just saw Carl grime’s death, I can’t I hear his first “DAD!” In the 2 or 3rd episode of the 1st season when he was finally reunited , I never cried over a character’s death so much before.

It’s been almost a year that we’ve broken up it was hard for little bit I cried I yelled I hated myself because I thought I had nothing left and I depended on her so much and that’s probably why she’s left I was too much because she was everything to me when I dropped out of school I thought she was the only thing that I had left and when she did leave I didn’t know how to cope and I took out my anger pain sadness onto her and I regret that everyday because I knew that it was me only and because of this I learned how to grow as a person I made music I worked my ass off and moved to New York to pursue my dreams if I ever get the chance to see her again I’ll thank her and I’ll apologize and I’ll wish her the best because by breaking up with me I’ve become a stronger person so thank you and I’m sorry.

playing this at my funeral holy

this song is haunted with memories.

if i do it its my mom's fault

love frank tbh

i feel like my friends are slowly drifting away and i don’t know if it’s my fault. my best friend is constantly with another friend who she reconciled with, and when she’s not with her she’s with her boyfriend, which i get because their dating our main topic we talk about is her boyfriend or her boyfriends friends, but in her defense i’m not bringing anything else up for us to talk about i’m scared this is going to just get worse because i’m more focused in getting good grades, which makes me have less and less time to go out and spend time with my friends i’m scared that this all eventually fade to me getting the good grades i want but my friends fading out of my life

I’m sure we are taller in other dimensions. You say, we’re small and not worth the mention. You’re tired of movin’, your body’s aching. We could vacay, there’s places to go. Clearly this isn’t all that there is. Can’t take what’s been giving. But we’re so okay here, we’re doing fine. Primal and naked, you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned. It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it. And we’re free to roam.

Its almost 1½ months ago that i went with a girl on a date. We were having dinner and after that we were watching the sunset and talking for hours. The next day i went on vacation for 3 weeks with my family and we were writing almost every day. But she wrote 6 hours before i got home that she wants to end it with us. And this part is always reminding me of her. She was the onlyone who really understood me and my actions, who listened to me, she was the perfect girl, she was everything i wished for and evenmore. And now i live day in and day out of hoping that she will write me back. K.

I love you for this omg.

today i lost the girl of my dreams she was so damn fine beautiful stunning but her personality was more then her looks. i thought she was out of my league but she added me on insta we spent the night talking and then the next day talking then the next repeat for like a week . she said she didn’t want anything she said she wanted to be alone this girl was the girl of my dreams dude why did she add me if she didn’t want anything with me bro.

Just saw a ryan higa edit to this

Everytime I hear frank ocean I think of you BAA. Black dress, red lip stick on. Oh how you shined on me

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Honestly this song is timeless and quite literally listening at a timeless moment for me because I feel like im in limbo. Nothing feels great anymore and nothing feels awful although through and through this has been the worst year of my life im still kickin and found the holy spirit recently. To add to that I recently went on a date with an angel sent from heaven and eveyrthing was so beautiful. The scene, her, and life felt light in that moment even through my nervousness for the first time in my life despite being in 3 long term relationships prior think that i've finally found love at first sight. Despite that we still talk however im not naive I know im not the only one shes talking to and in this generation it feels impossible to be the starter on any girls team. Only time will tell wether or not me and her work out in the end im sure ill come back to this in a year and update the world of my endeavors. God Bless all the broken souls who found this song and I hope you heal for we are all beautiful people in a world of ugly... I love you all "Go to a place where you're loved for you'll never heal in the place that hurts you"- Jacob

Man listening to This while high feels so euphoric, Franks vocals are beautiful

everything will be alright

Please don’t kll yourself. Don’t stay here for anyone but yourself. You’re worthy of a happy long healthy life. Stay with me. We can be sad together

