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Anyone in 2025?

It’s him 😔🫧🫧🫧

May 11, 2024❤️❤️❤️

Who here in 2024❤

It's so hard. Life that is, think about everything you went through, everyone you met, lost, missed. Even if we are one in a million, our life seems as heavy as the world itself. Go on, chase your dreams, get crushed, laugh, cry and live on until the flame on your heart burns out. I hope things go better than they did for me, and don´t forget, there isn't a restart button so might as well go all out and don´t be shackled to your mistakes. Don´t be like me and countless others, live in fear and fear itself will lead your life to the one place you never wanted it to go.

I met a girl at my first job; we were teammates, just the three of us along with our boss. Since meeting her, she caught my attention, but I pushed those feelings aside because I didn't want to pursue a co-worker. I know the potential consequences. We quickly became friends, sharing meals, listening to Spotify, playing horror games after work, and attending work events together (though not as a date). At the end of the parties, I would escort her to her condo. I denied my feelings until they reached a breaking point, and I finally asked her to hang out with me. It became one of the best days of my life. We had lunch, watched movies, and shared coffee. Her smile, the way she looked at me, even the goodbye hug after a perfect night-it all just felt right. Two days after our hangout, she started talking about her ex and her struggle to move on (unaware of my feelings for her). She kept talking for days until I became confused and heartbroken. It felt insensitive, especially since I had implicitly shown my interest in her multiple times. When I confessed my feelings, she rejected me because she hasn't moved on yet and she said that she doesn't know about the future if she can reciprocates which gave me hope. Despite the initial rejection, I didn't give up. Months later, I confessed again, but this time, she officially rejected me. It broke my heart, especially because we worked together. I had to interact with her daily, masking my emotions, being professional, and pretending as though nothing had happened. One day, we discussed our situation again, and she admitted it was also affecting her. So, I lied and claimed I'd moved on to ease her worries. But in reality, my feelings for her only grew worse. Ironically, our friendship strengthened through work-late-night talks, discussions about life, complaints about our boss. I even gave her a promotion gift. She once drunkenly confessed missing me during a company outing I didn't attend, which made me angry. She clarified it was said as a friend and blamed it on being drunk, fearful to express it sober due to our history. I felt foolish. I tried to navigate the situation, taking a vacation to think, even seeking therapy, but nothing helped. Finally, I decided to resign and find another job to have the freedom to move on. My last day was last month. When I announced my resignation, she cried and was somewhat upset. It was evident she genuinely cared for me as a friend. We even had a bittersweet last lunch on my last day with her. She also gave the team a keychain she created (we have one each.). Eventually, when we are casually talking in chat, where she got curious and asked why I liked her and it got escalated quickly, I asked her one last time if there was still a chance (7 months after my last confession), and she affirmed she never had feelings for me, only seeing me as a friend. She emphasized our differences. I tried to explain that I accept the differences and I love her for who she is but she despised that. It's been over a year as colleagues, and she never felt anything more. I feel insecure, bitter, and frustrated. She met her ex on a dating app, a relationship lasting only three months, yet she struggles to move on. Meanwhile, I've been there for her for over a year, and she felt nothing. She sent me a last message where she said that the reality is I don't know what love is and she doesn't believe that it is love in which I feel so heartbroken and invalidated. It's the saddest Christmas/New Year I've ever experienced. I resigned from a company and ended on pretty bad terms in which I really feel guilty. But I just respected her and space. I blocked her and ceased all contacts not because I hate her. But because I want to move on. A month later (last week), someone texted me and sent the regards to me. I didn't know who was it because it came from a random number. I realized that it was her because I also deleted her number. I was already healing but it all came back. She invited me to a lunch. I didn't reply for a day because I want to prepare myself emotionally and mentally. I eventually accepted the invitation because I see it as an opportunity to have a proper closure and clarify misinterpretations. We had lunch yesterday, spent hours talking about work and stuffs. As our last activity, in coffee shop, she finally asked me why I blocked her because it pains her to hear the updates from our mutual friends/co-workers and she thought that all the bonding that we've shared for over a year are nothing for me to block her. I asked her if she already knew that she is blocked from me before she texted me and she said yes. She said that "You are my friend that I don't want to let go.". She also said that she keeps all the gifts and letters that I gave to her. She's even writing a journal about me and she's writing it in a journal book that I gave. I really feel guilty because she really cared for me as a friend. I explained to her, everything, the depth of my feelings for her, the regrets, guilt, insecurities, all of it until she finally understand. I even said to her that I feel like she invalidated all the sufferings that I've endured when I was her co-worker when she said that she doesn't believe my love for her. I said that those 3 words that I said to her, I preserved it and she's the only one I love that much. She understood. She said it again the reasons why it can't be "us", and I tried to prove my feelings again and how much I love her and I am willing to risk my happiness if it means I will be the happiest person once succeeds. She said that "I don't wanna waste your time. You have so much to give and it's just not me.". I stopped fighting for it and I gave her back the key chain she gave to me before my resignation as a sign of letting go- I said "I can't accept this. I can't look at you the way you look at me. I just can't. I tried my best to maintain our friendship. but I can't. I'm sorry.". Eventually, she has to go because of other appointment, and I asked her one last time if I can go with her and escort her to her appointment even for just 5 minutes in which she declined. She walked away, and as I watch her walked away and never went back, the thought of "I will never be with her" creeps in and finally synced in. All the bonds we've shared will go waste. The pain of letting go of someone, forcing someone to be a stranger in order for me to move on tortures me. I can't cry at that moment but I feel weak, my legs feels week. But I forced my self to stand, walk and went to home. Once I finally got home, I texted her and said that "From the bottom of my heart, I love you so much. I won't expect you to text me again in the future, but once you do it again, I will always, always break my rules for you. Take care always.". I cried all night and I even called my mother to comfort me because I feel so alone and I can't take it anymore. Day after our last hangout, she replied to me and said "I understand your decisions. I didn't know how far and deep I would impact you in negative way and I cannot reciprocate it now and tomorrows. Please remember that you also deserve the love you can give and don't keep it for me. Take care always." As my last message, I thanked her for the memories we shared and emphasized that it's never her fault. I wished her nothing but happiness. I really feel guilty because I feel like I betrayed her and destroyed our beautiful friendship. I feel guilty because I feel like I rushed my confession too. But I was so confused about my feelings that time and it's my first time experiencing such intense emotions. I really tried my best to navigate my situation. Sacrificed my job, friendship and even I lost myself in the process. Before making such decisions, I tried my best to save it. But I just...can't. If only God will let me know who would be her future husband if he's a great man, I would have peace of mind. I really wish her nothing but happiness. Unrequited Love is painful, like a disease infecting your body, heart, and soul. Every time I tell this story, I feel foolish. It questions my worth; even though others say I'm attractive and deserving of love, if this one person doesn't reciprocate, it feels like my world is crumbling. TL;DR - Fell in love with a co-worker/good friend. She can't reciprocates but she really cares for me as a friend. As a result, I feel guilty, fighting with my feelings, myself, my self-esteem everyday until I reached my limit and resigned. 1 month after my resignation, she reached out to me again out of nowhere, had one last lunch and we finally closed this chapter of our lives. Currently moving on from something never happened because I lost someone I never had.

