Would say to YOU.. this was why I started to Love YOU.. you wrote when I was at the Most Lowest of the time of my Life and has fixed this Broken Heart by telling me all of this.. I been waiting for YOU.. but YOU never came.. the door was never locked because it is YOU who I been waiting for.. I would be working in the Flower Shop.. waiting if YOU would ever show UP.. but you would never come.. It broke my Heart because what If YOU would stop by.. even just for Once.. I was Not asking for a long time.. even just for few seconds.. it would been enough for Me.. but YOU never came.. working in the Flower Shop without YOU was the most difficult thing for Me because I would be waiting.. even though I knew deep in my Heart that YOU would never show UP.. just hoping that it would be you who would knock on the door.. asking for me to open that door in the Work Shop.. in that flower Work Shop.. I would cry many nights of thinking of YOU.. just remembering all of the memories we shared together in that Shop.. I would watch YOU with the camera.. lights flashes as YOU would take pictures of the Flowers.. asking me about how it grew.. the place where I would planted in the soil.. I would even take you to the spots.. back in the garden.. where YOU would see the flowers in full bloom.. matured and sprung UP for YOU to take a look.. YOU would smile.. I would watch YOU holding that camera in front.. as I would watch YOU looking through the camera Lens and taking pictures of the flowers back in the Garden.. I wanted to Hold YOU.. I wanted to Pull you closer to me.. around my arms I wanted to feel YOU inside.. but I would stop myself of getting closer to YOU.. I wanted to get close.. I wanted to walk and stand beside YOU.. just to feel for seconds.. How you would feel in my arms.. How would you breathe.. How about the sound of the beating of Your Heart.. can I hear it.. will my Heart also make the same sound of Your Heart.. I wanted to get close.. just to see how it would feel.. YOU in my arms.. I wanted you near.. I wanted you close.. I was so close because I would walk but I would stop to step back.. It hurts me because I wanted to feel YOU in my arms.. But I just could not get closer.. Because I knew that YOU would push me to say Back Off.. Just Now How it feels.. Just thinking about YOU.. brings so Much Joy and happiness.. I would smile a lot.. My Heart be moving in a way I just can't control.. my emotions just wants to pour Out to YOU.. I want to stop.. I can't control myself because It has been Hard lately.. Missing YOU is so Hard.. at the same Time.. it brings me a lot of tears.. that I can't stop myself crying.. I don't want to show YOU any more tears.. but It hurts to know that YOU don't want to come close.. so Far.. so Near.. so Close.. the distance between Us.. leaving me to Be hurt.. missing YOU all the time.. but I want to get close.. NO Matter How I feel.. as long as it is YOU.. I will always Love YOU.. don't ask me why do I keep on hurting myself but still loves YOU.. as I am sitting on the Chair.. I am looking at Your Picture.. it is YOU when YOU were with me at the Flower Shop.. holding a flower in Your Hand.. with such a Beautiful Smile.. I remember that it was the day I wanted to show YOU the New Flowers that has been reached the Full Bloom stage.. it was back in the Garden.. the Same camera you were using to take many pictures of the flowers.. I would ask YOU.. take one of the Flowers from the Bed in the back of this Garden.. I watched you lower yourself.. grabbed and pulled the Flower Out.. and telling me that it is this One.. that it is the Most Beautiful One.. Your Favorite and I do remember leading YOU back into the Flower Work Shop.. YOU were standing by the wall.. and Holding the flower in your Hand.. I would have the Camera in my hands.. My eye would look through the lens of the Camera.. I would see YOU.. my finger stopped at the Button.. because what if this be the last picture I could take from this Camera.. this Fear came all over me.. shaking and trembling from the Inside.. I stopped my finger to press.. YOU were wondering why I could not click the Button.. My Heart would skip.. trying to find if there is a Beat.. I would take a deep breathe and my finger presses the Button and the light switches and it takes the Picture of YOU.. when I put the Camera Down.. I am looking at the Wall.. in the Flower Work Shop.. I only see the wall.. I don't see YOU there.. and with me is the Same Picture.. it was the last time I took the picture of YOU because the Next day.. YOU told me that YOU are not going to work with me at the Flower Shop.. that YOU have find someone that YOU love.. and that YOU are going with Him.. and I felt my world turn upside down.. I felt that everything be crumbling.. I saw YOU leave as the Door closes behind me.. I would sit on the Floor.. I would cry Loud and wail More.. I just couldn't control these emotions when it is torn apart.. I would Beat with my hand on my Chest.. I would Hit it so Hard.. I just couldn't stop hitting my Chest.. wanting to Pull my Heart out.. It hurts me because all I see is YOU.. YOU leaving me behind and I am left alone at the Flower Work Shop.. everything began to fall apart.. I started to drink a lot.. heavy into drinking.. crash and burn.. falling apart and falling down.. I just don't wanted to get UP any more.. I just couldn't handle this Kind of Pain.. it was killing me from the Inside.. How can I erase this Pain that is eating me from the Inside.. How can I get rid of this Kind of Hellish Pain.. I just wanted to Die.. for years I felt this way.. I felt like I wanted to give UP.. but.. for some reason.. if I truly love YOU.. I know that I needs to get back UP and try to live.. try to live the best I can.. so that One day I am able to see YOU again and the Day I see YOU.. I will never let YOU GO.. I decided to go and get my Heart check.. if something is wrong with me.. is it My Heart who has the Problem.. or is it just Me.. I came to the Clinic.. just to check my Heart.. I feel so ill.. I feel so Sick.. because I been thinking about YOU too much lately.. I wanted to forget.. I wanted to erase YOU off my Mind so I called to make an Appointment.. so that I can get a Heart surgery.. and I been sitting down on this chair.. waiting for the Doctor to call my Name.. for the Doctor to see me.. I wanted the Doctor to Know that I want to get rid of this Heart.. I put my name on the List.. had many people waiting in the line sitting on the chairs.. the assistant calls My name to go into a room.. NOW.. I go into the Room.. waiting for the doctor.. and as I sit patiently waiting for the Doctor.. I am looking at your Picture.. Looking at YOU holding the flower in your hand.. standing by the wall.. Before I came to this Clinic Office.. I went over this Moring to the Flower Work Shop.. as I walked inside the Work Shop.. I would stand there alone.. LOOKING at the Wall where YOU would stand.. I would look at the empty Wall.. looking at the picture of YOU holding.. the same spot.. you were standing with a smile holding the flower.. the Last time I saw YOU is when I took this Picture.. it hurts Me more.. I would.. the Flower Work Shop was dark and I would be standing alone.. crying looking at the Picture of YOU.. which it was the last time YOU stood by this Wall.. and I just can't let YOU go.. WHY is it me who has to let it Go.. why is it YOU who has to hurt Me.. why can't I ever hurt you and I would look at the Wall.. where YOU would stand the last time and I would scream because my Heart.. It wanted to shatter into pieces.. WHY did YOU have to leave me for someone else.. WHY can't YOU ever know how much I love YOU.. why don't you see me.. WHY can't you see me as the Person who loves you the Most.. and I would again cry.. looking at the wall.. after looking at the Picture of YOU where YOU once stood by this wall.. I would fall to the ground.. and I just can't.. why can't I just let YOU GO.. it is killing me so Bad.. why can't I let YOU GO.. what is it about YOU holding unto me.. like a stronghold.. and I would cry loud.. wailing.. hitting my hand against my chest.. It hurts me just too much because I want to be loved by YOU.. why can't YOU see me for once.. HOW ABOUT ME.. you know that I can love YOU better.. YOU know that I can love YOU more.. I can even love you stronger.. just please give me a chance.. just one chance.. as I am waiting in the Room in the clinic Office.. I know that I may not live for Long.. because My Heart is broken.. It has been shattered into many little pieces.. YOU have broken my Heart.. If I can't fix my Heart.. what am I going to do with this Shattered of pieces broken Heart that is in me.. If I can't fix it.. Maybe the Doctor can help me to fix IT.. what if the Doctor can't fix my Heart.. I am going to ask the Doctor to go me a Surgery.. because what am I going to do with this Broken Shattered Heart.. I can at least donate it to someone else.. give me a New Heart.. someone else can take my Place.. can Have this Heart.. that someone else can Love YOU instead because I know that I can't.. I don't even know where YOU at so how can I love YOU when YOU are NO where to be found.. and I am lost somewhere.. and I would be sitting on this Chair.. LOOKING at the Picture of YOU.. I sit in silence just thinking of the Flower Work Shop.. I want to go back with YOU.. can YOU please go back with me to this Flower work Shop.. I want to live again.. I want to feel that I am alive again.. I want to breathe again because without YOU.. just look at me at this Point in my Life without YOU.. and as I am looking at the picture.. waiting for the doctor to come into this room.. I am looking at your Picture and speaking to the Picture.. the door Opens but it stops.. I am thinking.. maybe it is another patient who just came into the wrong room and I would open my Mouth.. as I am looking at the picture of YOU.. can we please go back
@devinjo231819 сағат бұрын
The door and when I open the door to that Flower Work shop and WHEN I open to see who it is.. I wanted to smile to see YOU there.. standing there.. just giving me even few seconds of your presences.. just to say I love YOU.. just to say I missed YOU.. or to say welcome back.. because I just can't let YOU GO.. Because I never stopped loving YOU.. even now I love you still.. I been waiting so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. as I look up.. I hear the door closed.. and I am thinking.. this whole time the door was opened.. I wonder who it is who hear me speaking to Your Picture.. I wonder who it is.. and the door Opens.. my hand opens and the picture falls to the ground because it is YOU who is standing by the door.. That YOU are the Doctor.. My Doctor there.. Feeling alone and lonely.. I just wanted to be happy.. be filled with Love and Joy.. YOU came out of nowhere.. and YOU came to surprise me.. But gone like the Wind that I wanted to look for YOU.. I was just too young to do anything back Then.. But when I hit 18 years old.. I did leave that Orphan Home and started to travel Out.. and I started to wonder about YOU.. where can I find YOU.. where would YOU be.. please tell me.. I remember a Flower Shop was hiring.. and the Owner of the Flower shop started to show Me.. How to raise the Seeds and into flowers it became.. teaching me about the soils and water.. how deep to be planted.. and time and hour to water it.. I wanted to be the Best Flower shop in town.. so I would work day and Night until I made my own mark.. I started to look for YOU after.. When I saw Your Picture.. and Knew that YOU are the One.. I wanted you to be the Only One in my life.. so that I can Love YOU.. I can love you More and More.. the way I love these flowers.. watching from the smallest seeds and it grows and produces and Blooms.. the Most Beautiful Flowers are when YOU Love the Flowers from the Heart.. YOU care of its beings to see the Next to produce.. I fell in love with the Flower Shop and these Flowers.. But.. My Heart.. still was missing.. and I knew that I was missing YOU.. I wanted to be with YOU.. My friend would come to check on me.. He saw me very sad.. and Knowing My Heart.. I would speak of YOU.. even though it was years ago.. many years ago.. But I never shared about the Orphan HOME that I met you.. because I just did not want HIM to get involved searching for YOU.. How could I be with YOU.. How can a Lowly Person.. who is so poor and has Nothing in his Life.. How can I ask for YOU.. but ALL I can share is about Love.. just loving YOU.. How much.. I don't know how much.. But as much as I can with ALL my Heart.. that I love YOU.. He told me about a Young lady.. that Young lady is looking for a Man too.. And He told me that YOU were too sad as well.. When I saw Your Picture.. it was something like Are we meant to Be.. I was blown into pieces.. WHEN he took out the picture.. of YOU being YOUNG and YOU recently Picture.. I sat there.. taking a Deep breathe.. MY tears.. It just could Not hold back.. I had to share this Tears of Joy.. How long I wondered.. when will I see YOU again.. It has taken me so Long.. so long to find YOU.. My breathe was taken after.. and I told him about YOU.. the Orphan Home.. When I saw YOU.. I was very YOUNG.. losing my family broke me into pieces.. When I saw YOU.. I knew YOU were the One who can Heal what was broken inside of Me.. I wanted to be a Part of Your Life.. and Just to Love YOU.. I am Not sure why.. or How this Can Happen but it did.. and I looked at my Friend and He was too jaw dropping after.. I told Him.. I wanted to see YOU.. I wanted to meet YOU again.. I can't help but fall in love with YOU again.. because I love YOU.. As I am looking at your Picture in the Work shop.. and just watching YOU go.. and I would ask.. WHY couldn't I stop you from Leaving.. If I know that I can love YOU more.. I should of told YOU Not to leave me.. But to ask YOU to stay.. I can't lose YOU twice.. I have lost YOU once when I was young.. But of course I just couldn't do anything back then.. But Now.. I know that I can't let YOU go.. because I love YOU.. I know that I love YOU more Now then Ever.. I just can't believe YOU walked Out when I had the chance to Stop YOU.. if I truly love YOU.. I know I can do something.. I know that I can tell YOU.. Please don't go.. stay with me inside.. I can make YOU more happier than ever.. I know you be asking.. How can I make YOU more happier.. If YOU love Me.. If Your Own Heart loves Me.. I know YOU have the answers because only Your Heart knows the truth.. if YOU really felt something for me.. and It is Not friendship or brotherly love.. or Not just like me.. Only YOU KNOW what is IN your Heart.. I wrote a Note in the back.. saying I love YOU.. ever since I saw YOU the first Time.. I was truly amazed and truly blown to pieces.. there is something about YOU.. I just can't forget.. because I loved you then.. I love YOU now.. and I will always Love you forever.. I guess YOU have say the Note I wrote on the back.. I walked to the center of the Floor.. I lowered.. putting all the Flowers laid on floor back into the Box.. I put the Lid on the TOP.. I know that someone will come to get the Boxes of Flowers.. as I am holding the Box in my hands.. YOU have always been the One.. I am not sure what made me felt something in my Heart.. I am not sure what it was.. but it was the First time.. I put my hand on my Chest.. I started to hear a Beat.. a Beat that was getting Louder and Louder inside.. telling me.. It must be YOU.. of course.. I know that YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful Flower.. even more beautiful than any of these flowers in the Work Shop.. that it is Not only me who loves YOU.. that Another MAN do love you too.. YOU must be truly amazing.. Amazing to be loved.. who does Not want to love YOU anyways.. But.