Hej, Jak mawiali Starożytni... O gustach się nie dyskutuje... Pozdro ;)
@ericschantz4275Күн бұрын
Thank you for this honest, very heartfelt video. You are not alone, and you are most definitely NOT a failure!
@rarted4 күн бұрын
I felt that.
@poorpeoplescience4 күн бұрын
For different circumstances and other age 61.. welcome to the club... it is just you are different with more acute mind than many that surrounds you... things will eventually happens the way you want 😊 this January I will be on my way to my fourth trip in the last two years to wonderful Ukraine (Kyiv) I will be there a month and surely I will need a russian language teacher in order to improve my conversation skills (I studied for 3 years and I just need practice live), maybe by just like walking and visiting places..and develop meaningful discussions etc..
@ahobimo7324 күн бұрын
I understand the feeling that you need to "justify" the faith that others have in you, but If you have friends and family that genuinely care about you, then I think you're already successful. The magic of creating we find in art, and the meaning we derive from our relationships with each other - those are the only two things in life that really matter.
@ahobimo7327 күн бұрын
How do you have so few followers? I honestly don't get it.
@kater-nka6 күн бұрын
hahaha, thank you for your kind words! (: well, youtube gods are not kind but comments like yours help a lot! ;)
@ahobimo7329 күн бұрын
I love tne way you talk about art. "Come closer" 🔥🔥🔥
@Nemesis_69-i9l9 күн бұрын
Great stuff! (I like your red hair too.) 😋
@Tiefenwelten10 күн бұрын
i wish you energy and keep going! It has to be very difficult in most oblast in UA.. a relative of mine has her mom still in odessa.. they're struggeling. Warm Hugs from Switzerland and all besh wishes
@zildjian188413 күн бұрын
It took me around 800 job applications over 6 months before getting my first job as a software developer
@pr0methian14 күн бұрын
I dont know where you live but you dont seem like a stereotypical slavic lady, Your attitude seems more suited to the northern Europe/ scandinavian attitudes.
@kater-nka4 күн бұрын
hey, I live in Poland now if that helps hahaha
@pr0methian14 күн бұрын
I understood the poem before your explanations.... maybe its because I spend too much time caring about Ukraine...
@Nemesis_69-i9l14 күн бұрын
"Authoritarian attitudes have been consistently linked to feelings of disgust." ~a study from 2018 Oh, and no, there is no wrong or right in art.
@kater-nka14 күн бұрын
yeah, I think art is wonderful in the way that you take from it what you need. I had read books throughout my life that just spoke to my soul in the ways that just stay with me still but I am not sure the author ever really intended for it to be seen that way, you know what I mean? ;)
@Nemesis_69-i9l14 күн бұрын
@@kater-nka To me that's exactly what art's supposed to do; "Okay, this is what it is, but what is it to ME?" (prioritizing subjectivity) I have this theory that art and science are basically two extremes on a spectrum.
@kater-nka4 күн бұрын
@@Nemesis_69-i9l oooooh, nice, putting science on the other end of the spectrum is exactly perfect, I like it!
@ahobimo73214 күн бұрын
What is **real** will always be more powerful than what is "perfect".
@kater-nka14 күн бұрын
absolutely, I've been having the most interesting conversations with friends about this topic. how we all want to strive for perfect but perfect oftentimes will mean 'boring' and no one truly wants boring hehe
@rarted14 күн бұрын
It seems like people often forget that there's another human being on the other side of the post.. we could all do with more kindness and consideration in this life. Being able to shrug off the hate and non-constructiveness is an important life lesson I'm still trying to learn lol
@kater-nka14 күн бұрын
yeah, I think the internet makes it very easy to forget that we all are just interacting with people but I also often see those who appreciate that fact and really try to connect :) oh, listen, my stomach still does a little flip every time I get a rejection letter, negative feedback, or a comment that is not the kindest, sooo... Hahaha I think it's a forever type of process but it does make it easier to just let yourself live ;) you'll get there
@sarnavamallick619115 күн бұрын
yeah I can relate with your situation..................................a jobless guy trying to find a job in India :)
@gurglejug62715 күн бұрын
I think you mean how Stalin starved Ukrainians - a man who wasn't Russian at all. I also think you need to consider atrocities committed by Ukrainians in WW2 (and in other periods) against Russian prisoners of war, where even Nazi guards were physically sick at the vileness and extremity of torture. All you are doing, with nasty one-sided propagandic videos like this is prolonging the present and seeing more of your own and Russian people killed and leading us closer to WW3 and possible nuclear exchange. The vileness of Ukro Nazis has been documented time after time (loads of videos available here on KZbin) - how Ukro Neo Nazi threatened to expel of kill ALL ethnic Russians from Ukraine - and it was something they were doing, soon supported by Zelensky, the West and his vile, corrupt circle of 'friends' who armed them with heavy weapons: It's so well documented it is not deniable, it's in many languages and from many TV stations worldwide, even including even the anti Russian BBC. Keep your one sided nonsense for yourself or you yourself become a warmonger.
