never did it, have been offered. Definitely wouldn’t mess with that stuff i’ve seen it destroy many peoples lives. Wont give that stuff a chance in hell. Hopefully people are safe out there. crazy world, meth makes you ugly and teeth fall out. Us gays are big on our looks so not sure why they would bother with that stuff anyways… but to each there own. I hope these guys find help.

Love Is Love! Kindness Always! We're sexually liberated, self aware and sooooooooo authentic as we live our best lives!

Q: Why do they call crystal meth TINA? A: Because for the first 3 days you dance like Tina Turner, but by day 4 you look like IKE dragged you down the stairs by your wig…

Thank you God for keeping me sober ❤💫

I've reached what you'd call a "certain age" and was troubled by the description of the escort going to have sex with an "old ugly guy." Actually, I understand the perspective of the young escort because I remember thinking that way myself. Now that I'm older, the prospect of hiring a young escort who might be repulsed by my appearance is unbearable. While my appearance isn't bad for someone my age, thinking that a young guy is enduring an unpleasant experience to make money is intolerable. It's so much better to go without.

It's weird because i tried all these things and they didn't make me feel anything as good as being aware of myself and the person I'm with

Everything in life is a choice, and sadly this is all self inflicted. Its such a dangerous situation to be in

Clouding

Although I’m a happily married Christian man, I occasionally indulge in man on man passion with strangers at the local mall. Thankfully god has protected me from the gay virus so I’ve not passed it on to my wife 😅

It's unnatural and destructive which is why taking drugs to numb revulsion is necessary.

It is very difficult to understand the slavery chemsex creates. During a session, you sure get a 'high', but it is very easy to lose control and want more. And the comedown can be very bad, with panic attacks, psychosis and extreme anxiety that can last for hours. Even so, once you get better ater a few days your brain tricks you into wanting more of the pleasurable part, so it's a cycle very difficult to overcome. When you realize after some years, you have lost your savings, have experienced multiple STDs along the way, have difficulty enjoying small pleasures that you would enjoy before and know you need professional help (e.g., 'CAD's in Madrid).

This is punishment from god for sodomy, stop being gay and give yourself over to jesus

In my drug experience, the gay community, usually men, have the most crystal AND even more dangerous amounts of GHB than I’ve seen anywhere else.

Chemsex is cool with people you trust .I never do it with strangers

It's weird because when people have good/better sex is actually because electricity in all guys dicks # apparently someone stepped on ants bums and went in the ocean and now he has only got 1 leg because the shark took his leg off is crazy

This is very well done ❤ love to those who have their personal struggles to overcome. Wishing you find strength, peace and inner calmness soon.

Sorry guys, trauma is terrible- I thank God everyday for being drug free and alcohol free. We have drugs and alcohol addiction in our family as well as I am a member of a exclusive club where my brother committed suicide

It's crazy how inexpensive meth has gotten. I was buying ounces for 500 in wisconsin, I thought that was a good price. And then I met some guys from California , they were getting it even cheaper. They said that is normal price for anyone. When you are an old gay man, the meth I had was a big draw for meeting young guys. Trouble was I was getting ripped off a lot .

Why am I getting a bunch of gay sex recommendations? I am straight, not that there is anything wrong with that.

It's weird because when people have good/better sex is actually because electricity in all guys dicks # apparently someone stepped on ants bums and went in the ocean and now he has only got 1 leg because the shark took his leg off is crazy

Thank you for this.

Meth and masturbation go hand in hand….so to speak. You can always make a joke about jerking off for 8 hrs straight around tweakers and get a laugh. Eventually it recks your ability to get off at all.

What a horrific way to have to live, praying for all of you, for your safety, ability to come clean, and to find peace, love, and happiness. I have many gay men friends, and I am so thankful that they've all been in very long relationships w/the same man.

