OCD is ruining my life (update)
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14 күн бұрын
My Life in 2024
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I miss my PS3 friends :(
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I actually shaved my head
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My first time in Scotland!
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Hiking in England!
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@tonglomp
@tonglomp 10 сағат бұрын
Hey glad you are doing better. and I have a tip for you, if you have someone that you 100% trust or if you decide to go to therapy I recommend you telling absolutely everything you feel to the most minute detail, that is the reason I am better now, when someone hears about the absolute worst things you go thru mentally and accepts you and comforts you that is one of the best feelings ever. Hope you get better and also hope you get the courage and will to treat yourself and defeat ocd
@tonglomp
@tonglomp 13 сағат бұрын
Hey man I understand what you are going thru, I myself have ocd and very bad anxiety, and have had all types of crazy thoughts and feelings, some extremely dark and some extremely annoying, I hope you are doing better since this video is a year old but if you are still feeling the same let me tell you that life is so fucking precious, no matter how we feel right now or next week or next year, there is something special about our existence and in my opinion the best to deal with ocd is to both accept how your mind works and trust your heart, we humans overcomplicate things, when love is the obvious answer to everything. Sorry for my bad English I am not a native speaker, just want the best for you man
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 13 сағат бұрын
One of my favourite comments! Thanks for this, I recently posted an update video on my OCD.
@sharendravarmanbalakrisnan2307
@sharendravarmanbalakrisnan2307 2 күн бұрын
The subtle way of pushing thought for only having a puritan mind could be a practice to get stucked in the cycle. Ego wants only good thought we have already fixated that this is what should be. Kind of a controller. A problem when we say i rule my life. Then it's a problem when it doesn't happen in God way
@kingofsiquijor
@kingofsiquijor 2 күн бұрын
same here bro 😢
@chemicalcube2479
@chemicalcube2479 3 күн бұрын
Hey man, you aren't alone in your struggles with OCD. I know I can't really do much to help you considering I myself am suffering from it. But I want you to know, that you aren't alone.
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 3 күн бұрын
@@chemicalcube2479 thank you man
@sanjananirjona048
@sanjananirjona048 4 күн бұрын
Checking my daily routine about 100 times Overthinking May Allah help me.
@madhanrahul7
@madhanrahul7 4 күн бұрын
How did you manage to run your life normally, Really a tough thing to handle often disturbs our daily life and take our most precious moments without being in the present but thinking about some nonsense in that moment.Can I get some tips on how to deal with these things.Am currently facing it.
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 4 күн бұрын
@@madhanrahul7 I don’t have a concrete answer for you mate, I’m sorry. I’m still trying to manage myself, I would say the longer you live with it you learn how to cope with it better. Hoping I eventually find a way to manage it, if and when I do I will be sure to make a video on it. All the best ✊🏼
@madhanrahul7
@madhanrahul7 4 күн бұрын
@CuriousVisuals cheers hope you do that , finally found a person who I can ask doubts about on upcoming days 🙌 Let overcome this together 🙌
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 4 күн бұрын
@@madhanrahul7 anytime buddy.
@siddharth3485
@siddharth3485 4 күн бұрын
Come to Jesus
@schizoorreality
@schizoorreality 5 күн бұрын
oh god
@jakeyboy7779
@jakeyboy7779 5 күн бұрын
WOW… thank you for sharing this content sir. The line that was most powerful to me was, “I live in my mind more than reality.” I can fully assure you aren’t alone, I struggle with this and so many others to do too… we gotta remember that God loves us all so much and that there is ALWAYS endless hope waiting for us even when everything feels incredibly dark. To you and to all those struggling: let’s get through this and choose to accept uncertainty everyday! A great resource for me has been the KZbin channel “OCD and anxiety,” as well as “NOCD” and “OCD Recovery”
@RaviRebuk
@RaviRebuk 5 күн бұрын
Goated ❤
@shaunhuse2007
@shaunhuse2007 5 күн бұрын
It should be those fake tan jobby fingers
@DendoIRL
@DendoIRL 6 күн бұрын
Why does this video look so beautiful 😍
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 6 күн бұрын
Why do you look so beautiful 😳
@harshitsingh752
@harshitsingh752 6 күн бұрын
Bro i am from india from past 4 months i also having thinking ocd and it is very worse i don't no why but mind always focus on negative and thinking like i will die or i will kill anyone and with so many what if but good thing is this i am not mad and i never become and our thoughts are not real hope we both overcome from this ❤❤
@আল-আমিনalamin
@আল-আমিনalamin 6 күн бұрын
Bro make a video about ' how can be happy with ocd ' that make's u happy and it will help us ❤
@আল-আমিনalamin
@আল-আমিনalamin 6 күн бұрын
it's so sad to hear that for me u also have that 😢 i also have thought OCD but i also try to live a happy life. Stay strong ma man ❤
@Benkatz1987Katz-vh7jh
@Benkatz1987Katz-vh7jh 7 күн бұрын
🙏🙏🙏
@ashutoshsaikia6883
@ashutoshsaikia6883 7 күн бұрын
I am on the same way sir , i know what you are feeling , i know that guilt , that fear , that shame , that questions to yourself and that think of future and ruined present ! Hope you recover , hope i recover , hope everyone does ❤ you are not alone
@michaelabrown737
@michaelabrown737 7 күн бұрын
So sorry to hear that you struggle with OCD. I have OCD myself and it’s so brutal and isolating. We can overcome this. Sending lots of love
@anuskaroy925
@anuskaroy925 7 күн бұрын
The one who has it knows how brutal it Is. It's not something like Perfection only It's a lot more 🥹🥹😭😭
@StuSiney
@StuSiney 8 күн бұрын
Feeling this. Exactly same. ❤
@mendedheartsministries
@mendedheartsministries 8 күн бұрын
It’s hard, brother. Would love to support you in any way we can!
