Im so tired aniki, each month I try to battle the dread that has taken hold and I can’t see a way forward, I miss the person I could have been if it wasn’t for all the trauma and anxieties I’m feeling. I’m so tired and yet so unapologetically mad at anything and everything.
@ruri04155 күн бұрын
Sleep tight ,aniki
@OleirishBuzzsaw5 күн бұрын
I still got my hands up 😢
@олежа1256 күн бұрын
Настоящий арте♂fucked♂
@thedoc718419 күн бұрын
Although time may have wearied me. You will shine forever in my heart… I miss you Aniki
@johnehrhardt0219 күн бұрын
Sleep tight Aniki...
@anyysek20 күн бұрын
who is Aniki?
@maxwellsope108016 күн бұрын
Aniki was a gay bodybuilder that was very famous in Japan and all around the world. He would motivate people and help people with their depression but he died because of cancer I think. Just type gachibas aniki and he will come up on KZbin. RIP AINIKI
@Steffe63.510 күн бұрын
@@maxwellsope1080 Close, Aniki at 49 years old was driving home, lost control of his car and hit a street pole, lost his life almost instantly. May he rest in peace.
@maxwellsope108010 күн бұрын
@@Steffe63.5 Didn't he have cancer too?. Maybe I'm remembering one of the memes about him having anal cancer or something like that. It was a long time ago.
@олежа1255 күн бұрын
Это странно, будто то, что он гей, делает его популярнее
@Seethy7054 күн бұрын
@@олежа125he was popular because he was kind, being gay was the cherry on top.
@Max-bc2uu20 күн бұрын
Paying my yearly respects
@radimkrb193823 күн бұрын
Its been 6 years now, I have been coming here for 5 years to pay my respects. Its wild seeing the flow of time like this
@jay-cx4fsАй бұрын
Hey Aniki! It has been 9 months since i left a comment So much has changed since then. I moved to the States! I was previously in the Philippines because of Covid but after saving up, I finally made it back here! I got a job my first month here, albeit not that well, it's okay for now. I have been here for 5 months now and have been saving as much as i can. But where I'm at, it's quite difficult because of the cost ofl iving and It is also hard since I have family back home and I want to continue supporting my girlfriend who also stayed behind due to her studies. I plan to buy a car soon! A toyota Celica preferably a year '01 since that was my dad's car before he passed, my older brother had it but engine gave up after 200k+ miles. For now, I commute to work via bus and that is alright for me. I have also been trying my best to stay consistent with going to the gym. I havent been able to find the rhythym but manage to go atleast an hour a day, 3-4 times/week. I am planning for more but i know it's foolish to jump in without testing the waters first. It was also your birthday last week Aniki, I will buy a cupcake later just for it. A blueberry one sounds nice. Happy Belated Birthday. I will make it soon. We will all make it. This is only the beginning for us! Continue to watch over all of us Aniki! say hi to my dad for me! - Jay
@Cicero_RafaelАй бұрын
Obrigado Myne por me apresentar essa maravilhosa música.
@godzilla4boisАй бұрын
sleep well, Aniki!
@NgontihАй бұрын
Bit late this year but happy birthday 兄貴
@keyboard9984Ай бұрын
Happy birthday Aniki
@joejojochabadouableАй бұрын
Happy Birthday Aniki
@MemphisCoreАй бұрын
Happy birthday aniki
@pnutdrawsАй бұрын
Happy birthday Aniki ㅜ-ㅜ
@Pep_leBGdu64Ай бұрын
Happy birthday Aniki!
@truckkun9506Ай бұрын
Happy brithday aniki
@LancekoClymeАй бұрын
Happy birthday,my aniki billy
@jblenАй бұрын
This was on my yt music auto playlist, 2:57 hit and I was like "what the hell was that" I genuinely thought the song ended and the next one was horribly mixed then it went back to the chorus like nothing happened
@BringTheMachetEАй бұрын
sleep tight aneki :,(
@cea_sol3834Ай бұрын
wasn't actually there to see Aniki's rise to fame or even be a fan, but his story inspires me to live my life to the fullest despite the shitty-ness. Sleep well Aniki
@SetrisTVАй бұрын
yall play smite?
