I’m in love with this girl i’ve been in love with her since freshman year and we are currently in our senior year of highschool there’s was a time in freshman year where I feel like I crushed her heart and I felt like sh!t I changed to redeem myself and I would break down almost every night even though we weren’t together. Sophomore year comes by and we get into contact again but then she ghosts me; being devastated I was stupid and went after someone else and I just felt so guilty only to find out after that relationship ended that I found out she ghosted me because she got into a relationship with another guy. Again I was devastated and felt like it was all my fault. Junior year came and we got into contact again, but this time I could see the lack of feelings and emotions in her eyes, like if she was bored. It made me feel like a burden to her so and she kept cancelling plans on me. So then after that I decided not to ghost her but to write her a paragraph saying how maybe this isn’t a good idea because I could just feel the lack of love. The Summer going to senior year comes and and I could not eat I would take bites out my meal and would want to throw up right away and I lost a total of 10-15 pounds but then out of the blue she texts me asking if we could try again and I agreed and we started talking again and then finally we had our first kiss and then got together not long after that but then into the relationship I could feel like things weren’t the same and maybe it was me, but we would argue all the time especially when I would speak up about things that made me feel uncomfortable (walking with other guys in the hallway while I was waiting for her to walk with me etc) I would wait multiple times and text her that I was waiting and she wouldn’t even text me atleast saying that she can’t walk with me and then I found out how she would lie to me a lot and hide facetime calls between her and another guy. I was devastated and my trust was broken and then she would get mad at me because I couldn’t recover from my trust as fast she wanted me to recover from it and it led to one last argument which she then ended breaking up with me. I just wish I got to hug her and kiss her one last time. 🖤

😖😖🦋🦋

thank you for your service i very much needed this

i’m crashing out

the gif is criminal

hits diff when you know you still love each other but you also know it's never gonna work out even when you're back at square one all over again..

🔥🔥

he broke up with me bc his parents forced him. we both love each other so much. i js miss him a lot.

this hits differently when ur a trans girl with a bf that invited u to his prom n that very same night u went all out purchasing a cute dress your very first pair of heels just for him to end up cheating u on his prom to whom u were never actually invited due to him being consumed about what other people would think about him i could never blame him for feeling like that i knew that it was hard for him but i wanted to be there and hold him

you are amazing i hope both sides of your pillow are cold

Real

I LOVE YOU I HOPE BOTH SIDE OF UR PILLOW IS COLD AND SOMEONE NEED TO EAT UR BUTT NOWW

🤍

i hope ur pillow is extra freezing cold tonight

thanks for this queen i hope your pillows are nice and cold

I Wanted to stay Wanted to be there Wanted to hold you But I I was afraid Wanted to be there I should’ve told you

THANK U

i LOVE you

THANK YOU

What do we want ? Who will you be one day? Will you be truly happy if time flies so fast and skip you to that part? These questions we asked ourselves and others during our nesting years. We were too excited to break free from our early sleeping routines. The evenings we wished to watch those funny sitcoms that will air almost past midnight. Funny how we hated the sight of Monday on our calendar and the sight of our school bus ironically painted with the happiest color. Hated the smell of our classroom’s newly furnished furniture's yet loved the smell of erasers. The happiest hours would be the afternoon you had to walk home with all your friends. Taking the time to play just before 5 and when Chrisly insisted to play more and even got you more trouble coming home late. We all felt misunderstood there’s no escape for anyone even your older brother and the popular girl sitting before your desk. The times we wished we no longer have to remain chained to our house rules that mom placed with the electricity bill on our fridge. Remembered trying to be relevant for the coolest kid we knew but they could care less. How we show off that Toy kingdom toy that your aunt gave you last Christmas. Well dad still bought you your very first iPod and wished to listen to Avril Lavigne with your crush by the swing. Those loud voices echoing the house and the bangs of doors whenever you and your sibling wrestles over the pettiest stuff. Those running cold showers early in the morning while catching the sleep that was stolen after playing that video game all night. Admit it that you wished your mom would always go to the supermarket or run an errand so you could always do what you’ve wanted alone at home like a criminal that escaped Azkaban for the first time. Those times you trick your sibling to gain full power for the remote control. I still laugh they way I told my scaredy-cat brother a scary story before pretending to leave him with the TV. He then just went outside and that masterplan had always been a huge success. AND THEN that 18th birthday PASSED BY SO FAST...... NOW YOU ARE 25. A COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP. A TIRING 9-5 JOB. YOU NO LONGER HANG OUT WITH ABBEY NEITHER WITH JEAN. Not even your cousins. You spend your weekends doing laundry and petting your cat that you rescued from being astray but even the kitten knows you are more of the stray one. YOUR PARENTS NO LONGER MAGNET THE BILL ON THE FRIDGE. It’s on the tiny dinner table almost due next week and you can’t even afford a new pair of jeans. You lost count of when was the last time you’ve eaten your parent’s dishes. You’ll have to settle eating those take-outs while watching sitcoms almost past midnight and they aren’t even as funny anymore. You still can’t properly decide what you need when buying groceries and then you end up buying mostly of the unnecessary items and forgetting a tube of toothpaste. I wish mom was here. I wish I still get to steal my sister’s favorite shirt for a girls’ party. Now you take more time in the shower. Not because you are still sleeping or playing with bubbles. It is because you are contemplating with your tears invisibly synchronized with you shower. You no longer take the free ride of that yellow bus. You now pay that yellow cab that you have to catch at the highway with the driver’s face just as disgusted as you are having to deal with the heavy traffic. All your life as a kid you wished to do all you want and be free so that you’ll be happy. Then you realize the reality of living. That not everything works out eventually. Not everyone will stay. They really do leave and you’ll thank them for saying goodbye or moving somewhere instead of attending they’re funeral. You surely miss everyone but not as much as they wanna see you. You’ve been through a lot of heartaches your mom wouldn’t even know till next Christmas eve that you’ll come home or if your sister finds out about it through social media. It is sad that we get to become what we want to be but finds out we aren’t as happy as we were. What went wrong? Do I miss someone? Am I on the right path? Am I not a faithful follower? All these thoughts fogs your brain with your daily dose of anxiety while just sitting on the train doing nothing. Life is unforgiving but you have to forgive yourself. Time won’t wait but you have to move on the pace that’s in tune with your soul. Money comes and go like people but you can always get that cash back not the person you wished to see everyday. There must be a reason that we are currently where we are today. We’ve been through a lot of adventures at least you’ll tell yourself that when you were a kid. You became exactly the best person you’ve always wanted to be. You had a lot of fun and pain. There were special names that became strangers. You still walk past them with the slightest chances and you glance at them with a smile. IT IS BITTERSWEET. YOU SHOULD REMIND YOURSELF THAT THE UNIVERSE HAVE CHOSEN YOU TO LIVE THAT PATH AND NOT ANYBODY WILL FILL YOUR SHOES NEITHER YOU CAN THE OTHER WAY AROUND TO THEIR’S.

