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When u give 100% effort and it’s still not enough 💔

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Why is it only getting worse. I thought my life would turn around but no. Maybe I was a mistake.

The person who edited this I hope you're fine?

Even though you’re nothing to me now. You are.

I lost my favorite cousin maybe 3 years ago, I was about 7 I didn't cry because my mom only said, "He's with the Angels" I thought it was normal, little did I know, he has been dead, and I'm more older to realize he is and I have other things in this world to worry about too. He's always gonna be here for me, I have probably let him down so many times, I love him. I hope he never forgets me

I don’t cry anymore I just dust it off lock the pain away and keep pushing that’s all I can do I’ve been on this earth for only 18 years and I feel I’ve lived 1000 lifetimes. Every time I stumble or fall I lock it so far down inside I forget where I hid all the pain.

I dropped the soap in the shower once and then everything just went wrong :,) :(( Never been so sad before

“Even though I’m nothing to you now “ gets you thinking

the best thing to do is keep your problems to yourself unless people will think your a weirdo and send you to a mental hospital.

me and my ex boyfriend just broker up

سكري...

i know im useless and i wanna die so that this sht can be cured as soon as i died, everyone also hope im gone so yea lesgo death yay🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 -TOMAN⁰⁴

no bc i loved him sm and he left me just like that

It's very hard to forget the moments that we created to remember forever🥺

I miss my mom, my dad left b4 i even got out of the womb, grandparents dead, sister moved away, gf cheated on me, aunt and uncle hates me, cousins doesnt like me, school complaining to my aunt, i miss my mom.. my grandparents.. my sister.. i want to be with them again.. i wanna hug them 1 last time...

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here again and again... they say kids dont have problems... maybe if they could experience the transition from a teenager to adult in this time...

I hate all the people oh god nobody feel what I’m feeling 🚶🏻‍♂️

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I've been holding on to hope That you'll come back when you can find some peace I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mindBut I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behindOh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side

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Counting days, counting days Since my love up and got lost on me And every breath that I've been takin' Since you left feels like a waste on me I've been holding on to hope That you'll come back when you can find some peace 'Cause every word that I've heard spoken Since you left feels like an hollow street I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under Maybe I, maybe I'm just being blinded By the brighter side Of what we had because it's over Well there must be something in the tide I've been told, I've been told to get you off my mind But I hope I never lose the bruises that you left behind Oh my lord, oh my lord, I need you by my side There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under It's your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in And I'm tired of being so exhausted Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Your love I'm lost in Even though I'm nothing to you now Even though I'm nothing to you now There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under There must be something in the water 'Cause everyday it's getting colder And if only I could hold you You'd keep my head from going under

it feels like everything hurts but at the same time nothing hurts

Im tired of trusting people just so they can leave and hurt me more then i already am i tried and tried to do everything but all i do is mees this up ive tried to leave this world but my best friends stopped me because they need me thry understand me and that is y i am still here

mind: stop.. stop everything i know you're tired and sometimes you want to die but please don't give up! heart : yes of course but it's paint again.. They leave me...again body: wake up please...one day again please

My mom or dad or anyone never realized when I was hurt but strangers will see me with my head down and ask me what's wrong

Fall in love with a girl I'll never be with and now I'm crying hard every night thinking how good it would be if I could be with her

im not depressed..i just like slowed versions of songs/:

It hurst when we have to/wanna forget them but still ' Hope we never lose the bruises they leave us behind'

I lost him...

This remind me of how much shit my mom put me through my whole fucking life and when she finally decides to come back she has left my heart all types of fucking bruised and now she just acts like shits my fault but she be getting mad for little shit and forgetting that I have feelings to and I had to ask myself everyday where tf my own mom was but it's my fault I'm hurting and I will never have a bond with her the way I want to... always your fault am I right 🤦🏽‍♀️🥺🥺

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I just miss her so much...

“There must be somethingg in the water becausee everyday is getting colderr 🖤😔” felt🖤

I'm sorry for existing in this world dad, mom. It's my fault :)

Mom: I hate you Dad: I hate you My friends : you're mom and dad are so nice

me: -telling my problems- friends: "oof" "k" "lmao" "same"

Dear loved one... I’m sorry that I hurt you. I’m sorry for all of my past mistakes. I’m sorry for putting you through a dark place. I truly love you with all my heart and I’m willing to go through anything to be with you for a lifetime and grow old with you. You’ve taught me what love truly is. You showed me what it’s like to me completely consumed by another. I will always love you as long as I’m alive on this planet. I wish I was able to take back my past mistakes but if I have to let you go I have to let you fly on your own and be happy even if it’s without me. I hope I can fix this and continue with you and make you happy but if not just know I will always love you.

depressed people are next level strong we smile through our pain so others dont get worried and go through our daily lives pretending so others dont have to use their time to help but what do we get in return yelled at and treated like nothing and people see us as selfish when we wanna be closed off but the only reason were closed off is to protect others so they dont have to try to help or make it better

if only i could hold myself, were back at where we start again but with pain

I don't know how to love myself I always gotta pick out something that makes me ugly I don't know why.