Look my cousin omg gets into my shit and sends people gay messages under my name cause i been getting dope from her on credit and i owe her 500 dolllars for dope yes im gay and smoke a lot of meth but number one i dont go on social media and try to have sex with strangers i was taught bettter than that i been going through my phone and seeeing all kinds of threats that desiree has caused on me i sold her my old straight talk minute pre paid phone with all my information logged into my old prepaid phone i sold that bitch a while back for dope and shes set me up black mailed me and sent strangers messages shes trying to send danger to my life all over a few hundred dollars worth of dope omg im freaking out she callled me other day she said i hope some of tbese messages i sent to straight men cause one of them to kill u she said yea ur prepaid phone u sold me i made sure they could see ur location im planting some dope on her property and having her busted for her doing.me like this carma a bitch i would never send a stranger especially straight men no gay shit number one i dont get on internet are social media cause im a dope head and to paranoid to get o. Tbere cause i dont trust people my cousin got it coming

I almost died 😮

Trauma is the gateway to addiction. Those dots are so close together they are a solid line.

For those who do want help there is a program now called "Rewired" for gay/bisexual men who do chemsex and want to assess their relationship with the drug. Been though all this before although never had any sexual harm I know of many friends who have, I have not used in 3 years now, its hard still its but I can easily turn it down now.

crazy,.

I was in a four year monogamous heterosexual relationship (so I thought) with a guy. Almost immediately after moving in together He started being very emotionally unavailable, abusive, angry, and cold and distant towards me. Always tired and never wanted to have sex. After a while I couldn't accept or ignore his abuse, so I broke up with him. One day I received texts from a number I didnt recognize. The texts were about Alex, my boyfriend. Telling me to go get checked, and be careful because they were claiming that Alex was not only secretly gay, but throughout most of our relationship had been having unprotected sex with meth addicted and allowing multiple older, anonymous, random men, to "use" him sexual while on meth. Sometimes multiple men at the same time with Alex being the "bottom". Absolutely no protection. I sent a text back saying "who ever this is nice try". Then almost immediately I started getting texts of screenshots of his secret profiles on gay sites, hidden social media accounts, screenshots of sex videos of him being "used" on one of his chemsex partners twitter page and onlyfans and pages after page of texts between Alex and dozens of older men. Texts that included pictures of glass pipes with meth, pictures of private parts, talk of "pnp" and some of the most filthy conversations about my "heterosexual boyfriend" wanting several men to ejaculate in him, and a bunch of other disgusting, and depraved acts. The dates of the texts proved that it was definitely during our relationship. He was coming home and having unprotected sex with me with ZERO regards for my health. Alex would lie about going to work at the cycling shop he worked at in Atlanta, and instead would be smoking meth and getting screwed by anonymous strange old men in cars, bathhouses, spas, meth motels, etc. I was just his beard and his punching bag. The shock of the truth, the discovery of the secrets and magnitude of the lies was too much. He was a complete and utter phony. In hindsight I thank god that everything happened the way it did and that I found out. Me breaking up with him probably saved my health, and my life. Meth🍆 totally ruined his body, his mind, his reputation, and his life. Oh and if you want to know, it was an old coworker of his who was texting me all the evidence.

Some people can have occasional chemsex without spiraling into addiction. But it’s a dangerous game to play.

people in this lifestyle need a lot of help. we should not encourage children to consider it "normal", it is very sad.

These people talk about their growing up experience as if it’s only them that experienced this and therefore that’s the cause of their addiction. A lot, I’d say the majority of us have had horrific bullying about being gay but we didn’t turn to Chem sex. I think this is a complex issue and not all of it is just rooted in x happened to me so that is why I needed to take drugs. There’s also an addictive personality combined with a really poor set of social skills, knowing how to communicate and connect with individuals outside sex.

I was abused when i was younger (under 10) and ended up in toxic relationship at the age of 16 (told him i was 18), never really learned to socialize and my self-esteem was always down with what he would do. For me it helped me talk to someoene even if it was for sex, seeing how people didnt see they needed help and acted weird. I always kept myself on check, quit cold turkey 3 times, 10 year break, 2 year break and now going on 5 years 😊

Every day has gone through strange trauma from childhood for not being able to be themselves not being accepted by society even if you have a very great parents and family except you society still looks down on you. It’s horrible and this is how they’re processing the trauma unfortunately.

