" Why don't criminals think about that?

Your story Was Amazing! I was totally captivated the whole way through! Thanks so much! I really want to hear the other story you mentioned! Hope you're doing Great my friend!

@Elenkhos Lawrence blew up at me because I was unable to procure my stepfather's truck and help him move. He lost his mind and turned rabid on me like he's always done toward society; except this was Jeffery Dahmer rabid. He's so sad. Of course you count!

That would be ideal!

@Elenkhos Hey there...I'm going to download Skype and add you to chat. How have you been?

OMG~! Can you chat on Google or something?

@Elenkhos HOLY WOW~! My friend, I was just thinking about you. That's actually not my father, but that's a Big Compliment; I do Love the man~! I :0)

i even call me leather daddy L :o)

@Elenkhos Hey Man, I sorry, I know that's difficult. They are doing some Groundbreaking research with MDMA and P.T.S.D. I hope you're doing a lot better~! How is it being treated? Would you mind telling me sometime, whenever and only if you're comfortable, telling me about your childhood? I still see many things come up in me that were learned anxieties from childhood, and my childhood was Disneyland awesome, especially compared to some people I know.

@Elenkhos Holy Shit~! Why were you in the hospital for three weeks? What happened? I'm sorry to hear that...are you feeling better now? Please let me know~! I was working on a film in Oakland and like a bunghead I didn't bring along sunscreen and I seriously thought I was in trouble because the sunburn felt worse and worse and finally it tapered off around 1 in morning. I bathed in Aloe Vera and it feel so much better~!

I just want you to know I take seroquel as well and understand what your dealing with I do find it makes me tired as well during day! which is frustrating,

Those would probably be the special effects my heart desires~!

@Elenkhos Good to see you here my friend~! I'm feeling good :0) How are you doing?

@Elenkhos He's a he and he's an extra cute beast...Saturday nights he's wild!~! :0)

@Elenkhos That's fascinating... if you develop an addiction to it, and then suddenly stop taking it, it can cause horrible panic feelings, but I didn't know paranoia could result...

@Elenkhos What happened when you would take an Ativan? It's a sedative as you probably know...

@Elenkhos This video was made with a Logitec camera that will often take a dump anytime it wants...

@Elenkhos But something else happened...something that has me afraid of myself. Something that screams at me in silence...that Something wanted to claw it's way across the pavement the other day and buy a pack of cigarettes. I'm almost there...I'm discovering what it is, and when I do it will feel like 100 pounds of concrete off my back. I really appreciate hearing your going-out story. Sometimes I feel like I'm right around the corner from that place...watching everybody else live.

@Elenkhos Thanks for sharing your story~! It reminds me of all the times, including today, that I've thought about being seen in my hometown. I didn't move that far, about 5 miles away, but when I'm in my hometown, I'm always petrified I'm going to run into somebody I used to know or work with or go to elementary school with, and it's this black and horrid feeling that had I become the strongest possible ME, with pure confidence and very little frustration, I'd be as plugged in as Tesla, now.

@Elenkhos Wilka, You are welcome my friend~!

@Elenkhos :0) For you Daaaarling~!

@Elenkhos :0) I'm so glad you enjoyed it~!!! :0)

@Elenkhos Thanks man~! I Made some videos in your honor~!

@22reTOYOTA Congratulations on your long sobriety and finding the proper medications that work for you. I know what addiction is first hand, and nobody should be imprisoned inside themselves like that, full of fear and anxiety...whatever it takes to eradicate anxiety and live in peace is the right thing.

@Elenkhos Gotcha...figures...corrected it :0)

@vapidwords You mean second person. Okay...First person is I, second person is You, third person he/ she. If I need to re-watch the videos, I'm instructing myself on what happened...

@Elenkhos no, I haven't read it, but I'm going to...thanks~! :0)

@MouseHusic Oh, man...I really really appreciate your response in this matter~! With me it's an obsessive compulsive pathological brain malfunction. I know I can quit; a year ago I quit for a year. I've quite for periods of time for 3 to 6 months. I've quite more than 50 times. Ever since June of 09 it's been this battle between quitting and compulsively giving in...I'll wear the patch and then take the patch off and smoke...This Friday is going to be my final quit no matter what.

@Elenkhos WOW~! I was recently thinking about when that happened to me; I had come back from vacation, not particularly short on sleep. Went to bed at 2am slept until 12pm, and then said to myself, you better get up or you might sleep all day....next thing i know I wake up at 5pm....doesn't happen that often....

@Elenkhos That's fascinating...I think you're an awesome guy and I'm sorry you have to deal with these conditions. I've been fascinated with the human mind forever, and sometimes I wish I could get a diagnosis, but really I probably don't fall into any solid diagnosis. I don't think cranky-personality-disorder OR Pathologically Silly are in in the DSM. LOL... I'd Love to chat with you sometime... I'm Quantreal2 and Qrfilm on Yahoo. Do you have yahoo?