In short, I would not be affraid to live with my self 🤣. Oh this guy... I feel certain energy from certain period of time cool I like the energy 🤟😅

Low -key back than I was listening to people and thinking they have acurate picture of me, because I thought that people are objective logical beings🤣 and they don't care as much. Oh... Don't be sad my guy... I still like you.

Eh... Secluded sounds good... It doesn't have to be island... But it sounds good. To be honest yesterday I was somewhere and thought to my self that it is good place for a trip, that if I will have boyfriend, that that would be something that I would take them, because at the top in the forest it end with something like pub so we could somehow go there after exhausting walk 🤟😅 like there are many, but I loved the views particularly... 😅. Besides I know it is probably for the best, but I still do enjoy their stuff it is not like I came there only for soul purpose of whatever they think. I love their stuff it is atleast for me quality and I personally think that it is bull I can't be there, but I kinda keep my distance, not much, but yeah.

I mean... Even when they started with you are too much this or you are too much that... I knew I could not stop with it at the moment because some things get.... You need to work through with them so I stopped. Atleast at that place, rest I take that I am free to do what ever I want it is not like I sent them directly messages. And if I did, it would be damn weird that they would pick only ones that would be useful for them. Although probably... Once I sarcastically said something and one or two people ran with it... Because I tend to somethimes say opposite... Like... If someone hurt me and than stupidly asks why I don't talk to them we tend to say something in lines "because you didn't hurt me" but to be honest I never kinda could shoot the language in the bulls eye... On one hand you are stupid when you try to be as literal as possible to not make mistake on the other hand people are surprised if you use more metaphorical stuff. But yeah... I probably should just... Stop ishing my self from people... Like I low-key don't like that they whiped out that something wasn't true before, but too late they can say it however they can, but the acknowledgement at the beginning started healing process buiach 🤣 hahaha now everyone can say it I am ok with being only one knowing the truth as long as something started my healing process.

But I take being dissrespectfull or immature... Like it is not like you as a person with brain fog and kinda still in survival mode CAN do anything about it, but you do/did it so... You can take responsibility... You know how it goes