Olá eu de 2030

I wish one day I fall sleep and never wake up.

This song makes me think about how beautiful his eyes are, how beautiful he can express himself, the way he makes me feel every day. I love him in such a beautiful way. 💗

rn i am in love with someone who just is not emotionally available for me at all rn and it hurts. like i know i would probably be better off not with her but i want it to work so bad bro

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No matter how much they destroy this world, theres beauty in it to adore, and beyond it.

one day I will have understood how to stop and I will have learned to live there. I will be able to block my thoughts, freeze them and make the past a glass of water. and I will be a source. I will learn to feel loved and love myself like I don't pretend to. I will have people next to me who will know how to love me without envy or annoyance. I will be an earthworm who will be able to walk up the tree and stop at the moment of hibernation. if it is true that change comes on its own, I will make sure not to wait for it and in the meantime I will use all my strength to be myself and try not to give in to death

Oooooow Weeeeeee❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

This is my favorite group,I just adore how Chris's voice blends perfectly with his band brothers.I absolutely loooooooooove me some Chris❤❤❤❤❤❤.Kisses to him from Dallas Tx.

This song will always make me cry because my dad loved this song but he died so whenever I hear the song it just makes me cry so hard

Not sure why I keep listening but this song just fucking puts me in a hole 🥲

Is it me or as time goes we get more disappointed and dissatisfied?

Horrible song by a horrible band in a horrible album

Long night drive to Budapest listening to this masterpiece!❤

I know it's obvious and it's honestly probably too late if you're here. But never ever cheat on your loved one, it might seem fun in the moment, or you just don't realise what you're really doing. Even if things are hard. But you will realise how special she was and realise you are possibly the dumbest mf still alive.

Love surely is a dagger.

Crying while hes on his game right in front of me🫠 i saw sparks...of nothing

❤ love forever this song

(sad banger)

me when im feeling down i listen to this song ((:

alguien en 2024!?

Tradição favor en português não tem?

I remember listening to this song with him. It reminds me of him and every time I listen to it I cry. I miss him so much.

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It smells like Indian Summer ❤

This album calms me

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Te extraño!!!

Did I drive you away? I know what you'll say You say, "Oh, sing one we know" But I promise you this I'll always look out for you Yeah, that's what I'll do I say, "Ohh" I say, "Ohh" My heart is yours It's you that I hold on to Yeah, that's what I do And I know, I was wrong But I won't let you down Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, I will, yes, I will I said, "Ohh" I cry, "Ohh" Yeah, I saw sparks Yeah, I saw sparks And I saw sparks Yeah, I saw sparks Sing it out

This song is friend when I depressed.And it healed my heart.

"Will you.. Talk to me again?" really made me think of my old cherished memories i had. it really made me rethink if all my made decisions are right. This line really feels deep. it actually made me cry a few times thinking all the memories i had with it. this song just feels so nostalgic and depressing.

13/02/2023 nos hemos amado y lastimado a la vez, hemos aprendido y hecho muchas cosas juntos, hemos madurado y hemos cometido errores, hemos sido felices, nos hemos roto el corazón, hemos intentado repararlo, hemos intentado amarnos a pesar de la distancia, no hace falta decir que lo intentamos y que nos amamos, no hace falta decir cuanto nos hemos herido como para decidir alejarnos y terminar, sea donde sea que estés, sé feliz y siempre tendrás una parte de mi y miles de recuerdos, solo tú sabes lo mucho que nos hemos amado, espero haya funcionado en otra vida, mi solecito<3

I have ADHD and I find this very pleasing ❤

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I've been thinking about suicide for a long time, but I can't leave my mother alone. 💔😕

i can't even explain how much i love this song and my gf

Use to listen to this whole album on the family holiday car trips in our Mitsubishi Delica. Car stacked with 7 people, all listening to coldplay. I promise you this, I'll never forget these times. No matter how far down the rabbit hole I go, these memories are core.

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Maybe I should continue to be patient, later I will find myself in a peaceful life

When I'm on my death bed, play this or I'm not dying.