Hawking Radiation
5:03
21 сағат бұрын
Trauma bullcrap
10:10
4 сағат бұрын
Autism IS a disability.
7:18
14 сағат бұрын
Christmas haul 2024
13:58
Күн бұрын
Merry Christmas 🎄
0:25
14 күн бұрын
Latibule
7:30
14 күн бұрын
The body remembers
6:02
14 күн бұрын
Crucial details in Godzilla Minus One
4:52
Illuminating a dark place
10:40
21 күн бұрын
Avoiding dark places
4:44
21 күн бұрын
Gross!
0:36
21 күн бұрын
News!
9:11
Ай бұрын
Is my war finally over? (No.)
4:14
Keep Your Lamps (Andre Thomas)
3:30
My butterfly hoodie story
28:42
Caritas et Amor (Stroop)
4:57
2 ай бұрын
Godzilla Throughout My Life
1:19:17
2 ай бұрын
AnXiEtY
5:02
2 ай бұрын
Why I privated the previous video
0:46
Пікірлер
@ChaosGithzerai
@ChaosGithzerai 54 минут бұрын
I'm glad you're okay (meanwhile, we're buried in snow over here). You live near Anaheim? I have family there!
@GigaHellblaze
@GigaHellblaze 6 сағат бұрын
Paris Hilton, Billy Crystal,Anthony Hopkins, James Woods, John Goodman and a General Hospital star all lost their homes and there's a new fire at Hollywood Hills.
@doctorwhofan1989
@doctorwhofan1989 8 сағат бұрын
Good to know you're far away. Been watching a little bit of it on the news.
@tiffanygray
@tiffanygray 8 сағат бұрын
I'm so glad you're safe!
@doctorwhofan1989
@doctorwhofan1989 20 сағат бұрын
I hope you and your family are staying safe and are away from the wildfires out west. Take care.
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 19 сағат бұрын
@@doctorwhofan1989 I live kinda close to Disneyland, not where the fires are. I’m safe!
@RickTheGeek
@RickTheGeek 20 сағат бұрын
That’s actually a lot of cool information! And I think you explained it well how relates to you. Never stop being amazing!
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness Күн бұрын
So just an update, yes she made it today; she had incredibly bad luck with her vehicle and babysitting stuff, and this is not going to be a frequent issue!
@sharptoothtrex4486
@sharptoothtrex4486 Күн бұрын
I always accept you as you are, Cyndi.
@sharptoothtrex4486
@sharptoothtrex4486 Күн бұрын
Hi Cyndi, I always replace trauma with love and passion for you. You are a wonderful woman I care for you.
@tiffanygray
@tiffanygray 2 күн бұрын
🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@doctorwhofan1989
@doctorwhofan1989 2 күн бұрын
Does she work for a company or is she independent? Could the company provide a substitute or is it a short-staff sort of thing? Anyway, hope it all works out for you guys.
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 2 күн бұрын
@@doctorwhofan1989 She works for Right At Home, which is like Visiting Angels. We may have to ask for someone else if this continues to be an issue, which sucks because she’s super good at caregiving and her help makes our lives infinitely easier.
@leocat_7
@leocat_7 4 күн бұрын
I think a lot of people who say it isn’t a disability have some sort of internalized ableism. Being disabled is ok!
@Joey700863
@Joey700863 5 күн бұрын
Can someone please let me know who this lady is ? I need to speak with her immediately. I saw what she say in 2020 and I have been looking for someone who saw the Holy Spirit as well in the same form. Please please someone contact me and let me know she is..
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 5 күн бұрын
@@Joey700863 it’s me, the owner of this channel.
@Robin-w5i
@Robin-w5i 5 күн бұрын
❤❤❤
@MxCartney_Lou
@MxCartney_Lou 5 күн бұрын
I definitely agree…..I’ve never understood why people use that as an argument for autism acceptance or whatever….like saying that doesn’t help promote acceptance because those who struggle will be invalidated by those who aren’t autistic and don’t understand disability at all….
@okamijubei
@okamijubei 6 күн бұрын
Don't worry about you breathing on your mic. It's designed to be close to the nose and mouth and has no filter. But yes, it's hard because people judge and treats us like a liability than an asset. I had meltdowns few times and tend to be in criticals plenty of times.
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 6 күн бұрын
Excellent discussion here!