@deadinside8781
@deadinside8781 9 күн бұрын
I have OCD too. I almost didn’t make it to the end of last year.
@phoneix-2027
@phoneix-2027 9 күн бұрын
amazing video brother keep pumping
@sulaiman7461
@sulaiman7461 10 күн бұрын
The best description of what I am living now
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 10 күн бұрын
@@sulaiman7461 I would recommend watching my newest video, I gave an update on it. Praying for you 🙏
@hiromi_higuruma
@hiromi_higuruma 10 күн бұрын
I got diagnosed with OCD due to my insomnia, but I've never sought help for it after that. The OCD we have are demons that follow us, and I often believe this is a supernatural phenomenon. We never did anything to deserve it, but rather, I believe they are sent by an evil force designed to destroy us because we carry too much good in us that can change the world, and demons are scared of this. I suffered from harm OCD, a more taboo part of it specifically, and it got triggered from watching too many true crime videos. It was severe in October, but as the months passed, it slowly died down. I don't want to describe the details too much of my intrusive thoughts, but long story short, it often involved disturbing crimes related to harming others. I'm so much better now, but yeah. You are not your thoughts. I am not my thoughts. I am not my doubts. You are not your doubts. You are not the things it accuses you of being. This is important to remember: OCD is a liar. OCD is a coward. It latches on to topics, people, and subjects we care about. OCD is a demon that wants to make you believe its lies, because it's too weak to ever stand on its own in the light. If you drag it to the holy and purifying light, it cannot exist.
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 10 күн бұрын
Ty for sharing this ✊🏼🙏
@come.tothinkoffit
@come.tothinkoffit 10 күн бұрын
Due i'm from Ireland! i'm in the middle of nowhere everyday 😂. Where did you go? Chances are you passed by my house the country is so small 😂😂
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 10 күн бұрын
I went to Dublin, Galway & Wicklow
@come.tothinkoffit
@come.tothinkoffit 10 күн бұрын
@@CuriousVisuals i'm in Galway! come in for drink next time!
@junruilim8838
@junruilim8838 10 күн бұрын
Thank you
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 10 күн бұрын
You’re welcome ☺️
@Davehans5600
@Davehans5600 13 күн бұрын
From experience, and reading Taoist principles, the way to deal with OCD is to not avoid your fear, not fight your fear, but to simply let it be. The more you try to dominate or control OCD (or any situation in your life for that matter), the more resistance you create. Accept "failure", accept being a "loser", and you'll probably find that with time, it stops mattering so much.
@Ronihot2
@Ronihot2 9 күн бұрын
Thats very good advise. I just like to break down how to embody that acceptances for anyone who is struggling. If you for example experience a moment, ‘if I don’t…i will die/my family will die’. Imagine you actually dieing, how does it feel, feel it in your body, continue to feel it deeply, stay with that feeling until your body relaxes into it. Any emotion that comes up allow it, if you feel like screaming or crying allow yourself to fully scream/cry.
@Davehans5600
@Davehans5600 9 күн бұрын
@@Ronihot2 Spot on. it's very unpleasant and difficult to do, but you feel much better afterwards. Your mind and body often adapt to uncomfortable situations. You could even compare it to the body becoming fitter and stronger due to exposure to exercise.
@Kiran_77-v4p
@Kiran_77-v4p 13 күн бұрын
I was diagnosed with ocd four years back and as it can't be cured completely believe me that u will get over it someday. I had many sessions of cbt followed by flunil 20 tablets. It was the worst phase of my life 😢Always thinking that I won't make out of it but I did, we are much stronger that our ocd😊Get a good psychiatrist, it really helps and also someone from ur family or friends who can support u in controlling ur ocd repetitions Believe in yourself ❤
@physicswallagang2159
@physicswallagang2159 13 күн бұрын
Whats the music name???