I hate how people think they can come in and out of my life like I'm some freaking train station.....I just want someone who will stay..😔

I’m honestly tired 💔

Oh my lord oh my lord i need you bad my side...

Reasons to live: “Suicide doesn’t stop the pain,” “It gives it to someone else.” - [ ] 1: We would miss you - [ ] 2: It’s worth it to be alive - [ ] 3: It does get better, believe it or not, it will eventually get better. - [ ] 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. - [ ] 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. - [ ] 6: God made you for a reason, you have a reason. - [ ] 7: There is always a reason to live! - [ ] 8: So many people care about you - [ ] 9: You are amazing - [ ] 10: I don’t even know you and I love you - [ ] 11: I care for you - [ ] 12: There are plenty of people that love you - [ ] 13: Youre literally perfect!! <3 - [ ] 14: There are plenty of people that care for you - [ ] 15: God loves you - [ ] 16: God cares about you - [ ] 17: Sometimes life is hard but it will make you a stronger person don’t worry! - [ ] 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do?What about all the things you’ve planned,but never got around doing? You can’t do them if your dead. - [ ] 19: I want you to be alive - [ ] 20: So many people want you alive! - [ ] 21: You won’t be able to listen to Music if you die - [ ] 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die. - [ ] 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you’re gone - [ ] 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you’re gone. - [ ] 25: listening to really loud music - [ ] 26: Killing yourself is never worth it,you’ll hit both yourself & the people who care about you. - [ ] 27: There are so many people that would miss you,including me - [ ] 28: the clouds - [ ] 29: You are gorgeous - [ ] 30: Someone out there would die for you :’) - [ ] 31: How do you think your family would feel? - [ ] 32: Proving people wrong with your success. - [ ] 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. -[ ] 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. - [ ] 35: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a cold building on a hot day. - [ ] 36: Being stupid in public just because you can. - [ ] 37: Helping other people. - [ ] 38: You have a future to live for.. - [ ] 39: Being alive is good - [ ] 40: thinking about happy memories - [ ] 41: Finding your soulmate. - [ ] 42: All nighters!!! - [ ] 43: Sleeping in all day - [ ] 44: You can look back at yourself later in your life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide. - [ ] 45: Nobody could ever replace you - [ ] 46: You’re unique - [ ] 47: pets - [ ] 48: petting pets - [ ] 49: Netflix and movies - [ ] 50: Decorating the Christmas tree - [ ] 51: Dreams that make you smile - [ ] 52: Breakfast in bed - [ ] 53: New clothes - [ ] 54: New shoes - [ ] 55: New books - [ ] 56: Sunrises and Sunsets - [ ] 57: Friends - [ ] 58: The ocean - [ ] 59: Sunlight - [ ] 60: Your family - [ ] 61: Inside jokes - [ ] 62: Birthdays - [ ] 63: Christmas - [ ] 64: Family traditions - [ ] 65: The taste of your favorite food - [ ] 66: Favorite tv show - [ ] 67: Favorite movie - [ ] 68: Going to new places - [ ] 69: The ability to peruse whatever you choose (there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you) - [ ] 70: To earn money and rewards - [ ] 71: You can always flip your life around. - [ ] 72: To find the perfect job/career for you - [ ] 73: Pizza - [ ] 74: Kittens - [ ] 75: New haircuts - [ ] 76: Moments you can look back to and laugh at - [ ] 77: The clouds - [ ] 78: The world is better with you in it - [ ] 79: Roller Coasters - [ ] 80: Showers - [ ] 81: Cake - [ ] 82:Growing old - [ ] 83: Growing old with the person you love - [ ] 84: Singing - [ ] 85: Sleeping - [ ] 86: Icecream - [ ] 87: Cookies - [ ] 88: food in general - [ ] 89: Movie nights - [ ] 90: Candy - [ ] 91: Popcorn - [ ] 92: Daydreaming - [ ] 93: Happy moments - [ ] 94: Halloween - [ ] 95: Sleepovers - [ ] 96: Parties - [ ] 97: Having a good personality - [ ] 98: Making people happy - [ ] 99: Bonfires - [ ] 100: Sitting on rooftops - [ ] 101: Vacations - [ ] 102: Hearing crazy stories - [ ] 103: Telling crazy stories - [ ] 104: Treehouses - [ ] 105: Starbucks - [ ] 106: You’ve changed someone’s life - [ ] 107: If you’re gone how will you achieve great things? - [ ] 108: Everyone has talent including you - [ ] 109: Eating crazy food - [ ] 110: Hanging out with your friends - [ ] 111: Nobody could ever replace you - [ ] 112: You have so much to live for - [ ] 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do - [ ] 114: Living life to the fullest - [ ] 115: Heck,I would miss you like crazy - [ ] 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you were gone - [ ] 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you - [ ] 118: Your future - [ ] 119: You could save so many lives - [ ] 120: You are too beautiful to disappear - [ ] 121: You are bigger than any of your problems - [ ] 122: You are never alone during this struggle - [ ] 123: Tomorrow is a new day! - [ ] 124: You are worth more than you think - [ ] 125: But,the final and most important one is, just being able to experience life,because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now,anything could happen! 