Recently Bri has been very distant and...idk it seems shes giving up on us. we met about 2 and a half months ago. I really like bri, but i dont think she feels the same anymore lmfao. We would be on facetime for 7+ hours daily just talking about the first time we were gonna see eachother and how we were so glad we found eachother and all that corny love at first sight stuff. for a long time i havent been able to get into a relationship because i fell out of feelings for someone after i was cheated on. Something was different with bri, i never got tired of her. Everyday i looked forward to hearing her beautiful voice. She has amazing skin, nice long brown hair with beautiful highlights, and eyes brighter than the sun. My favorite of it all is her smile. Her smile alone makes me happy. We saw eachother for the first time in person on a Saturday. June 15th 2024 to be exact. We ran into eachother arms and gave a big hug to eachother. She was everything i imagined and more. We went to see the movie inside out 2, i paid for her tickets n snacks and we went to watch. It was a pretty decent movie but her presence alone made it so much better. It wasn't akward. You know how people will be so interactive or bonding over text and in person they are the opposite? Yea that wasn't us. Of course we were nervous at first but we warmed up to eachother rather fast. I had a really good time and the night ended with a kiss. Since then we spoke all day and night at an even closer level. Soon after is when the first I love you was said, and of course...I said it first. BUT I MEANT IT. She was shocked but she was happy in the moment, and she said it back. After the first I love you, i had to go away for the summer to go to a camp i had to be a counselor at. We didn't get to talk to eachother tons while i was at camp, but we spoke about it before I had went, and we agreed that no matter what we would still be as strong as before when i left the camp. She promised mane. A couple weeks of camp go by and i notice shes not texting how she would before. So, I ask her the big question. "Do you still fw me?". My words exactly. I was making ramen in the middle of the night in the manor house at camp at this time. When i sent that text, my stomache dropped as i anticipated what the answer was going to be. And sure enough I was hit with a big paragraph. Reading the first sentence, my heart dropped to my toes and water started to blur my vision. "So as much as I do fw u and ur vibe, I honestly think me and you aren't gonna work out." This broke me. We spoke about the distance, we said we wouldn't let that effect us. I truly did want us to be something. I still love her dearly and am currently trying my best to gain our spark back, but sadly...I still see no hope. I think she has officially lost all feelings for me. lol. We had movie nights where we'd just be otp and watch movies tg, or we'd just be there talking before gts. Man if i could change some things before i went to camp i would. I know none of it is my fault but knowing that no one is perfect, I did have mistakes, and looking back at it, it was such an easy fix which makes me think it is my fault to an extent because of how easy it wouldve been to sincerely apoligize for something, or just take those extra minutes to talk to her, but instead i was too in the future thinking such little things werent gonna effect us. Over time the little things build up, give her an apology, or take those few extra minutes before you're about to be busy to just talk to her. No matter what she will see your effort and she will appreciate you...very much. I love you Bri and I know I sound like a suckup writing this shit but you really are something special to me, and ima keep hoping and doing my best to fix what we had. I love you girl.

Thank you for making this

I don’t know If I can keep going

This song makes me excited to escape this physical plane. See whats next.

This boy that I’m talking to i think honestly I don’t rly know I like him and “he likes me” but I don’t rly think he does. Just a lil context I’ve liked him since October of last year and it is June of this year now. When he had told me he liked me he said he’s liked me for 2 years but it’s been a week since he’s texted me and every time I text him I’m on delivered for 4+ hours. Does anyone know what I should do…

i dont feel like dating any girls will feel the same after her

None my friends going see this but I really like this girl but I know that I don't mean a lot to her like she talks to other guys and yeah I talk to other girls but I just want her but i don't mean a lot should I tell her to come and tell her how I feel

TW: vent I feel so selfish rn i feel like half of my soul is gone but can't even bring myself to tell anyone. Im alone in the grief and no one to trust not to use it against me i won't give up my life to take care of my mental health and talking to someone will mean they know how broken i still am. Last time anyone found out was when i tried to off myself and made a big mess and i can't put anyone threw that but i just need someone to see the real me the me without all the walls again. I lost the 2 people who did and now i feel truly lost and alone even tho i have people fiscally next to me but no one knows im still not ok its been years and i still feel broken after a bad day and not hearing him bullie random people online because he loved video games and was aperently "just that good" or in a crowded room passing notes with her cus i cant talk or calls late at night or movie night or sunset pics in the gc i just feel like no one will ever know me like that and im stuck in walls because if i lose one more person to death or stupid fights i dont know what i will do but at the same time long for that connection and understanding that trust and being comfortable around someone . Honestly this is dumb venting in yt comments how desperate have i become Sorry if anyone saw that just needed it of my chest

holy while im listening to this song i realise how important that girl is for me, she said she wants to be friends cause of exams and i have hard feeling for her and cant fucking handle it or see her in someone's hands and it makes me terrible person cause its like im being egoist well fuck me .

thank u for this omg x

thank you for this.

Beautiful

Beautiful

I miss my innocence and outlook towards life. I try my best to make the most out of the present but can stop thinking about how much better the past was. I wish I could just be thankful it happened but I don’t know how anything will top what has already happened.

