Ive been feeling so isolated and alone recently and i cant express enough the gratitude i feel to small corners of the internet like this. All of you have more of an impact on people than you know. I have been really struggling with depression recently and worried i wont be feeling joy again and ive needed to cry ive been holding it all in and reading through these comments, your words of support and comfort have opened up thise flood gates again and helped remind me that im not alone no matter how isolated i feel and i thank you all for that.

❤+instrumental = focus

im 140 years old and still can do a kickflip

hey strangers we might not know eachother, but stay safe out there everything's gonna turn out fine, give it time

The Final Shape !!! 🙏🙏🙏

thank you for this masterpiece!! 😍🤩

ONE OF MY FAV KZbinRS 🤓☝ >:3

Código Morse a traducirlo xd

Ok, but what about the people who wake up at 4am? Those guys are absolute legends

Thank you ! ❤

I normally sleep in an hour but with this I sleep in 15 mins

Actually 4am right now when this was in my recommended.

That one tenager who listening to this video 💔😔

I am suffering and even though i try to push the blame onto other people or pther things or circumstances, its my fault. I choose to stay miserable when i could be working to better myself. My only issue is that no matter how much advice i get, i tune it out. I dont know how to stop and im scared ill be like this forever, or if i do get better then i wont notice and itll still feel like im trapped

First song is Maybe in Another Life (slowed) by Azure 🖤

Damn, i was supposed to have 2 weeks off school now my brother is going to have a kid and im almost an adult, fuck time went by fast

This video captures such an alluring and intoxicating feeling for me. It's as if I'm the only person in the whole world, yet it feels like the universe is watching me. Me, the tiny piece of cosmic dust on a pebble going around a ball of light. Like im the most significant person in the world, and somehow, that doesn't seem to matter. It captures that not quite nihilistic thrill of knowing that you exist, now, despite entropy. That, for now, you defy the universal constant, death. Eventually, it will take you too, but for now, you laugh in its face. You go for walks at 4am just seemingly to spite it. A small act of rebellion, one unnoticed by anyone but yourself. Yet, you are truly the only person whose opinion on you matters, aren't you?

Correct.

I miss my relationship with my mom, I use to love her so much, now every time I talk to her she’s in a bad mood.. she says she’s not feeling well, she says she’s sick… she was in the hospital not to long ago… she keeps lashing out at me, I just want to know what’s going on. She refuses to tell me anything, I’m terrified of wants happening… I’m kept in the dark… I’m only a kid, I want to know what’s happening.. mom, please stop being mad at me. Your always mad these days.. I feel uncomfortable when I sit on the same couch ad you, why do you keep these secrets from me? I miss the old you? What happened? How did it all go down hill so fast, I’ve always told everyone we have a good relationship, now I feel like I lied to myself.. where did you go? I miss you mom, the old you..

IT'S NOT REALLY BY CHOICE THIS TIME, MY NOSE IS CONGESTED AND APPARENTLY SLEEP STILL REQUIRES THIS QUIRKY LITTLE THING CALLED **BREATHING**

12:49 5/28/24 nothing important happening but Florida’s in a day!

Thank you for beautiful music💗🌟🥺

Rem

i miss the smile the pure happiness i had now it’s just constant thoughts of ending it all. how could one mistake make me this way.

nobody knows my youtube account but i’m little over 16 at the time of making this but little over a year and a half ago i was with this girl who i loved i didn’t show it much granted the relationship was lustful but i actually genuinely cared for her. people gave her a bad reputation for being passed around whatever but i thought i saw her for what she was genuinely was. we hung out one night at her house and whatever but then after i left she invited my best friend over at the time and they did the thing together. she tried to end it on facetime with me because she couldn’t live with the guilt (i didn’t know she did anything with my friend) i saved her life that night screaming to put pressure on the 12in long cut on her arm but at what cost. she’s only made my life worse and i’ve almost left us many many times since most for other reasons but idk man late night thoughts i guess. take yourself for what you’re worth and build on the foundation God has given me and God is the only reason i’m here today. I prey for you all. For even those who cast the darkest shadows shall be shown with light.

