Hey man, been watching your videos. I relate, would you be open to chatting maybe?

I have schizophrenia and have taken acid. I blame my illness on the weed I smoked

Took mushrooms and started feeling the same way but finding God has been my biggest help in grounding myself back into reality. The feeling of being judged and the slight God complex are things I’ve experienced as well. Whenever I hear people laughing in public my subconscious immediately tries to tell me that they are laughing at me. I don’t have many friends but the ones I do have are close however I don’t think they can really understand what this feeling is. This is the third video I’ve watched from you and everything you described sounds eerily similar to mine to the point where hearing your story gives me the disassociating feeling from life. I’ve learned that reminding myself about God and biblical stories helps bring me back to reality (which worked here 😅). Hope you are doing good man ❤

Aww man gotta go over the acid trip bruv with us man it’s not the acid it’s just life things happen that break us but we are plastic and will heal better and stronger with the right perception. Physical activity is a must bc you don’t want the depression to work in bc that is like rot in wood. Plus these doctors will mess you up too man you being sick gives them credibility and a sense of importance the truth is if you can function you can improve. Just see it as god saying this was not the right path and I hope you find and tap into your path that accentuates your gifts

What drugs in particular? This comment is a year late, but i wanted to share. My uncle, and granddad were both high iq variant paranoid schizophrenics, my mother smoked for the first 2-3 months of pregnancy, i've had the negative symptoms of schizophrenia since birth, along with Pareidolia, paracusia hallucinations and developed positive symptoms "Genuine visual hallucinations" at 21. Throughout my life, 13-21 i smoked copius amounts of weed, about 30 grams of psilocybin "collectively" 3 grams of DMT, 1 gram of 5meo DMT, 8 milligrams of acid, 7.5mg was my last trip, along with mescaline and lots of edibles, most being 220mg worth of gummies. I've had minor episodes of psychosis Throughout my teen years due to working night shift and popping ephedrine HCL. These episodes ended abruptly after using acid or mushrooms. It's been a few years since my last episode of psychosis, but i had true visual hallucinations along with vivid nightmares, and visions while falling asleep for example a horse covered in eyes, or a fictional character staring into my soul while smiling. After spending a night freaking out because there was spiders all over my room, and running down my leg, i went to the ER and got diagnosed with schizo affective mixed mood disorder, with high functioning autism. Since then i self medicated with 150mg psilocybin 15mcg lsd, and a few other mushrooms like lions mane, reishi, chaga, turkey tail etc. The nightmares, visions, everything, vanished with the first dose. My reality testing got stronger, short term memory improved, i can actually visualize things in my mind at will now. I started with the stamets stack, 4days on 3 days off, but the first day i didn't take any the nightmares came back, so i just doubled the dose every 3 days, eventually taking 3 days off and repeating. After doing this for a month i feel perfectly fine, no mania, even the negative symptoms are gone, i feel empathy, i'm not antisocial. But i confidently believe schizophrenia can only be cured in 1 ways, by genetic altering, or by following the same path carl jung took. But for a life long treatment i highly recommend the drugs i stated above, specifically these doses, regardless of bodyweight or height.

My brothers smoke weed and enjoy lsd im the opposite weed freaks me out, and lsd is hell for me, never had a good experience trying any of them

From the viewpoint of a psychosis recovery, non-schizophrenic past LSD user- it’s possible LSD didn’t cause your psychosis, you already had the genetic potential and those two events were coincidental, but on the off chance I’m wrong, feel free to reach out to me to remind my dumbass to stay away from the temptation to try amanita muscaria

Can you share what medications you take to keep you stable

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Love you lots, brother <3

Your video today is more thoughtful and calm compared to past videos. Congratulations on progressing and your insightfulness. ❤️

Dont do nbome just acid and everything will be fine

The medication bloks the magic

Iv done micro points gel tabs tons of drops, literaly over 1000 acid trips saw some crazy shit, but everything is fine, my neighbore hase schizofrenia and doies acid and he is fine too

That's why really important if anyone would do acid have with you Valium As a trip killer. IT Could save your life

You can't put it all down to the acid maybe you were predisposed to schizophrenia

I wish he told us about the trip that's why in here but we understand if it brings bad memories

Wow this is crazy must have been one hella bad trip

Hey bro how are u?

No worry G We got ur back

Im going through almost the same thing man except I broke the #1 rule of acid don't do it with people you don't know. I think im still stuck there with those people and have no clue what they are doing too my body its been almost 2 years.