@adarshraj176115 күн бұрын
i gave ~150 interviews in 90 days. applied for ~30 interviews. Got 5 offers at last :) ;)
@vitalydirkoutsk15 күн бұрын
Funny title of the video. It should be called "How communists turned Russian lands into Ukrainian SSR and consequences of Ukrainization..
@ahobimo73215 күн бұрын
Yes. 🙃
@scififan69815 күн бұрын
Putin is not Stalin. Ukraine's enemy is not Russia. It was the Soviet Union under Stalin which was evil. It is the US which is sending weapons and using you as cannon fodder. Are you catching on yet?
@AbcAbc-ii8zm15 күн бұрын
🤡🤡🤡 ukrobullshit
@515coldfire15 күн бұрын
USSR and RUSSIA is not the same. Old RUSSIA was overthrown by bolsheviks/ziinist Russia became USSR. USSR fought the nazis/zionist. Let the super powers fight while zionist watch. USSR eventually loss from the USA/zionist. New russia. Stalin was partly jew. Bolsheviks leadership were jews. Gulags were created by jews.
@marko126316 күн бұрын
This is just manipulation of history for ethno-nationalist goals. Holodomor was a result of failed communist policies and it affected the entire region from Kazakhstan to Ukraine, including southern Russia, so it wasn't especially directed at any one nationality in particular. Furthermore, let's not forget that Ukrainians, Jews, Balts and Caucasians were over-represented compared to the Russians in the Communist party. Stalin himself was Georgian and had killed many Russians. One can make a good argument that Russians were oppressed by the minorities in the USSR.
@515coldfire15 күн бұрын
USSR was run by bolsheviks aka jews
@mercb3ast15 күн бұрын
People all over the USSR died in that famine. What happened in Ukraine wasn't much different from what happened everywhere else. There was a shortage of food for three primary reasons. 1) Failure of collectivization, this is the fault that Stalin bears. 2) Drought. Weather didn't cooperate and crops failed. 3) Ukrainians destroyed food rather than hand it over to the state. So we have a situation where, a bad situation, a drought was made worse by failed agricultural reforms, and people in the most productive region of the country, destroyed food rather than cooperate with state authorities. This is often framed as a "deliberate" targeting of Ukraine because food was largely taken out of Ukraine. The problem with this is, Ukraine was the bread basket of the USSR. Food has always been taken out of Ukraine to feed the entire state. Food produced in Ukraine was divided up to be distributed to Oblasts and SSRs all over the USSR. This would be like blaming the federal government of the USA for people starving to death in the midwest, because food was taken out of the midwest to feed people in Arizona and Nevada and New Mexico etc. The midwest might feel aggrieved because they grow the food, and had they had the choice to horde all of the food, maybe they would have made it through unscathed, but then they'd have been condemning the rest of the country to starvation on an even larger scale. The entire USSR was hit by famine and people starved to death all over the country, you rightly point out that it is used for nationalistic purposes. The problem with the narrative of the "Holodomor" is that it ignores this fact. That the famine was across the entire country. Ukraine wasn't singled out in any special way. People died in Belarus just like they died in Ukraine, just like they died in Dagestan, and Georgia etc. I suppose the issue is, while the state delivered food to these other regions, mostly from Ukraine. Ukraine was a net exporter of food to the rest of the USSR, while most of the rest of the USSR was a net importer. Unfortunately, that's sort of how things work in a large nation. Some regions grow food. Some regions produce goods. Ukraine was happy to benefit from the labor of the Russian urals exporting them steel and heavy machinery etc. I think what doesn't get mentioned enough, is the fact Kulaks burned their crops rather than allow the state to requisition them for distribution in the rest of the USSR. People are starving to death, and rather then let the food you've grown be taken to prevent other people starve, you'd rather burn it. That's self inflicted, and, it's hard to feel sympathy for that sort of behavior.
@pjbloggs549116 күн бұрын
I learned of Stalin’s collectivising of the farms and persecution of land owning peasants - the Kulacks - in school history in the 1970s. It was a mass Soviet policy and had nothing to do with ethnicity, but was driven by Stalinist Communist ideology in class warfare. A larger percentage of Ukrainians suffered because they had much of good farming land where the land owning peasants lived & thrived after Tsar Alexander’s emancipation of the serfs in the 19th century. The myth of ethnic genocide is a Ukrainian nationalist myth. The famine was real but affected Russians, Tatars, Kazakhs, Georgians etc s well.
