Listing to this at 3 am as a kid, i would be asleep at this time. i was scared of 3 am now at 14. im crying at 3am i dont even know why i just am.

11:16 ❤

It’s like everyday is just a repeat. Wake up, go to school and get shouted at, come home and be stressed then sleep then repeat

I just wish I can just erase my whole existence and be forgotten rather than dying.. because I'm sure it'll burden them even more because of the bills for my own funeral. I'm sorry everyone for being a disappointment.

Just makes my depression worse but I like it

i feel tha t i'm so bad because no one loves me and if i love someone he leave me , it's a bad feeling

Ty my mom just hit me so this playlist helped me :)

Thank you for making this playlist i finally cried which is something i haven't done in awhile and it felt good to cry again so thank you

Yeah but in reality u cant luv a person u dont know good bye world

Really nice

let him go

Does anyone know the name of the cover at minute 7? I like her voice

who is here in april 2024?

I lost him because I was trying to handle my depression... I admit that I was the one who hurt him. And now I wish I could turn back time, put him my first priority, and give him the love he deserved

I was just watching my best friend talk to my crush they even sat by each other in art and lunch im moving on from that because f girls focus on money trust if they aint on the way give them away

these comments 🥺

as i grow up, people always complimented me for having good looks and they always say that i should become a model or a celebrity when i grow up, even my own parents. Oh believe me, they are so serious about it that they’ve applied me to these stuffs without my consent and i hated it. sure i have good looks, height and a good physique but i couldn’t care less about them. All i wanted throughout my life was to become a streamer or a youtuber by playing games all day because that’s what I’ve always wanted to do. Looks aside, I didn’t even have real life friends because they don’t seem to like me for who i am. well except for one guy though. a year later, my dad decided that i would attend a a show for good looking people and long story short, i won in second place and a group of actors invited me to join them, and long story short, i rejected he offer and WENT COMPLETELY BALD LOL of course after that day, my parents were so mad at me but they supported my decision after sometime and of course the people who once always complimented me now laughs at me and honestly, that couldn’t be any better. Thank god i have my bro on my side cuz if i didnt, I wouldn’t even dare to go bald a year ago. a year passed since i went bald anyways and now my hair is lookin good and im staying away from all that stuff. (im not depressed or anything, i just find this music amazing! thanks for listening to my story and i hope you’re doing well right now, tommorow and on the future!)

its all my fault.. why did i do that.. if i hadve killed myself when i had the chance.. this wouldve never happened..

Imagine being only 13 but your so broken that you stay in your room all day crying

(a random vent...) the whole group i didnt wanna but i did i tried to stop it but i couldn't no one has been on vc for the past forever. people bare get on anymore most the people in the gc left (a person) is only concerned about his muscle gain and when i tried to tell him to talk to ( person 1) and (person 2) he was js like "they're fine they're always fine" like no. no their not fine their in pain. their just good at hiding it. he keeps saying its fine but its just not its not fine nothing is fine and the worst part is i cant fix it. because either no one believes me or they hate me like there are real problems i cant fix anymore but i cant stop trying because after all of this i wanna just fix myself and be able to love (person 2) and hold him and help him and without it hurting anyone but i already messed it up. i shouldve just stopped but i couldnt and i still cant its like theres something wrong with me the only thing i can do are temporary bandages i just wanna permanently fix everything and ik i cant but i also know if i stop trying i never will ill never get that chance to prove to them i got better ill never get the chance to love collin again all chances will be lost if i give up so i just wont I cant. I still love him so much.

Thanks for the playlist

I don't feel normal right now. I seem normal, still going to work and providing for my family at home, but doing those things is more like functioning on autopilot. I'm not experiencing my usual range of emotions. I don't feel meaningful or purposeful. Just in the hole right now. I know what normal is and not being there is a little difficult, but not impossible to get to.