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I started to think about the Friend.. I know he never shares anything.. so this Must be someone so Special.. I know that YOU are truly special.. because I know that My Heart loves YOU.. it does not matter because I know I love YOU.. Please come back.. Please come to this Work Shop.. Come so that I can tell YOU.. how much I love YOU because I just do.. as I put my hand on my Chest.. I can feel my Heart beat.. it is beating fast.. I close both of my eyes.. and I can go back to the TIME when we first met.. YOU are my Angel.. YOU are my Sunshine.. YOU are my everything that a MAN can ask for because YOU are the real deal that NO MAN can ask FOR.. you are just everything.. my forever Love to me.. As I am standing on the Line.. waiting for a Cup of Coffee.. I turn my head to look back.. I see someone sitting on the chair by the Window.. There you were.. sitting down.. having a COFFEE.. and reading a BOOK.. I love YOU.. these are the Only words I can tell YOU.. But.. WHY is is so hard to Love YOU.. I wish that Loving You could be more easier.. but.. It seems like things are getting more harder.. Please tell me that I can Love YOU.. how am I suppose to Love YOU.. when YOU are so Far.. as I am standing in the Line.. I remember another Friend of Mine told me that YOU would be here.. and ALL I could do is Look for YOU.. as I am waiting to get a Cup of Coffee.. I pull Out Your Picture in the back Pocket.. as I am looking at Your Picture.. I am asking.. WHY are YOU so Beautiful.. I have been waiting for a Long time for a Woman Like you to be In my Life.. All my life.. I waited.. and waited until Another Friend of Mine telling me.. If I wanted to meet you.. and Showed me the Picture of YOU.. I was blown into Pieces as he gave me the Picture.. it was like a Month before the Meeting time.. and I would be wondering about YOU.. of course looking at Your picture is the Only thing I can do.. But.. Meeting YOU and being a Part.. it is something that I would never thought would ever happen to me.. I would be laying on the bed.. Just wondering How you would be like when I saw YOU and meeting you face to face.. as person to person.. Just could not get enough of patiently waiting for The Day.. it seems a lot longer when YOU are wondering.. and just pondering the day.. only I could do is look at your Picture.. and wishing for the Day to come sooner.. the clock would tick.. the time on the clock would go by so slow because I wanted to meet YOU much sooner.. the Other friend told me to be patient because No matter how Long I waited.. the Time would come anyways.. of course the Other Friend was right.. Time did come and Now.. I am waiting on this Line.. so many people enjoy drinking a Cup of Coffee.. as I would look around.. I am looking at the Picture of You.. if YOU came.. I would turn my head to look back.. There were YOU.. YOU were by the Window.. and I would LOOK at the Picture of YOU.. and I saw YOU.. reading a Book.. as I was getting closer.. and the person in front of me gets a coffee and the person leaves.. It was My Turn.. and I even got me a Cup of Coffee.. As I turn.. I saw YOU.. by the window.. and YOU were smiling reading a book.. for some reason.. I felt something Inside.. my Heart
@devinjo231819 сағат бұрын
And yes.. my eyes and Your eyes meets mine.. But.. I guess YOU did not Notice me.. and YOU look at me again.. I turn away from YOU.. I felt so dumb for turning away because it was this Time.. YOU have come to the same Place where I am suppose to Meet YOU.. so I turn around to see YOU.. but.. I looked at the Table.. and the Empty Seat.. I am wondering.. WHY did I turn my head away from YOU.. that was it.. so I took few steps closer to the table.. to the empty Seat.. I see the Book on the table.. so I knew.. YOU haven't gone too far.. I hear the foot steps and as I turn on the side.. I see YOU come to the same table.. and I looked at YOU.. and I would smile.. telling YOU.. I am suppose to meet You today.. and this is the same place.. at this time of this Hour.. and I showed YOU the Picture.. and YOU looked at me.. but.. what is it about YOU.. YOU look so.. I am looking through the Window.. In the Work Shop.. I see YOU.. I remember I grabbed your wrist.. and I told YOU.. I love YOU.. for a Long time.. I just could Not take my Mind Off of YOU.. asking YOU.. can I be the One who can Love you for the rest of My Life.. will you let me.. I know that I made the situation worst when I grabbed your wrist.. I just wanted to express my Heart but did not mean to come out that strong to You.. I saw you turning your Head away from Me.. and Looking towards another direction.. I knew that I had to let Go.. YOU told me that YOU did not want to work here any more.. of course I knew the answer clearly.. as I open my hand and let go of your wrist.. you wanted to tell me something.. and told me that YOU were seeing someone else.. but I knew that person well.. and my Heart.. I just knew that My confession of telling you came too late.. But I was holding in for so long.. why did YOU not wait.. why did you tell me that YOU wanted to be loved by someone else.. But.. I know that I bee here all along.. YOU knew that I felt something towards YOU.. even though I did Not have to say the words.. by the smile and my actions should of told YOU already.. but Now.. is it really late for me to tell YOU that I love YOU.. can you please receive My Love.. can you please open your heart just a little for Me.. I need to know.. I need a chance you know.. if I am the One for YOU.. did YOU not ever think about that.. I can really be the One who can love you for so long.. but if you do not give me that Chance.. you will never know How far I can truly love YOU and tell YOU how much I love YOU.. are you really going to let this Chance go.. and I would turn.. trying to look at YOU.. but.. I see that YOU are moving and pushing me away.. but.. I know I can too love YOU.. WHY can't you just reconsider.. and please give a time for yourself.. Let me know that I can too love YOU.. is it that Hard for you to know.. I know that I can Love YOU too.. maybe I can be a Better Lover.. I can love you more because YOU brought this Inspiring of Love to Me.. will you please consider and think about what I have said to YOU.. I see you turning away and telling me you have already made it known and made it clear to me that YOU love another man.. and I would watch you walking away.. and I would turn away toward your Direction.. wait.. do you have to end it like this.. can you not give me a Chance too.. if you do not open your heart.. if you keep it close.. you will know that I have loved you More.. so Please.. open your heart.. I know I can Love you better.. I can Love you More.. only please.. stop and wait.. I watch the Door open.. and I see you walk out the Door and the door closes.. I am thinking about the day you left me.. I was building this work Shop just for YOU.. YOU told me that YOU loved Flowers.. I asked you what is your Interest.. what makes you smile.. what do you like to see.. what makes you cry.. what makes you happy and as a friend you told me many things.. I collected and gathered.. YOU told me that YOU wanted to see a lot of Flowers.. Out of the woods.. some of the trees had to be cut Down.. and the builders came and helped me to build this Work Shop out of the woods.. and I would ask what kinds of seed would bring Flowers to Life in the Garden.. and I asked few of the Plant specialists and they helped me to get these seeds and started to help me to plant.. Once these things were established I remember I asked you if you wanted to work.. and YOU told me where.. and I gave you the address.. it is a Flower Shop.. and I work there too.. and I do remember you did take the offer and started to work.. I would show you different flowers.. I would think about the flowers you loved.. when we were young.. when YOU came to the Orphan House.. I do remember you coming with your parents.. and they would always bring you Flowers.. and share to the children who had NO Parents.. I member I would see the kinds of flowers in your Hands.. each time you would bring a New Flower in your hand.. I would look at the flower.. going into my room.. I have me a Note Book.. and start to write down flowers you would bring.. it be so different.. and I have kept the Note Book for a Long time.. from Page to page.. I would smile.. as I would feel my tears roll down.. my hand touch the words of the Names of each Flower.. and I would ask the Specialist can any of these Flowers.. do you have the seeds of these flowers so that I can plant in the garden too.. I do remember some of the farmers who lived around the Area comes to help.. I would be asking if they can help me to Plant these seeds and help me to grow.. and the older People started to help as I would watch the Plants.. I saw Flowers blossom time after time.. and when the Flowers would grow.. I would think of YOU.. each has a special place in my Heart.. I would touch my Chest looking at each Unique Flowers and I wanted to show YOU.. I wanted to tell YOU something.. But I was afraid to ever tell YOU.. Just like what has happened.. YOU told me that YOU love someone else.. YOU telling me that I am Not the One.. that I am Not allowed to Love YOU.. how can YOU tell me this when I been thinking of you all this TIME.. you brought so much tears in my eyes.. My Heart was breaking.. I could not see you from the distance.. I could not believe you would say.. and just walked away.. Now I am here.. back at the Work Shop.. I have left the work Shop because of these memories causing me to Die inside.. but.. what am I suppose to do what YOU are the Love of my Life who brings me back here.. and I would stand here.. the room is dark.. I know that It is time to start over.. I am going to build this Shop again.. this Flower shop because I know that I love YOU.. does Not matter if you ever return back to me or Not.. But.. I know that I love this Place.. why because I always loved YOU.. your scent still is here.. I can still smell your scent.. and I just wanted to hold YOU near when I smell you.. so sweet and so beautiful.. as I am looking at the Window.. and I look through.. I see the tree I was standing.. and I am not sure.. but I see someone.. I am hoping it is YOU.. I want it to be YOU.. but Not YOU who breaks my Heart.. YOU who is coming back to Me.. YOU who knows how much I love YOU.. YOU who knows that I have build this work Shop.. this Flower Shop because I was inspired by Loving YOU.. to show you how much I love YOU.. and as I am getting closer toward the window and I look through.. I see YOU.. but.. is it YOU who loves another man.. because YOU should always know that I love you first.. I watch YOU turning around and I see you looking.. I am standing by the window.. YOU are standing by the tree and My tears.. it starts to flow down.. two lines.. I know I missed YOU.. YOU know how much I miss YOU.. and YOU should now that this whole place.. It is because of YOU.. How much I love YOU.. LOOK at the flower Shop.. Look at the farmers who and helping the flowers to grow.. look at the each Flowers which has been planted.. if YOU can go back.. Do you not remember when we were young.. YOU came to a house like this.. I was at the Orphan House.. YOU came with your parents.. but you brought flowers.. different times YOU came to visit.. I would stand there.. I see you smile so Big and YOU would tell me.. too look at the Flower.. and YOU would run straight direction toward me and with a BIG SMILE.. showing me the name of the Flower.. where YOU got it.. and you be moving the Flower around.. telling me that Some day YOU are going to have your Own garden.. and In that garden grow Your flowers.. and begin to show me the different kinds of flowers you wanted to plant to grow.. of course.. I would run to the room.. and would write that on the Note Book.. and I would tell myself.. One Day I want to give you a Garden with full of flowers YOU showed me.. and give you the gift of this Garden and that is WHY I am here.. so that I can give YOU the Garden with my Heart inside.. too tell YOU I love YOU.. and I have missed you so Much.. that I have remembered that Promise.. I wanted to run away.. go as far as I could.. I try to run.. go to a different country.. different place.. but
@devinjo231819 сағат бұрын
