Welcome to my super GAY haul
17:00
10 things I can't live without
17:37
Meet my stuffie collection
22:43
7 ай бұрын
I hate how I look
19:41
7 ай бұрын
Reorganizing my tea collection
30:05
What I got for Christmas 2023
24:39
My key to confidence | Read with me
29:07
I wrote myself a letter
10:23
Жыл бұрын
My internalized homophobia
15:19
Жыл бұрын
Do I recommend virtual therapy?
12:40
Taking a self-compassion quiz
17:08
Your feelings are valid
9:52
Жыл бұрын
Why I dated men for so long
13:58
Жыл бұрын
Does makeup help my depression?
21:37
My number one rule for depression
12:36
Пікірлер
@estebanrodriguez9546
@estebanrodriguez9546 5 сағат бұрын
Sounds like a Spiritual warfare a bondage from the devil... The enemy came to seek kill and destroyed. But in Jesus name you can break those chains and walk in freedom . Prayer reading God's word. And trusting in his word ... I belive it's a demon tourmenting the person ... That's why science doctors can't cure depression they may treat it with all this meds, but it does not go away . I can't relate to your pain , but God knows it and he wants to deliver you ... I have this word to share from God Jesus Lord he said Santify them with the truth and the truth will set you free ... What's the truth . Jesus replied I am the way the truth ,and the life know one comes to the Father except through me.. I can give a little testemony myself I had a mild despression and insomnia . My insomnia trail is not there any more my faith in Jesus Christ, and his word helped delivered me and broke those chains . Battled with it for 16 years . Until three years decided to give my life to Christ now I am a new born creature in Jesus Christ and I been healed . I'm able to work , and to more stuff than before sometimes I still get it . But I believe it's gone really few nights I still struggle. I am Still waiting for full healing which I know Gods time is perfect .. God bless you .. search for Jesus Christ he is the answer to all our trails and our Savior . God bless you all.
@emmateawitch
@emmateawitch 4 күн бұрын
i think these are nice as a one off gift but for me its a waste of money, most things in sub boxes will prob end up in a charity store plus I'd rather give my money to a person who has made what I need then its special and I would treasure it more.
@maggieann12
@maggieann12 23 күн бұрын
I haven't showered in months I'm so exhausted I don't see a point because then I'd have to change my sheets and things or else I'll just get filthy again I'm so overwhelmed
@ginadiodati1965
@ginadiodati1965 28 күн бұрын
I'm on day four of not showering, no skin care, or brushing my teeth. I struggle with major depressive episodes. I set a goal to do hygiene tomorrow morning. I've only been able to go to work even though I'm late every day, at least I'm showing up, and most importantly, I'm caring for my pet. Anything else is just too much. It's okay. We will get through it and be kind to yourself and set small goals in self care
@htmc2022
@htmc2022 2 ай бұрын
I thought my shower aversion was just to do with depression but NO It had been too PHYSICALLY Challenging with Heart Failure fatigue & breathing issues - I couldn’t bend over to wash legs & feet without gasping for air - and fatigue was so great I couldn’t stay long enough to wash all over - so after a year of prescription drugs improving my heart failure - I found I could get through a shower without too much pain and fatigue - I could scrub every inch with soap & scrub gloves - wash & condition hair and actually didn’t find it too hard - as I had for a year and a half. Get help with PHYSICAL as well as mental issues! Of course I was depressed, too but fixing the physical helped a. Lot! ❤
@lisaa6099
@lisaa6099 2 ай бұрын
This is so true it’s mainly a lot to do with fatigue if I had a shower every day I basically wouldn’t have any energy to do anything else that I have to do. That’s a sensual for living like brushing my teeth and organising food to eat and helping my elderly parents etc at the moment I’m lucky if I have a shower once every five or six days and I’m fine with thatit is what it is
@user-xe9cm8hv8n
@user-xe9cm8hv8n 3 ай бұрын
Retirement is a life event. Living in Hud Housing section 8 old folks home is a living hell. I stopped caring about myself. Manically depressed for a year. Stopped washing myself. Stopped cleaning my apartment. Never really got moved it. The reality of my reality is undeniably sad & lonely. Most tenants have physical disabilities and serious mental health issues. Very NOSEY trouble making MEAN OLD PEOPLE. MANAGEMENT EVEN MEANER. THERE'S THE LEASE. BUT THEN THERE ARE ENDLESS RULES. AND I MEAN ENDLESS ! SO MANAGEMENT RULES YOUR LIFE. WRITEUP VIOLATIONS AND THREATENS TO EVICT AND MAKE EVERYONE HOMELESS. THIS IS RETIREMENT???
