I am so god damn lucky

God this is making me cry 😭😭

I hate it

I never thought someone can be this cruel to their own child, I'm so sorry for anyone who had this happen to them.

It makes me feel shitty that now I can't even say the words "afterall I love her"

"There not supposed to be the cause of your pain, there supposed to make it go away." Dam i felt that.

Care about me 😭😭

what’s the name of the first one ?

Mom's are not supposed to be the cause of your pain... But mine is. 😞💧

You don’t understand how much I appreciate my mom, especially after watching this video.

“It’ll be better if i dont have a daughter” i was the only daughter

I left her last year. I realised today that I start to forget how her voice sounded like. Her eyes. I even forgot the last time we actually met. She is fading away and weeks can pass without me thinking about her. After years and years of giving her everything that she ever asked me for , pushed me into, I realised that I will never be enough for someone, who gave away his child from the very beginning and used any opportunity to avoid me. It was never about me. My brother and I, not in contact, didn’t grew up with each other, both broke up with her. I was daughter. I was a child. But now I’m a Wife and Mother myself and I have more peace then I could ever imagine to have to, growing up with a narcissistic mother and absent father. But I survived. And I live. And I’m a daughter of the most high. And that’s all I could ever ask for. She will die one day, and I won’t know. She will think about me one day, and I won’t know. She will try to reach out to me, but I changed the number and moved into another country already. It’s done. And I feel at peace with it.

In shameless that mom pissed me off than she off herself …..what a bad dude mang

In the first video my mom did that to me when I was 9 And the abuse got worse and worse until I hated myself so much I tried to end myself

I'm so glad that I have a mom I can talk about anything without hesitation. I'm so grateful for her she's been such a best friend since I was struggling with anger issues and depression. So glad to have someone who really care about me and who really can understand me and my situations.

When i was younger...i used to wet my bed..i prayer to God everyday to help me stop because my mum was the first person who called me names and hated the fact thay i wasn't normal like the rest my siblings She made me sleep in the worst places a child could sleep .God i hated my self..i finally stopped and made it my life goal to get good grades and study in colleges sa far from home Till now in my young adult.theres so much shes done to show me bed wetting wasn't the onlu reason she didnt care..i dont go home unless its an emergency

One good reason I don't have children, is that I fear I will become like my own parents....

My mom left me when I was 4 but she wants to act like that never happened now that I live with my dad and even when I lived with her she chose my two older siblings over me and she neglected me. So it hit me hard when it said I never wanted you in the first place

I don't even feel like i could say i wish i had my mom here. She left and never did anything. Having a mom wouldn't help at this point and i don't even want one anymore.

you love to be sick more than being my mother. you hurt me and you won't even apologize. it hurts but i'm told i'm supposed to swallow it but i keep choking on it. i will leave, and i will never come back. i hope that when we eventually pass someday that you'll be able to apologize for what you did. i was a kid. but brought up to the standards you and him put me at only made me an easy target. you ruined me. but i'm blamed for what you did. disgusting.

my mom would always find problems, like theres always smthng wrong with me. it really brought my self-esteem down. and so many times, she would tell me to share with her my problems, but she never really cared about my opinions. all the time, i'd always want a peaceful dinner with her, without her bringing anything up. she would restrict my phone limit, limit my tv screenings to only sat and sundays, set 2 cctv cameras in my room, she would never let me lock my doors, sometimes, she wouldn't even let me close it. when she gets home from work, she complains about her job, but she never really asked how my day in school was. at night, she would always check my phone without my permission, and she even knows my password to my phone. if i were to do everything correct, she would either pickup an incident from the past that i did or accuse me of doing something. and when she accused me of leaving the lights on, she would say that she will deduct 1000 dollars from my bank account if she proved me wrong. but she never really checked and she will always ask me for money. sometimes, when my dad leaves the utensils in the basin after dinner, she would always accuse the wrongdoings to me, without checking if it really is. sometimes, she says its for my own good. but is breaking my trust, self esteem, making me cry in the room all the time, get attached quickly to someone when they give me their attention, encouraging myself not to end up like those people on the news who suic!ded, all good for me?. and whenever i say things that makes her 'mad' like ' can you please stop' or 'no', she would rage, until the point where she screams at me, throws me around, chase me and literally start pulling my hair n even worse, hitting me. my father didn't seem to have much control of all of these because my mom thinks shes the leader in the family. and at times when i try to help her in stuff, she wouldn't even thank me. since young, whenever i got hurt, i got used to turning to my dad for help because all my mom would say to me was, 'ok' or 'you deserve it' although i was thinking in my brain what i ever did to her to make her hate me that much. sometimes, when i got home, in high hopes to be able to spend time with my mom to play board games with her, she wouldn't even give me a chance. she just uses her phone and brushes me off n tells me to go play with my dad. now, my mom kindof brainwashed my dad into thinking that whatever she says is right and he has to think and agree to the same things my mom does. whenever i look at other people's moms, including my aunt, who is around the same age as my mom n has a kid somewhat the same age as mine, just abit younger, their bonds are always close. i loved to spend time with my aunt as she treats me like how i would want to be treated as a daughter. she would take us out, spend time with us, make us decide what to eat at times, and even buy us some stuff, asking for nothing in return. as for my mom, she always says im addicted to my phone although she doesn't even spend a minute with me. all the times, she'd either be calling her friend, scrolling through insta, or playing games. none was ever with me. now she asks me why i rarely open up to her, block her from seeing my status on my socials, (i only have whatsapp, no tiktok, no discord, no insta, no twitter, or anyt else.) i was only allowed to communicate on one social app, and even that one social app is being restricted to an hour and 30mins. whenever she asks me to unblock her, to let her be able to see my social statuses, she would always judge me like for example if i were to watch youtube, she would nag about me being lazy to not do anything else, but just scrolling mindlessly on my phone. if she is in a bad mood, she would either take away my phone or lock it so i wouldn't be able to use it for the rest of the day, like now. she asks why i always use my phone to text my friends, its bcs my friends dont judge me, they accept me, they entertain me, they care for me when i get hurt, they relate to me, they wouldn't accuse me, they would not be manipulative, they will always make me feel like family, unlike my own biological mother. and my mother asks why i dont open up to her, but only my dad or my friends or my other family members, its bcs they dont judge my opinions, they take me for who i am, they comfort me, listen to my vents, and they dont use those informations against me during arguments. thats my mom for you.

