It's the 2nd of January 2024. I'm going to leave my country and my family and follow my future, and I feel lost ,scared, and sad, happy all at the same time. I wish you all a happy and safe life

it's the 1st of January, just a little reminder: You're doing great. Even on the tough days, your resilience shines through. Embrace your uniqueness, cherish your journey, and keep shining your light. The world is better with you in it, and you've got what it takes to overcome any challenge that comes your way. Keep being amazing!

2025 Jan 2nd, 1:12pm - alone in my room, she is on my head. Wish it was raining out side, thankyou for this❤

It's January the 1'st many things happened in 2024 and I am grateful for them. I guess this date is beginning of new story... I wish you all end of one cycle and beginning of new one.

It’s Jan 1st, wishing everyone a happy, and successful journey this year!❤

Today is January 1st starting a new 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 trying to achieve only one thing discipline only this shirt can bring my life together make my life or break my life as a one can say

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Lofi never fails to calm my soul

Today is January 1, 2025 I started to learn and achieve goals. I am delighted that I deleted Telegram and Instagram. I would also like you not to give up and move on. ❤😊

01-01-2025 anyone ?

2024 was not good for me. I believe that this year will be a more comfortable and beautiful year with some things changing. I hope your year goes well. Happy New Year...

Why was hotline blink in there?

1 January 2025 anyone?

31 December 2024

Today is December 31 2024 and i sit in my room balchony i have no achivements in my entire academic life now i am in my University admission Phase so yeah i do not know what will happened if i fail again! Nowdays i love to sit in the darkness you know i any festival i feel how alone i am this is my last academic admissson i hope i do not fail this time i Pray for me alll ,if i get succeed this time i will inform you all . 8:20 pm 31st december 2024...

To anyone reading this, if you are going to sleep, I hope you have the most beautiful dreams and the most peaceful sleep. You are such an amazing person and the world is lucky to have someone like you.

its 31st of dec, seeing all of those people comment made me tear ngl, they r stating facts, i totally felt the exact same, first year of me crying so hard that i couldnt breath. i wanna share this, people, days comes or weeks maybe even months where u didnt stop crying, but hi, ur reading this on the last day of 2024, erase this year, whats gone is gone, make 2025 UR year, even if u get sad, change it, u control ur own life, dont let ur life control u, take care please. MAKE IT UR YEAR. happy new year. i hope it treats u right. take care.

Dec 31, 2024, 06:42 am @32m -vw 59k -lk 1601 -cm in back room (puja room) can't sleep went today with papaji in morning at ak lal got him plastered, and in evening went with amit at ji hujur ate roll at rs 210 amit paid rickshaw charge and i paid for his 80 rs roll

This is it. After struggling this year with mental health and isolation, procrastination and negative self-talk, I looked back at the last year and now it is already the 30th of December. Next year I will come back to this post in 365 days to let you all know I achieved my goals. This year I will not waste my precious time on this earth. Time to get out of my comfort zone and find hapiness, strenght and confidence again. My goal is to get my sales income to €60.000 a year, gain 5 kilograms of muscle, maintain a healthy sleep schedulde of 8 hours a day, eat healthy and work out daily, and quit social media and mindless scrolling.

Mood after listening to this music; "On the last night, soft music flows, Whispers of the year, as time slows. Each note holds a memory, sweet and clear, As December's echoes draw us near."

Today is the 30th of December 2024. it’s my birthday tomorrow actually. I’ll be 16.The last few years have been difficult. Extremely difficult. But I’m ready to turn my life around. I’ve been hurt, betrayed and lied to. I let my grades slip. Right now I’m the library studying and as I do so while listening to thid peace I know everything will be okay. To anyone who reads this trust God and he will reveal everything to you. Keep going no matter what. We’ve all been there and we’re all ready to move on. Let’s do this together. 2025 a new year A new life ❤