I like a girl but i found out she likes somone else. We’ve had tons of memories since primary school up to high school but we stopped talking. I admired her from afar, afraid of telling her my feeling in case of heartbreak. Im shattered rn

I know it's hard but we need to try and overcome it

Remember when you never wanted to go to sleep but know its a way to get away from reality -layla

help i used to be obsessed with these playlists in 2021 i just remembered these and now i’m back in that same mindset as i was back then 😭

I love the Playlist, but it's hard for me to fall asleep with random loud advertisement coming in...........

Life is not good they wanted use to be positive but what’s positive any more and eventually they will forget you 😢😓😕💧💧💧

I wanna kms My parents got divorced and school is overwhelming. I don't wanna live

Even if my parents beat me (I know they will not) till to my last breath i will give up my life with a smile on my face I understand how it feels when you put everything at stake and didn't get anything from yourself progeny

I will always love my parents always they did a lot for me and I am such a trash that I didn't do a single simple thing to make them smile and they struggled for whole of their life and now they are closing to old and I am such a garbage f*king idiot who can't do a thing for my parents and my brother. I can't explain my feelings and can't right much. My parents deserve a better and good kid other than me if my parents say that why did I get you, it's painful but it's reality they put everything at stake for my sake and I can't even return a penny of thing, so what should I get in return admiration? I can't wipe my father tears, can't say don't worry dad everything gonna be alright!!!!! I realised this year that life is not a joke and I left my childhood

😔my family is bad of me 😊💔l orther family is so good 😊😔💔

Casually reading all the comments while letting my tears flow down

Not me doing math hw while listening before I burn the house down with how much I hate math

I don't know why but I wish I could talk to him now and tell him that I love him very much, but I can't. I wish I could meet you in my dreams.

I turned 18 a 4 weeks ago and my parents had big goals for me. I just got back from another country and they set goals that are unreasonable for someone who has been in the u.s for over two years. I tried and tried bit none of it they saw. It was all rejected. Today is the 22 of March 2024 and my parents took me out to a meal and told me that they were done because I haven't done anything to move towards the goals that were set. They said that we will no more be their for you. No help! No nothing! What hurts the most is when the person's that cared for you doesn't care any more. It hurts to a point unbearable. They just don't know when to stop inflicting the pain.

shit. i was scrolling through the comments while listening to this playlist, and rn i'm legit in tears. i feel like i'm going through one of the toughest times in my life. i feel broken and lonely even though technically everything's pretty fine and i have a lot of people around me. my anxiety and depression worsen and just make me feel numb and weak all the time. i feel empty and burned out and it's so freaking painful. i don't understand what should i do or whom can i ask for help. i keep sinking deeper and living gets harder day by day. i'm definitely tired and i need a hug

Shake the screen and it looks really cool

Your life always has a meaning… even though you haven’t found that meaning you still have one

😔

Does anyone have the link to the first song please?

I had a crush on this boy for 5 years and he's the one that's been on my mind every day but when I try to approach him i just freeze and can't until I left town and now I'm stuck with the memories and just regretting everything 😔 I should have told him💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

I hate that its always my fault. I have been given 3 days holidays with 2 records to complete, 2 assignments, and 3 big exams coming and its the night of the 3rd day and I havent done anything. Its overwhelming to whenever i think of it i cant take it anymore.

I didn't know it was our last night together....if i did i would've held you a little closer, i would've kissed you a little harder, i would've told you i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you.....but i didnt know that was our last night together. I'll never forget her.

Goodnight everyone 💛 May tomorrow treat you well

Hello, im a writer, I write about angsty things or life experiences, there is this character I call "Rajan" and he's basically who i want to be except he's still experiencing my pain, it hurt me realising that as long as im trying to keep the book about my life experiences Rajan will never get a happy ending

No i literally cried reading the comments

i have useless child if i dont have a child is better the word i cant forget

If the music wasn't so dull this would be half pleasant.

Can someone tell me who’s cover is 1st song ?!! Thanks a lot in advance 🤍