@SimakSantanaАй бұрын
8 years ago Aware
@kibainuzuka858Ай бұрын
We will never forget u KING BILLY
@number1mostbiascapsfan66Ай бұрын
2:52
@t0w0kan2 ай бұрын
Sleep tight aniki
@arielchandia22 ай бұрын
time flies so fast, doesnt it?.
@bluzo83892 ай бұрын
Sleep tight, Billy.
@Rat_Fบcker2 ай бұрын
while his departure left hole i our heart remember that in other dark timeline he might never even exist
@sir_succulent2 ай бұрын
Art.
@sentro952 ай бұрын
HandsUp Aniki!
@Redragonronin2 ай бұрын
feelsstrongman
@aspelulАй бұрын
feel strong men clap
@youtubewatcher2452 ай бұрын
Sleep tight sweet prince
@goodjavs52042 ай бұрын
The best part of this song is when everyone in chat pausechamp waiting for the gachi drop feelsstrongman
@ricksanchez8452 ай бұрын
It’s not gay, it’s MANLY! RIP Billy
@Ken_Jones2 ай бұрын
To all who still don't know the lyrics by hearth: awaki hikari tatsu niwakaame itoshi omokage no jinchouge afururu namida no tsubomi kara hitotsu hitotsu kaori-hajimeru sore wa sore wa sora wo koete yagate yagate mukae ni kuru haru yo tooki haru yo mabuta tojireba soko ni ai wo kureshi kimi no natsukashiki koe ga suru kimi ni azukeshi waga kokoro wa ima demo henji wo matte imasu dore hodo tsukihi ga nagaretemo zutto zutto matte imasu sore wa sore wa asu wo koete itsuka itsuka kitto todoku haru yo mada minu haru mayoi tachidomaru toki yume wo kureshi kimi no manazashi ga kata wo daku yume yo asaki yume yo watashi wa koko ni imasu kimi wo omoinagara hitori aruite imasu nagaruru ame no gotoku nagaruru hana no gotoku haru yo tooki haru yo mabuta tojireba soko ni ai wo kureshi kimi no natsukashiki koe ga suru haru yo mada minu haru mayoi tachidomaru toki yume wo kureshi kimi no manazashi ga kata wo daku haru yo tooki haru yo mabuta tojireba soko ni ai wo kureshi kimi no natsukashiki koe ga suru haru yo mada minu haru
@EXvinidity2 ай бұрын
Who's here because they heard this song from lazy purple "how it feels to play as a scout"?
@TheRealAbePlayzzАй бұрын
Yeah I am lol
@m.a.r.s57893 ай бұрын
Can someone give me a brief rundown of what happened?
@daggereye13 ай бұрын
Whenever I see a japanese train in movies, I think of this
@ReifinDFanchon3 ай бұрын
This song genuinely has help me several points, even at my lowest point in life. For each repeat, my mental health slowly restored, not only thanks to the tune, but also all the memories I have watching Aniki, Billy Herrington. While this song is certainly not "the professional help" that me, or anyone should rely on, but this song sort of be the place I vent my sadness, like my heart resonate with something beyond, because I'm sure, Aniki wouldn't want to see me, or around me suffer, even if he doesn't know me. I'm the type of person that doesn't want to inconvenience anybody, I'm the type of person that would go to the bathroom and cry, I'm the type of person that tries to cry without making noise, I don't have a shoulder where I can let my tear run dry, Neither do I have anyone where I can vent my sadness. "Painful, isn't it?" I often said to myself, but remembering Aniki gives me comfort that few to none can give me. So, sleep tight, Aniki, I want to meet you one day, but this is not yet the time.
@PeterOak3 ай бұрын
Hey Aniki, I hope you are well. A dog of a friend of mine has just passed. She was the cutest beagle. Could you show her around heaven?
@rally24333 ай бұрын
I am still hanging on Aniki, about to finish university in 2 months and hopefully start my life. I'll make you proud of me.