Have been laying down for a year. Well, i mean i looked for a job and tried to force my art as well... writing part 2 of my book. Just got a job, so thats a positive. We will persevere, eh? I took my roleplaying digital and post my dnd games online too. Yes, working out is the win

Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I personally have a lot of similar thoughts, Although you should be proud you apply yourself, you have a decent education and potentially futures for happiness. This is coming from someone who is 30 who feels trapped into a life of struggle without a way out. Its nice to know others are out there who I can relate with on some level. I hope we both can find what were looking for in life.

Werid watching a video from 4 years ago because i wanted to know if someone else feels like they have one person on the in and outside. Nice to know others going through the same feelings.

Thanks for the visual journey.

Love your Bella Swan blanket!! ❤️❤️

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*Promosm* 😊

Thankyou :) lovely ending. You are very self-aware, that has to count for something :)

yes healing journey!!!!!

congratulations on your first episode 😄 its easy to listen to.

I still have some guilt when my company tries to support me because i would still struggle. But i've had a gut feeling i should go part time for a while. Going back and forth between feeling low most of the time yet earning enough money vs working less and feeling happier overall. Great video, thanks for sharing

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So sorry to hear this :( Glad you're fighting it and recovering but sorry you went through this again.

That opening is so lovely!

excuse you, I've got two paintings of yours set up on my bookshelf and it makes me happy to see them there

Hey there :) Good to see you back. Sorry last year was tough, glad you're being looked after.

This is so me. It is so hard. People have truly no idea how hard it is and how much it isn’t a choice.

Does it have a happy ending? Please tell me 🥺

It’s surprising that when you were in so much pain, they dint even recommend an abdominal ultrasound….😠 in the beginning itself

I have a video suggestion: FINISH THE HUNGER GAMES SO I CAN COME EXPLAIN MY AROACE KATNISS THEORY But for real. This video, I feel it to my core. Job hunting is hard and frustrating when you did a degree that good for everything, yet nothing.

Depressing to be told they can't hire you because you have a masters. It all gets easier when you've been working for a bit, if that's any help. The time before I got my first proper job was really hard and depressing, but every time since has been much better. You are awesome and any company will be lucky to have you - I found that when I went into interviews with a sense that I really have something worthwhile to offer the place I tended to do much better. Your tips are great by the way, I had a job where I did a lot of graduate recruiting as well as having applied for jobs several times and that's basically what I figured out too.

FLORENZ GREAT REVIEW

My gf just left me for other guy we been together two years and I never thought she would leave it’s suck because I love her a lot she has bpd 😢

An ordinary girl as me tried to think of a name for my title as lady royal, but none seemed quite right.

Great comments! I haven’t finished yet but I’m on it 🙈 hehe meanwhile, to deal with my excitement, I listen to other’s opinions 🤭

Watch the Indian tamil language movie "Kandukonden Kandukonden" which is the Indian adoption of Jane Austen's novel "Sense and Sensibility". It's available on youtube with english subtitles. The songs are in it are very beautiful.

I think you're beautiful ♥️

Thank you for sharing how you experience splitting. This will be invaluable for supporting someone very dear to me ❤️

There’s a two chapter epilogue about Grant called ‘Out of the Blue’ that she wrote. It helps with the feeling of Grants story being unfinished.

Agreed with pretty much everything you said. The only thing I think you may have missed was mentioning Wilhelms anxiety - more representation. Sometimes he is fine other times he is a total overwhelmed mess. Pretty much how it goes.

“Because we’re gay!” 😂 love that

Watch Barbie: Big City, Big Dreams. I so thought the 2 Barbies were dating, then there is the whole Brooklyn Barbie might have/did date (kinda) an internet celebrity and lost contact with her. I swear, the whole movie I was wondering if Malibu Barbie was cheating on Ken or if they just weren’t dating in that Barbie timeline.

I always thought that Blair choosing Delancey as her Lady Royal was a very smart move, since Delancey will have had a lot of tutoring/training from her mother prior to attending the school. By picking Delancey, Blair has someone who can act as a strong advisor on how things work within Gardenia, as well as how to deal with unexpected situations that may occur during her reign.