@Waldemarvonanhalt16 күн бұрын
Are we going to discuss the identities of people like Genrikh Yagoda and Lazar Kaganovich? They seem to be the same people as Nuland et al who have a centuries-long hatred for Slavs. 🤔
@velikanskaglava208716 күн бұрын
Was it just Ukrainians? No.
@ahobimo73216 күн бұрын
You're a good writer. I enjoyed this. I suppose we all have conversations with the dead, in one way or another. Everyone is haunted.
@kater-nka14 күн бұрын
thanks a lot for listening! yeah, I think the dead are the most patient audience in a sense ;)
@man-xy16 күн бұрын
why are you blaming the russians and not other nations in the soviet union? stalin wasn't russian. a lot of the people around him were jews. the truth is never just black and white. we want to make it black and white because it's easier for us to deal with reality that way, but there's a lot of gray in everything.
@meso884816 күн бұрын
Ughhh disgusting propaganda 🤮. Russia ?? Jesus .. first during that time it was ussr .. second it was a famine that has touched many ussr republics including Russia SSR .. third there were other famines in Europe during that time and fifth holodomor is a word created after 1991 for propaganda purpose against Russia and lastly.. you suck with your propaganda!!! Let me guess .. your husband is a Nazi who was with Azov and got killed ???? You’re a clown 🤡
@ahobimo73216 күн бұрын
I'm sorry that im not able to do anything to stop any of this. It is inexcusable that the frew world is allowing this tyranny to continue. 😞
@Iskandr31416 күн бұрын
holodomor is fake. Even the german goverment admitted this. All of the UDSSR starved not only Ukraine. What a shame saying "how russia starved us" when in fact all people suffered. Ukrainians really love to play the victim
@StummLoso16 күн бұрын
I can relate and I‘m very sorry for you
@kater-nka14 күн бұрын
hey, I am very sorry too!
@michalkozlik132016 күн бұрын
Interesting how u ukros keep comming back all those years about hladomor which was not only in ukraine that time and big deal of that was coused by west and completly forgeting about nazis how many of you been killed by them...
@pr0methian17 күн бұрын
Thats so sad...
@kater-nka14 күн бұрын
It can definitely feel like it (: thanks for listening!
@Tiefenwelten17 күн бұрын
i wish you all the warmth and love you deserve. greetings from switzerland
@kater-nka17 күн бұрын
thank you for your kind words (:
@sitting_nut17 күн бұрын
then ussr was run by same exact kind of people who lead ukraine now. and famine was all over ussr not just ukraine. and it was all over the world . for instance several 10s of millions died in british india in 30s and well in to 40s, due to famine, while british (so loved by ukriane now )continued shipping food out of india to feed uk and australia and other white colonies. .
@threatened202418 күн бұрын
I didn't know much about the Holodomor, but was fortunate enough to visit Kyiv just before the war started, where I visited the Holodomor museum. It definitely lends some perspective to the actions taking place today.
@Turtle163199116 күн бұрын
There is a reason why almost everyone who shares border with russia is wary of russia. It's political and social culture as well as imperial stance toward everyone else hasn'T changed since mongol times-
@vitalydirkoutsk15 күн бұрын
@@Turtle1631991 The Mongols raided the north of the principality, but never lived there. They lived in Galicia, Kiev region, Chernigov region, Poltava region...and yes, before writing about imperialism, study the history of Western Europe and come up with an idea about the Hunnic influence on Western expansionism.