The One girl i truly loved left me the other night. It stings so much. i know im only young but she means the most to me compared to anyone else on this cruddy planet. Shes my one true love and she'll forever and always own my heart. Her space will be kept forever and never forgotten. I messed up in the relationship and didnt treat her the best but i really regret that now and i realize what i shouldve changed and i wish i did change becuase maybe it wouldve lasted. I hope she comes back if she dont im never gonna love another girl agian. Id give her the world, Shes a perfect girl and i love her so much. I understand why it had to end and i understand if she dont ever come back, but if you read this abby, Just know itll be diffrent this time ill treat you how you deserve to be treated of you come back to me i promise mi amor

The One girl i truly loved left me the other night. It stings so much. i know im only young but she means the most to me compared to anyone else on this cruddy planet. Shes my one true love and she'll forever and always own my heart. Her space will be kept forever and never forgotten. I messed up in the relationship and didnt treat her the best but i really regret that now and i realize what i shouldve changed and i wish i did change becuase maybe it wouldve lasted. I hope she comes back. Id give her the world, Shes a perfect girl and i love her so much. I understand why it had to end and i understand if she dont ever come back, but if you read this abby, Just know itll be diffrent this time ill treat you how you deserve to be treated i promise mi amor.

Can someone translate that?

đù

26:20

hey paps je comprendrai jamais pourquoi t’es parti si brutalement sans maladie sans raison particulière juste ton coeur qui arrête de battre lors d’un repas, de tes 53 ans sans aucune raison la vie n’a aucun putain de sens vivons juste parce qu’on aime, arrêtons de nous soucier de nos moindres faits et gestes, aimons nos prochains même si ça fait mal à la fin c’est la plus belle chose qui puisse arriver dans une vie la vie est courte et imprévue

I feel I exist to guide and aid. I am here to love, feel, to help people and to assist but I never truly feel like I belong anywhere. It‘s like I‘m meant to be a lesson and a reminder to people and I that is my purpose in life.

I appreciate

Dark days always need a shining star like you, no matter how bright you shine, my dove. Keep on going, I know you are strong. ♡

Infinite train, lonely empty train, you sit near you laptop, and there is shine purple sky, and music is playing in the train relaxing your mind

...

I loved you so much but im always to late to everything in life it seems hopefully it gets better im only 20 and im young but hopefully it will get better I miss that feeling that I feel i will never have again i miss all of it but i just need to move foward i guess and i hate having to think about u you moved on so quick i feel like nothing i sometimes want to take my life but i could never so i just live in this cycle get up shower eat try to get my mind off you try to not think of you being with me and knowing your with someone else then drugs entertainment and other dumb forms of stimulus to make sure i dont think about you then it all comes crashing down on me and i go to sleep crying knowing im a bad person than wake up hoping it all changes i pray jesus will heal my life and take away all the sorrow guilt and shame i live with. One day it will get better, God willing.

I cant stop this memories, this feeling, this is killing my self i can stop overthinking im tired i wanna rest i dont want to be alone anymore...

Just in this moment i have in mind that we can't know the future: We don't know if our future is for better or for worse... Right know, my life has a lot of changes, i am doing all my best to feel better. Dood luck for everyone, enjoy.

i hate when i can't fall asleep. its like something is keeping me awake and i cant stop it.

thank you for this! I'm always looking for soft music to meditate to and it tends to be annoying or scary. like it's always the same kind of sounds over and over again but this is lovely! Just what I've been looking for 💜

諸行無常

as I get older I enjoy being alone more.

I wish I never grew up

at some point I felt scared listening to this

9:13 ❤❤❤

We are the ones that are only temporary.The earth will carry on without us.Its what you do with the the time whilst your here.

I saw this video on my recommended at 3:37AM and I decided to wait till 4:00AM to click and now im sleepy and I’m also Jeff bezoar who is on a horse backwards in a car

good job kzbin.info/www/bejne/pWWTm4R8ZdeVp5I

Unable to calm my heart still