I hope all is well,just checking in.

Brave stuff i can imagine its not easy to talk about this experience but im sure it could help a lot of people to understand they arent alone in their struggle with schizophrenia.

A continuation: a backpack or the memory of the weight of one of your kids holding onto you. They used alot of things from my time in the military and my tatto and a particularly painful pap smear to match up to the senario/scene they were playing. You are probably already caught up on this. I apologize if this comment sounds dismissive. Your reality is different than mine. I know what its like to have flashes of samara from the ring (on good terms now), a random figure, and an entire team of people after me but ive never experienced a demon. I did have the sensation of someone cuddling me when i was involuntarily detained at the hospital but that was the only halfway nice thing there.They also simulated a hysterectomy without anethesia that same night and convinced me i had been SAed. Some bullshit. Wow the memories of there are coming back clear as a bell. It was still drones but from different teams. Im not sure any of them were on my side unfortunately. I remember them looking for my location from outside the hospital after that one team tried to fix my brain after they fried it. Looking back that was even more messed up than i remembered. The song they had me playing over and over for months was Demi Lovato's What Other People Say. I would give those lyrics a check

I was on psychic schizos page talking about some of my experiences when i came across your comment about trying to live a normal life and such. I am pretty much on the same page with everything you said. I also had a very similar hospital experience but drones supposedly fried my brain and that is when i called the ambulance after days without sleep, much foid, or much water because i thought everything was poisoned. Reaching the point where i was allowed (i say allowed because i have so very little control over it i cant even assume it was my doing) to finally see that my thoughts werent mine especially the ugly ones. Thus took me another two years after getting out of the hospital to really cement into me though. It was an incredibly gradual process where part of me was aware of it but blocked from fully being able to see that it wasnt me. That occured after i had a milder second round of that horrible experience. Its still very much a part of me. Was on an incredibly suspiciously low dose of an antipsychotic that supposedly took away all my symptoms but everytine i took it i would get this overwhelming sense of doom. Like everything everywhere was wrong. I stopped after 10 or so months. This comment gets changed every time i edit it and its a bit annoying. They are using your memories of pain and sensation. You are wearing a backpack

I hope you read all my comments,and try them what do you have to lose.

@SchizophrenicFilms i pray you read and look into this!!!!!

Also mirrors,and spending to much time around screens aka scriing mirrors are there portals!

Also you need to look up jerry marzinski and mace energy method!!!!

You are not crazy,please try this you have to cut out holly wood movies,music they are demonic. Also you need to sleep with psalms 23 playing,and read psalms 23 !!!! Trust me it will help!!!they absolutely hate psalms 23 and amazing grace.other that wearing the full armor and believing in it to your core you might need a priest some demons are to powerful for us mortals.🙏