One day she just stopped having fun and only does some things once in a while. I'm still around since I do love her but I do text her less and generally I'm unsure about giving all of me anymore.

It’s killing her too

This is, in it's own way, very inspiring. I've been journaling since November 15th, two days after our original breakup, and the development of me as a person that I can see reading back is insane. I can see days when I was sad, days when I was happy (only really the 8 days we were back together), and even the one day I was angry when they told me about them kissing someone else. I hope that at some point I can really read through my journal and not cry over what was but be happy that it happened and that I am better because of it. Every day is a struggle, it isn't easy for me to cry but this breakup has me crying a lot. I don't think I will ever stop journaling every night, but I do think maybe I will stop journaling like it is a letter to my ex. Some days it feels like I'm getting better and I'm calm and others I'm crying having trouble getting out of bed. I'll lay down in the middle of the day while I'm doing something I enjoy just because I need a break and then it all comes back to me and I just want to give up. Maybe at some point I'll study my journal more intently or post some entries of it because I think it is very interesting to watch a person change over a course of time, especially going through a heavily traumatic event. I know it probably isn't that healthy to literally view myself as an experiment or a study but it is something to live for and something I can be passionate about and think about even when nothing else is appealing. One day I'll see myself go from crying to smiling. One day.

This is the same thing that happened to me… much love brother

drain

The last time a man broke my heart, I finally learned how to protect it. I threw away every illusion/ fantasy that he can be my one and only; my hero, and the wind beneath my wings. Started to enforce myself clear boundaries and stick with it. The moment I learned how to save myself was the same moment I gave my brokenness the rest and peace it needed. Everything takes time to heal. I no longer stayed in codependency thoughts and feelings. You’ll grow stronger and be less vulnerable.

i get how it feels man, i been in the same boat through this year, and to know that it was the same experience for you, to know that the hardest moments you had, i can share with you. and an amazing video. imma sub to you man for being so real. Your really strong, im glad that your making it thru life again, showing everyone that it isnt impossible to get thru it all.

It's year now?

after the same situation, i can only say one phrase to everybody passing a thing like this, just care for yourself, start to love yourself, use the love u would have used for that person to yourself.

I really felt for you my guy, hope u doing good

Hope you do well.

Bro I'm hurting so much rn as man I can say I've been crying at night nun stop.

Grief is just love with nowhere to go!

2 years wasted is nothing. Imagine wasting 6 years of your life and having to pay $1000 a month on child support while barely seeing the kids you paying for lol. Bro, my advice get back in the dating game but tread lightly.

It’s been three years since I went no contact and I still think about him and dream about him but the pain is mostly gone. It’s kind of a melancholy feeling I have about him now. Im glad he was my first I’m glad I knew him and loved him and got to learn from him. I no longer have any resentment. It still stings when I think how he got a new gf right after me and they’ve been together ever since, but not because I’m angry with him more so just insecure about why I wasn’t worthy of the treatment he gives her. It’s definitely a personal insecurity thing and not a grudge against him. Hope he’s doing well.

Appreciate your vulnerability. I recently discovered the guy I had a thing with for a year and half has moved on and boy did that destroy me. I’m a month into it and everyday is a struggle. Some days I feel peace when I think about it him some days is pure sadness. The new year is coming up so more than ever I’m embracing the whole “new year new me” motto.

*bleed by Kid Laroi plays*

I love how this is the male side of it I never see that also I’m still going through this even after almost a year and it wasn’t even a relationship he just ghosted

what songs did he use throughout the video?

this sucks three year relationship down the drain she wanted to be friends i tried it for the last week and its just bad for me so i told her i have to go for good because it is messing with me i tried everything to get her back but she said its a NO for good so yea im for sure heartbroken but life keeps going so to the homies we got this stay strong

katuj nie pierdol synek

The start is always horrible but its nice to lookback on the good times and grow from it :>

Deep

Listen to Agony by Lil Tony, that’ll clear all this up 😀

i hope you’re doing okay man

What about the ones who do not have friends

Its been a year i still miss her. But im really happy i moved on. Dont get me wrong i think about her alot. If u read this hope u are doing well. I am happy i failed a relationship then never having one learned so much of myself her and the relationship. Now wait and when it comes learn from the mistakes and love passionately 😊

Thank you for sharing. Definitely not easy, but good to know there are others out there that understand

I’m going through the same thing but I don’t have the support you have :(

We carry a piece of everyone we loved for the rest of our lives

Thank you for your film

yall are nuts bro, just fkn move on. it is not hard idc

letting yourself be heartbroken for 6 months is crazy

this is my comfort video...

happened to me in july out of the blue and it still hurts a lot. just taking it day by day man. also cazy you're from the bay I'm from danville

puppy love, this aint real love

I love watching your vidoes!

It’s great that you are so open to crying on camera, society has been so keep on needing mindless men to be non emotional and to be stoic and professional all the time, it’s so good that you are open tho, hope life is good for you

Watching this video makes me wonder if I would have had a similar conclusion to you if I had not found out my ex was a fckn cheater

K3k3😂😂

To be honest guy i’m not open to this but i want to tell you my story : I spent 4 years with a girl that i was more than crazy lover with her and she do the same with me , but one day her ex show up and she totally throw me like i was nothing , she told that she always loved him and she was blinded with me with saying sorry and she start crying , i told her i wish you the best without showing her any emotion, i didn’t talk to anybody but i feel the deepest pain a man can experience, i was saving for our wedding and vacation, i was working 3 jobs and sacrificed a lot of things for her.

I had a bad breakup two years ago. I started journaling because I went into a very big depressive episode, and having a vice to get all my frustrations out really helped. I’ve since accepted the outcome, you’re not alone.

i miss him:/

its been 7 months im not able to get over it

I got over it quite quickly but mine was 5 months but she treated me horribly so it helped me alot when i ended it

maybe all i need is just friends to get over it

Music at 8:50?

It's been 2 days now since he said please don't text me ever again , I've tried to talk it out but he didn't reply. It hurts more when u also lose a friend 😢

This getting recommended to me has got me a little scared. Because I’m currently with someone and it’s been half a year. I hope that when this eventually does happen to me I hope I’ll be able to get thru it easily.

Seemed like a different person by the end of the video 😮