@kaurkhaira2782
@kaurkhaira2782 13 күн бұрын
My story🥲🥲
@Akkobi
@Akkobi 14 күн бұрын
Thank you for spreading awareness. OCD is a serious medical illness that you can never talk enough about. ^^ Greetings from germany
@BrickRunner48
@BrickRunner48 15 күн бұрын
Don’t worry, you’re not alone! I know the symptoms you are feeling and I have felt them before as well. OCD sucks and I am currently attempting to overcome severe OCD myself right now. Stay positive and you will get there!💪👍
@RaviRebuk
@RaviRebuk 16 күн бұрын
Solid bro ❤
@mervv8345
@mervv8345 16 күн бұрын
In the same boat as you bro, we can overcome this together ❤
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 16 күн бұрын
@@mervv8345 wow I never knew that about you bro. Let’s call this week man, loads to catch up on!
@salustianoberrios405
@salustianoberrios405 16 күн бұрын
Try to stop the compulsions. I'm working on the same.
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 16 күн бұрын
I’ve heard resisting just makes it worse though?
@salustianoberrios405
@salustianoberrios405 16 күн бұрын
@@CuriousVisuals What have you heard makes it better?
@salustianoberrios405
@salustianoberrios405 16 күн бұрын
Either way you are not alone.
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 16 күн бұрын
@@salustianoberrios405 Exposure therapy, meditation
@Loveis515
@Loveis515 12 күн бұрын
Please check out NOCD
@glidezstream
@glidezstream 17 күн бұрын
Wholesome. I gotta get to Canada at some point. NYR Is that 100k subscriber plaque.
@glidezstream
@glidezstream 17 күн бұрын
Love you homie. Proud of what you've accomplished and I'm genuinely so happy that you're using your creative ability for your career and not wasting your talent in some dull 9-5. Also the people that drink and party every weekend aren't the people you want as friends fam. They're mostly stuck and unhappy with bad habits living in an unhealthy rut. How you feel about and the relationship you have with yourself is the most important and it seems you've got that part sorted. Keep grinding king. I'll keep trying to gather up people for a bo2 ffa stream too
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 17 күн бұрын
Thanks brother, appreciate your wisdom. <3
@come.tothinkoffit
@come.tothinkoffit 18 күн бұрын
CMT (compassionate mind training) was revolutionary for me and far more kinder and logical than erp. Give it a go. Wishing you all the best 👍 you've got this 👍
@appleitree
@appleitree 16 күн бұрын
What is that
@come.tothinkoffit
@come.tothinkoffit 16 күн бұрын
@appleitree hey! I might make a video about them would that interest you? Basically CMT is all about compassion and learning that we have tricky brains made even trickier by past experiences. ERP is exposure response prevention primarily used in cognitive behavioural therapy where you exposure yourself gradually to your fear or obsession to overcome it.
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 10 күн бұрын
@@come.tothinkoffit yes please, I would love to watch that video!
@come.tothinkoffit
@come.tothinkoffit 10 күн бұрын
@@CuriousVisuals Awesome! Where can I share the link with you!? Just subbed to. Great channel!
@RaviRebuk
@RaviRebuk 18 күн бұрын
Happy new year my bro 🎊❤
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 18 күн бұрын
Happy new year to you too my man ❤️
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 18 күн бұрын
What’s your new years resolution? 🎉
@aluf2567
@aluf2567 23 күн бұрын
Hauntingly splendid video. I have a comorbidity of ADHD-OCD, and it's brutal. Like what was demonstrated in the video, I thought my OCD went away, even for years. But then I got into my first ever relationship with my last girlfriend, and the brutal hell of ROCD came into full swing and I wasn't ready for it. Now that I've learned more about OCD, I also found out that it's always been there for years but more so in a mental prison form with mental rumination and compulsions than the classic numbers, checking, etc. Thanks for sharing!
@Kamikazetoruplayer201
@Kamikazetoruplayer201 23 күн бұрын
"mOo👹👹👹" -this guy
@Kamikazetoruplayer201
@Kamikazetoruplayer201 24 күн бұрын
Chill guy❤
@shivanistar2482
@shivanistar2482 24 күн бұрын
You are not alone ... We are in this battle together ❤
@cricmania7424
@cricmania7424 23 күн бұрын
Are you from Delhi? I am.also facing the same issue. Can we help each other?
@shivanistar2482
@shivanistar2482 21 күн бұрын
​@@cricmania7424 How can I help u?
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 20 күн бұрын
Thanks buddy
@kellypolfleit3942
@kellypolfleit3942 25 күн бұрын
I have it too. These symptoms are exhausting ❤
@bradclark4463
@bradclark4463 28 күн бұрын
havent played in years bro, its been ages, unfortunately those days are gone, not forgotten. still remember i hit a full boatbang with you in my lobby. - Kin Limits
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals 28 күн бұрын
Great times trickshotting with you bro
@RenahhVFX
@RenahhVFX 29 күн бұрын
we all uncs now
@SwampFox178
@SwampFox178 Ай бұрын
2009-2015 peak PS3 days for me. PS Home Cod3-Black Ops 2 Battlefield Bad Company 1 & 2 Quantum of Solace I miss those days so much. I can still play these games but its FAR from the same feeling. 🥹🥹
@CuriousVisuals
@CuriousVisuals Ай бұрын
I totally understand this mate. Like obviously we can still play those games now, but it’s the feeling that made it what it was.