Thank you so much, I needed this! God bless you. I'll rant a little, you don't have to read it of course but I wanted to let out the pressure a bit. I haven't been in the best state for a few years, and haven't been an accomplished person anymore for a couple. I don't trust my family much. I know a couple of friends support me or are willing to but I feel awful pushing my stupid problems, lack or accomplishment or personal family stuff, (that are mostly because of me or my mental state) onto them. I usually feel incapable and sick and scared and tired. Recently I've met some people that have either appreciated me a lot, or that I've learned from that I'm not less than or alone in my struggle. That helped a lot and I felt like I might finally be able to move forward, but my family, especially my mother tears it all down very easily, there's always a scandal about to erupt like a ticking time bomb. I work so hard to build myself up and then after any short convo with her all I've struggled to build up crumbles. It hurts so much to say but I don't think I can truly trust my family ever again. Even with God, I had a relationship of fear. I'm never good enough, so I should expect bad reactions, or in this case, harsh judgement and punishment right? But you have reminded me that God is loving. God is love. God is hope. As you said, God is always with you and He will pick you up. God is trustworthy and good and helps you learn and get better.

@@Marina_7 marina you are a brave a girl. you need to know that Holy Spirit is with you God is stronger than your fears then your worries and every problem that you’re going through God is forgiving. Come to God. I will be praying for you I felt God wanted me to say this. God bless you! The Holy Spirit is amazing! Jesus Christ loves you so much! Jesus is king and he is coming! Repent from your sins!

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