counting my days until i end my life. i'm in a lot of pain rn so. :)
@HYDROMUSIC592Ай бұрын
better hurry, cuz i'm leaving soon.
@мёртвая.лунаАй бұрын
true best version
@gulsumed409Ай бұрын
When I was 14, I wanted to end my life because of the hatred of my classmates But I was also a believer, so I thought about how I could end my life in a harmless way or without committing a sin I developed an ED where I convinced myself that I am fat anyway so it is not so bad At 16 I became depressed but convinced myself I was fine I tried everything to suppress my feelings and grief Now I am 22 and I am glad that I am still here I had to convince myself that I was worth it because I survived it 3 times (illness) the reason I am here is my family thank you mom
@lichicd1174Ай бұрын
bianca bianca bianca te amoooooooooooooo cuando te volvere a ver
@sf._edits_Ай бұрын
Outside I'm happy but inside I have suicidal thoughts.
@luviasanchez2 ай бұрын
goodbye...
@bluesky57942 ай бұрын
He is so handsome more than me❤❤❤❤❤
@MariaDominguezchumacero3 ай бұрын
Bianca bianca te amooooooo estoy perdidamente enamorado de ti 😊😊😊❤❤❤❤❤
@MariaDominguezchumaceroАй бұрын
Cierto bianca te amooo😊😊❤❤
@Keira-ir1fz3 ай бұрын
3:54 🤍
@maitiid56953 ай бұрын
I love you all❤ goodbye. I’ll see u in the stars
@tamekatimmons43533 ай бұрын
Stay with us angel baby
@phialouise6325 күн бұрын
can i come with u? see u in a couple months. :)
@MariaDominguezchumacero4 ай бұрын
Bianca Bianca te amooo ❤❤❤❤
@MariaDominguezchumacero4 ай бұрын
Bianca Bianca 😊❤❤❤ cómo te extraño 😊❤❤❤
@ManuelCedillo-my7gr4 ай бұрын
RoyalEgyptLostPharoah~KingFarris.Pharyss?
@soyouaretired628025 ай бұрын
best
@CristhianDominguero6 ай бұрын
María Elizabeth 😊jimenez ipanaque la niña mas hermosa 😊😊❤❤❤
@Jygktjtckt6 ай бұрын
E eu sentirei falta deles
@ereno.35256 ай бұрын
call my friends and tell'em that i love them and i miss them sorry
@ColesUltimateChannel-xr4sm7 ай бұрын
This is nostalgia for me! Now that’s gold!
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
😢😢❤😊❤😊❤
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
Bianca bianca 😊😊😊❤❤❤ bianca😊😊❤
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
😊❤❤ maria jimenez 😊❤❤ 😢😊😊❤
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
😊❤❤❤😊😊
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
😊❤❤❤
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
Maria jibito jimenez 😊❤❤❤
@CristhianDominguero8 ай бұрын
😊😊❤❤❤❤❤😊😊😊
@absurdlyalive9 ай бұрын
Suicide may very well be my only logical choice left. I could live, I could keep trying as I’ve been for so long, but I can’t kept living that moment where you think things are getting better only for it to get so, so much more worse. I’m so tired.
@zerosixtwentytwo6 ай бұрын
Honestly, same, but i see it as a hiking trip up a mountain, it's hard, exhausting, your legs are tired and the air is cold, but isn't mountain top view so much better than the pain it took to get there? If you feel no one is there, know God albeit invisible, is with you all the way through. God loves you.
@the_ring_bearers10 ай бұрын
life is just endless stress, i can’t do this
@danilolemke9 ай бұрын
i know life feels like this at times but i need you to trust that everything you feel is just temporary. i believe in you beautiful stranger ❤
@the_ring_bearers9 ай бұрын
@@danilolemke thank you :) i believe in you as well ❤️
@Shinobi-strikers11 ай бұрын
Life is what people think is fun but death is people fear isn't death the way of life? We're just afraid of what goes on after death probably nothing, ik its not worth talking your own life but sometimes it just feels like a viable option.. well ... All i can say is don't do it don't hurt yourself for whatevers going on it's not worth it the pain you could inflict on others is worse than the pain inflicted on yourself
@luv_kyla451211 ай бұрын
I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
@averycclarke10 ай бұрын
I feel that. But it’s gonna be okay. One day
@odontoxins32236 ай бұрын
@@averycclarkebeen telling myself that since I was 15 I’m 26 now and that somber feeling is still here. Hope I can make it..
@averycclarke6 ай бұрын
@@odontoxins3223me too. I’m just waiting for it to go away, just want to be okay one day
@demetriusstephenson22364 ай бұрын
Jesus will help you ❤ He loves you so much❤
@FollowerofDuck11 ай бұрын
damn i love her melancholic music
@FollowerofDuck11 ай бұрын
this feels like a very musical suicide note
@M.vyaman11 ай бұрын
2:20 real😔
@fozziemeow9313 Жыл бұрын
take me to the roof top, i wanna see the world when i stop breathing. truly beautiful and well thats where im heading, too the roof top and soon ill stop breathing because when i jump ill drown in the concreate and be at peace. goodbye, it was a good run, thanks
@_maryy123 Жыл бұрын
“take me to the rooftop, I wanna see the world when I stop breathing turning blue”
@naghamahmad6706 Жыл бұрын
💔...
@nancyleeuwenvan8279 Жыл бұрын
Amazingly beautifull❤
@janiekadelacruz2277 Жыл бұрын
silent love the most beautiful love. if you feel it but cant see it with your eyes than your spirit is exactly in the right place. for real love sits within us and the fire stays lit forever.
@nikoa8700 Жыл бұрын
Guys....I don't know if I can take it anymore
@AxisPoint19 Жыл бұрын
Please try to stay strong, I'm here for you if you ever need to vent ❤
@nyather34lest Жыл бұрын
hey... i love ypu but can you at least give me one more day? just one more day...
@plantunnie Жыл бұрын
hey, i know it doesn't feel like it right know, but you are loved. you are important. you are valuable and you matter. you have the right to exist and i'm proud that you've made it this far. sending you a big warm telepathic hug❤
@RubyRing777 Жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ loves you 🤍 Repent ❤
@Thatb.tch_kuromi8888 Жыл бұрын
No
@Mh_offf Жыл бұрын
He love you too ❤️🩹
@Mh_offf Жыл бұрын
@@Thatb.tch_kuromi8888please be respectful
@maremomayukki-sz8fp Жыл бұрын
Im waiting, True time
@Ne0nZombie Жыл бұрын
LYRICS~ Take me to the rooftop I wanna see the world when I stop breathing Turning blue Tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious Leave me, like you do (like you do) If you need me Wanna see me Better hurry 'Cause I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how Sorry, there's no way out (sorry) But down, mm down Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek That's what a year-long headache does to you I'm not okay, I feel so scattered Don't say I'm all that matters Leave me Deja vu If you need me Wanna see me You better hurry I'm leaving soon Sorry, can't save me now Sorry, I don't know how (sorry) Sorry, there's no way out (sorry) But down, mm down Call my friends and tell Them that I love them And I'll miss them But I'm not sorry Call my friends and tell them that I love them And I'll miss them Sorry
@blue__berry_ Жыл бұрын
❤
@Samaraahxxz Жыл бұрын
Perfect l love you billie eilish😉😍
@Samaraahxxz Жыл бұрын
🤗😍
@plantunnie Жыл бұрын
the neighbourhood serving the queer vibes as always