I'm so sorry for your loss. I can completely understand how you're feeling because I was there, and it was the hardest thing I've ever faced. Literally feels like the wind being knocked out of you. The emptiness and the struggle to find your way back to any sense of normalcy at all is something I deeply relate to. It felt like nothing mattered anymore & I feared I would never be that same happy girl I once was. However, I found that having a community around me was a huge help during that time. Do you have a Bible-believing church home where you could get fed spiritually on a weekly basis? Being surrounded by faith and support truly helped pull me out of that dark place, and I believe it could be a source of strength for you as well. There is not a day that goes by where I don’t think about my sweet baby, but I can honestly say that I am in a much better place today than I was before. God can restore your happiness too! 🤍