@AaronJLong
@AaronJLong 6 күн бұрын
Thank you
@sharptoothtrex4486
@sharptoothtrex4486 8 күн бұрын
Hi Cyndi, I know you went through uncalled trauma as if I already did long time ago. You are a wonderful woman I always love you from head to toe. I will always love you forever.
@GigaHellblaze
@GigaHellblaze 10 күн бұрын
Ma's hubby sleeps through movies too both are old tho he's 60 she's 61, age is getting to them where they feel more tired. My grandma years ago slept through Les Misrebales she has an excuse tho she was 84.
@GigaHellblaze
@GigaHellblaze 11 күн бұрын
I got the bluray and I too have the figure the tag is still on but got him as a bday gift it was on preorder and I got him in Oct. My Godzilla collection on my dresser is HUGE. I watched it on dub Idk why people complain about it, I liked it.
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 12 күн бұрын
You got the HEADPHONES! Your audio is so much clearer! What a wonderful haul!
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 12 күн бұрын
@@DonnyWinter I just gotta work on the mic placement so you don’t hear Darth Vader breathing noises haha! Christmas was kinda healing this year, not gonna lie, I hope yours was a nice one as well. I love you! ❤️
@blueravenfire
@blueravenfire 13 күн бұрын
very nice christmas gifts. glad that you got headphones with a mic so i can hear you better in your videos. i got godzilla minus one on blu-ray for christmas too.
@ChaosGithzerai
@ChaosGithzerai 13 күн бұрын
Merry Christmas, Cyndi! I'm glad it was wonderful for you this year. Sadly, mine was the opposite thanks to the human malware affecting my boyfriend's parents and keeping us from going over. That aside, all your gifts are awesome and I swear we were sharing a braincell when you were trying to guess what the racket logo on your sweatshirt represents. I went "Ping pong or badminton." seconds before you made your guess, hehe. I adore your calendar, astronomy has always been my favorite branch of science alongside biology. I grinned when you held up the Godzilla Monopoly box, it amuses me that there are so many variants of Monopoly out there. I'm not the best Monopoly player, either, but I would definitely play as Rodan (he's my favorite alongside Battra). Finally, I'm glad you have your own copy of Godzilla Minus One, that movie is amazing and while my boyfriend and I didn't get to see it in theaters last year, we watched it online over the summer and hopefully we'll be getting our own copy whenever we get our own Christmas haul at some point. As much as I'd like to individually comment on all of your gifts, this comment has gotten long enough as it is, so I'd better stop before it turns into a novel.
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 13 күн бұрын
@@ChaosGithzerai I was sick at the beginning of December and it took two weeks to finally stop. Hopefully everyone recovers so you can celebrate Christmas properly, even if it’s late.
@ChaosGithzerai
@ChaosGithzerai 13 күн бұрын
@@streamofawareness I could tell in your earlier videos and I'm glad it's finally cleared up. Thank you, I hope so, too. A year ago, we had to push it back to New Year's Eve, so we just combined those. Sadly, it's not an option this time because my boyfriend has to work that night.
@daniellefedak7387
@daniellefedak7387 13 күн бұрын
I got Godzilla Minus One from my birthday, I saw the movie when it was in theaters.
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 13 күн бұрын
@@daniellefedak7387 I saw it in theaters too! It was amazing, I’m glad it came out on dvd in just a year because it would’ve been a torturous wait.
@MxCartney_Lou
@MxCartney_Lou 13 күн бұрын
Merry Christmas!! What’s your favorite Christmas movie? Mine is either Home Alone or A Christmas Story
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 13 күн бұрын
@@MxCartney_Lou A Christmas Story! It’s a classic. 😇
@okamijubei
@okamijubei 14 күн бұрын
You get to watch any specials this year?
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 14 күн бұрын
@@okamijubei not yet but I plan to tomorrow after things are less chaotic.
@sharptoothtrex4486
@sharptoothtrex4486 16 күн бұрын
Do not feel bad over this Cyndi. Make a positive Christmas wish since I love playing the song "All I Want For Christmas is You." I never want bad things happening to you because I want to make a positive as if you are a beautiful woman from head to toe.
@beaut-ful-d-saster
@beaut-ful-d-saster 20 күн бұрын
I hope Monroe's spirit is at peace now - far away from her pain and suffering. She was a good girl and did not deserve what happened to her.