You know, I’ve recently, actually no today, I have just come to the realization that I lost the most important thing. Myself…. All those days, months, years, searching for what? Desperately asking the question ‘who am I?’ Or ‘where am I?’. Looking for alternative and replacing her. It was always the ‘I want to be this’, ‘I want to be that’, ‘ I wish to be better’, ‘ I wish to change’, but never have they happen. Only to realize she was there all along. Forced to be hidden by ‘myself’. Like it just hit me and the feeling is not great. I’m so frustrated that all along I was forcing myself to be something, someone I don’t want to be, covering it up with excuses like : “oh but I really like that kind of lifestyle so that must mean that’s how it should be” or “this is interesting, it also has many benefits to it”. I admit my life is not the best. And I’m not talking about the environment I’m living in, no it’s my life as a person. Specially these past few months. I’ve hit new lows, struggled w my studies so bad, attempted suicides, became so unmotivated, so burned out, then lazy. I also went insane in so many ways. I lost all sense of who I was and what I want to be. New personas were created along the way. I was scarred into pieces of glass everywhere. Even when I tried new lifestyles to change this disgusting and unproductive life of mine, nothing work. All that was happening is my mind doing the work and not my body. I be like “today I’m gonna study, I’m gonna workout” but then it never happens. Then I’m like maybe it’s because I keep thinking about it, but then wether I do or not, I still get the same results. Im currently on my last week of winter break. I’ve done nothing truly productive that I wished to do so in the beginning of it. Today is Monday 30 December 2024, ( currently 7:40 am). Today I will change. No matter how many falls I do. Today……today should be it….right? Today will be the mark of my new transformation. The mark of my journey to have a glow up. The mark that starts my academic comeback. Ngl it feels good to have said that. I don’t think I really made that much sense but in the meantime I doubt anyone will read this. But if someone did, thanks^^. You’re quite patient hehe~ Well then goodbye!

I have been in a rough position for quite some time now. Some big decessions are to be made in the near future. That may change the direction of my life, amidst all this pressure. I sometimes listen to this playlist to enjoy few minutes of nothingness

Dec 30. Last dark nights of 2024. Indeed 2024 was outrageously a difficult year for many of us. But now I am much more hopeful next one would be very much better 😊

Today is December 29th.its almost 2025. I tried me best to be something but my best still wasn't enough.i will try next year tho.good luck everyone

29th December 2024. Just a few more days remaining to 2025... to myself... stop procrastination man you owe it to yourself. When you come back here next year, tell me what you have achieved from what you have set out... I bet the road has been tough for you, Remember you have only you to carry yourself now. Tell me what you have accomplished? it's not too small for me 😅

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December 28th 2024.................................................................................................................

ئەزانی گەمژەیی تۆ لە چیایە پەیوەست؟ کە هەمیشە شتەکان تا قوڵایی ئەبەی ڕێگە نایەی هەستەکان هەناسە بەن ڕێگە نایەی کردارەکان خۆیان بڕۆن هەمیشە پەلە ئەکەی هەمیشە داوای زیاتر و زیاتر ئەکەی کەچی! ئاهـ کەچی هەمیشە کەم وەر ئەگریتەوە وە لەمەیا ئەبێ لۆمەی گەمژەیی خۆت بکەی،تێناگەم تا کەی؟ تا کەی ئەوەنە دوور ئەڕۆیت و دوور ئەڕۆیت و هەر ناشگەیت تێناگەم بۆ ئەوەنە ساویلکە و سادەی بۆ هەموو شتێک و بۆ هەموو کەسێک!! میهرەبان بە بەڵام گەمژە مەبە مەبە بە خواردنیان تۆ ئەسڵەن تامەکەشت ناشێ بۆیان ، ئەسڵەن شایەنی نین تۆ بۆ ئەوەنە قووڵ خۆشەویستی ئەکەی؟ چ پێویست ئەکا ئەوەنە خەریکیان بیت کێ ئاگای لێتە ڕۆڵە گیان کێ ؟؟ کێ پێی ئەزانێ ئەم وردبوونەوەیەت؟ دە لێیان گەڕێ دە ئیتر کۆڵ بە لێیان هاتن با بێن نەشهاتن دیارە کەسی تر هەیە بچنە لای . چییە پێت ناخۆشە ؟ بەم ئەقڵەتەوە هەر ئەبێ پێت ناخۆش بێ و دەست و پلت بەسترابێ ئاقڵ بە کچی خۆم ئاقڵ بە.. چاوەڕێش مەکە پەلەش مەکە وازیان لێ بێنە! هەر ئەوەنە 29 December 2024