sesakit itu pas kita lagi berantem dia lebih milih temenna ketibang pasangan nya sndiri😢

Nee, Nana...

can't remember how to say your name

Me:RIP to my one of my dog's puppies...Lucky Lucky-2007-2024 my sister's only favorite puppy out of her imagination... Me:may god have a better place for lucky! and goodnight my friend...until we meet again...

BRO I WISH I HAD SHEET MUSIC SO I COULD PLAY THIS BUT I LITERALLY CANNOT FIND ITTTT

After 8 years I still miss her

❤

¿Oye nana si nosotras hubieramos sido novias, con un simple abrazo no hubieramos arreglado todo?😿

Hey Hachi…

thx

no one is going to see this anyway and im just tryna say, lately has been rough. im not rly my usual self and im not sure if it's a good change. homework's piled up , classes are passing by faster yet slow. the expectation are way too high that makes me anxious all the time even tho i know no one is pressuring me. this song is my comfort zone that keeps me calm at all time. idk what kind of magic that was put in this song and who made this remix but, thank you very much..

26:09

We fall in love with darling babes and now its over after 5 months I love u I can't move on I will never talk to u I hate u but I love the old u Who loves me and takes care of me like her first priority

Can you do me and a lot of people a huge favor and make this song this duration but in the higher pitched version instead please? There are so many videos with the higher pitched version, but none of them are extended and a lot of them have many comments that say that they like that version a lot more. So you'd be helping millions of people if you were to accept my request!!

Thank you

And there's so much left to say I guess I'm just the bigger guy And there's too much on my mind That I don't even want to try Guess it's not far from the ordinary They do say "Love is blind" But I guess that's the way things go Can't remember how to say your name Let alone count all the freckles on your face A distant memory I used to know Oh, I guess that's just the way things go Oh, I guess that's just the way things go Can't remember when you said you called Miles away, and it was still my fault The love you said you had, it sometime showed Oh, I guess that's just the way things go Oh, I guess that's just the way things go There's so much left to say I guess I'm just the bigger guy And there's too much on my mind That I don't even want to try Guess it's not far from the ordinary They do say "Love is blind" But I guess that's the way things go Didn't think you'd ever stoop so low Getting with the only girl you know A lousy route that only makes me say "That's pretty lame" And that's the way things go Oh, I guess that's just the way things go Passed your house when I was on a train In my mind, you'll always stay the same I'm happy now, I ought to let you know But I guess that's just the way things go Oh, I guess that's just the way things go And I don't mind that that's the way things go And I don't mind, I don't mind I don't mind, I don't mind I don't mind, I don't mind Oh, I guess that's just the way things go Oh, I guess that's the way things go

let me feel again

If we hadn't met before, maybe I wouldn't be this sick, now you've found a replacement for me, while I'm still with your shadow

This song make me cry and i remember all the pain the world feels to me

Never take anything for granted

please, visit us again:(

So sad

Richa, where are u now? so, i miss you 😖😣😢😖

I'm back at this phase again, damn this song always make me wanna cry but i don't have tears to shred😞

i love this! wish she never sped the official one up, but still soso good. <33

this song just brings me to reality. eventually we all grow up and everything will change, there’s nothing we can do about it, but i still wanna go back to 2016-2019 :(

this song man. this makes me cry even more, i wanna go out, i want to have real friends, i wanna have fun, i want a fun life, i feel sad and lonely, im turning 17 next month and i feel like im wasting my teenage years just rotting in bed all day

Man i hate this stage of our relationship, why

tysm for this <333

this song reminds me of my childhood being alone and being insulted. i never had a nice childhood