I have never been an alcoholic. Ever.one glass a year is not alcoholic Pepsi n coke cola not beer Mcdonalds in the usa don't sell beer but they sell sodas cause it's a family restaurant .
@afterthestorm2216 ай бұрын
6:21 We create what we fear the most.
@tomburkart78149 ай бұрын
She still looks good, I guess she quit at the right time. Alcohol is one of the hardest drugs to quit. Respect
@matthewtaylor942310 ай бұрын
Well done lauren 👏 keep it up .. great podcast guys
@arthurmills423010 ай бұрын
Wow absolutely superb I grew up with tam in Springburn he will remember hickory street so glad he is doing well and settled in life well done thomas
@g.d.anonymous8235 Жыл бұрын
I just discovered Claire. Please, Claire, put some more videos up on KZbin. I have NEVER found anyone who has been open and revealed they have social anxiety like I have suffered with for so many years. I have your book on order with Amazon. You have been incredible!!!
@robertboebinger7719 Жыл бұрын
Miss Lauren you’re a gem 💎🙌
@claire1rocks225 Жыл бұрын
Jordan, every once in a while I think about your story, especially because I live with loved ones with addiction issues, and your story, while difficult to revisit, gives me hope for those that I love. I am so grateful that I got to meet you for a brief time, though I'm so sorry I feel like I saw what was happening in the beginning and didn't do more, though I guess there was nothing I could have done. I'm so happy to see these updates and how happy you are now!
@myview2543 Жыл бұрын
this pods needed
@debclayton6616 Жыл бұрын
Love this x
@nesschapman2122 жыл бұрын
An inspirational story! Thanks for sharing with us Drew Goodall!
@lyliavix43662 жыл бұрын
The proof of human resilience in spite of adversity and of course the proof that you must inner strength to keep fighting against wrongful arrest/conviction and police incompetence (which doesn’t mean I’m saying the police are all incompetent or abuse their power however when they do the consequences are usually tragic)
@jimmyhug26942 жыл бұрын
I’m currently getting to the point where I’ve realised it is an addiction. With me for context I lost my brother when I was 5 and due to that I got kind of coddled as a child and didn’t get out much ‘ have any social interaction so it made me get brought up as a very shy.. non confident lad. I first had coke when I was 19-20 and it made me get out of that shy.. awkward shell and allowed me to be able to talk to people on a night out and that’s what done it for me. 2 year ago I was spending 300 a week and ended up cutting that down to 40-8p a week and now due to situations im back onto 300-400 a week alone. By myself. And have stopped seeing friends. No one even knows about this. I just don’t know where to go from here.
@jimmyhug26942 жыл бұрын
It’s to a point where over the last 3-4 years 90% of my pay goes on it.
@tomburkart78149 ай бұрын
@@jimmyhug2694what about your health. At least try to Rede it
@chaseturknett2 жыл бұрын
I’m 24 and can completely relate with her. Booze and cocaine destroyed me very quickly as this disease is extremely progressive. I’m beyond thankful to be 6 months sober today. I didn’t look right, talk right and didn’t act right. I also blew an absurd amount of money on coke during my addiction ($220 for an eightball every week). I thank God each day for my sobriety!
@brendamcpherson23072 жыл бұрын
amazing tom, , my husband said godbless you , rember jo said we men are just hairy babys lol
@millwallfan062 жыл бұрын
Well done love, amazing story you should be proud of yourself!
@jameskelly22032 жыл бұрын
One of the best potcasts IV heard..the bit about telling urself the lie before doing ABIT work .. powerful and very honest 👌🏴
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Cheers James for listening and sharing your thoughts on the podcast, really appreciate it!
@chaimwehrwein51322 жыл бұрын
p̶r̶o̶m̶o̶s̶m̶ 😞
@helenmapleston6282 жыл бұрын
Loved this , the concept to feel the fear 😨 and do it anyway was a revelation as it’s offering empowerment and not colluding with anxiety . Great insights . Thank you 🙏
@LloydyA22 жыл бұрын
I’ve had cannabis induced depersonalisation since the end of 2018 but I’ve relapsed with cannabis to mask the symptoms as I couldn’t cope with it anymore and then when I stop using cannabis I’m left severely depersonalised again (I’m 21)
@jaimepablobravoribera32382 жыл бұрын
I live with this mental i'llnes , atypical depression since. I hace 23 years now i'm 28 , i have allá symptoms , hipersomnia , leaden parálysis , hyperfagia, rejection sensitivity , i hve read a Lot of articles on internet , they Say this belongs to bipolar depressed mixed state , but they don't mention an acurate treatment , they are only some cases with moderate or much response with olanzapine , lurasidone, aripiprazol, cariprazine , amisulpride and valpakine , this vídeo is the first , that i see response with psychostimulants like amphetamines, i havr a question? Does dexamphetamine still have a great response? Or this causes a hypomanic symptoms ir tolerance actually?
