The Lost Child role, invisibility and hiding, being the easy one, the quiet one, was my most successful strategy. I think I spent a bit more than half my childhood in that mode. But I also rotated through the others at times, too. That was super confusing. I'd get scapegoated and feel horrible; just wanting to hide in my room, but they'd seek ne out and drag me into things. Then I felt like they must be right, because I couldn't help but react negatively to their bullying. Then out of nowhere I'd be golden for a short time and while it was nice to get the perks of that role I couldn't enjoy them because I knew I'd fall from the pedestal and the higher I was raised, the harder the fall. And each time I still hoped "maybe now it's different, maybe I've done things right and it will be okay," but of course it never was. Anyone else feel like they were rotated through the role positions?

Wow, very well put.❤❤❤⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Subscribing!

u need psychiatric medications. No amount of meditation, special diets or going for long walks will heal u.

The youngest!

This is me. I'm 65. I was the firstborn. I made it thru after six miscarriages. Wish I had just been the seventh. 😢

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Wow! Describes me precisely.

Thank you for the info

I am the middle and this was all me and still is. I'm in my 50's and still have all these.

Thanks for this video, it resonated a lot with me and difficulties I am currently experiencing.

Love is a four letter word.😂