Vote for me when I came out I came out of the adult bookstore I was Stone Cold Sober when I had my first full sexual intercourse and I woke up to having sex I was laying on my stomach sleeping like I do and next thing I know I wake up and we're having sex he was already inside of me he became my first boyfriend I never did any illegal drugs until I moved to Maine of course when I get to Maine I tried to end my life so many times and wasn't even funny there are times that I tried to do it didn't even call 911 or go to the emergency room I just let the drug that I took and this was prescription drugs this was not illegal drugs the most point up until this point was marijuana that I had then when I became the DJ oh my God the marijuana was not the Gateway for me being the DJ was the Gateway but at the same time me being a DJ serve my narcissistic personality disorder perfect too Tee I miss being a DJ I do not miss the drugs I never got addicted never did I ever get addicted to those ecstasy pills or the cocaine and I don't like the Ecstasy because the coming down part I have bipolar and coming down from ecstasy it's like on the downside of bipolar but much worse and I don't want to deal with that and the Ecstasy wasn't on a daily basis that was on weekends so I do I never had an addiction if I can't get it legally I don't want it now I have the medical marijuana card but I agreed to my psychiatrist I would not smoke on a daily basis so I can get my Adderall I have severe ADHD and I mean severe my son has it my mother has it and I have it I Was Born This Way. And I have a lot more wrong with me than bipolar and ADHD and narcissistic PD a whole lot more severe mental illness friends with my mother's side but I do not see a need for an addiction don't want one.

Powerful and necessary. Thank you for this.

The pleasure is incomparable. It absolutely intensifies any sexual experience. But the aftermath is brutal & can absolutely ruin you in several ways.

The gays in the comments: BuT ThE StRaIgHtS Do It ToO 🤡

I think a lot of gay drug addiction is caused by trauma from abuse and mistreatment by a straight cis gender Caucasian male society

i drink wine, the other tenants in this property have inspired me to come here and learn more. It’s like watching an Attenborough documentary some will survive , some won’t. I’ve got my own issues .

Chem sex is fantastic 😊 keep doing it😊

Is this entirely filmed in NZ?

Hi, I’m a gay man from the UK and I’ve got to be honest I have got no idea why anyone would want to take drugs of any kind just to have gay sex. I have great pleasure and orgasms and I’m completely straight I don’t take anything what is wrong with people?

Insane I’ve never heard of this and I’ve been out almost 9 years. I’ve always heard of “ poppers “ and that but never these kind of stories. I’ve never had grindr, been to pride or hell even a bar and it’s so sad to hear these stories of what others have endured. The world is a scary place and being lonely with your own thoughts can be even scarier but it’s just horrible that at our lowest we can easily do things to just feel “ needed or important “ and still at the same time getting more hurt. Thoughts are with anyone who’s been through this and hope you find healing and happiness.

Plenty of heteros are also into chemsex

This is crazy, I’m not alone i feel seen

I hope Frank Williams isn't his real name

This is all so strange to me. Blaming it all on the drugs, when the root of the problem really is a cluster of mental health problems these people are suffering from. I'm an occasional indulger of chmsex and doing it in a way that it's a full-rounded experience. There's socialization, cracking jokes, watching out for one another and not just sex and substance, so basically just connecting, without the crippling depression, anxiety, paranoia or self-esteem issues that prevent people from enoying life. It's an upbeat thing, albeit occasional. Having healthy limits keeps you far away from any addiction.

Quite overwhelmed & stunned but have been aware of it. It’s very sad. To abuse oneself after a lifetime of abuse to escape is eventually so deeply destructive & leads to an early death because of low self esteem & worth. Sadly, gay men helping each other’s demise is not even considered.

❤appears to me sadly more and more people are hell bent on escaping reality with these drugs