@yumiyumiya
@yumiyumiya 3 ай бұрын
When i struggle with the thought of taking a shower or simple hygiene things, I try to bargain in my head for the "task" with a reward. It can be a game I really like a film I wanted to see or just lying down sometimes, doing nothing. It kinda works.
@makaylamarie8284
@makaylamarie8284 4 ай бұрын
This is so important because sometimes we even invalidate ourselves.
@kirbyjoe7484
@kirbyjoe7484 5 ай бұрын
Depression turns ever anthill into a mountain and every minor hurdle into a cliff face.
@Michael-cb3uw
@Michael-cb3uw 5 ай бұрын
Imagine if it was a message in a fruit rollup😂
@Michael-cb3uw
@Michael-cb3uw 5 ай бұрын
I hate to admit it but yeah I think it's just because it takes up some time commitment and the body feels very cold and wet during drying after the warm shower is over. Before showering I feel like a heavy layer of deep muck is within my skin, but after showering I wonder why I even procrastinated showering, it feels great to have a thorough shower afterwards
@omgaaitsCam77
@omgaaitsCam77 6 ай бұрын
I like the purple tree in the background
@user-px5kn9ro3c
@user-px5kn9ro3c 6 ай бұрын
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@user-ov7pw7fp9p
@user-ov7pw7fp9p 6 ай бұрын
OMG,this comments section fits me to a T.i suffer from depression,I cant function at al most of the time 3:45
@susanrobson2192
@susanrobson2192 6 ай бұрын
I have a sponge Bath at the sink
@stuford
@stuford 6 ай бұрын
Love the idea of the shower bed type thing! Shall we make one? 😂
@susanvalyi9849
@susanvalyi9849 6 ай бұрын
Oh my God is right. I haven’t showers in years. I sponge bath but really showers used to be great. Oh my God. Getting out of bed. Big problem. Absolutely no motivation but I’m trying to turn things around. Physical activity. Getting out of bed to go walking with a group takes me super human effort. Learning a new inspiring art medium is fantastic. And volunteering at a dog shelter. Stuff that helps. Thank you for speaking out. I’ve never told anyone I don’t shower. Thank you.
@mkeagan08
@mkeagan08 6 ай бұрын
Nothing quite like the brain zaps as a side effect of going off/switching meds.
@songtogalatea
@songtogalatea 7 ай бұрын
8:44 that's starlight glimmer. she is a unicorn pony and believe it or not she brainwashed an entire village into giving up all their power to her
@janicehussock7735
@janicehussock7735 7 ай бұрын
Me, too.
@joshuanichols5249
@joshuanichols5249 7 ай бұрын
✋ P r o m o s m
@sampsonleevon1982
@sampsonleevon1982 7 ай бұрын
I lived with a fake dr...and he didnt reconize depression symptoms...he said its in my head😢DUH. Dr. Mchie is a Ass.
@sampsonleevon1982
@sampsonleevon1982 7 ай бұрын
420 made me do everything. Sativa...😊
@mkeagan08
@mkeagan08 7 ай бұрын
I have one teddy bear that Brian got me that I absolutely use as a helper when I am having anxiety. The pressure of holding it to my chest helps calm my system and relax me back out of the stressful situation.