@erinthepigeon904
@erinthepigeon904 22 күн бұрын
Yeah I'm not diagnosed but most days I need my noise canceling headphones to get through loud environments. I've had several meltdowns in my past due to loud and busy environments and since wearing them I've been able to stay way calmer
@ChaosGithzerai
@ChaosGithzerai 22 күн бұрын
Agreed that it's so difficult to be the bigger person. Sometimes it works out, but there are other times where it's just so draining. I'm glad you're soldiering on, and I'm doubly glad that I met you on Kaiju Galaxy over a decade ago. Sleepy Goji is adorable, all he needs is a little coliseum to curl up in.
@JumbaFan
@JumbaFan 23 күн бұрын
Please be kind to yourself. You're dealing with a LOT. Also, my brother has the exact same mirror and his walls are the same color. Made me do a double take!
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 23 күн бұрын
These characters are SO dynamic. That's another reason why this film is so iconic.
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 24 күн бұрын
I'm so grateful the last thing Monroe got to hear was your beautiful voice.
@GabePickles3837
@GabePickles3837 24 күн бұрын
Just followed.
@sharptoothtrex4486
@sharptoothtrex4486 24 күн бұрын
I am so sorry for you cat, Cyndi. I know how much you miss your cat, even if this makes me cry. At least I still care for you because I will never let anything bad happen to you. I always settle for plush toy cats as alternatives.
@ThePenguinbabe
@ThePenguinbabe 24 күн бұрын
Better than how I sound when I blow my nose. I literally honk! People have told me I sound like an elephant! 😂
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 25 күн бұрын
And hey, I totally watchted this until the end. I always do!
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 25 күн бұрын
No, I messaged your mom offering to help pay for Monroe's vet visit but she essentially ignored me :(
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness 25 күн бұрын
@@DonnyWinter She told me people were messaging her worried and mentioned your name. My mom doesn’t like to take handouts for whatever reason and Charlene had to pretty much shove the money at her and tell her this was killing me. I don’t understand it. But it’s over and I can’t change it now, so I try not to dwell.
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter 25 күн бұрын
I can't believe it's been a year already. I'm so proud of you for being able to discuss this. This is healing.
@ChaosGithzerai
@ChaosGithzerai 25 күн бұрын
I sat through the video from beginning to end. Pet loss hits some people far harder than it does others. We're both in the same boat. I'm still not over the loss of my childhood dog or over the loss of my cat of twelve years, who passed from heart failure back in 2019. I'm so sorry for your loss, Monroe was an adorable cat and you have my deepest condolences.
@tiffanygray
@tiffanygray 26 күн бұрын
I watched the whole video. Cyndi I'm really really sorry about Monroe and for what you're still going through regarding your grief that you haven't been able to deal with. I really hope you can have access to your therapist very soon so she can help you. I'm sending you lots of soft fluffy sweater hugs!
@GabePickles3837
@GabePickles3837 26 күн бұрын
When I saw the notification, my heart sank. We’ll all miss you, Monroe.
@tiffanygray
@tiffanygray 26 күн бұрын
Nope, not a hair drier. To me, you sound like someone deflating a snot balloon! Hahahaha!
@MxCartney_Lou
@MxCartney_Lou 26 күн бұрын
People say I sound like a cat hissing when I blow my nose……
@MxCartney_Lou
@MxCartney_Lou 26 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss…..my autism makes it so I’m really bad with dogs, but when I was about 13 I had this chiweenie that I actually loved and bonded with…..but when I was 16, things happened between my mother and my step father which resulted in me having to move away…..Dexter is now elderly as those dogs don’t last long and I’m nearly 24 now…..granted I know my dog story didn’t involve death, but still it sucks to loose a pet….especially with autism
@AndresCrizon
@AndresCrizon 28 күн бұрын
sorry get
@Goddess_of_the_automobiles
@Goddess_of_the_automobiles 29 күн бұрын
Instantly felt deep relaxation 🧘‍♀️ ❤ thank you for uploading
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter Ай бұрын
"Remember why you held on so long." You always have told me that and it's kept me going. I'm glad it's kept you going too. 😭
@DonnyWinter
@DonnyWinter Ай бұрын
I love you so much. This has been a LONG ass road but it seems like things are stabilizing. You deserve this peace of mind. Your voice was the pebble that started the avalanche. 💗
@streamofawareness
@streamofawareness Ай бұрын
@@DonnyWinter I love you too! I thought I was venting to my choir during our little break time where we ask for prayer requests and instead all this happened. That was a hell of a pebble, but I’m grateful to be heard!