I’m sorry you have to go through that <:[ Off topic, uh, I LOVE UR PLUSHIES- AXOLOTL!! 🎉 Sorry- Uh, hope you’re okay, enjoying life, and happy with yourself. And if you’re not, I hope you do soon ❤
@Kittykattys_domain6 ай бұрын
I want to say my own take on being demisexual I am demisexual but I'm leaning more to being just asexual but but I am demisexual I have had people ask me a lot about being demisexual and being like isn't that just normally being like a person and my take on it personally is a lot of people go into relationships thinking oh I'm going to have like intercourse with this person I am going to be sexually attracted to them and I like when I have kids with them and I want to do this and that and that can be sexual but in my personal experience I go into relationships only expecting platonic and romantic feelings until I form a deep enough like connection or bond with them to the point where I start having like sexual thoughts and desires to actually be sexual with that person but a lot of times it is going into a relationship and being only romantically or platonically attracted to a person instead of just being sexual sexual stuff comes like a lot later especially for me because a lot of times it's hard to form bonds with people including like what I've gone throughI find it a lot easier to just say I'm going into the relationship only expecting romantic or platonic attraction until sexual attraction arises and that actually happens like I can see someone and say oh they're hot like I like them romantically but do I see myself being sexual with them no not at the moment but if I form a strong bond with them and I'm like connected with them in a certain way yeah I might have sexual feelings for them but it's a lot different than just being like oh that's normal you don't have sexual feelings for someone immediately it's a lot different and more complex when you actually like it's a lot more complex when you're actually going through it and you actually experienced it
@Kittykattys_domain6 ай бұрын
Sorry if that didn't make sense that's just like my own take on being demisexual in my situation it's different for everyone it's a spectrum and stuff like being a sexual is a spectrum and there's many different terms for being a certain person in the asexual community
@JAZZLEGIBBS7 ай бұрын
I have adhd lol
@sirajummanirshah7 ай бұрын
I am waiting for your reply
@dallassurbaugh92709 ай бұрын
We have a ghost alter too. Ours is a holder of very severe trauma and we don't have much access to him. It's possible Forgottens role in your system is similar. The fog may be dissociation to keep the trauma from coming in to your conscience mind. Our dissociation is often represented by fog
@ferretflashes17219 ай бұрын
Are you eventually going to post a part two to this video? Sorry I don't mean to sound rude or anything especially since I know that you said you're taking a break from this channel I'm just curious.
@fenixmeaney617010 ай бұрын
For us, that word is "lazy" For similar reasons. "Childish" is something to be protected, and nurtured. It's a part of us that we protectors long to be reunited with.
@madisonkilgore197211 ай бұрын
Im 13 and get called childish all the time because of plushies. I don’t know why people think one can be to old for plushies or for anything like that for that matter. Childish is one of the worst words out there. People shouldn’t get called that just for expressing themselves and being excited about things they like. Please don’t let them get to you. Im so sorry that happens to you guys. If someone is going to judge you on what you like they are not worth it.
@ketunpoika Жыл бұрын
Oh wow, I... I think we may have a similar alter, actually. I hadn't realised before that they may actually be their own alter, but damn. You seem to be so, so, so similar to what a former (main?) host of ours was, and there is still a big part of them within us. [A subsequent host even changed our formal name to a word meaning 'mist'.] I think they are perhaps not a ghost but... invisible? I also think it was good for them to be able to see themself in you - to see that there exists another one somehow similar than they are. Thank you. - Luukas
@KayleeTheCollective Жыл бұрын
Lovely to meet you all! Thanks for your courage in sharing 🌷
@Keijis_Kneepads Жыл бұрын
this is so real- SO REAL
@Keijis_Kneepads Жыл бұрын
yeah... ❤️
@soccerandtrack10 Жыл бұрын
The 2nd 1,(nazis 100% takeing away freedom people for searching stuff by themselves and only showing the random gay stuff./nazis dont even like thinking about freedom unless its for nazis.)
@System_Spark Жыл бұрын
I know these plushies are just representations really, but my partner also has an emotional support demon and was immensely giddy when he got it. It’s one of his favorite things and it brought me a lot of joy seeing how happy he was to see it and squish it. He’s in his mid 30s. Don’t let anyone dismiss your joy just because they can’t find theirs. ❤
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
I love the emotional support demon. The amount of autistic joy I felt when it arrived is hard to put into words
@obscureinternet7506 Жыл бұрын
Have you gotten a proper diagnosis or are you self-diagnosed?