@mercb3ast15 күн бұрын
@@Turtle1631991 Except, this is objectively false. Russia has good relations with the majority of countries on its border. The ones it has a problem with, are the same countries that largely invaded them in two world wars, or gleefully tried to ally with the Nazis in WW2. You'd be shocked to find out that Ukraine celebrates a Nazi collaborator and war criminal named Stepan Banderas as a national hero. The man was responsible for mass murder of Jews, Poles, and other ethnic groups the Ukrainian OUN and UPA (far right nazi like groups) didn't think were ethnically pure Ukrainians. Russia has its own problem with Neo-Nazis, however, the Russian state doesn't celebrate Nazis, Neo-Nazis, or Nazi collaborates. The Ukrainian state does. It's the only country in the world that does. Streets named after him. People march in the streets singing to him. The state fully signs off on this and supports it. That should be throwing serious warning signs. Now, while I agree that this war is a travesty and Russia shouldn't have invaded. I also think that Ukraine has some SERIOUS problems with their own history that they need to sort out. Case in point, the Holodomor. You probably read that it was this deliberate targeted action at Ukraine to ethnically cleanse Ukraine. Except, the Holodomor is just the name Ukrainian nationalists give to a Famine that hit the ENTIRE USSR. People starved to death ALL OVER the USSR. It might also shock you to learn that, Ukrainian Kulaks burned their crops rather than allow them to be requisitioned to alleviate starvation in other parts of the USSR. Which backfired, because the USSR said "Oh, you destroyed food? We don't care, we're still taking the same % to feed the rest of the country, it just means less food for everyone and you will have less left for yourselves as well". It is true that food was taken out of Ukraine, but that's because Ukraine was a major part of the Soviet bread basket. Ukraine supplied food for the ENTIRE USSR. It might seem unjust that food was taken out of Ukraine during a famine, but who else was going to feed the rest of the USSR? Ukraine sits pretty, with tractors and machines supplied by other parts of the USSR, while other parts of the USSR suffer even more? As to the famine itself. There were three primary causes of it. First, the failure of collectivization. Stalins agricultural reforms failed. Second, drought. The weather was the primary cause. If you care to read up on it, weather caused famine in the USSR->Russian Empire was common. It happened ALL THE TIME. Third, Ukrainian farmers, specifically Kulaks, destroyed their crops rather than allow them to be requisitioned by the state. So, we have a famine brought on by a drought, that is compounded by the failure of Stalin's agricultural reforms, and then the food shorted is made worse because Ukrainian farmers decided to destroy food rather than share it.
@rarted18 күн бұрын
Man, how horrible. Revisiting traumatic experiences is hard so thank you for sharing.
@meso884816 күн бұрын
It was a famine that touched many ussr republics including Russia SSR you mor0n!! At the same time there were other famines in Europe!! You’re sucking hard propaganda here .. holodomor is a word created for propaganda purpose against Russia … mor0n
@vitalydirkoutsk15 күн бұрын
Ukrainian folk fantasy is a very fascinating thing, but the facts are much more interesting. The first fact. There was a famine throughout USSR. The second fact. Stalin is the father of Ukrainian nation.
@meso884815 күн бұрын
@ another fact is that there were other famines in Europe I think during that period but oh this USSR famine is genocide …… 🤦♂️
@NoName-fx7hu26 күн бұрын
Hi katerиnka, just a 25 year old guy from germany in a quite similiar situation you were a year ago. Stumpled upon your videos awhile ago and listening to your journey was quite amazing and inspiring. Someday i hope to look back with equal amazement about my journey. Nonetheless I wish you the best given the current circumstances and hope you find more ways to archive way more than you could ever dream of :)
@kater-nka26 күн бұрын
Hey! Thanks for sharing and I am very sorry to hear that you are going through a difficult situation. Trust me, it gets better, take care of yourself and keep going. You can do it! Thank you so much for your kind words (:
@grawakendream89803 ай бұрын
i really hope ukraine merges from all this free
@kater-nka3 ай бұрын
thank you, it will! (:
@hi123494 ай бұрын
Love it 😊
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
thanks a lot!(:
@hi123494 ай бұрын
It's interesting to hear about your unique perspective given your experiences, keep making videos and you will find your audience!
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
Thanks a lot! (:
@sebastianmoyano52234 ай бұрын
Nice!!!
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
thanks a lot! (:
@Pleiodes4 ай бұрын
my ukranian ex girlfriend once said that ukranian woman are icy latinas lol
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
haha well I am not sure if it's meant as a compliment or not
@Pleiodes4 ай бұрын
@@kater-nka that depends on you i guess...
@rarted4 ай бұрын
A nice surprise to see the follow up video already. Seeing all the editing and the care you put into picking time stamps etc is pretty cool. Man speaking multiple languages is awesome, I agree. I barely have a grasp of one lmao. Have any of your pieces been based around anything biology related?
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
hehe thanks for watching! hmmmm I think I made one watercolor drawing of cartoonish cells but that's about it :)
@Pleiodes4 ай бұрын
very cool
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
thanks a lot (:
@LittleFlame934 ай бұрын
ive been doing it for a year and its been eating me up alive... its so hard and a lot of work... I think your videos are great and you have an amazing personality. I hope you get more views and subs🥰
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
Ahhh, the algorithm is not kind to the beginners that's for sure. I checked out your vids and they are great and a lot of fun, so keep it up! Thanks for watching (:
@fghnfbdsvgbnfdsvgbn4 ай бұрын
dude im actually learning korean this is so cool
@kater-nka4 ай бұрын
heeya, yeah, Korean is sooo cool but I barely can crack it lol
@hi123494 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing, looking forward to hearing more from you!