“I hate you. You’re an embarrassment.” My mother’s exact words.

0:21 seconds what show/ movie is this ? Im asking for a friend😔

I just want my mum to look and me and say genuinely “I love you”

Heh.. Its it bad to say that i feel like my mom nor my dad was truly there for me when i needed them the most

I have given up begging my mom to be my mom, if you want to hate me go on, I won't wait for you to realize how wrong this is, but don't come screaming at me for being a bad daughter for trying to keep myself safe from you

Can anyone share the movies that were shown in the video

I need a real mother in my next life 😢

I hate that she always speaks fear of my dreams, she’s always been so rude to me. She’s never felt like a mother.

I am sorry for not being a boy....i am sorry for being greedy to want you to look at me for who i am just once! I AM SORRY

was the last clip Justin from 13rw?

I had no idea why I am so confused. Why I feel I don’t know. Why I search for softness in any person and cling to them. Why I don’t trust nobody. Why career is so important than my freaking sanity. Why I always explain myself. Why I look for my fault in every wrong situ. Why I felt I am not enough. Why I am so loveless. I looked everywhere for answer. My mother was perfect in my mind. My brother worships her. She expects to be treated the same by me. And I tried, always failed. Nobody takes my brother’s place. One day I fell in deep mess and looked around. Mother happily abandoned me and father happily ignored me. When I asked her why did she, her answer ‘I couldn’t handle’. That has been answer to every time I was in need of my mother. This time I didn’t accept it and everything blown away. All she could offer is money. I said I want my mother, not money. She silenced. That’s it.

My mom hits me and tells me everything I’m doing wrong

I’m killing myself because my mom hates me I hate myself and I’m ugly

I wish I was dead my mom hates me so much

I wish i was beautiful so my mom would love me

My mom threatens to slap me

I know how this feels 😢

Pov: "You were born by a hyperactive mom who doesn't see your problems, because she doesn't have the time to care about them"

I relate

I hate myself and my mom hates me I’m killing myself I wish my mom actually loved me .

Maybe it's the mommy issues but instead of sadness I feel the anger of the doom slayer

Why did you put in the scene from the room?

I wish I wasn’t so ugly so my mom would love me

Not every woman is meant or deserves to be a mother. They will just treat you as the enemy because we dont obey them

I'm a mother to one and only daughter. She leaves me and she didn't care about me since then. She accuses me about something i said the time i was so angry, she the one who made me so angry..she argued with me about something very small.. but the argument become big because she kept arguing.. When she left me i became sick because of depression because i miss her and i can't accept that she have no emphaty leaving me alone.. every day and night i beg for her forgiveness... i faced difficulty to sleep and i went to see psychiatrist to get medicines.. i only wants her back but she don't want to come back to me anymore... I suffered and still suffering. my plan in life ruin... and i feel empty.... i become more hurt and angry because she hurts me all the way because she didn't care about me... i feel i want to die.. if feel i want to kill myself.. i really feel so sad ...i really feel so hurt..

I don’t want an apology. I don’t need it. I want distance, cut ties and peace.

Tiny little fires everywhere Riverdale

Today is my birthday. And instead of feeling happy, I'm feeling lonely and sad. I wish I could be a little girl again instead of being an adult with anxiety and depression...

I needed my mom too girl me too