@marissadornbirer42122 жыл бұрын
Lauren is very insightful. I can relate and these types of conversations are what helps an addict understand themselves. Thank you for asking the questions and making this available for us
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching and sharing your thoughts on the episode. I’m really glad you found it useful in some way 😊
@masonwillis7082 жыл бұрын
Loved this mate. So good to hear the confidence in your more positive outlook on life! We are all certainly very thankful that we still have you here with us. Can't wait to see you when I get home from NZ!
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thanks mate! Wouldn’t be here without the support of family and incredible friends like you. Big love and looking forward to seeing you soon bro! 😊💙
@kristingalloup94452 жыл бұрын
A full blown addict knows how much they were using and the awful DAILY cost. Not denying she used it...but not the full blown addict...I know!
@SAMEntalhealth7 ай бұрын
I'm a recovering opiate addict I knew damned well how much I was spending a day lmao. But cocaine is complex especially if you're drinking with it. Some people borrow money or find some or spend it not unknowingly but carelessly so they don't keep track after doing multiple grams a day or 8 ball
@helenmapleston6282 жыл бұрын
Proud . 💕💕💕💕🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Helen!! 💙💙💙
@helenmapleston6282 жыл бұрын
@@BackOnTrackPodcast welcome 🙏
@OhSoGrimey2 жыл бұрын
My first thought was who has broken into Sam’s house and taken over his podcast!! 😂 Looking forward to listening to this on my drive home 👍
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Haha thanks for watching bro, hope you enjoyed it or found it useful in some way ☺️👍
@OhSoGrimey2 жыл бұрын
@@BackOnTrackPodcast Yes, I really enjoyed listening - you are very brave mate and well done for building the podcast! I also listened to Alfie's episode which was great!
@sammcg15812 жыл бұрын
Loved this one mate. It was great to see you on the other side of the table and finally hear your story... from start, to finish :D Alfie also did a cracking job like you said. Maybe you've found a new co-presenter?!
@masonwillis7082 жыл бұрын
I had the exact same thought. You riff off each other very well!
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thanks a lot for the support as always mate! Was definitely weird being on the other side of the mic haha, and I think we will definitely have to get Alf in to co-present on a few episodes if he’s up for it! 👀
@yytheshubzer21062 жыл бұрын
👏
@TellYourStory2 жыл бұрын
Super cool! Good luck on your journey!
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thanks mate! 😊👍
@harvestinghoperecoveryinc72112 жыл бұрын
Thank you for all you do.
@yytheshubzer21062 жыл бұрын
This was sick! So unique as well 👏🏿. Big up with everything you’re doing!
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thank you bro!!
@helenmapleston6282 жыл бұрын
Absolutely loved 🥰 it . Great advice . Love the scenery how can you not . I can understand why people play golf ⛳️.
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching Helen! And yeah it honestly does wonders for the mental health! :)
@helenmapleston6282 жыл бұрын
Amazing podcasts as so many people do battle adversity in silence as it takes a lot to say I am not ok . Love the advice given by the guest speakers and it helps others to realise there is always hope . It helps . Great content . 🙏.
@NB-sq7ui2 жыл бұрын
I only binge these substances at the weekend like a lot of people in the UK..This behaviour is almost the norm..The weekend 'sesh' etc...No more though after a few months sobriety here and there im done with it now ..The comedowns and relapses get worse and worse..Exercise is the way forward...I believe a lot of addiction starts with childhood trauma and genetics...I'm 50 in three months , new year, new start, its not easy as I still want to socialise but can't feel like this anymore..Thanks for sharing Lauren..
@ryanjohnston78442 жыл бұрын
I'm in the grip of it. I've lost so much.
