felt like leaving a mark here. the algorithm really do seem to be the only keeping up with my life. i'm a student working on a degree that I've always been passionate about. But for the past 2 years, I don't feel like I rested or worked enough to be able to perform and behave the way I used to, sometimes I wonder if I'm sabotaging myself or am I working for the better future. What's growing if the sparks that I used to have just don't enough space for me to keep anymore? I have been in at least 3 friendship breakups in the last 6 months. None of my works and projects leave any sort of satisfaction to me. The pandemic, like to most families, have done a lot of damage to mine too. I'm hanging by a thread but I know this too shall pass soon. At the end of the day, I'm grateful that I'm alive and well. I have food on the table and a roof on my head. I'm happy my parents are well and as supportive as they can be, and that I'm strong and open enough to be able to recognize previous faults/mistake and learn and forgive myself and others. I'm just another person living in somewhere you probably can't find on the map. But if you're still reading this, I hope knowing that you're not the only one struggling with similar stuff would give you a similar feeling of a hug - a virtual one i suppose. I'm still trying to figure this out. Slowly, in a pace I can find myself comfortably going in. And I hope you figure this out too. Be gentle with yourself, because nothing feels warmer than a hug you let yourself accept and immerse in.

I love how random this is please do one for physiotherapy

Blue or green playlist next, please. It is awesome.

Except Joe mama

every time i think i cry, thos lost moments those times were all just going by it was slipping through my hands just like that and i was sitting there doing nothing now i want to run away but it has now become a part of me save me from myself

👍You should do some more mythology themed ones--maybe something like the ancient Egyptian afterlife. Kind of out there ik, but it would be really cool.

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this is so so me

Sewing with this on in the background got me feeling like I’m embroidering a new robe for the empress 💀💀💀

My favorite colors are pink, white and green. Thanks for this video!

«You’re sooo gifted” I wish I was u cuz everything’s easy for u” Just because I’m good at it does not mean I enjoy it. I stopped doing homework, I stopped putting effort in my classes, and I have no reason at all,like I have loving parents, great living conditions and my friends are ok, but there’s still something missing, I got consumed by the internet pretty quickly and after COVID 19 I’ve just had half of my life there, and right now I miss the time I was a kid,I had fun on the trampoline,we gathered the whole class with the bikes, and I had the time of my life , now I feel like I’m going down this sick roller coaster that never turns up and I feel that I don’t serve a purpose anymore, I haven’t thought about getting therapy cuz I feel ill get depicted as depressed and I don’t want too, I just want a break,, from this hole that never fills up, from all the things I do thinking it’s helping, from hiding away my emotions, I’m afraid of being called an attention seeker which I probably am, I’m afraid of falling off, I want to be the guy they talk nice about, I want to be the guy with the perfect life, but I’m still in the middle, watching everybody get the hang of this, while I still watch, knowing I’ll never be as good as them, I’m afraid of being the annoying kid, the kid that gets talked bad about,, the kid that is left behind to die and rot, , I sometimes wish I was never born cuz the world were living through is pure hell, I remember pushing my own crush to confess to the guys she crushed on, cuz she shared it all with me, I was filled with happiness knowing she trusted me but filled with sadness knowing I’m not the one, the one she loves, I wish I could disappear, never existing, like I’m still a kid. Fuck this, i can’t do this, goodbye… Above me is a lil’ note I left in my room in case I decided to end it all, I’m getting better now. :D I kind wrote this piece after piece so sorry if it does not make sense. Whoever’s reading this: You are loved :D ∩∩ ♡ i will always be ( . .̫ . ) here for supporting 〃 ∩ ◜◝U-U◜◝ and loving you .. ⊂ ⌒ ( 。・ ㉨ ・ ) ヽ _ つ＿/￣￣￣/ 　 　 ＼/＿＿＿/

The voices in my head, it’s frustrating… Every day arguing about my decisions and character…

How about a biotechnology playlist?? Really in need for some motivation for the finals

Please keep posting your playlists!!! I think these are sooo unique and beautiful, keep up the good work!!👍🏻💗