I keep a knife in my room, said knife is not sharp enough to make someone bleed (i learned this in someway :3), i made a promise to not use knives because of it hurting and it doesnt work. I have not broken that promise, but, it is the only promise i have kept for this long, and it may break like the others

THIS IS SO GOOD OMG

the way my heart dropped just listening to the first beats of the playlist

who had a grammerly add before this, ruined the mood.

Me at my all Problem is drawing a scary Thing 🙄because it Make me fill more relaks.....

im still tryna hold back my feelings even when im alone

me cause tiktoks being banned >:3

One time my friend pulled me into a different group of friends I had no clue who they were and I went to the bathroom and when I’m walking I hear the person I don’t know say about me that I was too short and was ugly for the group so once my friend heard that she slapped the hell out of that girl

This is literally me. Like there's an invisible wall between me and people...

Yo that’s my WhatsApp pfp! how lovely…

Naaah i lost it a long time ago ❤ Good luck strengers ❤

i just cant with life my girl moved to Australia and has not texted me in 5 weeks im scared shes cheating on me im depressed sad and just want it to end, kyra if your reading this i love you so so so much text me goodbye kyra:( and goodbye world im going to war and never coming back if you see this and your sad too fix your life your life is better than my life goodbye world im going to die alone and sad...

Dear whoever is reading this, Hey you, yes you. I want you to know that you are doing amazing so far, with accomplishing so much already. If you're ever feeling like you need to just talk to someone or you need alone time, then let the world know that. Instead of keeping it to yourself, talk to someone. It feels so much better. And if you don't, that's okay too. I want you to also know that you have made it so far in life already, why give up? Yeah things may not be going your way, but you can't let that stop you. You're doing so great. Don't give up on everyone.

This gas my guy 😼🔥

Tomorrow is my friend's birthday, i drew her portrait and I hope she would like it...

I hold my pillow acting like its my boyfriend because i miss him when i listen to this😢

whats the song at 9:55

0:00 - teen idle 4:47 - softcore 8:24 - jealous 10:50 - gilded lily 15:25 - cigarette duet 20:45 - I bet on losing dogs 24:16 - step on me 28:27 - spit in my face

Yesterday I told my friends that I miss them when after 2-3 weeks of seperation, I was expecting to be laughet at... but the reaction was diffrent. They told me they miss me as well, I think I finnaly have true friends that will be there to support me and will never judge me. I finnaly feel happy that no one judged me when I show my true emotions

Hello , someone is destroyed on the inside but on the outside they are pretending?tiemblan My hands shake, I grab my head, thinking about why he touched me, knowing that I'm shit, I'm no good and that I'm a spoiled fool because I don't control myself, my anxiety gets the best of me, I think about how he has my heart in his hands and I don't value it, what do I do? so that this thought stops even knowing that it won't stop that it will be infinite that I will worry all my life that I can be fine but PRETENDING!! PRETENDING, no one notices it is horrible what I think Is there a parasite in me? I need an answer an answer I have been trying to cure myself for 4 years but I can't no one notices NOBODY?!?!!?please help help someone??someone??a terrible weight on my body while tears run down my faceiemblan:(

I don’t cvt because I’m sad anymore but because it’s a feeling I can’t live without because of how much I would do it

The reason why im listening is because im gay but idk what to tell my parents im scared to tell them idk what to tell them idk what they would think im scared

Should've added stratosphere by duster, it is WAY worse than these songs, it should amplify agony

when song start i was back in past ):

how the hell am I alive rn

bro like...i hate it when someone says "lol you are not depressed or not having issues about your anger and family ahahjash" (bro like seriously? im taking antidepressants.) sometimes it just hits hard that internet understands you more than everybody in your life ...

Im slowly going insane and losing my mind i cant handle anything anymore i just want to leave this place already but im to young to i have a whole future ahead of me that i dont want to miss Why is it when im depressed im always like this ive been like this since 7th grade almost finishing the year of 8th grade i soon will be in high school time sure does go by fast aint i right Im suffering from depression and from my social anxiety my anxiety has gotten worse than it used to be i dont like being stared at or near people because all i hear is gossip about me and how i get treated by others i just hate how people are now i wish we could go back to our old days were it was only the good times in life 😢😖😣

all these fake ass dawgs who trying to be emo fr

love this!.. new sub

This is exactly how I feel. whenever I have to say something, even if it’s something small I start to shake and sweat. It probably takes about 20 minutes for me to work up the courage to say that one small thing… once I was at school and I saw someone with a cool shirt, I wanted to complement them on it but I just couldn’t :(

tears running down my face and my chest feels like theres a weight on it while listening to this...

My life is hard i hate myself im ugly i have family issues i have fake friend's that use me for money and life is hard and some people don't care and float away from reality

this playlist feels way too relatable. 😐 but love this playlist 😊❤️

This is Pig. 🐸 He's a frog. A really loving frog. And Pig cares about you. Pig also knows that some stranger on the internet can't fix your sadness but a hug will pause it for a bit. So here's a hug from Pig. 🐸❤ Pig's hugs are contagious and the goal is to pause as much sadness as possible. So everyone spread Pig's hugs in attempt to make it happen :)

This makes me realize how depressing my life really is and how depressed I am even if I don’t think I am I probably am I mean here I am at 2:30 am listening to music while just sitting in a chair doing nothing. It makes me realize how bad my mental health has come to be over the years I can act happy and friendly but it’ll never change how I actually am in reality.