@Robert100752 жыл бұрын
Chin up lad, it’s doable
@helenmapleston6282 жыл бұрын
Loved the podcast what a warrior Liana is. Omg 😱. Total respect ✊ and I am sure she will smash the Triple Crown . She is infectious with her positivity. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
I totally agree her positivity is so infectious and it was a pleasure to do the interview! Thanks for watching and sharing your thoughts on it 😊❤️
@helenmapleston6283 жыл бұрын
My goodness what a warrior Ryan is . I thoroughly enjoyed the podcast due to the aspect of the fragility of mental health and how a change in circumstances can flip everything from being in a good place to a bad one . This particular podcast linked our change in circumstances to our change in mindset abc mostly and most importantly, it illustrates we are all only human , all trying our best . Thank you so much for sharing . You have just shone a bright light on the complexities of mental health. 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌❤️❤️❤️❤️
@helenmapleston6283 жыл бұрын
A very interesting and knowledgable podcast about panic attacks and anxiety. Honest , raw , but ultimately very empowering. Thank you 🙏
@LoutreEnGoguette3 жыл бұрын
It's funny how being wealthy / materially safe while suffering from that made you feel guilty and think "I'm privileged I shouldn't dwell on that, everything should be okay, why am i being like that, etc". I was the embodiment of precarity : had to run away at 16 in another country, was on the streets, had to manage finishing school and get to university all by myself, bla bla. Meanwhile, depression began to be more and more crippling, and I was feeling fucking guilty too, like i was sabotaging myself. What was running through my mind was that I didn't have time for that and couldn't allow all those painful/crippling things because I *had* to be functioning, and work, and study, and eat, and pay my rent and... pretty much that lead me to take drugs just to power through it. I couldn't afford a competent doctor for a while also. So although I can imagine it can be sort of more confortable to not have problems knowing how you're gonna eat the next day, you still have guilt no matter what, either you think you shouldn't feel that way cause others got it worse, either you shouldn't feel this way cause you can't , and also " look at people around you they re doing it, WHY CAN'T YOU.". Both cases, it doesn't help. EDIT : Oh fü, iT WAS ADD ? The twist.
@keithoshea98933 жыл бұрын
I would seriously love to share my story on your channel
@notmadjustdisappointedscie2823 жыл бұрын
I really respect the fact that she acknowledged her privilege in the addiction recovery process. She’s so humble and articulate, this was a fantastic interview
@BackOnTrackPodcast2 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much for watching and sharing your thoughts on the episode! Lauren is an amazing person and was so nice to interview ☺️👍
@DDDD178903 жыл бұрын
How to REALLY get free from addiction, for those who REALLY want to break free 🙌: kzbin.info/www/bejne/ep7TgmSfYs2tedE
@lukemitchell19753 жыл бұрын
ive been on this merry go round for 15yrs, slowley battled each addiction. drink the first was goinfg to kill me and lead me into herion, i was at age 27 i knew i was going to kill myself unlees i made changes. now im 8yrs soba from drink and hard drugs, my life has been so much better since then but im struugling with cannibis feel i just cant completley let go. thank u for your share lauren :)
@pabloalmady9 ай бұрын
Luke, cannabis is Medicine.... Dont be so hard on yourself about the cannabis
@lukemitchell19759 ай бұрын
@@pabloalmady thank you, I'm still smoking but still soba, I've had a terrible year to lost my brother and my cat but still stay soba. Merry Christmas to you and new year 😊
@BookManLover3 жыл бұрын
If Ryan ran his own workshops, people would get so much out of them! What a top guy! He’s going far! Thank you Sam for another great interview! 👌
@Rin-id2sd3 жыл бұрын
Good interview. Suscribed
@BackOnTrackPodcast3 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 😊
@me395weareyou3 жыл бұрын
You tell your story so beautifully and you should be very proud of yourself to be so open on this platform. I salute you sweet xx
@cptings33963 жыл бұрын
Wow can you imagine her on coke she would talk you 2 life..then death and back..
@helenmapleston6283 жыл бұрын
Amazing love ❤️ the advice at the end be kinder to yourself and you are not the only one suffering. So important and insightful. Thank you 🙏
@stephanm53123 жыл бұрын
Really happy for you Preacher! You’ve come a long way since DMU days aha! stay blessed & keep up the good work!