Where can I find this, its so close but so far away.

Don’t worry guys when we die we sleep forever

I love the idea of snow, I've never seen it up close but it looks magical

Once dreamed about my mom dropping me off in an empty parking lot next to a massive grey school building, i hesitated whilst walking up the stairs to the door, turned around, mom and car were gone. walked towards the lot where the car stood, her phone had been left behind, unlocked. went into the gallery for some reason. all images featuring her face were distorted in unglodly and inhumane proportions and high contrast, all images where she was with another person her face was high contrast, eyes nothing but giant white circles with black dots and other people in the images looked normal. i have never felt such a sense of loss and dread I woke up bathed in sweat and literally crying, went downstairs and hugged my mum.

о да, то что нужно.. сейчас пол третьего ночи, мне нужно вставать в семь утра и идти в художку, потом в школу.. но я тут и меня это устраивает. Люблю зиму, люблю идти по улице в темноте, видеть снегопад и испытывать такие же чувства как от этого плейлиста

I feel like a balloon tied to a rock so light and yet I can’t move as I want

November 2024.

I don't have a horrible home life, but I don't think home is supposed to have so much pain, illness, and never feeling safe. I'm sick currently and I've realized again, this is how I'm going to get treated till I'm 18. 3+ years of being treated like I've always have. I'm sick, puking and having all types of fluids get out of me, and yet I'm still forced to go to school with a literal pale face and an extra pair of underwear. I used to able to sleep at home, have soup, watch TV and just let my body flush everything out. Last time that was allowed fully was once in 3 years. Now my door is being pounded on cause I'm not awake, I have to hide my food so I don't puke, have accidents in my seat in secret, fall over whenever I walk or get up too fast, and have to sleep during lunch or on the bus. All I get is Pepto-Bismol and homework.

APHEX TWIIIIN HELL YEAH!!! >w< <3

هل من الممكن زوجي يرجع؟طفلي؟اهلي؟ هل يوجد فرص اخرة؟

The snow here is.... nice. Listen with me; until our eyes never think to open again.

1:45 this part is so cute tho! :3

Я не высыпался уже дня 4, благо что всего 4 .Не успеваю ничего днем, сплю прям на уроках. Знали бы вы как я люблю такие плейлисты, благослови Господи их авторов пожалуйста. Почему то многих пугает такая атмосфера, а мне она кажется до жути родной. Сколько раз я испытывал это чувство на проятжении всей жизни, я и в правду будто возвращаюсь в какой то духовный дом.Обожаю это чувство отчужденности, хорошо, что оно не бывает слишком долгим. Комментарий без смысла, без сути, без формулировки мылсей, все как я люблю. Мира вам, читающий , над головами, мира вам в душе, счастья и улыбок на вашем лице и лицах ваших любимых , родных и близких❤

real real

0:13 🎶 1:04 🎶 1:48

я всё дальше падаю в пучину своих проблем, которые сама себе создаю. я ненавижу себя больше, чем кого-либо другого на земле.

Frozen in my memories of ignorance and freedom. I was Unaware of how precious this time is . Life is about the people in your life not about every little desire being met. I’ve lost everyone I’ve ever been close to and care for me. I would always pick self over anyone . One day I learned the hard way. It can always be worse. You could drown …

Yoyo! Heal isn't made by Pentagon afaik, its the OST to the game ICO! :D

:3

Chilling in my own bc nobody wants to chill w me 🙏🏾

13:40 - песня, которую слушаю уже минимум 4 года, она не столь ранит душу как исцеляет...

does anyone else here actually want to sleep forever?? thatd be soooooo nice

Listen to this isn’t enough I need to inject this playlist into my brain and play it on repeat. I want this playing to be every fibers of my being

I wish I could inject this playlist into my vein

time stamp and Song: 00:00 Limerence - Yves Tumor 02:45 Great Mother In the Sky - Lionmilk 04:52 I - Aphex Twin 06:05 Heal - Pentagon 07:42 Clouds - Hiroshi Yoshimura 13:40 Rhubarb - Aphex Twin 21:14 Alien Observer - Grouper 25:14 ? 26:49 ・✧(๑ඕัළ*.。 *¨°。 - ⣎⡇ꉺლ༽இ•̛)ྀ◞ ༎ຶ ༽ৣৢ؞ৢ؞ؖ ꉺლ 28:49 Poison Tree - Grouper

Beautiful 🎉☆

the second song made my laptop cold wow :o

22:12 in love

eu finalmente consegui dormir tranquila com isso, obrigada

Thank you

2 nyan cats

ノイズクオータリーのプレイリストから！

I miss the snow. I love how it absorbs the sound.

21:18 i need namee

Nice playlist ^_^ it reminds me of the colder days of the year🍂❄

Eww 😂

What crap is this? 😂😂😂😂😂😂YUCKSSSS this is so teribble

3:45 SCANDAL!

I need this on Apple Music PLEASEE

primmie

this is art

ICO SAVE OST!!!

Hatsune miku💀

This suited my sleepiness pretty well, they were nice 36 minutes of working tks

Primmie #1

perfect

Ive actually been somewhere extremely similar to this whilst it was snowing. Being there by yourself irl is a surreal experience

Keep on posting please!! 🙏

“Quit playing with that p-“ oops wrong song But this is 😊

this helps with my stage of depression