Before YOU take this Box of flowers.. where is the Picture.. I had Your Picture on this Counter top.. and No.. it is not the same Picture of the Other friend gave me.. It is the Picture I took with the camera.. so.. YOU are Not to take that Picture.. it belongs to Me.. YOU should of asked first before YOU took it.. with my permission first because that Picture is Mine.. and Not yours.. tell Me.. why did you come back.. is it the Flowers that my friend has bought for YOU.. here.. First.. give me My Picture.. Oh.. you are wondering what am I going to do with that Picture.. Just because you are with Another man does Not means I won't love YOU.. It does not matter who YOU are with.. DO I CARE.. you can be with Him all you want.. But.. I love YOU.. YOU know How much I love YOU.. yes.. it hurts.. and my Heart was crushed when I found Out.. but.. Loving you has a totally different meaning and Purpose for me.. I can't stop loving YOU because I have already Loved YOU.. YOU know I can always Love YOU right.. No matter where YOU GO or WHO you spend time With.. as Long as I can get my Love across and get TO your Mind and Your Heart.. as Long as YOU know who can Love YOU more.. I will even fight For My Love.. if it means something to me.. and yes.. I will be asking YOU.. give me a chance to Love YOU.. Please.. give me a chance.. so that I can really Love YOU and one day.. YOU will know the true meaning of what it means to receive Love.. SO.. I have the Box.. it has lots of flowers inside.. so please come and take it.. of course.. YOU know that I have a garden in the back.. I can give YOU plenty of flowers.. all the flowers YOU want.. and ALL the flowers you need if it means I love YOU.. so Please.. take this Little BOX.. I have a Large garden.. Plenty of room.. for more room of flowers to grow for YOU.. this Little BOX.. I can give YOU much more Bigger BOX.. full of love in the flowers which will make YOU smile.. come.. and I see YOU pulling Out the Picture and I am wondering.. that is Not the Picture I had on the counter.. what picture is this.. and I would take few steps and I grab the picture.. as I take a Look at this Picture.. it is YOU standing at the Back of the Garden.. with Flowers in the back ground.. but.. YOU are in a beautiful Dress.. the same dress the day I met you for the first time.. I am wondering.. when did you take a Picture of this.. WHY are you so beautiful.. How come you are giving me this Picture for.. what does this means.. WHY are you giving me this to me.. are you telling me that I can still love YOU.. even though you tell me NOT TO LOVE YOU.. I will always love YOU.. I don't care because I loved YOU then.. and still I love you right Now.. it has not changed at ALL.. it is YOU who are changing on me.. YOU told me that YOU loved me.. I heard those words coming Out from your Mouth.. but why this change of Your Heart.. why don't you love me anymore.. do I smell bad.. did I say something wrong.. to offend YOU.. I am not sure what I said before.. but.. I only wanted YOU TO KNOW.. that I wanted to Love YOU.. why are you making things so much Harder for Me.. No matter how hard things are.. or difficult it is.. I am not going to stop loving YOU.. as long as YOU can open Your heart.. I am only asking for a Peek.. a Peek open is enough because I know.. it starts somewhere like that down the road.. but.. I know that I can love YOU.. Love you and Love YOU.. and keep on loving YOU.. tired of this.. I still can love YOU.. as I see you stand there.. I grab the Box.. and I gave it to YOU.. Just remember.. this is a Little.. small Box.. I can give you the back of the Garden if YOU want.. Promise me.. YOU will make a little Room for me.. that even very little.. YOU have save a space for me.. a room in your heart.. I am Not asking much.. but just a Pinch of it.. Open Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU a lot more than just this.. so much more because I love YOU from the Bottom of My Heart.. only if YOU are able to do that for me.. it is already hard and complicated.. but.. It does Not matter.. because I can Love you where it does Not bother me in any means.. Because I love YOU.. I truly Love YOU.. My Heart feels like It has been broken.. Shattered into Pieces.. As I am looking at Your Picture.. tell me Why does it has to be YOU.. WHY must I shed another Tear.. as I am wiping these tears flowing down the two eyes.. the More I look at Your Picture.. the More I want YOU close to Me.. but why is it that I can't go to YOU.. I want to go to YOU to show YOU.. Look what YOU have done to My Heart.. I feel so Hurt because I just want to be with YOU.. WHY does it has to be YOU.. I am standing at the work shop.. Only my thoughts are on YOU.. I can't get YOU off my Mind.. I just can't get YOU off my Heart.. if I am unable to go to YOU.. can I ask YOU.. Please come to Me.. come to Me so that I can Love YOU.. will you please let me Love YOU just Once.. How about give me few Hours.. If YOU don't fall for me in those Hours.. I won't bother YOU any More.. I guess that Means.. I have to let YOU GO.. so Please.. give me a day with few Hours.. let me show YOU what this Man can do.. I want to tell YOU.. I want to hold YOU and tell YOU.. my Heart so that YOU can listen to Your Heart.. will you let me love YOU.. Please.. give me a TIME.. a Day.. I want to know if I can still Love YOU.. I hurt because I am unable to see YOU.. WHY must I feel this Way.. WHY is it only Me.. that is why I need Your Time.. so that.. maybe if I get the chance to tell YOUR HEART.. you can feel the same way as I DO.. I want to Love YOU.. tell me.. I want to love YOU.. why Not.. tell me please that I can love YOU.. I need to know because I need YOU right Now.. I really need YOU.. so that I can love YOU.. More and More love YOU.. help me so that I can Love you and that.. if YOUR HEART can Open to receive.. this Heart of Mine.. Last Night.. while I was working at this Work Shop.. My Friend came to this Shop.. He wanted to buy some Flowers and Yes.. I work at this Flower Shop.. and told me he has found someone WHO he truly admires.. WHO he truly adores and thinks like he is going to fall.. He tells me He loves someone.. and wanted to give.. and I wanted to know who this Woman is.. and I am walking through the Field.. as I am thinking of YOU.. only thing I can say is that YOU make me smile.. even though I am walking and I would stop.. I am wondering do you think of Me.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. and I just can't stop thinking of YOU.. and I only see the work Shop.. the work Shop where YOU and I use to be.. but I am Not at the Work shop but Out side.. the Open field.. I do see flowers everywhere.. a sign that shows me Your Beauty.. I want to know why are YOU so Beautiful.. WHAT am I doing here.. why am I keep on waiting for YOU even though I know that YOU are long gone.. and I know that we are miles apart.. and I am walking here all alone.. I know that I should Not be here.. because YOU are with some one else.. WHY do you have to be with someone else.. if It is ME who be loving YOU.. I know that I loved YOU first.. the first time I saw YOU.. when we were YOUNG.. as I stop.. and I see the flowers across the field.. and has spread Out.. I just want YOU to come here.. even I was inside the Work Shop.. I did Not see You there.. so I am thinking if I come Out here.. in the field.. may be YOU would come here.. as I would walk down.. and there is the Field.. in the Middle of the field is the Tree.. and I would look.. this Tree.. I remember I would stand there.. waiting for YOU.. telling me that YOU will come to meet me at this Tree.. I would walk through the field and for some reason I stop by this Tree.. This tree has been standing here for a Long time.. when we were once YOUNG.. playing Hide N Go seek.. as I stop next to this tree.. my hand touch the Tree.. I wish that you can come over here.. there was so much laughter.. we did not care about anything else.. but just knowing in my Heart how much I loved YOU.. Do you remember when I first confessed My Heart to YOU.. telling YOU that I needed to say something.. Not to be surprised because I wanted to reveal.. What is IN MY HEART and I told YOU.. I truly loved YOU.. of course.. YOU did not say a word to Me.. we were Both working in the Work Shop.. and of course.. When I did not hear any words Back.. I knew that Maybe YOU did Not feel the same way.. because I would see your Face turning away.. I be asking YOU.. is it wrong for me to tell YOU My Heart.. revealing that I just couldn't hold back anymore.. that I needed to tell YOU.. because If I don't... I may regret for the rest of my Life before it is too Late.. but only thing I saw is that YOU just did not want to tell me anything.. and I saw YOU start to walk off from this Tree.. My Heart.. I felt like what is wrong with my Heart Now.. is this means that YOU are rejecting Me.. telling me to back Off.. are you telling me that YOU have no feelings for Me.. I became so Sad.. because I thought that YOU knew.. I would give YOU signs that I wanted more than just friends and I member YOU telling me Not to cross the Line oink
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찾아와 니 자식인지 손자인지만 말구 니가 죽은 애가 송승헌의 친자면 보기 뭐하겠다 그 송선생님에 아버지라 자라서도 커서도 재혼에 어떻게 나한테 연락에 한번 오라구 그러다 어느날 그 친구를 회사로 불렀어 또한 기간을 줬지 그 후 송승헌의 부인과 바꿔놓고 재혼한 여자가 애 엄마며 송강호가 키우는 애 새끼가 문제야 그리고 내가 송승헌의 자식을 니 집에 가게 했지 송강호가 키우는 애를 통해서 애를 계약에 일 없게 거래가 보증물 왜들 안찾아 내가 한짓이라 느껴 너무 늦었나도 모르지만 지켰다면 안건들구 시대에 맞게 1년 1년씩이 안이라 연도에 맞게 하지만 기억은 하게 연도와 무관하게 왜 연도에 맞게 자라는지에 대해서 뭔 일이 있는지 연도와 나이와 관계 있으니까 그래야 맞지 한쪽은 잘랐던지 국제결혼이나 다른 일들 안생길까 화해라 황해나 다시 보던가 올림픽이냐 세계민속축제단합화해마당이지 뭐가 잘 못일까에는 전라도 욕하는 이유에 뭐가 잘 못인지나 알아 약속이 뭔지나 서로 나이에 맞게 키우자 그런데 쑥 키워서 뭔짓을 시켰던 어떤 짓들을 해놓군 뭐가 맞을까 그럼 왜 그럴까 뭣 때문에 밭에 있는 것 보면 뭔가 대단한 뭐라도 발견에 어쩌려구 이 전라도 새꺄 아귀야 짝귀 모르냐 짝귀도 몰라서 찿아야 해 짝귀가 한둘이야 아귀는 하나네 아귀동생들은 많아도 우리가 동생이라도 있냐 윤봉길한테 봉길이라하면 싸기지 없고 뭣도 모르는 자식이라 윤봉길이 나랑 선후배던 송해선생님 언제부터 선생님이야 니 집안 선생님 돌아가셨던 죽었냐 얌전하네 이상하게 내가 한것이라 느꼈어 누가 했게 아직도 모르겠냐 욕을 안해줬더니 내가 욕하면 왜 경상도에서 욕할까 니 집안 선생님 어디 있게 알기나 해 애들 무사하니까 지금 찾아와 비즈니스로 가서 그런데 이 나라에서 자란 애는 무사할까 과연 어쩌려구 담부물 상했던 기스에 일이라도 생겼다면 중국에만 있을까 각나라 다 있다면 간단하니 단순해서도 좋겠네 서로 어찌 보련가 잘랐다구 아무일 없겠나들 니가 죽인 애가 바로 내 자식은 맞다 내 친자식 그런데 송승헌 애야 진짜는 혼자 사니까 나도 몰랐지 애를 감춘것인지 처음부터 바꿔서 키운건지 알면 온전하겠나 하는 짓들이 그만하자 화 왜 안내 니 부인 앞에서도 내 부인왔네 또는 서방 찾아왔냐 니 집이라도 되는지 와서 술에 참 이새끼도 좀 도와주고 가면 어때서 항상 놀다가만 가니 내가 니 뒷취닥거리를 언제까지 해주냐 너 가면 말 없을까 그냐야 둬라 전라도것들이 뭐라구 씨부리겠던 돕던 내가 키운 전라도새끼들이 없는가 니가 보낸 제자들만 어느정도인데 안도우면 뭐라 지럴할여구들 ..정신 좀 차려 전라도새끼야 한번은 형들이 도와서 해준다 신성일 형님과는 집안이 조형기보다 멀어서 안친하냐 집이 가까우니까 챙겨줘서 더 형이던 친해서 형이냐 정신 차려 끌어들이질 말구 전라도 힘이던 쓰지도 말구 연장인지 무기 잡지도 말라구 해 강원도에서 힘쓰면 니들 다 안좋은일들 생긴다 다들 강원도에서 모시던 애들 보냈는데 겨우 피에 쌈박질에 보기 흉해서 살겠냐 말이 많다 나랑 뭔 상관이라구 강원도 아제들이 너희 너무 뒤에서 지럴들 떨지는 마 해산 시켜 니 아그들 싹 디지기 전에 강원도에서 다 모여 대기중이란다 급하겠다 할게 많아서...건들지를 말지 어디 아주매들에 딸들 보내줬더니 지 딸 안이라 어떻게 보려구 ...너 힘들겠다 중국에 익숙한 사람 안보일까 왜 보일까 담보물 일 생기면 서로 힘든데 가있어라 힘 쓰지 말라구 해 나도 어찌 못해 알았지 내가 뭔 말 들었는지만 알아도 좋겠다 난 안돕던지 연락이 와도 안끼는데 남자만인 회사
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지 어찌하지.......벌써 갔네 빠르긴 빨라 외제차라 .......역시 외제차군......문선주는 뭐라구 과자에서 뭘 빼면 된다구...??? 너무 긴가 한마디로 재수 없던 옴 붙은 새끼지 뭐가 더 있어 개 같은 넘이란 소리던가???? 개 보다는 더 잘하지도 그렇다구 못하지도 않아 아직은...개는 진짜 잘도 찾구 빨리도 찾는다 영특해 너무 영리해서 문제야...새도 있지만 다람쥐에 너무 키웠나 .... 이런 허접한 꿀팁 말구 .....어느날 에이구 나 때문인지 우리 때문에 생긴 일 ,,야 아귀야 전라도넘아 익숙한 얼굴들 안보이냐 최봉걸 말구 이봉걸이라구 너 좀 와라 내가 예전에 한번 연락도 없이 찾아갔을 때 어느 넘이 내 집에 와서 요리에 술을 먹나 했더니 ...아이구 오랜만 앉으세요 그래 여긴 어쩐일로 뭐 나도 부인이라면 부인이구 항상 내가 욕하면 전라도에서도 한 친구가 같이 욕하는데 그러다 이 친구랑 어떻게 경상도 친구가 서로 만나더니 지들끼리만 술 처먹고 그래서 왔지요 ...어떻게 같이 해도 교수도 같이하면서도 모르냐 내가 야 바보야 니 부인 앞이라 말은 하기 뭐해도 못 할 말도 안이라서 제자들을 서로 바꿔놨더니 나한테 애들은 잘 크고있냐 내가 니 제자새끼들을 왜 키워 마 서로 제자끼리 바궈놨지만 하는 짓들이 한쪽은 나한테 꼼짝도 못 해 내가 뭔 말도 안했는데 그런데 니 제자새끼들은 뭐냐 싸가지가 없게 어느정도 눈치가 없던 알고도 남을 일을 그따위로 키웠냐 너 오란 이유 말해줄게 친구 죽이고 넌 뭐라구 교수직에 다시 중국 갈 준비해라 집안 처리하구 중국에서 왔더니 집안 모르는 애들이 뭐 이리 많냐구 아주 예전에 큰소리뿐이지 니 부인한테는 꼼짝도 못하냐 내가 다른 것은 몰라도 부인한테 잘 해준게 있기나 하냐 엄행란 누이 알지 신씨것들 좀 혼나더라 엄행란선생님 그때부터였나 애들한테야 선생이지 그리 형소리 들으며 송강호 찾아가 서로 잘 알지 전라도 사건부터 니가 그냥 보내라구 택시 산길로 가는 택시는 정확하게 말하면 택시들이지 ...영화 이번에 나왔던 택시 한 대가 안이라 ...내가 송윤아랑 항상 다닐 때 송윤아만 집에 온다면 그 집에서 분주하게 요리하는 여자가 있었어 그런데 난 송윤아랑 사이좋게 다녔는데도 뭐가 좋다구 가면 항상 송윤아에 야 또는 너 그러다 나만 있으면 윤아야 송윤아 이상한 여자지 송선생님 몰라 니가 죽은 애 누구 애인지 아직도 모르냐 이 애는 내 자식이 못된다했고 맞다니 그럼 누구 애인지 그리 친구 자식도 죽여서야 너 다시 중국 갈 준비 해 이번은 비즈니스로 ...머리 쓴들 전라도것들이 중간 몇 명 손자던 손녀 없으니 안이상하냐 죽었을까 소식도 없으니 뭔 말인지도 모르지 혹시 배우 송승헌 알아 얼마나 잘 알아 송선생님 집안 아이구 그 집안에 내 친구가 하나 있어 송선생님을 아버지라 부르며 사는 진짜는 할아버지야 송해를 말하나 니가 알껀데 처음은 송승헌이야 나중에 내가 놀러간척 송강호에 전했으며 이를 알고있는 다른 한명이 더 있구 터지면 어떻게 되련지는 생각도 안했어 공리사건보다 커져 그게 공리자금이라면 어떻게 할껀데 쿠데타련가 계약재배라구 알지 너흰 그 따위야 노예재배로 알고있냐 뭔지도 모르며 그냥 잘만 관리에 하루 사이에 없어져 하나도 다른 곳에 알여구 그걸 뭐로 판매에 선전을 해 우리가 다시 기르며 꾸몄지 그리고 특수장물 망한 것으로 쑥쑥 잘 자라는 팔지도 못할 그런데 쓸모가 없을까 씨앗 하나도 안남게 보관도 못하게 손현주라구 여자가 안이라 남자야 배우며 한쪽은 사고만 쳐 조형기라구 서로 이젠 손 좀 잡아라 미치기 전에 가서
@devinjo-so1hm23 сағат бұрын
Oink Oink.. I am missing You.. I don't know why I can't find YOU anywhere.. as I am Looking at the waters.. the waves of the waters coming to the shore.. and On this Beach.. I been asking for YOU.. the Bottle I send to YOU.. I wrote a Note Inside and Put into the empty Bottle.. and it is called the Message in the Bottle.. I can't find the Bottle here on this Beach.. and wondering did it get to YOU.. YOU told me that when I write YOU a Note and put it into the empty Bottle and toss it into the Waters of this Ocean.. of course I would come to this Beach.. and I would be walking in the sand.. Looking for a Bottle.. and YOU told me before YOU left.. when I come to this Beach.. and with an empty Bottle.. Put a Note inside and write YOU something and if the Waters and the Wind allows to reach across and it gets to YOU.. reaches YOU on the Other side.. and if YOU read it.. you would write Back on a Note to let me know that It has gotten to YOU.. the Day YOU left me I remember we came here to the Beach.. and we spent the whole day at this Beach and telling me all kinds of Dreams YOU had.. and even we saw the Night Comes UP.. looking at the stars and the Moon up in the sky and YOU told me.. it would be so Nice that when YOU are gone.. and I started to Miss YOU.. to grab an Empty Bottle and write a Note for YOU telling YOU how much I missed YOU and How Much I loved YOU.. I saw you going into the air port.. as I watched YOU leave.. I wanted to ask YOU when will you be back.. but I did Not want to ASK YOU because what If you would say.. YOU don't know.. that even when YOU wanted to come time can always delay YOU.. so I left it with a Big Question Mark.. and Only Time will Tell.. what drives Me crazy is that this Beach I am standing is where YOU be smiling the Most.. that we would come to this Beach many times when we were together.. telling me that this is the most favorite Place to be because YOU can just be really YOU.. Now I am missing YOU.. missing YOU that it drives me crazy.. I did come here many times trying to look for the Bottle.. because I would write you Many Notes and send it on different times with different Empty Bottles.. and when YOU have this Big Dream of coming to this Beach with a hope that I am going to receive a Bottle with Your Note on it.. and YOU come here and YOU just can't find it.. I would even ask myself.. there are a lot of people who comes to this Beach.. and what if some one else saw the Message in the Bottle.. and YOU wrote a Note inside and thinking that I got it but it be a different person.. and it is the Bad timing for me Not able to get to the Bottle first.. because some one else who was here before me got to it first.. and that is why I started to Write YOU more notes.. and I would come to this Beach.. with the Empty Bottle and stick the Note Inside it.. Looking at the waters.. the waves coming in and leaving back.. I would toss the Message in the Bottle into the Ocean Water and the current of the waters and the Wind.. it seems like it is on my side because I can see the Bottle.. the Message in the Bottle going far from the shore.. and I am thinking after.. I