Is becous it's covid that why ist on online.. normal you can go just to bank and Go inside. And we live in 2022 normal things change. And a Mobile number to takes like 1 hour.. you live in Brussel. Is different in vlanders

It's weird for me to find some of these scenes gay because in my country their is no concept of personal space so you would see friends hugging and holding hands , I never noticed this aspect of our culture before the internet

I was actually wondering if those punched tickets still existed because they were a thing 10yrs ago, tec transport with covid is a nightmare, you have to have your ticket ready before you can get in but you cannot buy it anywhere in my town I wish we would have the same as in bxl where you can scan you bank card inside the bus (or give money like pre covid) The window thing is also covid related, we are required to have them open every so often and it would piss me off if the windows were opened at 10-15C, 10-15 feels like a nice chilly weather, like cool enough to where a light knit but not so cold as to need a heavy jumper

Haha.. Banks... Yeah... No it's been like that for a bit now, if you want foreign currency where i live you have to make an appointment with that specific ing bank in that particular neighbourhood tell them you want X amount and then they agree to "sell" you said bills at x date but that department is only opened like 3hrs a week so if you happen to be working on Thursday at 11am you're screwed, way back when you would just go to the bank say "i need 100pounds" and they'd give you if it was available and if not "sorry we'll make a reservation is it ok tomorrow 8am" you cry a bit because tomorrow is Saturday and you wanted to sleep in a bit but you say "all good" cause you don't want to annoy them, it worked well but i believe they passed a new legislation that banks cannot hold that mich money anymore and younger generations (mainly from Brussels and flanders i feel like) seem to value the efficiency of apps (and their apps are not as fucked up as most official walloon apps)

I wanted to cross the street the other day, i looked at the driver dead in the eye, she looked at me dead in the eye... And she went on anyway, after the third car or so, i decide to take a chance, jump in and i swear the car didn't slow down before he was absolutely certain i was in the middle of the street

In big cities it just makes more sense to use a bike... I just hate that so far i've only met a handful of people who seem to actually know how they are meant to ride on it, like you know that the sign with a bike on it means the that you *have to* use that path if you want to go that way and that walkers are still considered "weaker" than you and you should protect them as much as you can not hit them with your bike and look at them as if they were a moron for walking on the sidewalk, right (sorry i had to vent :p) Also, cities, a red 3mm wide strip that slaloms between cars and buses and that turns in the most obnoxious way is not a viable biking lane, i wonder how we don't have so many more accidents

Dialectical behavioral therapy legit helps. I didn't think it would, but I use routinely use the tools I learned 5 years later.

Thank you for this wonderful and bold information.. thanks a lot!

this edit tho. the funny music, the zooms, the cuts. Hilarious perfection.

Would it be typical of someone with bpd to cut ties with thir friends because of perceived abandonment? Like I'm not diagnosed but I relate to most of the symptoms of bpd. My "best friends" have started hanging our with new people and they don't offer to invite me out or anything so I've cut ties with them.it can be over things like me asking if they're about on Friday and they say no they're going out with other people... I hate them so much but they're the only people I've talked to for about 3 years... Feel like they don't like me anymore but they say they do but I see it as them trying to be nice and not actually meaning it.. I also can go from really adoring my niece one second then she doesn't do what I'd like her to then I hate her and want nothing to do with her? I brought bpd up to my anxiety therapist and she nodded along with the symptoms agreeing that I may have it but nothing ever came of it... sorry for dumping this shit btw I'm quite drunk. Sorry z

Thank you so much

Best review on youtube you said everything 😊❤️✨

Delancy and Blair/Sophia are cousins

Hi, do you take medication for depression or bpd symptoms? Thanks great content :) x

Love the commentary! Yeah, I could definitely see the Felice-Sara thing happening. The characters doing illogical things is true to their age, IMO -- though Sara getting with August was a stretch even in that context. August is a complicated character who's hurting inside -- but I want to know more about why, beyond him having having money problems and wanting higher royal status. I want to know more about his relationship with his father. The actor is totally up to exploring any complexity there.

Pro: The movie handles itself pretty well, despite its short runtime, it was able to balance the story really well with its themes as well as the plot. Dalacy's character arc was quite enjoyable and something you don't really see that often. Characters were fun with getting annoying, and while the reveal of Blare's royal blood could have been done better, but it did as well as it could have. Con: Blare Willows is really a cringey name. The dog lived well over the natural lifespan of a regular dog.