lil rant <3!! I watch as my friend, only friend interacted with classmates. She seems so happy the others seem to laugh too at her snarky jokes. I watch as a crowd starts forming around our desk. A mix of boys and girls. They are chatting about everything and nothing. Little comments on the annoying teacher, or maybe the boy someone was crushing on. I want to join the conversation it seems so...comfortable. They don't second a glance at me even though I'm sitting right in the middle of everyone. I stay quiet, hah? I would be delusional if I thought I even had a chance to talk to them without them speaking to me like an outsider. I don't get it. Sometimes I try to make hit up small talk. The only thing I got out of that was a few muttered words that barely escape my mouth and and a weird look from the inferior if they even heard me speak without ignoring me midway, or simply pretending i'm not there. Its never me, ever. I have long talks with my friend. She laughs about her quirky friend...I have to keep remembering im the second option, always. When she isn't here im a total loner, I sit on my own. At lunch I hide in the tight stalls decorating my thighs in pen and sharp objects. All day im just mute, looking at others in envy why is it so hard for them to be so carefree, with out freaking out in social situations. Why is it fair that they are the ones are popular, smart and get all the attention. they get the awards when I spent day and night on crappy assignments that get graded lower only because the teachers like THEM more. I only get spoken to when I'm asked about the friend, "Where's xxxx?" like im not even my own person, just someone's friend, nothing too important, i hate it so damn much. They think im stupid because I dont speak. Why is it fair, what am I doing wrong?

One day I'll kiss that girl, commenting this on 29/10/2024. Let's see if it ever happens. :)

idk but i feel connected to this song

Beautiful

bro this song js hits different fr

crying bc ik my next bday will never be as good as this year.

I listen to this every night, falling asleep to it peacefully

ive been listening to this for 3 hours while sewing. ah its relaxing.

This song is my therapy

One the best songs to fuck to

Currently crying to this at midnight because this song makes me think of how much I love my family and friends and don't want them to leave 😢

this is my asmr

😊

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i like this

This song both comforts and hurts me.

it's currently 3:50 am and i can't sleep 🥱

Listening to this song when it’s rainy and completely dark at night is my fav thing ever

this background reminds me of my hometown

Twilight is my comfort movie ❤️

❤ like this song. let me think about the good things in life and it's a really good music.❤thanks you

miss you endlex (2 June-2024)

I remember having the worse break up ever and I was crying so hard to this song .

I miss him.

I’m cooked

help...

Your neck is not a coat, don’t hang it.❤

You're trapped, being hunted by a psycho, but then you stumble upon a rocket launcher with unlimited ammo, and "Sleep Walk" by Santo and Johnny starts playing.

🙏 I get the whole meaning of this song .. I dedicated to the person who brought so much trauma to me

such a diff vibe

The imagery is bugged! Imagine being lost in this place, which looks to be the morgue in an abandoned mental hospital that once housed the worst of the worst serial killers, and suddenly this song comes on.

The night I almost killed myself this popped up and I listened out of pure curiosity. Through insane tears this song convinced me I shouldnt leave just yet. Now I listen to Salvia Palth

🖤

life is starting to feel so draining, I feel like I'm drowning.

Listing to this at 3am wondering if ill meet someone who makes this song come to life for me somewhere beside the ocean under the skies during one of the nights im not saying a relationship i just need someone here with me

Reminds me of a past relationship it’s so hard to date now I don’t even wanna try anymore or put effort it’s not the same and I know it wasn’t important to her but it meant so much to me .

:( I love it but it hurts

Chat I might be cooked ain’t even notice this was an hour and it’s just been playing

Sitting on my back porch watching the rain fall and listening to this …. Perfect!

I lost my friend, Tony, and this song reminds me of her😭😭😭

i'm sorry i left,i was scared,i was bruised,i was hurt,i didn't know how to act.I still don't. I miss you but you're better off without me,i can't handle hurting you ever again like i did.I'm sorry,even though i never had a chance to tell you.I am,and i still feel like throwing whnever i recall to what i did,a silent farewell,i was a coward,truly,find love,not an illusion that someone like me could ever give you,im happy it ended before i would wound you too hard.And it still stings to think abot how you told me to leave,and i did,without any goodbyes.

Can’t stop listening to this it reminds me of a certain feeling just don’t know what feeling tho

this song makes me wanna cut connection w/ everyone ngl

I def have seasonal depression, sadly.😐

remind me of my X

Even though it hurts to listen to this, this song comforts me.

nice i love

He likes somebody else I can’t even be mad I’m just so sad I know I was late like we barely just met and him and her probably been talking I guess but I like him so so much we’re friends I thought we were getting somewhere but maybe I was jus seeing things I think he only acts the way he does towards me is cs he sees me as a really good friend and honestly knowing that makes me feel better atleast we still talk and we’re friends even though he likes somebody else maybe I just need to accept it and move on well it will definitely take some time but ig

listening to this song everyday for one hour isnt enaugh i wanna eat it

this song made me realized a lot of things