wish that it can get to YOU.. because YOU told me.. when we both stand here on the Shore.. and YOU would tell me to do YOU a big favor.. that YOU had a wish.. and I would ask YOU.. what is that Big favor.. what is Your Wish.. Please tell me so that I can make you smile.. you know I would try my best to do what makes YOU happy and YOU told me.. when I miss YOU.. if I really loved YOU.. there will be a time that I be missing YOU so bad that YOU could not handle it.. then to write YOU a Note.. and tell YOU how much.. so that YOU know and put the Note inside the empty Bottle.. even though YOU may not see what I am doing.. YOU know because I love YOU.. and I know if I love YOU.. I would do anything to keep that part of the Promises of my Word.. and I started to Miss YOU more and More.. I can feel it in my heart How much I started to Miss YOU.. and I would be screaming from the top of my Lungs.. that I am missing YOU right Now.. I have been in the room.. collecting many empty Bottles.. and buying many Note Cards because I know that my Heart is coming.. so that I can tell YOU How much I love YOU.. How much I am missing YOU so much right Now.. it is driving me Crazy.. and standing here in the Beach.. I would Look at the Ocean waters and ask.. WHEN are you coming Back.. or Are you going to just leave like this.. making me Wonder more and more about YOU.. YOU did tell me that if I starts to Miss YOU so Bad.. that it drives me so crazy because there is Nothing I can do right Now.. I wish that I can do something but what can I do when YOU are gone.. that YOU are so Far away.. why don't you tell me that YOU are coming back.. after I collected many empty Bottles.. it became empty because I started to drink A lot.. missing YOU makes me angry and makes me mad but most times it hurts me.. like a HOLE in my Heart.. I want to see you again.. but why can't I see YOU again.. YOU told me that when the days like this come.. to write YOU Notes.. and I started to write on these Note Cards I bought and started to place inside the Empty Bottles.. even telling me to come to this Beach.. and Now What.. told me to toss the Message in the Bottle into the Waters of this Beach.. I been doing this and has been listening to Your Words.. asking me to do YOU a Big Favor and that it was Your Wish when I started to Miss YOU.. what if this Missing you of Pain never goes away.. because I never felt like this way Before.. does it means that I always loved YOU but never seen it before like this.. but it is affect of after you are gone.. I could not see it when we were together because I believed that YOU would always be here by my side and together I get to grow old with YOU.. I saw many tears in your eyes but also saw so many big smiles to light UP my Heart.. when I was going through so hard painful times.. YOU were there.. Not many words you would say because I wanted to heal alone.. but it was your Presence just being here for me made the healing a lot faster but Now.. watching YOU leaving.. and when coming to the air port.. I remember grabbing your Hand.. I would say.. do YOU really have to go.. why can't you stay here longer with Me.. why must YOU go.. why are you leaving me without answers.. are you trying to run away from me.. Please tell me.. how about my Heart.. what happens when My Heart becomes Broken.. I can't fix my broken Heart.. but YOU would tell me that YOU had to go.. and I asked.. when are you going to come back.. I would hear NO answers from YOU but all you told me.. YOU must Go.. and you turn to face me and tell me this.. WHEN I feel like I am missing YOU so Bad.. and that I can't handle the Pain of missing YOU.. the Beach.. the Note and the Bottle.. and I would see YOU walk away.. I can't believe that YOU are doing this to me.. why are you leaving me like this.. NO explanation but just telling me to go to the Beach.. WHY.. are you going to be at the Beach with Me.. what is this YOU are doing to Me.. as I am Now at the Beach.. My eyes are filled with tears.. It hurts me.. My Painful Heart.. I can feel this Pain inside of me because I am missing YOU.. and I do remember your Words.. as I feel my tears rolling down my both eyes.. I am sick of tired of crying for YOU.. because it is hurting from the Inside.. I am at this Beach.. YOU told me to come to this Beach.. when I am missing YOU that come to this Beach.. but coming to this Beach brings me a lot of memories.. of YOUR smiles.. and how much you enjoyed the wind blowing Your Face.. your sandals and going to the waves of the waters when it comes in.. getting your both feet to get wet and there will be times when YOU would splash the waters when I get close to YOU and I am standing here.. thinking about all of the great memories YOU gave me.. then WHY am I here if I am thinking of all these great things But you are Not here.. I don't care about the Great Memories if YOU are Not here with me today.. I want YOU here by my side so that I can tell YOU.. and I would start to think.. and I would cry so loud and my cries grew Louder because the Words.. and I would be wailing Out Loud into the Night.. as I am at this Beach.. I never told YOU HOW much I loved YOU.. when YOU were here with me.. we had a lot of laughers and would joke around a lot.. like Kids running around the Beach.. but Looking at the Notes.. the Cards that I would write to YOU and Putting into the Bottles.. into these empty bottles.. I would cry A lot and Loud because when YOU were here.. why did I not say of these words to you then.. I could of told YOU how much I missed YOU.. How much I wanted to be with YOU.. How much My Heart needed YOU and to thank YOU that You were here next to me.. why did I not say any of these Words because when I would write On the Note Cards.. I would tell YOU so much More.. the words that Needed to say to YOU.. needed for YOU to hear about my feelings and emotions when I express.. but as I am standing here.. in my hand I am holding onto the Bottle.. inside is the Message of the Note that I wrote Last night and I would say that I love YOU.. and that I miss YOU and that I wish that YOU be here with me and why do you have to be gone this Long.. and Now I am wondering is this the reason why YOU wanted me to come to the Beach.. to make me Cry and to regret for the Words I should of said then.. because Now I am regretting of the times that I could of told you then but Now.. even though I want to say it.. I know that I just can't because YOU are gone.. I remember you be telling me.. do I have any words to tell YOU.. and YOU would start with that when we come to this Beach.. and I am standing with YOU
@devinjo-so1hm23 сағат бұрын
Missing YOU.. asking you to do.. I am standing by the Window in my room.. Looking Outside from inside the room.. in my hand I am holding unto your Picture.. asking myself.. I do miss YOU.. why do I keep on missing YOU.. wondering about the Truck.. the Mail man who drives his truck has Not arrived yet.. I been waiting for this Truck.. and I am looking at the rain.. it is falling Hard as I am looking in the room.. looking through the Window.. waiting for the Truck.. I have wrote YOU a letter.. for few days I have Not written because I was sick.. I been dying in the bed.. could Not get UP out of the Bed.. and when YOU are so sick.. I think it is My Heart.. My Heart is dying because I am missing YOU.. and just can't handle this Pain of missing YOU so much.. for few days as I would be laying in the Bed.. only thing that I could do is grab hold unto your Picture.. and it made me so Mad.. made sick to my stomach because when YOU are so sick.. and having fever.. and trying to eat has been so hard.. coughing and throwing UP all over the Place.. and only thing I be thinking is YOU.. writing you the Letter.. and turning toward looking at the desk.. and every time I would get Out of the bed.. and my Head be killing me.. trying to pull the chair to sit by the desk.. and I would PULL out the Piece of Paper.. holding the Pen in my Hand.. wanting to write.. wanting to tell You something that I needs to say.. and I just can't write YOU On the paper.. and when YOU have to lay back down on the bed because YOU are so sick.. a doctor came to see me.. and told me for few days I needed to rest.. and I knew that is the only thing I could do.. but when I look toward the Desk.. only thing I can think of is the Mail Man who drives his truck.. coming to the Mail Box.. and I know that I am suppose to write YOU the Letter and fold it into half and put into the envelope and give it to HIM so that He can take it to YOU.. when YOU are unable to sit UP.. and the Moment YOU sit up.. trying to move.. my Head be banging Hard from the Inside.. with a fever that won't leave me alone.. it hurts me the Most because I am thinking of YOU.. and I am wondering.. what if YOU are standing out by the front door.. and YOU are waiting outside.. and YOU be looking at the Truck.. the mail Man who takes you the Letter to YOU.. I remember last time I went.. I was in the truck with the Mail Man.. and I wanted to be the One to tell YOU that It is me who has been writing you all these letters. that I wanted to show YOU for the first time.. that the One who sits be this side.. who sits in the room.. who sits on the chair by the desk.. that it is I who would pull out the Clean sheet of paper in front of Me.. and I would sit looking at your Picture.. I would stare at your Smile.. and I would ask myself.. is My Heart be moving because of YOU.. am I allowed to move my Heart.. am I allow to tell YOU that my Heart is moved when I see YOU.. that I do have a Name.. that I do have a Heart and yes.. most times I be missing YOU.. wanting to see YOU again and over and over I want to see YOU.. that I wanted YOU to know for sure that even though YOU may not see me Much.. but I just wanted to show UP one day to tell YOU.. I do have a Face.. that I do have a Name and that I want you to remember me.. Not to forget who is the ONE who loves you the Most.. and Not to forget me at all.. so I remember asking the Mail MAN.. if I can go with him to the Place where YOU live.. just to see YOU.. I just wanted to see YOU for the first time without Having Your Picture in my Hand for once.. How does My Heart feel when I see YOU face to face.. to meet YOU even from afar.. from the distance but enough to know that I am looking at the One who I love the Most.. I remember you took my breath away as I stood there.. I told the Mail MAN not to leave so fast.. that even with this much of space and distance I am alright as long as I am standing there looking at YOU.. I felt my Heart and it started to beat so fast.. did Not know that It was my Heart making the Noise.. beating from inside.. it felt like I was listening to a Drum beating somewhere but I believe.. I know that It was My Heart when I saw YOU standing by the front door.. I wanted to walk over.. and go to YOU and give you the Letter inside the envelope but.. I had to tell myself.. Not Now.. Not yet.. so I do remember opening the Mail Box and putting the envelope inside your mail box.. as the mail man asked me if He could go.. and I told HIM that He can go now.. as the Truck started to leave your mail box.. I just could not hold it in anymore.. I felt my tears.. and It ran down two lines as I would watch the Truck.. the mail man drives off.. because I am wondering now.. when can I see YOU again.. How long is it going to be from that time I was there.. will YOU let me visit you again or are you going to react the same way.. standing by your front door and Not moving at all.. YOU know that I am Not a stranger anymore.. but I feel like YOU are treating me as One.. you know that I been telling YOU what is in my Heart.. at least you can let me know that YOU been receiving the Letters and Knows that YOU been reading the Letters right?? Do you even take the time to read or do you just look at the envelope and PUT it on the side so that It can sit there to ROT like my Heart.. when the Mail MAN drove the Truck back to the My Mail Box.. I would thank him for taking me to the Place.. where YOUR MAIL BOX was.. and the mail man looks at me and noticed that I was crying and asked me why.. and I would turn to him and tell him.. what if YOU don't read any of the Letters that I write and give to YOU.. what if YOU do not open any of the envelope and the mail man tells me.. if I love YOU.. just to believe in the Love of giving.. if I really do Love you so much.. for me to always have the open Heart and just to wait.. to be patient with YOU will heal in time.. Just to Wait on YOU.. and it breaks my heart that this is the Only words I would hear.. I wanted to hear that YOU do take your time and you would open the envelope and YOU would sit and read the Letters.. and I started to cry louder.. of course He looks at me and decides He should go.. and I would watch the Truck.. the Mail Man drives Off.. I felt so broken hearted.. I do remember that it started to rain as I would stand there crying.. maybe this is the reason why I gotten so sick.. I stood there and it started to rain down on me hard.. as I would just turn and LOOKING at the MOON.. and did not care about how heavy the rain waters hit me.. getting me wet.. very wet all over the place.. but ALL I think was.. the distance that YOU made me feel.. and that I am Not a stranger any more.. I know that I can't be just a stranger to YOU right.. I been telling YOU.. writing you Letters.. and I have been telling YOU My Heart.. that from my Heart.. when I grab HOLD unto your Picture.. all I can think of is telling YOU how much I love YOU.. and I stood looking UP at the Moon.. and I do remember just going to sleep after getting wet.. for few days it has been so hard.. when you feel like YOU are dying from the inside.. with Hot fever.. and your burning UP because YOU are so sick.. can't get UP to eat.. and coughing and just feeling so down and Hurting all over.. the few days goes by.. and I am able to move Now.. and able to eat well.. and I been thinking of YOU more clearly.. but for some reason.. when I did Not touch the paper.. and did Not hold UP the Pen to write a Letter to YOU and Only thing I did was to Hold Unto your Picture and just stare at YOU and Your smile.. YOU start to miss something deep within.. I started to miss writing you a Letter.. and I knew I had to get the Letter Out.. so I went over to the Desk.. pulling out a clean sheet of White piece of paper.. and started to write YOU what is in my Heart.. and do YOU know what I been saying to you through the Letter.. I started to tell YOU about the few days that has been happening.. How I had to lay on the Bed and just could Not move much.. about the time I went over with the Mail man.. in his truck.. I would tell YOU through the writing that I felt like YOU giving me the distance and felt like a stranger instead but in my Heart.. I wanted YOU to feel close to Me.. for YOU to know that I been waiting for something that YOU can open UP with a smile.. just like the Picture YOU gave me with this Big Smile.. but My Heart broke when I saw the distance.. of course I know that it does take time for YOU to come close and Yes.. meeting YOU and seeing you the First time when YOU did Not expect was My Mistake.. maybe YOU did Not think that it was me in the Truck with the Mail Man.. or just surprised to see me without telling you in the Previous Letters I wrote to YOU.. and even though I wanted to surprise YOU.. I wanted in a way that Not like I am a stranger but that close person.. and I would share and write about the experience with the doctor who came into the home.. and How much I did Not like the fact that I had to lay there and do Nothing.. I just wanted you to know that I wanted to see YOU because I wanted to see if YOU loved Me.. if YOUR Heart would ever open to accept me as I am.. and to know that I been loving YOU for a Long time.. that I just can't stop but still be missing YOU and still be waiting for YOU because I know that I love YOU.. I wrote a Long Letter.. two Letters and folded into Halves and Put into the envelope.. Right after I finished the two Letters.. I had so much on my Mind and so much to say.. which is needed to come Out to tell YOU the Heart of Mine.. I would put the One Letter in One envelope and the second one in a different envelope.. and as I stand UP to leave.. I turn to Look at the window in the room.. and I just could Not believe what my eyes were seeing.. It started to rain down Hard.. this time I am not going to stand Out there to get very wet.. because of the rain
