Thank you sister for sharing and for your courage

Such a nice video honestly

Very helpful and interesting video 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼

I've had a rough childhood. Imagine, father going abroad for long years, toxic mom, sick sibling, toxic relatives, sexual trauma, physical abuse, emotional abuse and neglect kinda stuff. At this point I'm just realizing that everything went wrong for me. 2 years ago, I really believed it was all normal and I was lucky that I got the better family as they didn't marry me off as a 15 year old. My whole life has been really hard and i just want to relax but I can't relax, I don't feel happy anymore, I don't feel any enthusiasm anymore. I have no idea how to get out of this

Thank you! I love your videos! Very inspirational! You are appreciated!🦌🦉🌻

Its incredible to have someone openly talking about painpoints of life, how to navigate through them, and sharing their own experience. Thanks for such inspiring content 🫶

I'm into this journey, too! 🤎✨ What a beautiful soul you have, Ms. Thi. 🤎 I resonate so much with concepts you have mention. And let me just tell you that you have such soothing and calming voice (like Sophie in Malama Life). I'm sure and manifesting that your 118 followers will be 100k+ soon! 🤎 ~ 🤎🤎🤎 from 🇵🇭

Thank you, love 🥰

❤I’m rooted for you Thi

Thankyou.

Very inspiring story of yours! I've been there at my worst and thank you for this beautiful reminders how to navigate those difficult times.

Needed to hear this. Thank you 🤍✨️

This is helpful. Thank you! ❤

Hi Thi, I'm glad I found your channel. I'm also an advocate of personal development and wellness. Thank you so much for showing these amazing ways to self-love. Looking forward to see more of your wisdom.

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Thank you so much! What a lovely video. I'm going to try talking to my childhood photograph. Unique idea 👍🏼

Very genuine, lovely. Thank you 🙏🏼

This is such a comprehensive guide on how to better love yourself, and I’m really thankful that we have people here that are focusing their energy on helping other people find peace and love within themselves. Concept of self-love is often misunderstood, and having correct views and principles like shown in this video is priceless :)

beautiful!

Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom, grace and light! Love you!!

great video i going to share it with my daughter.

Thank you for sharing this wonderful experience. Great ❤ for you for having this exhuberant everlasting moment to heal to recover to rediscover to excell and more greatfull experiences. Such honest genuine sharing. Is there a webside or email for contacting. 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

More people should see this ! Its really crucial to know how to navigate when struggling with limiting beliefs stemming from childhood traumas. I’m saving this video and also the journal prompts, this is priceless 👌, keep it up Thi !

The undeniable and absolute Truth is, the criminal bible writers took all the magic of what is within you and Nature/Universe and turned it into a Jesus that never existed. For example, the 33 years of age of christs death is truly the 33 vertebrae of your spine that contains your divine seven chakra system, that you must activate for spiritual ascension. It is your Spirit channel of Light. Furthermore, the 12 disciples that followed christ around in the bible obviously did not exist either. What the 12 represents is the 12 Cranial nerves in your brain that Ayahuasca activates, and that represents the 12 signs of the Zodiac in astrology, for your inner completion of Universal Cosmic Consciousness of Spirit.,

"You are not just a meaningless fragment in an alien universe briefly suspended between life and death and allowed a few short pleasures followed by pain and ultimate annihilation. Underneath your outer form, you are connected with something so vast, so immeasurable and so sacred, it can't be spoken of. Yet I am speaking of IT now. I am speaking of IT now not to give you something to believe in, but to show you how you can KNOW IT for yourself." - Mother Ayahuasca ;- ) "For the wise man looks into space, and he knows there are unlimited dimensions." - Lao Tzu "You will learn more in the woods than in books. Trees and stones will teach you what you can never learn from masters." - St Bernard "People are so alienated from their own Soul that when they finally meet their Soul with Ayahuasca, they think it came from another Star system." - Terence Mckenna. "Only the Shaman knows that culture is a game, everyone else takes it seriously, that is how the Shaman can do his Magic." - T-Mac .

Letter from Mother Ayahuasca- "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations. I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before. The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you. My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant. Let us share our visions, together. My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made. I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them. My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you. Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools. My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca. "Fear of Self means you never live" Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include: -experiencing pure love and wisdom. -entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !) -realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ). -fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn. -everything is conscious. -entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist) -experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe. -having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine. -reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment. -there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it. -digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them. -a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience. -giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself. -realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow. -during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self. -realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies. -feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time. -meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them. The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be. What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical <3

"With Ayahuasca it will be difficult because you are faced with the most frightening thing that exists, you are faced with Your-Self. And most people don't want this, that's why we keep ourselves so busy with distractions outside ourselves: we read, follow gossip, media, watch tv, movies, go to church, follow fake saviours, follow fashion, follow jobs, follow groups, follow politics, follow sports, we have phones, we travel, look for hobbies, we twitter, follow the crowd, we are always lying to ourselves in the mind, because we don't want to be facing ourselves, that would be terrible. So with Ayahuasca this is what you have to deal with, which is your-Self at that point"~ Fabian Piorkowsky ( Ayahuasca shaman and spiritual master) Ayahuasca will never give you what you want, that is your ego-based mind. What Ayahuasca always Always gives you is what you need , which comes from the infinite intelligence of Nature and the Universe, for your Soul." Time is total illusion in Spiritual reality.

Wow this is a truly amazing story! I’m so proud of your journey. Thank you for sharing with all of us your experience. I can feel the power of it ❤

Im very interested to take ayahuasca but Im quite a creative person and im scared that by taking ayahuasca i will develop schizophrenia. Also the saying “beware of unearned wisdom” always on my mind

saying i love you to your family and to yourself, what a wonderful gift 🥹

A death followed by a glorious rebirth 🥹🥹 you have such a beautiful and brave soul, Thi. ❤

You are so incredibly brave! Love you and thank you for making such a beautiful, respectful heartfelt video.

Brilliant video on this topic.

I relate to this so much, thank you for sharing your story! Love the journal prompts, I'll incorporate that into my journaling today 💖

Just commenting because you’re a new KZbinr and I want to spread engagement your way and I already love your videos so much❤ you’re going to go so far, I already know!!

Thi have enlightened me in Bali, I realized what is love and how to love myself unconditionally. Love is most essential part of self-exploration. Thi is my best teacher for this. Lo aprecio mucho!

Yes to self love ❤ and inner child healing. Super useful video, so much info packed in 11min... well done 👍

Thank you so much for this beautiful and much needed video 🥰

Beautiful work, Thi! 🌸🌅