@ferretflashes17215 ай бұрын
They have now
@thecat31 Жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOUR HAIR
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@thecat31 Жыл бұрын
@@nerdyenbyandace nppppp
@grahamsmith8252 Жыл бұрын
Stop just stop. Stop pretending all you are doing is hurting folks. So stop pretending. 😊
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
It's funny that you are so worried about me hurting someone while actively doing exactly what I explained would hurt us most. You can't diagnose or undiagnose someone based on a short video they decide to share. This, exactly this, fake-claiming without the proper reasons is what hurts the community not us using our voices to share our experiences and advocate for ourselves. If you care about the DID community as you claim you should know that much at least.
@Dinosaur_Bugz Жыл бұрын
I have this too I am constantly sick, missing school, and feeling shitty bc of anxiety.
@saegemehlfee Жыл бұрын
I'm sure there are a lot of heterosexual women out there who would prefer a bubble bath and a chill in bed than him appearing with some new cutlery and expecting her to cook for him 😅
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Definitely
@DIDmyOSDDshine-oq3cg Жыл бұрын
It was really nice to meet you, Forgotten. We have unhuman alters too, and those who front rarely. Always interesting to hear from such perspectives.
@MamaTrauma Жыл бұрын
Compassion is a wonderful name. ❤
@nightvigilante7767 Жыл бұрын
if theres no original than they erased whoever this girl was from existence
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
That's not really accurate. Think about it like this, if you were to drop a bowl and it breaks which of the pieces is the original? They all are. And they all have a new form and stand for themselve. It is a flawed analogy in part but I think it illustrates the "original" thing pretty well. Yes, obviously none of us are like we were before we split so in that sense you're right. However, that's a very harsh way to put it and can lead to misunderstandings. Additionally, no one is the same as they were yesterday but we don't say you "erased" the version of yourself from yesterday from existence. Obviously, things like trauma will have a bigger impact but phrasing it like that doesn't feel right. We had to split to survive, even though it is now difficult to live with. I don't know who I would have been without the trauma and if I hadn't to dissociate to that degree. Obviously, I wish it never happened and that I could have been safe from these experiences. But to put it like that feels like putting part of the blame on us as a system (which you probably didn't intend to say). Like we actively erased who we were because we wanted to, which isn't the case.
@silly.guy.404 Жыл бұрын
Ooooo is that the comfort demon I see? The Clicks little demon boi?
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Yes! ☺️✨
@JennCampbell Жыл бұрын
This was very brave. Congratulations on your courage. Perhaps soft silence is comfortable silence, as opposed to awkward or anxiety provoking silence? ❤
@CrochetAddictHere Жыл бұрын
OMG I left a comment like 3 months ago or sth and i got a notification, i started watching the click meanwhile and i see that you have an emotional support demon!! I love it i want one😭💜
@saegemehlfee Жыл бұрын
nooo never stop thats the most beautiful way a person can interact with life x
@fadinglight1210 Жыл бұрын
You and me both school Ishard and draining. There it time where you could be gone on minute then another your freaking out unsure how you got there. ADHD is a pain and drains your mental health and phycal heath by doing that. Stressing out over the smallest things can lead to a even bigger problem then before. But all this to say take some time to recover and relax. Do what you love the most.
@T0Gth3Mighty_369 Жыл бұрын
Put that girl into a mental health hospital and get her soon serious help . This gen-z society has gotten way out of control . All of them need a good old slap back to reality ( not a physical slap , maybe for some but in other cases like this one , they need the help they need before they do something horrible to themselves .
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Bro, literally wtf. Do you even know anything about this topic? Like did you do so much as a goggle search on OSDD-1 or DID?
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Also, please don't call me a "girl". I'm neither a minor nor female.
@animalloverandericadetmer5485 Жыл бұрын
Y'all are so brave and thank you for introducing yourself forgotten and everyone else in the system you're all amazing wonderful brave people thank y'all for what you're doing
@Tsukishima_post_se4_ASD_ADHD_ Жыл бұрын
Looks good friend
@beamily1829 Жыл бұрын
Nice to meet you! We have a dead/ghost alter too. Hope you’re doing well!