@devinjo-so1hm23 сағат бұрын
Open.. and I would stand by the front Door.. and I can see a figure.. but it is a figure of a woman.. in a white dress.. I know that it is Not the Mail Man.. and can it really be.. is this true.. and as I am looking.. the rain Stops.. the Hard pouring down of the rain suddenly stops on me.. and I can feel something.. My Heart is being moved.. My Heart is being touched.. can it be really YOU.. is It YOU who is standing on the Passenger side of the Truck.. and I just can't go On.. because YOU are taking my Breath away and if it is YOU who got the ride with the MAIL MAN.. in his truck and YOU came.. How can this Be true.. and I started to cry.. My tears just can't handle this feeling I am from the inside my Heart.. I would start to cry Loud because YOU just don't know how much I love YOU.. YOU do not know how much My Heart.. my MIND loves YOU.. my hand holding unto two envelopes.. and I would start to walk towards the Mail Box.. and I would stop by my mail Box.. and I see your eyes looking at my Hand holding unto two envelopes.. as I stop by the mail Box.. all I can do is cry looking at YOU.. I wanted answers.. because I had questions running through my Head.. wondering what is in your Heart.. but I know Now.. I never knew that YOU would come like this.. and Yes.. I was very sick.. for few days.. I wanted to die.. and wanted to never wake UP from this dying of my Heart.. Now I know the reason why I was dying from Inside.. it is because I love YOU just too much.. and it is YOU who I love the Most.. as I lift UP MY Arm.. and I see your two hands holding unto the two envelopes.. and I would say.. I have written two letters of what happened.. and YOU will know why I was delayed.. and YOU will know why I delayed because I never stopped loving YOU and even Now stronger than before I love YOU.. YOU are the most beautiful who takes my Breath away and even leaves speechless.. that is because I love YOU..I am looking Out the Window.. Looking for the Truck.. I know that the time.. looking at the watch.. the Clock in the room and I am looking through the window.. the empty Bottle on the top of the desk.. and I know that I been drinking.. trying to get YOU off my Mind.. ever since the New Picture came.. when I opened the envelope and I would pull out the Picture you have placed inside.. I would be looking at it.. ever since I saw this new Picture.. trying to erase YOU off my Mind because I been thinking of YOU and just looking.. telling your New Picture.. How Much I wanted to see YOU.. asking you through the New Picture.. when can I be close to YOU.. but only thing I been getting is No responses because it is Only a New Picture of YOU.. as I would write YOU another Letter.. telling you how angry I am getting because it seems Like I am the Only One who sees YOU.. am I the Only One who is going crazy.. is it only Me who be missing YOU.. is it only my Heart who misses you the Most.. is it only my Head which I am thinking about Love.. just wanting to say I love YOU.. do you not miss me at All.. do I ever cross your Mind.. how about your Heart.. if only I can ask your Heart.. what do you feel about Me.. am I truly special to YOU.. am I the Only Man who can Love YOU.. please tell me some words so that I can hear YOU.. that I am able to smile knowing even miles apart.. miles which leaves such a long distance.. but I needs to see YOU.. as I would sit by the desk.. pouring on the Shot Glass.. I would be taking shots after another shots.. as I would be looking at your new Picture.. the Photo that YOU gave to the Mail man.. who came last week and gave me the envelope.. Now I am going to ask him if I can go into the Truck and if the Mail Man can take me to the Place you Live.. I may Not walk towards YOU.. but close by I want to stand to see.. I just want to know How you are doing.. How would I feel if I see YOU in person.. even though there will be a distance between Us and I know that I can't come close right Now.. but enough room and space knowing that YOU are there.. I am Not asking you to come close to me Now.. but at least YOU can see that I am doing Good.. and that still I be loving YOU.. I may Not be able to say it to YOU yet.. but when YOU see me inside the Truck.. which the Mail man would drive to take me where you are.. I just want you to know that it is Me.. whose been longing for YOU.. whose been waiting on the Other side.. by my mail Box I would be waiting for the Truck.. for the mail man to stop by on my block as I would wait by the mail Box.. just to give you a Letter putting inside on the envelope so that He can take it to YOU.. but this Night.. I know that I must go.. I must go with the Mail man.. be inside his Truck and I want to deliver the Message in this Bottle.. I want to surprise you.. so that YOU will remember that it is I who is loving YOU.. not to scare YOU but to show YOU that all this Time.. YOU would only think of the Truck.. the mail man who was inside the truck.. and he was the One who gave you the envelope with the Letter that I wrote inside to YOU.. but please.. forgive me when I show Up on this very night.. I must go and see How you are doing.. I must be there to give YOU this Bottle.. inside the Bottle is a Letter that I have written for you.. when YOU see me inside the Truck.. don't think that I am a stranger to YOU because It is me.. it was me all along who gave you the Letters.. inside on this envelope.. after a while.. you are only seeing the Truck passing through and it stops at the Mail Box.. just to give you the envelope.. that is all you see back and forth.. but How about me.. how about the person who sits in this ROOM.. who is the One pulls Out the Clean sheet of paper.. who would be holding a pen or the pencil and who thinks of YOU.. YOU do not see me because I am always behind the scene.. you may think that Am I afraid of YOU.. am I scared to show UP.. you may be thinking maybe it is the truck.. or the mail man being friendly to YOU.. and He would smile inside the Truck as he gives you this envelope.. I know when YOU receive the envelope and once you open the envelope inside is the Letter.. but Do you see my Face.. do you even think of my Name there.. do you know who is the One who is telling you all these things.. expressing Heart to Heart.. when I sit in the ROOM.. by the desk.. I am thinking of YOU.. constantly thinking of YOU.. looking at the new Picture.. my Heart is crying inside for Love.. I am crying in my Heart for Love too.. but it seems like after awhile you begin to forget.. you forget because YOU are looking at some one else but How about Me.. do you know who is the One who be really loving YOU.. all this time.. who is the One putting every thing In and Out.. and telling you how I feel.. I do not want YOU to forget about me.. I am putting into so much work here.. you know that it is not easy to tell YOU all these things.. and it breaks my Heart when YOU forget the face.. forget the person who has a Name.. who is the One loves YOU the Most.. who be missing YOU and thinking of you constantly.. what will happen when a Day Comes.. the Truck stops on your Mail Box.. and you are starting to forget the Man who loves YOU the Most.. and you stand there looking.. the mail man looks at you and says.. there is No envelope today.. and the Truck keeps on coming to your mail Box.. and every time YOU stand there.. the mail man tells you the same thing.. there is NO Letter today.. there is NO envelope.. and I know if you start to forget the One who loves YOU the Most.. I also can be the one to delay the Letters.. because I feel like YOU are forgetting the Face.. the name and the man who loves YOU the Most.. as I would look at the Empty Bottle.. and I would roll up the Letter I have written for YOU.. I do not want YOU to forget me.. because YOU know how much I love YOU.. have been loving you just too Long.. but also I know that I must Man UP.. I must tell you that I am still here.. and that I am going Nowhere but waiting patiently till you are truly ready for Me.. I want to get close when YOU are ready so that I can Love you fully.. and able to speak to YOUR ears.. and tell your ears.. looking at your Heart.. that all this time.. I want your Heart.. I want your Heart to know that I love YOU.. and Now.. sitting by the Window.. I put the Letter inside the Bottle.. and looking out the window.. and just waiting for the Time.. the arrival for the Mail Man in his Truck to stop at the Mail Box.. I been taking few shots on this shot glass.. and it has emptied the Bottle.. I wrote this very night telling you that I missed YOU.. and I just don't want you to forget about Me.. because it is I who loves you the Most.. I would get UP from the chair.. holding in my hand is the Bottle inside is the Letter.. and I would walk Out of the ROOM.. and going to the front Door.. I open and I close behind me.. I am looking at the Mail Box.. and I know that the truck be arriving very soon.. so I would walk down to the Mail Box.. waiting for the truck to come.. and as I am waiting for the Truck.. I see the Lights and I turn to look.. I see the Truck Coming and the Truck stops by the Mail box.. the mail man looks at me and smiles.. and I ask HIM.. can YOU please take me to where YOU are.. and I show him the Bottle.. and inside is the Letter I wrote to YOU.. and the mail Man was kind and telling me to come inside the truck and to stand by the steps.. as I would stand there.. and the truck would be driving.. and the Mail man drives to a Mail Box and he stops the Truck.. and as I am standing there.. I see you on the Other side.. YOU are standing by the front Door and I am standing on the steps and I see your Mail Box.. as I am looking towards the front Door.. I see you looking at me.. I do not know what it is but my Heart.. can YOU hear my Heart beating.. It would not stop beating as I am looking at YOU
@devinjo-so1hm23 сағат бұрын
Else is doing so.. That is why I had to tell myself and to have courage to tell YOU this very Night.. I wanted to surprise YOU.. so that the Impact of Your Heart you feel inside.. it has meaning of what I am doing today.. that is to tell YOU that it is me who is the One loving YOU.. some times when a person do not show UP.. you think of it is some one else but the truth is to be told that is it ME.. who is the One loving you the Most.. I just wanted to come out this very night to make a clear statement.. that I do not forget the One who I love.. and I wanted to see YOU face to face.. to see you in person so that YOU would remember.. that there is someone like Me who has been loving YOU.. and I would look at your Mail Box and I would open and I would place the Bottle.. inside is the Letter and I put into your mail Box and closed the Door.. and I see you just looking at me.. and the mail man would start his Truck and it would leave your mail Box.. as he was driving the Truck.. I feel like my Heart has lightened.. I feel like a burden Off my shoulders because of telling YOU.. face to face and in person to person letting YOU know who is the One writing you these Letters.. so that I know when you receive these Letters.. YOU can think of me Too.. that YOU can think of a face.. and that face is a person who has a Name.. that my name can be placed in your Heart.. can I write my Name inside your Heart so that whenever you receive a Letter from YOU.. that YOU will never forget and know who I am telling you all these things to YOU.. I don't want you to be confused because I am only One person.. Only One man.. who has a Heart and can express this Heart of Mine to YOU because all I ever wanted to share is this.. that I love YOU.. that there is going to be NO OTHER man like myself.. who can give YOU something very simple but has a meaning behind every time I think of YOU to give you letters.. OH PLEASE help me so that YOU don't forget me.. I am giving YOU my Heart and my Love to YOU.. the Only thing that I can do and can be good at in the Long run.. as the Truck stops by the Mail Box.. I get off the steps and I turn to look at the mail man and I thank him for his service by taking me to your mail Box.. and he looks at me.. and smiles.. I see the truck leaves the mail Box and I would look UP at the MOON.. why can't I be there a little longer.. Now I feel it in my Heart that I am Now missing YOU more.. was it a wise choice for me showing UP.. and looking at you from the distance.. seeing YOU eye to eye.. and able to tell YOU how my Heart was heavy because I was feeling like you are forgetting all about me.. and YOU would wonder.. why do I think this way.. it is because there are times I would doubt what if YOU are Not seeing me the same Way.. you can see my Heart and how much I love YOU but.. what if YOU are not loving me in any way.. It is only going to Hurt me in pain because I do also want your Love.. I