Beautiful. I don’t know what else to say. Words can’t describe ❤️

The outro is looped perfectly because the initial sound effect that sounds like a channel changing perfectly comes it right at the end. my ex was jealous of my first love. not because i would talk about her a lot but because when i briefly mentioned her, only once, she could tell i still was not over her. but then, why ask, but then, why should i have been in that relationship in the first place, but then im still not over her. its been a while, like a decade. so does that mean i can only enter relationships until after i get over her. i might not ever, so whats the next step. trust me ive done my healing, but at what point do u realize that healing is not enough, sometimes ppl, just stay attached. i think thats actually the beauty in life as well as it's tragedy.

Anyone has a lofi version of just this???

Death at the gates howling my name

This song reminds me of being in highschool playing red dead redemption 2 and having my first job my first car my first serious relationship and here I am 5 years later 22 years old left with the feeling of emptiness and directionless what do we who are stuck do in these situations do? Well I guess all we can do is live and find purpose no matter what the purpose be little or colossal the definition of purpose is yours to define and find just search for it it's out there in something or someone

I'm sure we're taller in another dimension You say we're small and not worth the mention You're tired of movin', your body's achin' We could vacay, there's places to go Clearly this isn't all that there is Can't take what's been given But we're so okay here, we're doing fine Primal and naked You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned It's just a skull, least that's what they call it And we're free to roam

I'm sure we're taller in another dimension You say we're small and not worth the mention You're tired of movin', your body's achin' We could vacay, there's places to go Clearly this isn't all that there is Can't take what's been given But we're so okay here, we're doing fine Primal and naked You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned It's just a skull, least that's what they call it And we're free to roam

I've honestly never ever felt this down in life, and honestly I'm trying to move on, but I can't, I keep thinking and thinking about her leaving even tho we never dated I still can't believe she's leaving, I sometimes just stare at her in class thinking, wow she so beautiful, but I understand God has her path and I have my own path, so I'm trusting God to either leave me in her path or separate us whatever it is I will understand.

I haven’t loved in a long time.. but i did love you. I’m sorry i never got a chance to tell you. and I’m sorry if you felt like i wasn’t enough. I just wanted to let you know i did do my best, and I’m sorry that my best wasn’t enough. I would give anything just to hold you again, to watch you laugh, for you to kiss me on the forehead, to see you smile, to hear your voice, i would give anything… and i wish things didn’t happen the way they did. because i would do anything to call you mine again. i love you so much. and i miss you.

I’m sure we are taller in other dimensions. You say, we’re small and not worth the mention. You’re tired of movin’, your body’s aching. We could vacay, there’s places to go. Clearly this isn’t all that there is. Can’t take what’s been giving. But we’re so okay here, we’re doing fine. Primal and naked, you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned. It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it. And we’re free to roam.

why cant you make up your mind yet

I moved to another country. You blocked me and married someone after 3 months. It’s been 5 years and it still hurts. I would give my life to see you one more time.

I feel like here recently ive let myself go to the point that idek if i will be able to turn myself back around, i feel like ive disappointed almost everyone ik, idk how i will be able to fix myself, they say life would be a fun adventure around my age, but im finding it hard to believe it as an adventure as i feel more lost then ive ever been

i know the lyrics aren’t about this. but anyway, i like to think of this part as a conversation between me today and me from the past. i know life is so hard, but sometimes we think things can’t change and i garantuee you that they’ll change in some point. it won’t be easy, but i’m sure you can. ❤️‍🩹

this is the best part in the album imo

this whole verse MAN

I have never felt so sad listening to a piece of music before. Tears shoot up my eyes the second I hear this part. It is truly angelic to me

I went on a date with a very nice girl yesterday, I was very happy, I felt just ecstatic that I was able to bring a smile to her face, we had alot of fun and just walked around alot, had hot chocolate, and went to a garden by the end of the day and just talked alot about all there is and all there could be. When I dropped her at home, she texted me saying she had alot of fun but she does not feel "it". I tried my best to be respectful of her decision, yet I wonder of what could have been. All the "what ifs" have done nothing but hurt me. I hope our paths cross in the future again, she is just so smart and pretty, that I wish I could replay that day again, but nostalgia has always been that one prison which I have never had a problem with. It was our first time meeting, and I did not feel "it" either, but I was having fun and it was beyond wholesome and merry. I wish she would text me and ask to go out again, lets see if she texts me on my upcoming birthday or not. If she does, I will make sure to post an update. This song aches my heart.