Don’t do drugs

Much love guy

hey dude, religion is sort of a hallucination in itself. the reason we believe in it is because everyone has some schizotypal disorder within them that makes them believe this stuff and similar stuff like aliens living on earth etc. have you tried leaving religion out of it? maybe don't ask god why it happened to you? it didn't happen because of who you are but because of your brain makeup, anyone with the same makeup it would have happened to. Try watching lectures by robert sapolsky on stanfords youtube channel, he expains it very well. maybe it can help take off the existential questions you have as i believe they are unnecessary. just live your life to the best of your ability, even if those abilities have been altered. ( just like if you lose a limb ). I don't know what you are going through and i know it's easier said then done but I have gone through a lot of mental health issues in terms of addiction and i know truly understanding the issue helped me a lot.

Simple solution, don't do acid!

Jesús will take you back to peace. I promise man . God bless you

how are you doing now? i know you went through a rough time. i love you💕🙏🏾in my prayers

Youll be alright bro, idk if im late and u already beat it, but if not trust me u can.. id come back feel good them smoke a blunt and damn it goes back then sober up amd back to normal.. it takes time and its different for everybody.. try using essential oils in a diffuser.. meditation and binaural beats for lucid dreaming, all natural remedies.. the medication aspect for me was just another thing, sometimes helped sometimes didnt, i dropped the pills and took in the nature side.. trust life it all happens for a reason, learn from all the experiences, find a way to be like damn i really seen this or heard this and experienced this.. take pride in the memories because you only live once.. if u tell ppl about them and they be like damn i never experienced that or like damn thats crazy look at them like yeah bitch i seen the universe lol or still see it.. its worth it its all the sides of life u were destined to experience.. what doesnt kill u makes u stronger.. you got it bro

If you haven't figured out why im talking really slow and behind the line is because this was 2 months before my osteoma removal and also just general depression

What happen did you eye get way open and you hear peoples thoughts?

Hope your doing good now

I had a similar experience, the trip went far beyond what LSD should be able to do, saw some crazy ass shit, saw a reality overlayed over the real one, i saw you mentioned the heavenly feeling, I know what you’re talking about. Really fucking weird shit.

Hi I will like to know what medications are you taking, if you can share that information..

feel for you man , your a genuine guy . Right from where I'm standing , and having been / seen similar - You've had a sudden perspective 'dumped' on you and your struggling to figure it out. Like one day your thinking one way , the next day your thinking about all this new stuff and it can make you feel v alone because theres v few you c talk to and even less that are going to understand you , cause at the end of the day the thinker himself is struggling to understand it lols. Basically what i see is your a thinker / now semi philospihoper lols - and hey its all good - your of sound mind who has some stuff thats milling around in his head - remember exercise is a super thing to be into ! Your clearly exercising your mind with all your thinking - a bit of keep fit does you wonders also - your a good bloke and thats transparant to all - keep the strength up - and rem whilst you appear to have puzzling questions , not everyone can solve all puzzles - some things are always to remain a puzzle and thats cool - good luck

I feel like the same thing happened to me I took acid about a week ago and I had a really bad trip and I thought I was gonna have a heart attack I pleaded to my friends to take me to the hospital because I felt like I couldn’t breath and my heart was pumping out of my chest keep in mind I was mixing it with nicotine and marijuana a week has gone by and I don’t feel the same I’ve been getting horrible panic attacks and I’ve been having breathing problems I’ve never had such frequent panic attacks up until now does anybody know how to fix this?

I’ve been on haldol lithium klonopin trazadone seraquin and now I’m just on abilify.

Hi can you please share what medications your on..

bad trips only happen when they need to

Love you man, hope your doing well

Love you brother, it does get better. These habits will help you -NoFap (No Masturbation or pornography) -Daily exercise -Reading (I love personal development books) -Find a hobby that you love (I love sales) -Set some goals for yourself I promise you, if you do these things, your life will get much better. Much love brother.

Pick up a Bible, close your eyes, and flip to a random page and a random verse and I'm sure God will speak into your heart with the perfect verse for what you're going through.

I did acid once and it was a quad dip tab

I want to try acid but my mum has schizophrenia caused by drugs and I don’t know what to do. I want to try it but I don’t want to risk it

Keep your head up bro

Hey man you've helped me alot

Thank you

Thank you

chase, my story matches yours exactly. I was big into drugs for quite some time. Wouldn't say I needed them but I used them to have fun. Cocaine, Ecstasy, Molly, Weed, Alcohol, etc. I always knew that acid wouldn't be for me and never wanted to try it. One day I took an ecstasy pill and it made me think that doing 5 tabs of acid for my FIRST time was a good idea. Well, that day I completely lost myself and ever since I have been living with DP/DR and it's honestly horrible but now i've learned to kind of accept it. Still working on it though. I honestly have no way of fixing it either. I am scared for my future, but i'm not letting it get to me. I've been trying to find a fix for a little over 2 months now and really need help.

Are you into acting? Is it an inner desire that confuses you? I read the comment about your trip.

love you dawg i wish you the best