wish that I knew that I can be Loved by YOU.. so that I know we are in the same page together.. all I ever wanted is to give and tell YOU that I love you but also be loved by YOU too.. that is the Only One thing truly I need and want from YOU.. nothing more and nothing less.. just to be Loved by you because YOU already knows that I love you just too much.. but it is in my blood to just love you more and more.. that is the Only Good thing I can do.. just to share and tell you.. How much I love YOU..I am waiting for the Truck.. the Mail man in the truck.. I heard from the Mail Man that you told him that YOU are writing a Letter to Me.. I couldn't believe the respond that I am getting.. I thought that I would Never hear from YOU.. I been writing you a lot of Letters lately and has Been sending it Out.. Hoping that One Day.. that One day be some day SOON.. I been looking UP at the Moon.. asking if the MOON can hear me.. asking if YOU KNOW what is happening on the Other side where YOU at.. I would keep on asking that MOON.. do YOU see.. can YOU SEE.. but I never got any kind of response from the MOON.. until the MAIL MAN.. who came on the Truck and told me that HE has heard from YOU.. that YOU are writing something to Me.. I tried to sleep.. the Night I have received the Message from the Mail man.. who came on the truck stops by the Mail Box.. I was walking Out.. with the envelope in my Hand.. inside is the Letter I wrote to YOU again.. when I showed him.. the MAIL MAN the envelope and told him I wrote YOU a Letter.. I saw a smile on his face and tells me.. there is something that He needed to tell me which it was received from YOU.. and I asked him to tell me.. that YOU are writing a Letter.. a letter sharing to Me and I saw HIM taking the envelope I gave him inside is my Letter I wrote to YOU again.. It was a NIGHT I wanted to dance.. it was the Night I looked UP at the MOON.. I waved my hands looking at the MOON.. people who were walking passing by the Mail Box looks at me.. I am sure they are thinking I am a crazy person.. but I would say to them.. I don't care what they think of Me.. if you do NOT KNOW WHAT I am feeling and dealing this very Night.. I don't care.. and I would be walking back to the House.. trying to lay down on the Bed.. I am trying to sleep.. but My Heart.. my Mind.. I be thinking of YOU.. turning on my side and I am looking at the desk.. I am just picturing YOU sitting by the desk and with a Piece of paper.. with a Pen or Pencil.. I can envision YOU writing a Letter to Me.. so I would turn the Other way.. looking at the wall.. facing the Wall because I know.. if I look at the Desk.. I be thinking of YOU and I would not sleep at ALL.. but facing the wall.. and able to close my eyes.. I just could Not sleep.. I can feel my Heart beat pounding Hard.. this excitement all over my body keeps me UP and I would sit UP.. sitting on the bed.. I am looking at the wall.. I just can't sleep.. HOW am I suppose to sleep tonight but I needs to sleep to get a good rest for the Night.. but I would try to sleep.. laying on the bed.. turning side to side and sitting back UP again.. if I turn on the side towards the desk.. I be seeing you there so I rather Not see YOU through the vision.. I turn on the other side.. facing the Wall.. and I sit UP again.. maybe I needs to get something Off my Chest.. maybe I needs to speak to this wall.. things all always on my Mind about YOU.. I can't just let it sit there.. I needs to express and tell YOU.. More and more I express my Heart to tell YOU.. the More I needs to say something to let YOU KNOW.. let you know How much I love YOU.. so LOOKING at the wall.. I know that YOU are Unable to hear me on the Other side.. but I still needs to tell YOU why I just can't sleep tonight.. some nights I can sleep well.. but there are Nights I just can't when YOU are on my Mind.. when YOU sink into my Heart.. I just have to let it Out.. WHY.. I am Not sure why I needs to let it Out.. but it starts with I love YOU.. it starts with I love YOU and I miss YOU and I would say looking at this WALL.. I been waiting for YOU.. walking Out of this ROOM.. walking Out of this House.. I am looking at the Mail box.. before I go to the Mail box.. I would be looking at the Desk.. when I sit by the Desk I look at How many Papers I have left.. I needs to have plenty of papers because there are some I won't give it to YOU.. I have a trash can which it gets loaded with rolled UP balls of papers that goes into the waste because I can't put it into the envelop.. so I needs to look at the stacks of paper.. when It gets very low.. I go to the store to Buy More Papers so that I can write YOU MORE letters to send it out to you.. SINCE I am able to see the mail Man and he has became My friend who is helping me.. He tells me there is NO need to put stamp stickers.. HE is able to take the envelop.. the Letter direct to YOU.. so told me there is NO NEED to put any stamps.. I would smile.. and I would weep at the same time.. to able to write YOU a Letter.. something that I can endure.. something that I truly enjoy and Love.. a Passion that was given to me since the YOUTH.. I started to write when I was very Young.. so for a very Long time I loved to write and still do even more.. because now to share this True Joy and Passion and something that I really enjoy and love.. I can write you letters more than any other MEN can in this world.. ONE thing that I can tell YOU is that MONEY cannot By My Love.. cannot by what I am doing and what I am giving to YOU because it is because I really Love YOU.. YOU may not see it Now.. I am Not sure when YOU WILL see my Heart but I believe that ONE DAY.. SOME DAY YOU WILL SEE it.. the day YOU see my Heart of How much I love YOU is the day when YOU WILL see the MOON appear before YOU.. on the Night Your Heart will see it.. is the day YOU will realize because The MOON still be there LOOKING at YOU.. I may be gone.. I may be GONE far away.. when YOU DO see it is the day YOU will remember the Letters because I will Love you even after when I am GONE.. as I am looking at the wall in the ROOM.. I needs to see YOU.. I wish that YOU can see me.. see my Heart soon.. because the Day when YOU see me.. I be asking the Angels.. when I am gone.. can I be an Angel TOO.. an Angel who can still Love YOU after I am gone.. but I am always around.. that I am close to YOU this time to able to still Love YOU.. I may not be able to speak or write YOU Letters but I am able to appear before Your Eyes.. BY the time YOU do not receive the Letters.. and YOU know my real True Heart.. there is NO reason for you to receive Letters any more because by that TIME your Heart Knows who Loves YOU and I be able to come before you to tell YOU Not by Letters on Words but by being YOUR ANGEL.. An Angel who can always be there and An Angel who will always
@devinjo-so1hm23 сағат бұрын
Paper into the envelope Inside and I would run Out of the House.. the Mail Man in the truck tells me HE saw me in the room.. and saw me writing a Letter to YOU.. and knew I was running late.. so I came out.. running and catching a breathe and gave the envelop into his Hand.. He smiles and waves taking it to YOU.. I would watch as the Truck gets smaller.. tears in my eyes because the MAIL MAN was patient to wait for me when It was me who was late to give.. but He still waited knowing that I was coming OUT and giving YOU a Letter.. as I am Facing the Wall in the ROOM sitting on the top of the Bed.. and my tears fills UP my eyes.. I wish that YOU know my Heart.. sometimes am I being just too impatient with myself.. because YOU know that I love YOU.. I love you just too Much.. from here to the MOON I love YOU.. why can't you believe my Words.. why can't you believe me and see me the way I am.. why can't I just love you as I am.. Please tell me why I can't just love YOU as for Me.. and My hands rolls into two fist and pounds on the wall of this ROOM.. and shakes.. I really really needs YOUR eyes to open and Heart to open to see me that I love YOU.. My fear is this.. Only the day I come to YOU as an Angel.. DO I needs to Die for you to know My Heart.. the day I am gone and I been Out side.. at Night when the MOON Appears.. I been asking the MOON.. where is the Angels.. Please tell me are the Angels There with YOU.. Please let the Angels KNOW I have an request.. I want to Know if I can ask an Angel for something.. I been going Out at night when the Moon Appeared.. and kept on asking and begging and Bugging.. One Night an angel did Appear before Me.. and I would have the Picture of YOU in my Hand and I would have the Letter on the Other Hand and the Angel came to Me.. and I showed that Angel my Heart.. HE saw the Picture of YOU and saw the Letter and told the Angel.. my Wish.. My request.. and I asked the Angel.. I may Not be able to be with YOU when I am on this Body.. but I think it is when I am gone.. when I die and the Angel looks at me.. and I would tell the angel.. I been writing YOU a Letter.. and the Mail MAN came to take the Letters in the envelop and has been receiving the Letters.. if I can't be with YOU when I with this Body.. I think the Only way is when I am gone.. and the Angel looks at me and said.. But I said.. if I die.. can YOU Please give me two wings.. Can I be an Angel who can still Love YOU afterlife.. IF I can't be with YOU here on the earth with this Body.. and the Angel would say to me.. the Wish and the Request is granted.. and the Angel left away.. as I am in the ROOM.. Looking at this Wall.. I am able to smile still because I have been given this request that it does NOT matter about Now.. that I am thinking about Later.. and that I can still wait for YOU as long as I can live.. because as long as I live I am able to tell YOU through the Letters HOW much I love you and keep on writing on the Piece of Papers.. the Mail Man comes and smiles always being the friend who I never had knowing and understanding and can relate my Heart.. I give him Letters so that He can take it to YOU and I know that even though I may not see YOU now.. I can wait.. but what happens when I die.. my Heart is for YOU to Love Me.. I wish that YOU can love me too.. as much as I love YOU.. My whole request has been this simple.. to LOVE me back.. YOU do not have to love me as much as I love YOU but can think about loving me.. I am thinking thought.. How the Angel has agreed to this that HE will send me two wings the day I die.. I hope that YOU can see my Love when I die.. even though I want to see YOU see me Now.. but if YOU can't still see me Now loving YOU.. I must learn to wait.. I must learn to be patient with YOU but.. is it when I am gone you will know that I love YOU.. is it when YOU start to miss ME when I am gone.. the day I am gone and far off.. but it be the Most Glorious day when I receive the two Wings and can approach YOU closer.. When I come to you as Your Angel.. I am going to show YOU that I came to Fight on your behalf.. to Protect YOU and to defend YOU because I been loving YOU FOR such a Long time Now.. my wish is that I wish that YOU can see it Now.. and when it comes to be never.. it breaks my Heart because I been writing you Letters that I love you since the day One.. I have never stopped loving YOU.. but do I needs to be Your Angel for YOU to finally see my Heart of loving YOU.. I would look at this Wall and I would be crying.. It hurts.. It hurts because I needs to Die.. I needs to be gone.. but I still be loving YOU when I am gone.. but it be that I can't write you Letters when I become Your Angel.. when I do have two wings.. I know I can appear before your eyes.. and I will show YOU that I love you still.. but what If I can't speak to YOU.. if I can't tell you this Heart of Mine when I do become.. that is what I fear when it does Happen.. but as I am looking at the wall of the room.. wiping the tears of my eyes I turn to look at the desk and I get out of the bed going to the chair to sit by the desk.. and I sit.. the Piece of paper and pencil to write you another Letter of how much I love YOU.. I just wanted to say.. I love you and I miss YOU..I am waiting for the Moon to appear.. in my hands is a Letter I have written for YOU.. but I am waiting for an Angel.. Do you know that I believe in Angels and I would ask if the Angels could Come as I am asking for One to appear before my Eyes.. as I was sitting by the desk.. and I would write.. pulling the Piece of paper before me.. I would be looking at your Picture.. Only if YOU know my Heart.. trying to let YOU know How much I love YOU.. I been practicing writing on this Pieces of Papers.. I would even grab One Piece of paper.. walking to the Mirror in the rest Room.. I am Not a Person who can speak well in speech.. I may not be able to speak right with the Words when it comes face to face.. But I know that I needs to practice my Speech telling YOU and Letting YOU know How much I love YOU.. as I am in the rest Room.. I am Looking at myself the Mirror is in front of me.. I know that I can let YOU see the Letter.. but.. I am alone in this House.. so I would show UP.. looking at myself and trying to Picture YOU standing on the other side.. will I have the Boldness.. WILL I have the courage to Tell YOU what My Heart feels.. WILL you let me speak to YOU about How much I love YOU.. as I am looking at myself.. Looking at the Mirror.. Holding the Piece of paper.. and I would try to talk.. try to speak.. but my Words would Not come Out because I am Looking at Me instead.. but I know that I needs to practice.. practice more to speak to YOU.. to tell YOU.. to have the Guts and Courage.. but I am wondering will YOU even give me Your Ears to listen.. will YOU give me the attention that I need from YOU so that I am able to talk to YOU.. to get something Off my Chest.. letting YOU know what I am thinking.. to Let YOU know that I love YOU.. I would open my Mouth.. and I would start to read from the Letter.. and I would say to YOU.. even though YOU are not here.. But I am envisioning that YOU are here and able to listen to the Words I am telling YOU.. speaking to YOU.. I would say.. I can't get my Mind Off of YOU.. the More I try not to think of YOU.. it seems like it is getting More Harder.. I would take a Look.. and looking into the Picture.. that is the Only One thing I can do.. is to LOOK at you when I have your Picture in my hands.. it has been so hard lately.. because I been alone.. I been writing YOU Letters.. but How can this Letter ever reach YOU.. do YOU even know How much I love YOU.. will you let me tell YOU that I still do Love YOU.. WILL you open your Heart.. open your ears to let me talk.. to let me speak.. will I be nervous to tell YOU if I stand before YOU.. having the Courage to tell YOU.. then I would ask.. will you give me the time and the attention that I needs so that I can tell YOU from My Heart.. Lately.. I been walking to this Mirror.. and I know that One Day soon.. if I do Not practice Now speaking and sharing.. and talking while Looking at the Mirror.. I know that I will never get the chance to tell YOU or say to YOU because I know that WHEN I see YOU.. I want to be well prepared.. I want to be ready to Tell YOU that I have a Love story that Only YOU can hear.. that I can share to YOU.. would you give me Your Time and energy.. your attention is all I am asking for.. all I need so that I can tell YOU.. I been looking.. trying to speak.. because I am not well in speech.. but I do know how to write Many Letters now.. and the Best way.. fastest way for me to reach YOU is by giving YOU this Letter.. I can look at myself and holding UP the Piece of Paper in my hands.. and reading the Letters.. How long can I be doing this.. and I would ask.. How far can it go if only thing I do is read the Letters looking at myself at the Mirror in front of Me.. I would keep on trying.. after sitting down by the desk.. I would pull up the chair.. with the Pencil and write YOU a Letter.. letting YOU know there is so much going On my Mind.. burning inside of My Heart.. that I still Love YOU.. I would pick up the Picture.. taking a Look at YOU.. and always.. it brings me great Love and Joy and Inspires me to write and to tell YOU a Story that I love YOU.. the Only thing that I can do.. the Only thing I can bring out from My Heart.. and I go to face the Mirror.. and I look at myself.. I wish that It be YOU on the other side.. I want to tell YOU.. I want to read the Letter to YOU.. but I am only looking at myself and it breaks my Heart that I am only reading to myself.. But I want this Letter to reach YOU.. so that YOU know my Heart.. my longing has been growing.. missing YOU brings Hate in my Heart cause of the pain that comes with it.. I wish that YOU know