💗💗 All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to : - [ ] Argentina: +5402234930430 - [ ] Australia: 131114 - [ ] Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147 - [ ] Belgium: 106 - [ ] Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05 - [ ] Botswana: 3911270 - [ ] Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association - [ ] Canada: 1 .833 .456 .4566, 5147234000 - [ ] (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal) - [ ] Croatia: 014833888 - [ ] Denmark: +4570201201 - [ ] Egypt: 7621602 - [ ] Estonia: 3726558088; - [ ] Russian 3726555688 - [ ] Finland: 010 195 202 - [ ] France: 0145394000 - [ ] Germany: 08001810771 - [ ] Holland: 0900767 - [ ] Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000 - [ ] Hungary: 116123 - [ ] India: 8888817666 - [ ] Ireland: +44058457909090 - [ ] Italy: 800860022 - [ ] Japan: +810352869090 - [ ] Mexico: 5255102550 - [ ] New Zealand: 0800543354 - [ ] Norway: +4781533300 - [ ] Philippines: 028969191 - [ ] Poland: 5270000 - [ ] Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50 - [ ] Russia: 0078202577577 - [ ] Spain: 914590050 - [ ] South Africa: 0514445691 - [ ] Sweden: 46317112400 - [ ] Switzerland: 143 - [ ] United Kingdom: 08457909090 - [ ] USA: 18002738255 - [ ] Veterans’ Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 383255 💗💗 songs that could make you happy 🥺 Personal by HRVY: @YJpE I like me better by Lauv: @ozwA Classic by MKTO: @A4Ds Just friends by JORDY: @eINM Eastside by Benny Blanco,Halsey,& Khalid: @UvGY What makes you beautiful by 1D: @-A4E Cheerleader by OMI: @QfW8 Everybody talks by Neon Trees: @84lE Dear future husband by Meghan Trainor: @D_40 Backyard Boy by Claire Rosinkranz: @shy8 Shut up and dance with me by WALK THE MOON: @lx6Q iSpy by KYLE: @gMPU Trap queen by Fetty Wap: @NKio LMK by Lil XXEL: @IC24 Dynamite by BTS: @WNZg - fun facts! 1.Otters hold hands when sleeping is they don’t drift away from each other 2.Penguins only have one mate their entire life, they also propose by giving them a pebble 3.Cows have best friends 4.you’re perfect <3 - another message: - 💗💗 To all those people being bullied - To all those people who have lost a loved one - To all those people who have lost a pet - To all those people being abused - To all those people going through depression - To all those people with anxiety - To all those people in poverty - To all those people going through a breakup - To all those people having a bad day - To all those people with insecurities - To all those people just having a hard time Don’t forget - Your weakness today - Is your strength tomorrow - It always gets better - Your loved ones will remain in your hearts - You always have the memories - Love yourself - Stand up for yourself - Money can’t buy happiness - Those lovers - Just weren’t right - Don’t abuse yourself - Don’t abuse others - Kill them with kindness - Treat people with kindness - We’ve all had these times - There will always be a hole in our chests But - Let’s all be each others’ strength - whether you’re - Black - White - LGBTQ+ - Christian - Atheist - Etc - Love yourself - Love others - Don’t cut - Don’t kill - Don’t criticize - Don’t beg - Don’t do drugs - Don’t starve yourself - Don’t starve others We aren’t supposed to do any of that - Just keep your strength - Keep your faith - Don’t change because you were told to - Be yourself - Sometimes playing a character, isn’t the best thing to do. Have a great day, and don’t stop spreading awareness about things that are happening currently in the world. ⚠️ this is not my text, that however doesn't mean that I don't agree with every single word said here. out of the experience, it destroys people. Please don't be afraid to ask for help. Please, I beg you, please don't do it. You are worth it and there are people who love you.⚠️

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I just wanna die oh yeah I just wanna die oh yeah yeah yeah I just wanna go 💀⚰️ R.I.P