My hands shaking,my tears dropping and ı cant stop it wgen ım in panic attack. But there is nothing,why ı getting attack?Im scared. Im scared of losing my mind. Everyone sees normal to cry,but anormalizes to be happy. I cant help but laugh when ı cry. I just cant help it. Im starting to tear up when ı get yelled. I hate my dad. I hate nobody expect my dad. Even the girl who harassed me. I dont hate her,ıdk why ı just cant. I cant hate my ex bf who cheat on me,ı cant. Idc if they arent love me if ı love them. İts hurts. I need help,my parents wont let me.

hi everybody. I know it's hard for ya'll and I know how it feels to sink into this saddness. I know that you probably try to make yourself happy by playing happy songs etc. But sometimes...you're just drowning into deep dark depression and you can't get out. Sometimes...you feel like sadness has become your comfort feeling- which of course is not okay. But...I have one thing to say, maybe two, maybe three I know you're trying, you are trying hard and that is enough. I know...deep inside...you wanna feel happy and I believe you're gonna do it, that you'll be finally happy. Even though you feel like nobody cares- they care. Even some strangers care about you, like me. I read you're comments and I feel sorry for ya'll. It's gonna be fine, I promise you, take care everyone </3

Ty for this for me this time a year sucks my step dad and mum arent togther anymore the one family meber i love is not mentally ok and my step dad mum my grandma past away around they holiday so i go numb and idk what to do anymore i just cant but im the happy go lucky friend and cant tell anyone

Take care everyone. It's gonna be alright </3

I wanna go with energy boost playlist but after seeing caption I can't control my fingers to play this❤‍🩹😔

as a person with social anxiety, i couldn’t relate more.

wow so nice❤❤❤

I go to school and I hate the amount of people. During gym I was picked last and people just stood there some chatting. But it felt like their eyes were on me. It felt like they were judging me and it felt like they were staring at me and it was like the staring never stopped. I hated it. I wanted to cry.Maybe I am overacting. Maybe I am just tired. How pathetic of me.

I have social anxiety, I got so worse that it was normal for not to talk, and then people got super mad at it and told me to talk when I didn't even know what to say

literally, no one gets it either, in 6th I got yelled at by my ELA teacher for having a panic attack because they were tryna make us do a ceremony thingy and there was 6th 7th and 8th grade in the gym and like u got scared and started crying and it turned into a panic attack and that was literally the worst day ever cuz I got yelled at infront of my whole grade but like I can’t control it- and since that day I started having panic attacks in school daily and my mom had to come check me out so many times, it stopped for a while but randomly one day in 7th grade I had an anxiety attack in class which I thought was weird cuz I hadn’t had one in a while, I still get them from time to time but not as much, but when I’m in a social area I panic a lot and I try to avoid it as much as I can, the other day me and my dad went to eat at a fast food restaurant, but there was SO MANY people there and I got anxious abt it, then he started screaming at me saying “nobody even cares about you, they’re literally just minding their business you’re not special they’re not gonna look at you” and then he drove off and I felt bad because he was bringing me back to my moms and he hadn’t eaten anything yet because he went to church in the morning and we were at the gas station next door to the restaurant and I asked if we could go back and I’ll try to not worry abt the people and he got mad and told me that next time he just won’t feed me so that I can see how it feels. It hurt really bad because I’m not in a very good mental state right now and I’m really sensitive to top it off. But it’s crazy how he gave me so much trauma as a child, literally has no custody over me, always tries to shit talk my mom, always argues with me over the smallest things when I go over there, and tries to lay his mental struggles on me, like I’m 13 with my own mental problems, you’ve been telling me about how you’ve been struggling since I was NINE what am I supposed to do about that? Ik he just wants pity because he always tells people about the things ‘my mom did’ which I know aren’t true because I WAS THERE and yea I feel bad that he’s struggling mentally but what am I supposed to do about it? I don’t even know how to help myself.. and like he’s put me through so much and still does to this day and he wants me to go live with him- like what makes you think that I want to? Ever since he quit drinking and stuff I thought he changed but he still has the same mentality which I never liked, I hope he can get better and break out of that mentality, he literally moved states because people found out about his lies.. he literally called the police on my mom SEVERAL times telling them my mom doesn’t have me in a stable environment, like what? My mom isn’t perfect but she does try, and my environment has never been unstable. She doesn’t fully understand me and I wish she did and I wish that she would’ve handled what happened a while ago a little better but like at the end of the day I see her trying, and raising 3 kids isn’t easy. What u find crazy tho is my dad, who had addictions at this time, called the police on my mom.. like um? He’s honestly put me through so much and my mom has given him so many chances but sometimes it gets so bad that I want to cut him out of my life again.

what if they think im annyoing? why am i stuttering so much? is my voice annyoing? do i look good? why are they looking at me so much? am i talking to much? do they think im ugly? whats wrong with me?...those are the thoughts that come to me. i dont know if its social axinety but i mianly happens when im in pubilc. but im fine right?

good job! :D looks awesome!

UNDERATED✨✨✨💗💗💗💗💗

REALLY COOOL

Si like the animation 🗣️🔥