I’m so sorry hang in there, I promise it gets better
@DoreenWeed8 күн бұрын
@LifewithErin777 it's been 4&1/2 months out since I was forcibly stopped. I went to the er 6 times with symptoms of clonazepam withdrawal and 3 times admitted for suicidal ideation even though that wasn't the problem. A psych ward is humiliating and traumatizing. The last time I put in my 72 because the pa threatened to epc me. I have already lived that hell and I will never say or do anything that they can use against me . I can't find an accurate time line for symptoms. 2 weeks-years. I already have neuropathy and now it's so bad I can't walk. Agoraphobia, derealization,depersonalization,extreme fear,can't sleep,water retention-which I haven't seen that symptom mentioned-tinnitus is blocking everything out,etc. I'm 61 and I can't wait for years. I'm alone. I appreciate the comments but I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. A minute is an hour. An hour is a day,a day is a month and a month is a year. I know that the doctors know about the withdrawal . They won't chart the truth. They charted "withdrawal from a certain medication ". I know I've said a lot but I'm hoping that someone else has the same symptoms and can help. I don't understand why they did this to me. Someone could have helped me with a slow tapper. I was prescribed 6 mg a day for years and there was no informed consent.
@Faithmadelegacy26 күн бұрын
so glad there withdrawals over for you
@LifewithErin77725 күн бұрын
How are you doing with them?
@Faithmadelegacy25 күн бұрын
@@LifewithErin777 unfortunately I’m not on a taper right now. I’m just prescribed the clonazepam. I’ve always done a five day detox and it’s been horrible. So next time I detox it will be a long taper.
@Lmao-z4lАй бұрын
I always had the slimy film on my tongue during withdrawal like for the first two months and ring in my ears like you wouldn’t believe I couldn’t work for two years
@Lmao-z4lАй бұрын
Thank you so much six years benzo free
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
That’s amazing, it feels so good to not be attached to some thing
@Lmao-z4lАй бұрын
How long have you been on or off benzos
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
About eight months
@amyb2646Ай бұрын
Hi Erin! I pray that this all gets straightened out for you! That would be awesome if you can do the hair show! All my love and hugs, Erin 🤗❤️🙏
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Do that hair show girl!. It's a sign you've been looking for funds for this and that's alot of money. You got this, God got you ❤️
@irisbaldwin128Ай бұрын
Hey love watching on replay ❤
@etherealoasissanctuary8752Ай бұрын
Ooh maybe it will retrain your muscles. It will be sore for a little but the splint might really help..fingers crossed. I also wonder if chiropractic would help..if youre like me and dont want a neck adjustment they can use a tool..I do wonder if they work on TMJ. Omg, the hair show! How fun.
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Goos ro hear you share some updates with you
@jamesscherbenske3584Ай бұрын
What is TMJ
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
It’s you jaw🙃
@jamesscherbenske3584Ай бұрын
@@LifewithErin777 oh well shit now i feel stupid🤐
@jamesscherbenske3584Ай бұрын
Hi there
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
They say yawning is a side effect of anxiety, so that makes sense
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
OMG, that would be so awesome if they had doctors that were specialists in coming off of benzos
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Yes, it is heartbreaking
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
It’s hard for me to do those Facebook groups because I get so scared. Same with KZbin videos, but I have watched you all the way through your taper. For some reason I’m able to watch you.
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
Same, it’s so many horror stories
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Hey girl ❤️
@irisbaldwin128Ай бұрын
Hi I beautiful I’m watching on replay ❤
@PoetSkyMSA0227Ай бұрын
Watching on replay ❤ sending love
@amyb2646Ай бұрын
Hi Erin! Oh I’m so sorry, I know, it is so frustrating! They shouldn’t make it so hard and expensive to get the help you need. Sending you all my love, hugs, and prayers in Jesus’s Name 🤗❤️🙏
@riverstar6414Ай бұрын
Hi, thanks for your videos. Please may I ask if you ever saw halos around street lights and Starbursts around car headlights during withdrawl, if so did they ever go away. Many thanks
@brendafountain8074Ай бұрын
Yes I did from gabapentin withdrawal they lasted about three months for me and I saw them day and night when Iooked at the lights never saw the car thing just halos around lights hope this helps get well soon.
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Hey babe!