@kyhines1060
@kyhines1060 7 ай бұрын
Cool!
@Younggmetro
@Younggmetro 7 ай бұрын
If you truly cared youd go to the gym
@Ana-du8pq
@Ana-du8pq 7 ай бұрын
Oh my god, i cannot believe i am not alone. I am embarrassed to admit i havent taken a bath/shower for about 4 months, and have poor hygiene in general. I just can't bring myself to do it... Thank you.
@itsnicole11
@itsnicole11 7 ай бұрын
I am late but I’m still going to share some of what helps me. I still have depression but just to make things slightly easier. 1. Water- have a bigger bottle by your bed and drink from that instead of having to go to the kitchen all the time. 2. When you get up to go to the bathroom in the morning (and before you go to sleep too) go brush your teeth after washing your hands. Since you’re in the bathroom already you don’t have to put in a lot of effort to go to another room. 3. I make appointments in the mornings so I have to get up for them. If they’re close to your house and the weather is nice walk there. Usually I buy a drink or something on the way back, like a reward, plus it’s nice to be outside for a bit even if you’re just going to go to bed afterwards. I still struggle a lot but I’m finding these things make it a bit easier to deal with
@INFINITESYKOSIS
@INFINITESYKOSIS 7 ай бұрын
Lunacy became my Ally 🤬
@user-qu6sq6ur1h
@user-qu6sq6ur1h 7 ай бұрын
It is not just a Marcie problem. I have to organize my stash all the time or i would never be able to find anything
@mentalhealthwithmarcie
@mentalhealthwithmarcie 7 ай бұрын
Glad to know I'm not the only one! :)
@AnaLucia-wy2ii
@AnaLucia-wy2ii 7 ай бұрын
Here’s how to shower when depressed. Fill the bathtub with hot water. Sit in the water and do what you can. If your hair needs to be washed, stick your head under the faucet and do your best to rub in shampoo. Don’t worry about drying it. Put on a robe if needed. Getting dressed is a a whole different task.
@GillianAnnBlower
@GillianAnnBlower 7 ай бұрын
Totally relate. Plus vertigo, part of depression, which I found out v late, fear of falling, baby steps and plan what resources you'll need. But it's v hard. Good luck to all struggling.
@mekurukitoo
@mekurukitoo 7 ай бұрын
I definitely relate with you. I've struggled with body and mental issues at a young age. I've always wanted to be thin, I'd maybe workout from time to time but it was never really consistent. Sometimes I was just busy but most of the time I didn't have the motivation to do so. It's common that I'd see ads of weight loss products. I'm quite the gullible person so I believed some of these products will truly help me but I was worried about side effects it may have, like Ozempic. Most days I'd look at myself in the mirror, ashamed that I turned out this way and I'm not doing anything about it. On social media, just looking at other women being comfortable in their skin, I truly envy them. I started to develop an ED because of this. There were times when I'd get so upset at myself for eating over a small amount of calories I'd cry and SH. I'm currently recovering, slowly but surely. The thing is, I've got people who love me for me. They don't really care about how I look but in a way where they care about my health, they check in on me and tell me positive affirmations. When I'm with them, those negative thoughts go away. Take care of yourself and love yourself.