@NONAME-fm3pf Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing, it’s really nice to learn more about you, Forgotten!
@eithela775 Жыл бұрын
Hello Forgotten, thank you for sharing more about yourself. We have a few non-human members as well, and it's nice to see other systems who have them and share about them.
@ehlara_draws9264 Жыл бұрын
It’s really nice to learn more about you, Forgotten!
@eithela775 Жыл бұрын
and then you have moments where the adhd and littles team up against you
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
We are currently sitting in a big box on the floor, halfway covered by our dinner table so that we have a "house with a roof and windows" and a "balcony".... In short: yeah very relatable.
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
And no I did not get the task done 😭
@eithela775 Жыл бұрын
@@nerdyenbyandace oh no! but i'm also right there with you&, been sitting on cleaning my room for a couple days now. also, we love your hair, it's very colorful
@Mocokie_Cookie Жыл бұрын
We could never judge any of you! If someone does, please ignore them they don't know anything. Thank you all for posting this and explain things. Not that it's anyone's business. We love you all so much and you all are amzing and are doing great. I know this dosent mean anything but I'm proud of you all! Take care!
@Mocokie_Cookie Жыл бұрын
Also I'm gonna do some more research about this! I like studying about all types of things
@tanyaboeckmans821 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this open and real video. So beautiful to see. You didn´t fail at all. The chaos is what makes it real. How much we would want to, sticking to a plan doesn´t go well. It helps to see someone with osdd and struggling with it. Believing the trauma was bad enough and that you´re not faking it.
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Thank you! I'm glad that our video could help in some way.
@sunflowerseeds1307 Жыл бұрын
I love the shirt Hana is wearing, where you got it from? - Alyx
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Thank you! We got it at a summer camp for acting and film making.
@conlon4332 Жыл бұрын
It sucks that people say that. Being childish so no bad thing... I love toys. It's such a lie that you need to "grow up" like literally what is the point? Just keep doing things you enjoy.
@NONAME-fm3pf Жыл бұрын
How is it? Hope you can enjoy yourself, take Care! 💕
@xx-sof-xx Жыл бұрын
Fellow system here! Super brave of you all to share this. It is so incredibly nervewrecking "coming out" as having (p)did/osdd-1. We just got your video recommended and we don't know your channel yet, but we hope you're doing well! <3 for us it was such a relief to find other systems and see that we weren't alone in these experiences. I hope this will be healing for you all - I know it's been for us
@yukikoitara3932 Жыл бұрын
4:33 Not the strawberrypockys 😂 Even if you had struggles, you made it there. That‘s great, right?
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Absolutely, it went much better than I thought it would!
@eprohoda Жыл бұрын
mate~Salut~this is super ~take crae. )
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Thank you ☺️
@TheNightGalaxySystem Жыл бұрын
i really like your guy’s videos! keep it up! 💚
@Annalian671 Жыл бұрын
stupid, especially since everyone has different standards, and the fact that sometimes they can be insulting. I love your plushiest, they’re really adorable! They’re NOT childish, they’re amazing and they look very soft. You are stupid she my best friend
@SarahJRivera Жыл бұрын
We're a bit late to the party here, but we just found your channel, and this video, and... wow, as a system who has, what we can best describe as, "experiences paralleling those of people with OSDD-1b", this is absolutely amazing that you guys are putting yourselves out there and willing to express yourselves openly. We've been working on trying to be more open with others, ourselves, and are making progress, but major props for taking this step forward. You definitely have 9 more here that have your back on this. Stay awesome, and keep being yourselves. <3
@nerdyenbyandace Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I'm so happy that you found our channel and enjoy the content we created so far! We currently struggle a bit with uploading new content but we are working on it. I'm so happy to see other systems in the comments, it means a lot to me! - Compassion
@SarahJRivera Жыл бұрын
@@nerdyenbyandace Thank you for taking the time to reply, Compassion! And don't worry about the upload rate. I can only imagine the feeling of pressure that might come with being a KZbinr, but it should be fun and inspired, not work and forced. That, and I know life can be... preoccupying. Just know that you all are doing great, are amazing, and have already been a positive force in this world. <3