Aww I loved this video ! I homeschool my kids so I think its cool you were homeschooled. I just love everything you post, I relate to you so much. Thank you for sharing.
@haileykaylyn4 күн бұрын
I remember you posted about looking into reading the Bible a while back and I would encourage you to do that while you will be having so much time to yourself! Honestly my family did not go to church and did not believe in God. I knew I needed God my entire life because there was so much I was missing in my life as a child. Finally 4 years ago I started getting into the word and 2 years ago I fully devoted my life to Christ and I would never change it for anything. I know people have struggles in life where they may think “If God is good why did this happen?” But as we get into relationship with Him we understand how truly loving He is and how He never meant for us to go through the things that we have suffered through. He will heal and bind up your wounds. You can speak to him anytime and all the time. He cares so much about you. I could very well be a broken person who says why would God allow such things to happen to me but I know that I need the love of God to fill me and help me. This all may sound crazy but trust me that God is so very real and he loves each of His children. A lot of the times people may focus on the wrathful side of God but God is very loving and merciful. All of the things you may regret in your life He died so you could be forgiven. He lived a pure life so that we could all have the chance to be forgiven of our sins and be with Him in Heaven. If you have never read the story of Jesus being crucified I would encourage you to read that. I cried the first time reading it and I still cry reading it to this day. It is a sacrifice that is unimaginable but He done it for his children because he knew we will never be perfect. He knew we could never live a perfect life to get into heaven due to sin, so he chose to live a perfect life and die for the sins we deserved to die for. But because of His love for us we have the choice to choose God or choose the world. Choosing God leads to everlasting life, peace, joy and choosing the world leads to damnation, suffering. Matthew 7:13-14 “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it.” May God bless you and I pray this comment reaches you because I NEVER comment on anything! But having so much alone time inspired me to take the leap to write this for you because it would be such a beautiful time to understand the Lord ♥️
@briannachandler84404 күн бұрын
👏👏love your esthetic! You do a great job!
@PriyaJanakyAiyer4 күн бұрын
When you said about playing with other kids outside, I related to that so much. I miss that in our generation too!
@PriyaJanakyAiyer4 күн бұрын
Hey are you going to university?
@MichaelWarchol6 күн бұрын
I’ve had bad relationships with girlfriends, bad relationships with my dad, bad relationships with colleagues, and even bad relationships with dogs. But I’ve never had one with an inanimate object. 😂
@kayoh12337 күн бұрын
Some of our bodies take extra time to getting used to eating in a different way than we have for years. Happy for you to be doing better ❤
@gwabass8 күн бұрын
used to have an ed too and i would get so pissed off when someone said something like doubting if someone actually has an ed just coz they eat or just assuming their scared at the sight of food ?? like its an eating DISORDER.
@melissaalexander54918 күн бұрын
Love butter on bagels
@sunkissedbbg38978 күн бұрын
ur so pretty omg
@Puppet78798 күн бұрын
As someone with an unhealthy relationship with food this inspired me to go make a bagel for dinner Ty :)
@Who-zh5sz8 күн бұрын
Literally gasped when you said you threw up, that's the worst
@PondueFllower8 күн бұрын
#undisclosedad
@faaithmaarie8 күн бұрын
How??? lol
@GalateaHidalgo8 күн бұрын
@@faaithmaarieI think they’re suspicious bc u said some brand names. TBH I don’t blame them just cuz of how prevalent sneaky ads are amongst influencers, but I feel like it’s typically a bit more obvious, like they’ll go through talking points or very intentionally position products with the label directly facing the camera. Not the vibes I was getting, but with the way things are these days the hyper vigilance is understandable
@faaithmaarie8 күн бұрын
Yeah that makes sense. I would never do that but I have seen other creators do that before.
@PondueFllower5 күн бұрын
You said ONE brand name out all the things you showed, that's why it sounds like an ad...
@GalateaHidalgo8 күн бұрын
Love your videos, your kitten is super cute!!!!
@faaithmaarie8 күн бұрын
Thank you🫶🏼🫶🏼
@Ainsleymay_128 күн бұрын
I love how you said everything you got to eat! Also very familiar with throwing up at night after a full day of food lol!
@whoiszinaya42399 күн бұрын
NYC is busy like that year round unfortunately🙁 especially if you're staying downtown theres always traffic and people everywhere. May I suggest upstate New York? it's much quieter and much more peaceful to travel around
@Nlight6669 күн бұрын
fuck how everybody feels you do what you need to do to get through the day, baby girl you’re doing so well and I love everyone of your videos as a girl who has problems with food every day and my intake and how I feel about it. I love your videos. It makes me feel very seen, and I can’t say that very often.