@ericabaysinger6343Ай бұрын
Hey hey chika ❤ you look great 👍
@My3PugsАй бұрын
💕💐
@myncesackcloth5913Ай бұрын
I can hear Gordon Ramsay right now making a reaction about the cat on the cooking counter. He'd be throwing a fit like, "Really? you have a cat on your counter where you handle your food! Really?? Come on!!" Otherwise minus the cat and the Ramsay opinion, I'm sure the chili is great.
@irisbaldwin128Ай бұрын
I was wondering if you were still taking some thing in your last video. When I was on it it made me wired during the day I told my husband I can’t sit down I feel like I’m on speed so we stopped that med
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
Yah I think it’s the Trazodone I cut back half last night.
@amyb2646Ай бұрын
Hi Erin! You look so beautiful, I love your hair! Praying that all goes well! All my love and hugs 🤗❤️🙏🥰
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
Thank you so much!
@amyb2646Ай бұрын
@@LifewithErin777 You’re so welcome 💖❤️
@PoetSkyMSA0227Ай бұрын
Replay watch ! Your hair is gorgeous 😊 gave a thumbs up
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🤗
@irisbaldwin128Ай бұрын
I’m watching on replay ❤ sorry I missed your live I’ll play your playlist 👍🏼😁
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
Thank you so much
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Oh I’ll totally run your playlist. Got you!
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
❤️❤️your so amazing, how are u doing?
@FaithmadelegacyАй бұрын
Hey Love! Long time no see! I got the like button for you as always Good to see your smile, it’s beautiful 😊🩵
@LifewithErin777Ай бұрын
Hey hey!
@PoetSkyMSA02272 ай бұрын
Ty for the shout out ❤
@LifewithErin7772 ай бұрын
❤️❤️
@PoetSkyMSA02272 ай бұрын
Replay watch 😢
@Roxytrish2 ай бұрын
I'm reading there's alot of tooth pain with benzo withdrawal and even when teeth are pulled etc, the pain persists since its really nerve pain/damage, not teeth/dental pain
@Faithmadelegacy2 ай бұрын
Hey Erin, praying about your tooth being pulled but you will feel so much better 🩵
@amyb26462 ай бұрын
Hi Erin! Aww I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve been suffering with the TMJ and with your tooth! Praying for you in Jesus’s Name. It’s good to hear from you Erin, I hope you feel better soon. I had a root canal years ago, it wasn’t too bad 🙏 All my love and hugs ❤️🥰❤️
@jamesscherbenske35842 ай бұрын
my teeth are a mess
@jamesscherbenske35842 ай бұрын
hi
@herrysudjono2 ай бұрын
Hi... My last Xanax is April 30 and now I'm doing fine. I've work again. But still sweating... 😂
@irisbaldwin1282 ай бұрын
I’m still here ❤
@Faithmadelegacy2 ай бұрын
I’m still here!
@Faithmadelegacy2 ай бұрын
Hey Erin, praying you don’t have to pull that tooth! 🩵
@jamesscherbenske35842 ай бұрын
i hit the like button 😝
@irisbaldwin1282 ай бұрын
Hey Erin I’ll be catching up with this video after Sabbath ❤ Have a blessed evening
@irisbaldwin1282 ай бұрын
Hi girly hope all is well with you ❤
@LifewithErin7772 ай бұрын
Better, how are you girlie?
@jaymei00022 ай бұрын
I understand not wanting to get your tooth pulled but I would get it pulled it’s in the back no one can see it. I heard bad things about getting root canals they’re not good to be getting. I had a wisdom tooth pulled and didn’t go under cuz I don’t like taking any meds. Still in shock what I have to go through to get off benzos
@stacisrainbownursery78252 ай бұрын
Great advise!
@irisbaldwin1282 ай бұрын
Hey Erin I’m watching on replay and I wanted to address the women who was talking about withdrawal I think you said Sara if she reads your comments let her know I’m praying for her❤ sorry I missed your live but on Fridays I observe Sabbath
@PoetSkyMSA02272 ай бұрын
Watching on replay
@amyb26462 ай бұрын
Hi Erin! I’m almost 11 months out, and I am doing better in a lot of ways. But I still get waves myself, and my life is crazy right now! For one thing, I am moving, the decision came up really fast. I’m praying for you in Jesus’s Name, and praying that the TMJ will get resolved as well. My grandmother had it for most of her life, it caused roaring in her ears. All my love and hugs, Erin ❤️💖🙏🤗❤️
@Faithmadelegacy2 ай бұрын
I don’t watch the news. I didn’t know about the Mbox situation/lockdown. I heard it here first lol