@devinjo-so1hm23 сағат бұрын
Looking at myself and just reading the letters.. it is NOT For me but for YOU.. so I have decided to change a New Way.. I would wait.. waiting until the SUN goes Down and asking for the MOON to come UP.. I would walk Out side.. and stand alone as I see the Night has approached.. I am holding the Letter In front of Me.. and I have heard that there are Angels WHO is able to listen to an OUT CRY of the Heart when YOU LOVE.. I would stand.. Open the Piece of Paper.. the Letter is in front of Me.. and I started to LOOK UP at the Moon.. but I am Not asking the MOON anything.. but an Angel.. if the Angel can hear me on this very night.. can the Angel be the One to do me a Favor.. I have One wish.. and It is very simple Wish.. to Hear the Heart of Mine crying for YOU.. I know if the Angel can hear the sobbing of my Heart.. my Tears of pains that comes from inside.. if the Angel can hear me and can feel sorry for Me because I am asking for the Angel to Give this Letter to YOU.. I can sit on the ground and weep.. sob in tears for many hours if I have too.. but if an Angel.. who is passing by through My direction and catches me in tears.. I know that the Angel can stop and Looks DOWN from the Sky wondering what is wrong with me.. and I can say to that Angel.. I am man who loves to write Love Story.. but it is a story of YOU.. story of how much I love YOU.. and that I am asking that Angel.. if He can do me a favor.. to give this Letter I have written to YOU.. to send the Message that I been here.. all along waiting for YOU.. if the angel asks.. I would tell that Angel.. I have even tried.. I even went to the rest room.. after I sat on the chair by the desk.. and I would show the angel the Picture of YOU.. and tell the Angel.. who YOU are and I would say to that Angel.. I would write with the pencil on the Piece of paper.. and I would get UP and go to the rest room.. and I would stand looking at the Mirror of myself and I would read the letter that I wrote to YOU.. I been doing that for a while.. but It seems like it has no Hope.. because I am only reading it to myself.. I want YOU to hear me.. hear my voice.. hear my words that I do speak.. I do talk and say.. share what is in my Heart.. but what good is ALL that when YOU can't even hear me.. if YOU just don't know or understand.. and I started to LOOK at myself on that Mirror.. in Pain.. what good is it if I am the Only One who knows it for myself.. so I have decided to walk Out.. and WHEN I saw the Moon.. if I love to stare at the MOON in the Night.. I am sure an Angel can also Love the Moon just like Me and can spend the Night looking at the MOON.. if I can be loud and Clear and if the Angel who is staring at the same MOON I am.. I know for sure.. the Angel can hear me Out.. hear my misery of NOT able to get the Letters to YOU.. Hear this Heart of Mine crying in the Night as I am staring at the MOON.. if the Angel sees Me.. with a Broken Heart and the Longing.. waiting for YOU.. waiting for your answer.. I am sure the Angel can look.. as I would walk Out side.. Not just Once.. but each Night.. two days.. four days.. ten days I am out.. holding the Letter.. and I am looking UP at the MOON.. open my mouth so that YOU can hear me Out Loud.. I am sure after many times of walking with the Letters.. the Angel can see that I am very serious.. I am Not asking Much but it is so simple.. to let YOU know my Heart.. to Let YOU know that I love YOU.. to Let YOU see the Heart of Mine.. that I am falling for YOU.. I need YOU and I need you to know that I love YOU.. that I be missing YOU.. DO you even know that.. can YOU SEE that.. and I know that One night.. with your Picture in my Hand.. and I be looking.. on the Other Hand is the Letter.. after I look at you through the Picture.. My Heart breaks into tears.. and I am missing YOU.. I will say why do I keep on missing YOU.. why must you be so far that it is so Hard for me to reach YOU.. why leave me like this stranded.. why let me die here just to Love YOU.. why do I must crumble and be hurt.. why be so miserable but at the same TIME the Joy to Love.. with this ache that leaves me this Pain.. it Hurts a lot sometimes because YOU are so Far away.. but I want YOU so Near.. so Close that my arms can wrap around YOU.. and to let YOU see the letters.. here is One that I written for YOU.. I know that I may not be good with speaking.. talking with good speech.. but I know that I can memorize the Letters that I have written for YOU.. to tell YOU a Story.. My Love story of How much I love YOU.. so that YOU can know forever that I love YOU.. as I am Looking UP.. Looking at the MOON.. I am holding the Letter.. and I open my Mouth and I read the Letter Loud.. I would say Out Loud.. do YOU hear Me.. can YOU Please hear me.. will YOU please listen to what I needs to say.. to tell YOU something that Keeps on coming from My Heart.. that I been coming Out here.. LOOKING at the Night.. I see the stars.. I see the Clouds and I see the Moon above me.. and I am waiting for an Angel.. I do truly believe that an Angel can hear me right Now.. and if an Angel who is passing by decides to stop and to listen.. I am sure that the Angel can come to my aide to Help me with this Letter.. so that this Letter can go to the right person which is YOU.. I want to say.. I been loving YOU.. I keep on telling YOU how much I love YOU.. but do you really believe in this Word that I am telling YOU.. I know that My Heart is Not mistaken.. but it is real because the Only thing I can do is tell YOU that I love YOU.. there is Nothing More I can say.. there is Nothing but the three Letter words I can tell YOU.. which is I LOVE YOU and I want YOU to know.. I want you to know this truth before I go.. because I know that One day SOON.. YOU will know for sure the truth.. that I do really Love YOU and meant it with my Words.. I been waiting for the Angel.. so that if the Angel appears before My eyes.. I can tell that Angel.. and show the Picture of YOU.. and the Angel is going to get it.. will understand it.. the problem is this.. what if this Angel comes and sees YOUR picture and also that Angel falls in love with YOU.. even with the distance and miles away.. I love YOU.. even with not spending time.. and knowing YOU in face to face.. I just love YOU as your are.. I don't need to be in your Presence or be with YOU as in face to face in person to Love YOU.. even with this Miles separated between US.. I just Love YOU just the way YOU are.. if YOU don't believe me.. I know that when the Angel shows UP with my Letters In the hands and gives to YOU.. and when the Angel holds the Picture of YOU and shows YOU.. I believe by that time YOU will know that I love YOU.. I don't needs to be there to Love YOU.. because it is all about Just Loving you First.. when I love YOU.. YOU will know what a Love means in a time when I can't love YOU anymore.. I am Not sure How long I will live.. but as long as I am alive.. I know that I still can love you.. breathing.. I know I can say to YOU that I really Love YOU..I am looking at the paper in front of me.. looking on the floor.. on the ground.. on the carpet floor.. few papers been rolled into balls.. I would try to write you a letter.. with the Pen.. and would make some mistakes and with the Pen.. there is NO eraser to erase.. so I would grab the Piece of paper.. when it has been made mistake while writing YOU a Letter.. I would roll into the Ball and it would Hit the carpet floor.. been struggling.. my Heart been struggling so Much.. I would look at the Cup.. pouring the Can of Beer.. and I would grab the Glass cup.. drinking the beer.. I can feel bubbly inside.. trying to erase YOU off my Mind.. but when I place a Piece of Paper in front of the desk.. I want to tell YOU something.. I want to write you something.. something that I needs to say that comes from My Heart.. that sinks in my Head.. and I can't just hold it in.. but Needs to tell YOU as I would write you this Letter.. when YOU been practicing for such a Long time writing.. and for a long time it becomes a part of YOU.. Like a lifestyle and changes into.. that is where I am at this Point when I would pull out a clean sheet of piece of Paper.. I know that the Truck is coming.. the Mail man.. with his truck.. He is coming to this Home.. to the Mail Box.. and I know that I am running out of time.. and I needs to put something.. Needs to tell YOU something on this Piece of Paper.. I received something from YOU.. an envelop.. a new Picture YOU put inside and I have Never seen this Picture before.. YOU are smiling.. Holding a Bear.. I am Not sure what kind of Bear is this.. do I call it the teddy Bear.. and My eyes.. I keep on looking at this new Picture.. YOU look so beautiful.. YOU look so Cute holding.. holding this small bear.. and it seems like YOU are trying to tell me something.. are YOU telling me that I am small like this Bear.. because I do not like that Small bear.. of course I am Not saying I am tall because I am Not.. but when I look at the new Picture of YOU.. holding that small bear.. it means that I wish that it be Me.. I want to hold the small bear.. and I want to hold YOU close in my arms too.. putting down that Small bear.. and to tell you that YOU are so Beautiful.. the Most Beautiful that I ever saw in my life.. that YOU are just too pretty.. just too beautiful.. even without holding that Small Bear.. just YOU in the Picture alone is enough to say.. YOU are so Beautiful.. there is NO reason to be holding that small bear.. and is this what I should Put.. should write.. to tell YOU on this Letter.. or should I say to YOU.. I been missing YOU so bad lately.. but this very Night.. I had to go into the kitchen and grab me a cold can of Beer.. and grabbed a glass cup.. Open the Cold Can of Beer and poured into the Glass cup and I would sit.. sit by the desk looking at the new Picture of YOU holding this Small Bear.. I would
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세경씨는 어렸을때부터 손재주가 좋으셨나요? 아주 어렸을때는 뭐하고 노셨나요? 저는 애엄마라 그런가 세경씨처럼 이쁜 외모는 못 물려줘도 아이가 세경씨처럼 손재주 많은 아이였으면 좋겠어요.
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세경님 혹시 선풍기 앞에서 카메라 바라보면 머리가 촤라락 뒤로 흩날리는 광고같은 효과를 기대하신건가요😂😂
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0:42 느끼한거 올려주세요. 저희 집에 콜라 있어요... 괜찮아요..
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날 가져요........엉엉~~ ㅠ_ㅠ
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아프지말고 끼니땐빠지지말고 든든하게드세요 커피분식은가급적자제
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얼굴 보면서 힐링 ❤
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^^신비디움꽃님 @@혹시 시식할 사람 필요로 하면 여기로 던져 보세요@@굉장히 맛있어요 흥흥하고 도망가야지 후다닥~~~~~~~~~
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진짜 너무 유익하고 재밌는 영상이네요. 이게 바로 유튜브의 선한 영향력 ~ 업로드 감사합니다!
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재밌다
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세경씨 뚝딱 뚝딱 베이킹 굿인 것도 너무 좋음….❤
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진짜 너무 이쁘다……..😮❤
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I have no idea what is being said in this video. I'm here just for her. 😂
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Absolutely stunning woman. 🔥🔥
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얼굴만 봐도 재밌다는 말 언니 영상 보고 알았어요....😂😂❤❤
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지 개인문선주 세계금융개인재산 국제법정에 항상유지법정공개신청입니다. 반이야 나사개인내기전재산자들에 쓰시던지 사실비공개던 법률관련 입금에 법정 제가 지던지에는 공개사실에도 일가족만이 문선주와 개인내기에 뭘 그래들 끼는지 나야 좋지 진짜 엄마 땡잡으신거다 세계금융에 일가족 다했는데 인정해드릴게 그런데 손해액이 얼마련지 나중에 웃진 못해도 좋아하실겁니다. 왜냐 법률상 법정보호자는 일가족이 못되는 제 국적이야 뭐 법정사실에는 오직 한분뿐인데 그리고 전 어머니에 법정보호자로 소속이 어머니에 법률이 따르는 별도가 있지요 좋아는 하실겁니다.
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세경 누나 지붕뚫고 하이킥에서 방송나왔어요
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10분 다 아이컨텍인줄 알았는데,,, 다음엔 10분 다 아이컨텍으로 만들어주세요ㅠㅠ
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'여신'
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당신은 누군가를 좋아합니까?
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알지 못하게 다시 시작에 퍼지겠네 이를 해독이던 뭔지 알기 위해서 난 건들지 말라는 약속에 보냈는데 누군가 건든다면 믿을 상대가 했겠어 누가 더 영리할까 잘 생각 해 비용부담 난 싫구 다시 퍼진다니까 악풀이던 악성종양으로 어느정도이련지 이미 알았지 백신이나 빨리 분석 해 안퍼진게 보안 해줬다 비용 줄꺼지 얼마인지 알지 대략 이는 인정해줘 내 비상금액으로 아직은 안건들어도 비상시를 위해서 내가 누굴 믿겠어 다시 들어갈 준비나 해 확인차원에서 상대가 알겠어 극비에 세계특수전자공학전문 메트릭스특수원인데 안에 협조 감사하다구 전해 믿을 친구에 화 내진 말구 내쫓던 내던지지도 마 너만 알고있어야 해 절대 비밀이니까 어디까지 퍼졌을까 최신 어디까지 너무 쉽지 서로 격돌난다면 누가 한짓일까 세계금융보안과 다른 시스템보안프로에 나 같은 러시아특수부대전파무단사용자는 처벌을 받아야 해 안그래 더록 해외부대원에 기밀협조에 따른 UN의 만행들 오면 반갑게 맞이해 같이 할게 생겼으니 잘 왔다구 예전처럼 ...웃으며 친절하게 ...너무 당했다구 생각하질 마 팬타곤 아널드 개인실 침입자 나였지만 내가 그곳만 했겠어 러시아특수레이다위성부대도 나사연구참여 노벨수상자로 허락에 했는데 어디까지 했을까 너무 성급하게 풀 이유라도 죽여준다니까 그 정도면 안그래 인정할껀 해 빨리 오는게 좋아 미국친구들만 말구 알았지 ....