Hoy 28 de diciembre , necesiti paz peeo no se adonde hallarla , he decidido cambiar mi perspectiva de la vida y ser mejor como persona mi alma destila susurros del corazón que quiero cumplir , quiero dejar a tras todo el sufrimiento vivido , estar en oaz y sentirme bien conmigo misma por una vez haci vere mi cambio y espero oara todos ustedes lo mejor también .

27 de dezembro de 2024. Esse ano foi o ano que Deus esteve comigo tanto., um ano que perdi muito, não só de coisas matérias ou pessoas, mais eu mesmo perdi no caminho, mesmo com erros, Deus esteve comigo e nem com isso fui capaz de recompensa ele um pouco por tudo. Tenho que muda a minha situação e pode paga uma dívida que nunca vou conseguir quita com Deus, a minha mãe precisa de mim, os meus irmãos precisa de mim, tenho que muda, tenho que me perdoa, tenho que fazer, foca, tenho que consegui muda a vida d irmãos e a todos ao meu redor. Deus me ajude, mesmo sendo ingrato e um filho tão ruim, ajuda-me.

May god help those who is fighting a silent battle within themselves that nobody imagined of..🙏

it's december 27th, 2024, my mom's birthday. life is good so far, i had a few achievements but also losses, but i'm forever grateful for all of the things happened in 2024. To all of the people who are struggling in life, remember to always be yourself, feel your emotions even if they are negative or postive, it doesn't rlly matter, what matters is that you're still here, reading this. and the best way to be happy is to be grateful. not because someone has it worse than you, but because you even have it, all of the things happening in ur life, its all yours, so embrace it and keep moving, i believe in you...❤❤❤

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Its December 27th, 5 days left till 2025. This year was really hard and tough for me, for all of my friends, we had to say goodbye to each other, we had to attend high school, some of my friends are in the same school, but im the only one left out in another school with no one from my classmates, life is not giving the same anymore, im struggling with overthinking and daydreaming, struggling with how time goes fasts, im trying to understand the meaning of life. I want to discover what im built for and whats my dream, it feels like a new stage of life for me, 2024 was such a great year too except the hard times, i just hope i can feel better in the newyear, also for anyone who wasnt feeling well this year, i wish you a better year and a better life, lets try together to bring our lifes back, since we are only going to live this life once

December 27th. I am very empathetic to all the comments, but i noticed all of you and me somethings are (rightfully) totally focused on ourselves, our goals, money and such. which we must do in order to survive in this REALITY. But, i havent ready any comment speaking of people u guys dont know, no one talking about others suffering, i think 90% of u out there are selfish. I hope we as a mass of people, collect together as a big giant group of humans that ERADICATE jobs as they are, eradicate the way we consume and distribute food and resources, we as the people must hold the power to help and better the lives of others. thats what im hoping. im mostly alone, i have one men that i met when i was a prostitute, hes the one that helps me the most now, i no longer sell myself in order to survive. i focus on playing games, reading and studying the spirtual world. NOTHING created by men is worth of our struggles, PLEASE, lets unite in divine guidance, SHARE this world, not SELL it. DONT SELL food, dont sell psychological help or medice, dont gatekeep happiness in exchange of MONEY. god is sharing god is freedom, to love, to sleep, to eat, to hug and to fuck and to drink, TO RESPECT others needs as they improove themselves trought meditation and inner guidance by their spirtual guides. follow your intuition, even when it says that u must go agaisnt human society rules. humans made society, not god. think about who god truly is and what humans made of him. you are god, empty your mind so you can hear yourself, your higher self.