@lorianne4608
@lorianne4608 7 ай бұрын
I listen to KZbin
@remotelylucy
@remotelylucy 8 ай бұрын
He needs help getting to the root of the deep debilitating problem. I understand how depressed people can easily frustrate others. In your eyes you see it easy to do daily task. But for depressed people we can’t even think straight half the time. It’s lack of willingness and motivation. It can get as deep as not caring about dying. There’s so many layers and emotions or “lack of emotions” it’s like battling darkness
@DanaMac1977
@DanaMac1977 8 ай бұрын
Love the idea of giving ourselves grace! Beautiful sentiment 🌻 I find I like the idea of a new year and a new slate but yes it’s a hard one. Every single year I’ve had the goal to lose weight ha ha. Actually on that note I’d love you to do a video on your take on body image and mental health. I find I have a very low self esteem and my weight issues have really affected my depression and anxiety. Also I’d love to see your ‘stuffie’ collection! We call them stuffed animals here in Australia. I have too many for a 46 year old woman 😂 yet I’m finding it really hard to donate them as they hold such sentimental value to me…especially my Care Bears❤
@sylviaedwards4574
@sylviaedwards4574 8 ай бұрын
One year I had a resolution to try and go exercise more. Got a YMCA membership and everything... Completely forgot about it within a week 😅
@whatmyohmy
@whatmyohmy 8 ай бұрын
Hi, You got some great presents! My favorites are he air fresheners. And the tree mat it is so beautiful that if you could it would be beautiful framed!Belated Merry Merry Christmas Thumbs Up
@raymondjblaze7761
@raymondjblaze7761 9 ай бұрын
I stopped labeling my sexuality. To me the sex of the person doesn’t matter. As long as I am physically, emotionally and spiritually attracted to the person
@stellalucy3042
@stellalucy3042 10 ай бұрын
Just got done with my shower 🚿
@SwatiSharma0817
@SwatiSharma0817 11 ай бұрын
So strong teacher amazing 🎉
@tnleeo
@tnleeo 11 ай бұрын
Something as simple as bathing, even though you'll feel better afterwards can be incredibly difficult. Some people don't or cannot understand it. Easy things for some can be extremely difficult for others. Listen, understand, care. Not many people can do all 3. I can't. Get through today. Tomorrow can wait. Do what you can, now. Cherish every small accomplishment. Don't write it off, you will do better later. In time.
@DanaMac1977
@DanaMac1977 Жыл бұрын
I agree. Sometimes I just need a pajama day but too many and I find it’s hard too be productive. I find I’m much more likely to not struggle quite as much to do things like walk the dog if I’m already dressed for the day!
@DanaMac1977
@DanaMac1977 Жыл бұрын
Hope you are doing ok. Haven’t seen a video from you in awhile! 🤞☺️
@youtubevideoseoandpromotion
@youtubevideoseoandpromotion Жыл бұрын
Hello Mam, Your video content is amazing and I enjoyed it very much. So far, you have uploaded 75+ videos and achieved only 137+ subscribers but your videos are not viewed and subscribed that much. The numbers should be more than they are now. You need to optimize your channel and do video SEO to reach your target viewers. Otherwise, if you upload videos to your channel throughout the year, none of your videos will get viral views. So you need to optimize your KZbin channels & do video SEO then your channel will rank & grow very fast and monetization of your channel will be on. I'm happy to provide free SEO for any 2 of your Videos as a trial. After that period, if you are pleased with the results we can work together. Otherwise No harm. Are you interested in improving those issues?
@polarskye
@polarskye Жыл бұрын
I am finding it impossible to step in the shower and thought I was the only one, but when I do shower I feel better afterwards.
@jacquelineclairereinerical4831
@jacquelineclairereinerical4831 Жыл бұрын
OK I’m slowly going through your archive of videos, but I wanted to drop a comment on this one. I would describe you as articulate, self-aware and passionate 😊
@jacquelineclairereinerical4831
@jacquelineclairereinerical4831 Жыл бұрын
Hi girlie 😊 love your stuffie. Does s/he have a name?
@DanaMac1977
@DanaMac1977 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for making these videos. I really appreciate them. I too am so self critical and sadly have terrible self talk. I think I would struggle writing this letter also. Side note loving your nails today!! Have a great weekend! Cheers from Australia 🇦🇺 😊 Oh I’d love a video on what you thoughts about chronic pain and mental health. I’ve only struggled with my mental health since having chronic pain 😢
@carold5902
@carold5902 Жыл бұрын
Good video. I personally don't like virtual therapy because of the lack of data privacy. Also our interactions with the therapists can be used to AI models. Whatever the mode you use, one good question to ask is.. what is my end goal here?