@nsecretacc9 күн бұрын
I live in nyc and I actually don’t spent many christmases here! I usually go to Arizona or Florida.
@erikalynn181110 күн бұрын
Nothing to apologize for. The healthiest thing to do is to give yourself grace. You are totally allowed to eat like that. No rules were broken and no one got hurt. You did nothing wrong. Sure eating that way everyday could lead to negative consequences down the road but that’s WAY down the road. If it works for your current situation then do it! It matters most that you eat and balance can come later ❤
@Who-zh5sz11 күн бұрын
Lol your crusty voice isn't bad to listen to
@reginabyrd890311 күн бұрын
You did great
@joshdeconcentrated267412 күн бұрын
you should put your soy sauce or substitute along the edge of the pan so it doesn't soak the rice as much, and gives it a more nuanced flavour. also use day old rice! other than that, looks really good.
@faaithmaarie11 күн бұрын
Thank you!
@Hollyhill91712 күн бұрын
Next time use day old rice hiiiiiiiya ! ( uncle Roger will rebuke you ) but you did great !
@oliviab65013 күн бұрын
Yummmmyyy. You’re doing so good ❤ koveeee yum yum sauce
@bl00d_is.high113 күн бұрын
I love hating on random people on yt but this lowk looks delicous (yum yum)
@shywifreeky13 күн бұрын
Any food is better than no food! Self-compassion and being patient with yourself is so important
@katrinad987213 күн бұрын
I would love this lifestyle- so happy you get to have it. And your cat is adorable. 🥰
@izzi-nt4fr13 күн бұрын
love how u say “got” because not everyone gets to eat this good!!
@amberbrooks894714 күн бұрын
how’s the bagels ? are they overhyped
@morgangatzke20414 күн бұрын
Tanghulu: tah-ng-hoo-loo. You could also think of it as a combination between “Tong” and “Hula hoop”.
@faaithmaarie14 күн бұрын
Ohhh ok oops hahah my bad
@OmarMurillo-y6v14 күн бұрын
@angie kabambii
@Palestinian_holocaust14 күн бұрын
Sooo she wearing a faux fur coat and still eats like she’s 12 years old.
@AdisonRay0814 күн бұрын
You r gorgeous ❤
@nardaliciaarce820614 күн бұрын
From the HP store which is your Hogwarts house❤❤?
@anaist395116 күн бұрын
👏🏽
@sunkissedbbg389717 күн бұрын
I relate to u.
@coltonc783217 күн бұрын
Americans really throw eight different kinds of highly processed slop into a bowl and call it a meal. You could have at least bought a block of cheese or fresh vegetables to go with it.
@coltonc783217 күн бұрын
Like you could just steam fresh cauliflower in the microwave in the same amount of time it took to heat up that insane bag of god knows what
@Handletoncity17 күн бұрын
You don't need the fat free cheese lady, like I promise you'll be okay eating normal cheese 😂😂😂
@faaithmaarie17 күн бұрын
It’s for the protein 💪🏻
@MercedesLogsdon-ie2ou17 күн бұрын
Love the dunkin donuts coffee shop and Starbucks coffee shop
@nathangravitt598217 күн бұрын
I love Real Good chicken. Another good one is Just Bare. I switch up from time to time since using the same brand gets old after a while.
@maisiegomersall655917 күн бұрын
Ik its hard ml but pls try eat ❤ this is for the yt
@the.dirt.man.18 күн бұрын
she can fix m (y diet)
@blakayy442918 күн бұрын
Had me until i saw the Kraft cheese. Cmon now 😂
@faaithmaarie17 күн бұрын
No other cheese can beat 45 cal for 9g protein🤣😩
@LillianLockhart-c7m18 күн бұрын
You did so good 👍🏻❤
@maisiegomersall655917 күн бұрын
Yea
@Darcy_dunne18 күн бұрын
Beautiful!!
@twisted_bambi3219 күн бұрын
There's a tropical 7up?? Mind blown 😮
@rarelxve8819 күн бұрын
Comment recipe please!!
@AndrewMacedo-ob6jx19 күн бұрын
But it looks vile
@Mochiiwasherecrying19 күн бұрын
Real
@faaithmaarie18 күн бұрын
LMAO it wasn’t that bad
@yokio505118 күн бұрын
You dont have to make it if you think it looks "vile" lol 😅
@YvonHonrn19 күн бұрын
455 cals and 74g of protein
@Briiilovesjesus23 күн бұрын
Hey did you ever have a certain eating disorder and if you did, did you ever go to a therapist?