I really appreciate your openness. Although I was so embarrassed when this first came out. No one ever died from embarrassment. I was not able to control my emotions when you were little, I apologize for my abusive behaviour towards you. You did not deserve the cruel unhealthy parenting I inflicted upon you. I am so proud of the kind, empathetic, spirited beautiful young lady you’ve become. I love your videos they are very thought provoking. As well they touch me deeply. Love you with all my heart
@TinkDoesMakeup6 жыл бұрын
I have started doing this in the morning and it’s actually helpful!!
@dezjrm6 жыл бұрын
Maidens And Monsters that’s so awesome! I’ve had a really bad habit of waking up in the middle of the night and binge eating. But the last 3 nights I’ve done this before bed, when I wake up I remember all the affirmations I read earlier. Then I just go back to bed, and I don’t wake up hating myself. So It’s like breaking the cycle of binging through the day, cause I tell myself again in he AM
@sav55006 жыл бұрын
I just discovered your channel!! Sorry to hear that you are hurting, but it is so inspiring to see your resilience and desire to achieve your goals! I am also starting my prep for WBFF Transformation Division 2018 I'll be competing in the Chicago show in July and my main goal is qualifying for worlds in Vegas! I absolutely believe in you and I look forward to watching your progress! Please connect with me on Instagram @sav_thevegan if you have one so we can cheer each other on! Good luck, girl! I want to start filming my prep and weekly check ins mostly for added accountability-so keep your eyes peeled for videos *hopefully* :) LETS DO THIS!!!!
@TinkDoesMakeup6 жыл бұрын
I’m so glad I came across your channel because we are super similar! I lost 100 lbs and I am struggling with binging too. Mine are super bad. I’ve committed to prepping for an NMA transformation show to get back on track. We got this!
@dezjrm6 жыл бұрын
YES WE WILL!! Thanks for subscribing, you are the first subscriber that I don't actually know. This is huge!! I'm soo happy to have you here :)
@liveoninmyhart17 жыл бұрын
Thank you Desi. You are so very incredible and beautiful. You have inspired me watching and listening to you. I had started creating monologues of some of my stories, memories, perceptions a few years ago and had thought of what to do with them. I'd also thought of how beautiful it is to express things from your heart and put it out publicly but guess haven't had the courage to do so. I really appreciate your sharing and admire you so much. Much love, respect and admiration. Great aunt, Emalene ✊ 💞💞💞💞
@tamazing977 жыл бұрын
THAT'S MY GIRL! You are an incredible human being, so strong and passionate. I love you ❤
@dezjrm7 жыл бұрын
Tamara Templeman Thanks for the Support!! I LOVE YOU TOO!! ❤❤❤
@mariamfawaz69217 жыл бұрын
THATS MY BESTFRIEND!! Very strong and very brave of you , the best is yet to come ( insert heart emoji here) sorry, I'm using my laptop lol
@dezjrm7 жыл бұрын
Mariam Fawaz Oh My Gawd I love you!! 😭💕💕
@holisticheaven7 жыл бұрын
Keep it up Des! 💕 I can't wait to see more from you 😊
@dezjrm7 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the comment!! I will try my best not to dissapoint 💛💛