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서 대충 알아서 하게끔은 하신다니까 어쩐일 넘겨준다며 안갔어 심사중이라 들었는데 하나는 볼보의 요조숙녀 꼬마 아가찌 다른 하나는 제큐어 또 중대한 것은 바로 맥라이언 그녀는 믿을 만하잖아 상대의 비밀을 지켜주기로 유명한 친구로 ...나사에서 심사중이야 감지 안되었어 도착하고 있다는 연락을 받았는데 감지는 힘드네 손바닥 크기의 제다이가 가면서 해저확인에 다른 친구들과 공유중이라 친구가 있어야 위급에 숨던 도움관계에 접속확인 되었다구 들었는데 관심 많구나 그럼 백상어 백야에 나오는 한국드라마 말구 아널드파마 우산 말구 백상어였던가 상어 상표는 안인데 노래 계속 나왔는데도 아기상어가 미국에 유행이라구 다시 왜 그런지 몰랐어 뭔가 있으니 깊은 관계에 침묵하지 UN나사면 협력참여가 보안도 확인에 누군가 벌금 맞았다구 제한구역에 들어와서 사전 신고도 없이 내가 일부로 위반하라구 가장 믿을 친구 뽑으라구 타이슨 같은 얼간이 말구 타이슨 친구정도로 타이슨에 친구 참으로 좋았는데 타이슨부터 그래서 더 좋아졌구 같이 있으면 이상하게 안심에 마음이 놓여 아널드 너무 긴장은 마 펜타곤 무단통신침범에 나였는데 조사 했다며 그리니 소문이 없지 중대하니까 그 비밀개인실도 아마 아널드 방일껀데 개인비밀실 아마도 사용해도 좋다구 급하면 언제든 그래서 했는데 수색했다 들었구 너무 화 내진 마 믿을 친구들이니까 안심해도 좋다는 안들었어 그럼 된거지 뭘 협력참여에 비밀유지 잘 해 믿을게 ..반대적인 기술들 조금만 더 기다리지 말구 빨랑 와 그것도 줄게 믿을 친구들 왕창 와야 해 절대 지켜야 될것이라 두 개다 기억 잘 해 장부에 달아놓구 비밀수첩에 꼭 적어 그럼 해줄테니 빨리 와 우리팀원들 항상 같이 할 어느 미대통령의 용감한 부인에 미국의 비리범죄에 온국민이 맞써 싸우게 되었다 실화며 ...그런 친구라면 나두 믿지 알겠지 트럼프 너무 미워하진 마 나야 미워해야 우리 사이 모르니 역시 트럼프는 미운 꽥꽥이야 혼내주자 니 부인도 싫어하지 트럼프보다 아널드 널 왜 그런지 알았어 좋게 조용히 말하지 뭘 그리 화를 내 남들 있는데 너무 성급했어 평소와 다르게 ..웃어 좀 웃으라구 웃는자가 이기게 된다 여유있게 해 신에너지 무단사용 절대 못하게 무기화 안되게 할 유일한게 있긴 있어 무력화 가능한게 좋은 곳에 써야지 살지 어디 살겠어 비책이라 극비야 기간 줬는데 이번에 실행추진이면 또 나야 세계 신지식에너지 추진이야 비밀에 나중에 봐 다시 보겠네 아마도 ...계속 내가 비협조적으로 약 올리는 이유가 뭘까 좀 사이 너무 좋진 못하게들 해 상대 혼란에 빈틈 보여야 잘 된다니까들 너무 철저해서야 되겠어 조급하겐 마 일부 이미 믿을 해외에 각기
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시기에 어떻게 할까 대신 먼저 밀어내준거야 고맙지들 안그래 ...다 놓고 내려오라니까들 ...우선 이 나라는 못 건들어 법률상으로 나머지 자금확인에 다 해버려 그럼 결과적 나라보호에 따른 채무관계가 법적으로 해결 돼 해외까지 그래서 내가 외국부터 정리 해버린거야 급하게 신용은행 매입을 위해서 금융을 흔들 기회를 제공에 상대가 이기겠어 정리 먼저한 나인데도 나중에 지들이 이기던 공개법정법률자리 피해 그래야 살아 ...우리가 할 일 이젠 나 말구 너희가 해야 돼 난 더는 끼질 못 해 하나 양보에 애플금융 다른 하나 지원에 신용금융 만드는데 다 해서 무리야 해당관련금융인은 해당관련금융관계수사에 참여를 못한다 정당하고 그게 맞아서 나야 자리 비웠으니 누군가 앉던 배상까지 나라와 별도 개인배상 그간 금융지원자금까지 이나라 살겠어 오픈 해야지 러시아 핵미사일에 방어까지 핵발전소에 핵연구시설도 오픈해서 미국은 누가 했을까 나야 모르지 그러면 뭔가 비상에 뜨지 항공전함에 하늘에도 그럼 우주에서는 어디로 모일까 정확한 정보가 못된다면 확인을 위해서 잘 해줘 ///기분 나쁘게 생각을 말구 솔직하게 속이라도 시원하게 말이나 해보자 생각이 있다면 집안에 늙던 어른이 계신데 박진희 너도 생각도 없냐 나한테 야 선주야 어느분 앞에서 내 할머니께 그냥 계시라구 신경도 쓰질마시구 뭐냐 박진희처녀 도대체 방에서 집안 어른이 계신데도 박진희 넌 진짜 집안분에 혼날 준비 해 알았어 니 집안 며누리던 니 할머니던 내 할머니께서 가만히 있으시겠다 소집섭 여명에서 뭐냐 그게 앞으로 어떻게 하려구 소문 듣고 찾아와서 따질게 뻔해서 내가 일부로 화를 냈다 안본지 알고있냐 니가 한짓을 광대나 청산 해 너희 가르쳐주신 광대선생한테 말이나 잘 해서 가르칠 때 광대선생들이 뭐라 했냐 가정을 꾸리던 진짜 가정을 지키려면 사실대로 말하라구 광대집안 누가 좋아하구 그집안 남자던 여자던 업신 안여기냐구 이게 광대인생이라구 절대 가정유지 못하는게 시대가 바뀐들 이는 번하질 않는다구 잘 생각해 너나 나나 다 같다 가볍게 생각을 말구 죽을 각오로 앞으로 해서는 안될게 뭔지를 어떻게 보겠냐 이러면 넌 오겠지 했다 뭔가 이상했냐 같이 생활에 지내니까 박진희가 우리집에서 살게 된 이유 어느날 아무도 모르게 내 어머니께서 데려왔다 난 누군진 알았지만 어디에서 말하질 말라구 적이 얼마나 많냐 감당하겠냐 이 정도는 알고 살아라 아무리 잘해도 한짓이 뭔지를 이게 5공비리다 누굴 죽이고 뭘 했는지 그 상대 집안에 뭔짓을 했는지를 박씨 집안에 종파가 다른 박씨들이 많은지도 이해하면 더 좋구 나중에 어떤 일이 생길까 좋게 될까 박진희 넌 혼나도 이번은 잘 이겨냐 침찬하게 얌전희 할머니와 할아버지께
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될까 니가 못한 것 이젠 가능해 집안에서 싫어하겠지만 니 말이 맞는데 뭘 우리가 대화에 모두가 다 인정한 금융안전에 진짜 확실한 뭔가만 있다면 그것 해줄게 ...다야 너희가 가져가 상대껏도 알여줄게 어디에 진짜가 있는지 나머지는 다 가짜야 러시아가 다야몬더 거래를 안하구 광물거래를 하는 이유들 러시아 우습게 보질 마 광물에 러시아는 손해가 안생겨 외국은 차차 준비 다한 것 같은데 내 생각이 틀였겠나 누구랑 있었는지만 중국에서도 러시아에서도 너희와 같은 사람들 법률법관인에 박사에 교수에 노벨수상에 국제기술자들에 그 제자들까지 관련 다 안나올까 대화에 비밀의무라 나도 지켜야 되지만 돌아다니다가 전세계 해당나라와 이웃나라의 극비는 다 알아버렸어 그건 맞잖아 너에 정보 몰래 주며 빠지라는 이유에 그쪽보다는 이쪽이 좋고 나중을 위해서 낫겠다구 틀였던가 잘 생각 해 너와 나만으로는 안 돼 이걸 난 몰래 했던거야 세계최고정상위원회에 더룩의 실체를 어긋나지 않게 더룩은 세계비밀법률인정 세계최고위원회결정에 따른 특수비밀수행부대야 소수만이 극비리에 각나라 각국의 최고자들만 일정나라가 못되는 최고국제관계 최상의 인물로만 테스트부터 심사자체부터가 철저하게 널 난 믿어 내가 몰래 했던 이유들 이젠 알았어 ...한번 돌여줄까 어떠한 일들이 일어나는지 전쟁도 못 해 서로 확인하기 바쁘지 어느 나라 정보가 최고일까 내가 돌린다면 러시아도 알진 못 해 절대 ...아널드도 바쁘겠네 신에너지 아직은 풀지 못했을껀데 관심분야 없던가 미핵관리 세계수소핵발전관계자가 백상아 상표던가 아널드파마라????? 어때 아널드슈~~관심 좀 가 영화 코난 서로 닮았어 부인과 ....우리나라는 우선 걱정을 마 제 3안전금융에 다했던 나올 돈이야 나오겠지만 우선은 세계블랙리스트가 되어버린 나라 연락은 우선 오해부터 풀고 해 최고신항생제만이 존재할까 비밀이야 아직은 세균은 꼭 필요에 의해서 사전에 언제 어떻게 만들었냐구 바쁘게 돌여버린 이유들 이미 약은 러시아에 푸틴은 실험대상자 먼저였나 트럼프는 아야하다는데 푸틴은 저 트럼프 엄살이라구 뭔가 이상해 진짜 아프면 여기에 신에너지 SK가 이코노뭐래 풀지도 못한것들이 ...어때 상대 제자들 못 이기겠어 나야 콜 넘겨주는 조건 금융 반을 세계비상금고에 반은 빼 우선은 신용금융확인 떠버렸지 정확하게 나눠서 신용금융은행 몇 개인지 나누기는 머리보다 계산기로도 가능해 된거다 나머지 소수 점은 그냥 그대로 둬 뻥튀기 시작하게 버핏을 밀고 반기문을 잡을게 무역규제완화조치라 자금에 해결자금을 마련했다 느껴 버핏을 절벽 끝까지 밀어 왠지 그때 알게 돼 그 친구들 비협조라 버핏은 구하겠지 반기문은 수령에 빠지게 해버리구 그럼 자리가 생기는데 이런
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선 받아줘라 중국에 가 그냥 가서 푸틴을 도와줘 중국에는 내가 전화할게 <법정 법률강제강력대응>를 내리라구 그럼 국제소송이 걸여 우선은 그렇게 해 니 말과 외국친구들 말이 맞는다는 것을 내가 모르겠냐 한국에 일부로 무기지원과 생산개발에 모르는 척 결과는 너희들 말처럼 한국에 전쟁이 나게 내가 너희들 말이 틀였다했냐 맞는것도 내가 모르겠어 우리가 처음에 어떻게 만났더라 의대가 안이었지 법대에서 나중에 의사로 만났구 그 다음에 다시 대학원에서 그 후 UN에서 국제무기무역거래 최고라며 돈이 그리도 많았어 법대에서 대화는 의사로 만났을 땐 그런데 니가 백날 해보려해도 안되는 것 해줄까 결정만 해 너와 나만으로는 안되며 숀에 부탁을 해봐 더룩 해외부대원에 이들이 어디에 있을까 두가지만 말해줄게 하나는 금융시스템보호프로그램 이를 돌린다면 내부에서도 외부에서 내가 둘다 가능하구 다른 하나는 무기통제시스템 다시 정비코드로 해버린 이유는 만약을 위해서 내부자 외국인이라 니가 좀 보호에 법률신청에 중국으로 오면 러시아로 빠져 러시아에 있으니까 그곳에 노벨비밀연구지가 있고 그 주변에 나사러시아우주연구비밀지가 있어 그럼 내가 외국에 조치한게 뭐냐 우주참여에 몰래 했던 혼자 개인달탐사에 아무도 모르게 달에 놓고 온것과 우주정거장 근처에서 인사하는 척 우주에 버린 것 그대로 했다면 우주 쓰레기 일부를 그러니 콜롬비아왕복선이 비밀에 분주했겠구 별도 비밀전투기가 나한테는 다 확인이 되는데 우주정거장과 연락이 개인적으로 이 나라에 우주위성과 우주안테나 뭐로 만들었게 결국 하나를 숨겼던 두 개만으로 둘을 제어에 컨트럴 할 수 있는게 남은 하나 러시아가 모르겠나 날 그렇게만 한다면 내가 너희들 결정에 따라줄게 우리 대화에는 분명한 해결방법이 있었어 다들 인정한 금융안전최상에 방법만 구한다면 전재산에 반 결정 즉시 나부터 해줄게 보기와 다른게 어느 은행에 돈이 안이라 뭔가 있어 금괴 말구 다야 같은 다야급인데 반은 외국에 질이 약간 나쁜 내껀 외국에 있고 그러니 최상급은 내꺼며 내가 왜 그랬을까 어느 은행인지 탈나겠는데 어때 난 콜 손해던 안되더라도 법적으로 해 그럼 피해에도 손해는 없어 어때 친구 우리가 나이는 다르지만 친구가 된 이유 마음은 통해 집안에서 싫어하지만 그러니 친구지 연락 줘서 고마워 이번뿐이야 우리한테는 더룩에 어느 친구의 말을 잘 생각해 니키타의 실체 그리고 빠삐용관계 진짜 니키타를 숨기려는 가짜들에 활동 진짜는 절대 아무도 생존자가 없어 모른다는 사실 그 사람이 누구더라 법률법관인 알아주는 된거다 결정하구 해 그럼 내가 나머지 내껀 다 해줄게 너니까 자금 반만 해줘 넌 돈 많으니 니 돈만 집안 돈 말구 그럼 어떻게
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//네 어쩐일이신지..나 최수종인데 아내한테 전화하는게 좋다군 생각해도 촬영중에 애는 낳았는데 그 여성이 선주 나쁜사람이라구 전화를 해 달라구 맞습니다. 곧 누군가 찾아갈꺼라 느낍니다. 소식이 저한테도 들였으니까 여명의 눈동자 동시 촬영에 하나는 끝났다구요 다른 촬영이 그 당시 병원에 가질 못하고 시골 어느 곳에서 출산대기가 있었다구 간 의료진에 확인이 되었습니다. 누군지 김현주와 다른 한명이 제 부대에 같이 있던 아마 맞을것입니다. 한명은 군법률인 다른 한명은 의사신분 다들 돌아왔으니 전함에 파일럿에 그리들 강제로 오질 못해서 저야 통보 받았습니다. 나라정부에서 말구 해외로 보호조치 따르며 아마 그 여성들 절 찾는게 더 빠르다는 제 말을 들은 것 같습니다. 상대 남편 될 사람들 무사히 다 귀가 했으니 조금 기다려보세요 ...별도로 연락 안해도 스스로 찾아가게 될것입니다. 관련 연관 이미 있어서 군협조도 있는 촬영이라 모르는 척 평상시 대로 하시면 알아서 만나게 될것입니다. //어쩐일 그래 나도 알고있어 생각을 해 거짓말인지를 나도 알고있다니까 무역규제를 하면 외국으로 돈을 빼돌여서 외국에서 회사인수에 누가 몰라 그래서 외국친구들이 이미 암호로 전달에 신경은 내가 뭐로 무기거래는 잘 되냐 구입보다 자체개발생산이지 하나 해줘 대신 니가 받어줘야 돼 안에서도 가능한데 지금 난 못하구 말하면 짤리는데 우리 나라 사람이 안이라서 이 말에 우