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Thursday December 26 2024, I was listening to this when i started looking threw comments and every one seems to be leaving there state of mind, goals, experiences, and where they want there life to go, it’s nice . So I’ll leave mine as well, I grew up and still live in an abusive house hold, my wish is to escape. My 18th birthday will be October 7th 2025, so when I’m 18 I’ll finally be able to take a breath and leave and go find that field that I have dreamt about and just be. No yelling, no one hurting me, no one to tell me to kill myself, no one to treat me the way they have my whole life, as if a kid whom is know almost a young adult deserved it. Excuse my poor punctuation :) Too all at there who dream about just being, my heart goes out to you

Si te pudiera mentir Te diria que ya no te pienso Que ya no te extraño Que eres tan solo un recuerdo Y que no vives en mis pensamientos. Te diria que te arranque de mi pecho Y que no espero tu regreso. Pero que va son solo versos Cuando la verdad es que Extraño tus besos Tu mirada y tus palabras La alegria que a mi vida tu le dabas. Te extraño y es tan extraño porque me cuesta mucho aceptarlo Que? Que no te tengo a mi lado Por que? Tantas preguntas y una respuesta Lo que pasa es que siempre doy vueltas Como tu voz en mi cabeza.

26th december 2024, i woke up to the screams of my parents fighting again, it seems like it became a hobby to them. I later got out with my friend I'll say that she was the sweetest thing in this bitter day,i came back home my younger brother opened the door to tell me that my parents are still fighting i watched them quietly and my fear of becoming like them grew every passing moment. I then saw my uncle working hard his tired face and slim figure made my eyes crack into tears. I'll stay strong and pray maybe something will happen ❤️

Commemoration: Friday 27 December A very bad day accumulated Most of my days in this month are not good Thinking kills me about my studies, my accumulated life and my chaotic schedule Will I succeed? Will I change my life? I will stick to my prayers? Will I quit smoking? And also problems between me and my mother, will this end? Please, O Lord, forgive me even if I don't have a face to pretend that my problems end, I am from the sinners

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Whoever is reading this, dont give up just yet. You made it this far. Dont let those lessons and scars go to waste. Glory is around the corner. Keep going soldier.

I'm 31 born in London, overweight! I was just depressed but my mind, soul wanted more & I took a risk. I left everything behind came to California alone with nothing. I have changed my whole life. I have realised sometimes the people you need are also on the same path as you. I went from 350lbs to 140lbs in 1 year and this is the best I have ever felt in my life. I had moments where I want to give up but I've come all this way. It kills me and even makes me cry but as a man this is what I need to put myself through this to become I want to be. Stay strong kings! Your time will come

I'm astonished by the beautiful brave comments. I wish for everyone that their dreams and hopes come true and for their pain and suffering to fade and be vanished from not only their hearts and minds but from their memories too. Today is 26 December 2024.a year where I can barely remember had passed, filled with joy , happiness, fun and Sadness. Im actually going through something worst now, the best word to describe the uneasiness in my heart is called,( being lost) . I wish I know whats next, I wish I know my feelings, I wish I can spot my friends and my enemies . I wish to understand how to make a good decision. I'm so lost between being strong or weak. Sometimes I just wanna keep going and make something out of my self. And sometimes I just wanna break everything off, just lay on my bed, sleep for eternity. No responsibilities, no worries, no future. I'm lost that I don't know the difference between life and death. I'm alive but dead inside. I wrote this message for my future self to check on me. Plz future me. Be easy on urself, ur alone and u have only urself. I love u and I always will.

Younes you write your 2024 fellings , 😅❤❤❤

I feel like this music understands me

How beautiful music man!! Really loved it❤

When l hear this melody,l wanna cry.l even see him in my dreams after in real life.l love him at the time l wanna forget him because he doesnt have heart.l always say l wish everything was different,but l can't do something.Already pass 1 year😢😢

jeeeezzzzz my godd this beat is amazing to reflect on