Imma vent. So basically last year and this year was the worst. Last year I got left out but not as much as this year. I made a letter to my friends for the end of the school year like I always do, in one letter I put my entire heart into it also saying that she is favorite friend. My other friend read it and started to get jealous, she was like “wow, so she is your favorite friend, what do I mean to u?” In a rude voice, I said “I’m sorry” but what I wanted to say is “Maybe she is my favorite friend because she never leaves me out like you always do, even when we are in a group I’m never left out when I’m with her, but with you it’s the complete opposite. That’s the reason I get quiet whenever someone else sits next to u, then u only talk to them and not me. You cried after being left out one time ONE TIME. I get left out so much, people just think I’m quiet, but when I’m with people who actually cares about me, I’m not. At this point I’m just used to it, always being the second option. And the fact that u realize that I’m sad and still say nothing about it. Maybe she is my favorite friend because she is the one of the very few people who actually care about me.”

I listen to this almost everyday.

I listen to this almost everyday.