i don't think you'll ever read this. im not even sure we'll even speak again at this point. in the off chance that you do see this, just know i am deeply sorry for what i did to you. it was all inadvertent, but i ruined things as a result of my own actions. i'd love a second chance. hope you're doing well in that far away land, seriously. i care for you still and i will forever.

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everything seems blurry and my life going backwards not forward. Been stressing over this things all of my life. hope the future treat me with kindness😄

2:57

who here in 2025. (just realised we both have the same pfp :D )

im very upset at myself why do i still think about you, its been about 10 months now since i last saw you. its the fact that i know there are better things ahead and im always stuck in the past.

My best friend and my boyfriend were talking behind my back for I’m not sure how long but tonight I had a dream of the messages between them. I’m sick. Love shouldn’t hurt should it? My soul is grieving… why do I still love them both.

This song floods my mind with nostalgic flooding my brain with memories like a Wave punching directly my nose and the whole salad wather getting inside, it's just too heavy to be ignored and can't make you think about your own thoughts, it doesn't let me think about anything else, it's Fascinating.

2:58

im so proud of y‘all

lol idk if yal care but my plug gamme laxatives instead of the eight im shittin ma brain out i think im gonna die

im stressed beyond belief and i hate it. i feel like i can't quit college because i don't know what else I'd do and if i quit i will have failed. my first exam is in a week and i haven't even started studying. i can't bring myself to do it. i don't want to. i don't know how to approach it. and this is just might be what takes me over the edge. i am well beyond the age people have their first relationship and i feel like I've fallen behind. i pined after a girl for ages and although we got along, things got extremely complicated in her life and yet i held onto the idea of her. needless to say I've never had anyone else express to me that they want me as a partner. i feel so useless. unnecessary and just irrelevant to anyone. i try to be there for others cause i know how shit is when no one's there for you. on top of that i have a massive identity crisis i don't feel home anywhere. anywhere i go im a foreigner, an outsider. but people never think that they just see me as fortunate for being trilingual and so fluent. it's a party trick and honestly kinda defines to others who i am. so mich so that i always bring it up pretty early on when meeting people because i feel I don't have any other accomplishments than the ones that were given to me at birth. i don't remember learning these languages. i remember sitting in school having to learn a new language from scratch and holy shit was that pretty impossible. i feel like everything i did in school i didn't achieve, i just did it. i was nothing special just a blur that kept going through school. even when it came to graduating i was in a study group where i just listened and then i graduated with an ok average. my parents were proud of me but i wasn't. i didn't feel anything. i felt lost as to what to do next. so i started working for nearly minimum wage. I'd bike to my job and just do it and listened to whatever complaints my manager had. i was a cashier and somehow i was too slow, not a two week period went by without her telling me that. eventually I didn't care anymore, my customers either said i was just right for them or too fast and i had already cried enough over it so i just took the complaints. anyways as said this job required no skills and honestly i was doing it to fill the time before i figure my life out. sadly i still haven't. i haven't achieved anything special and i don't know what i should do with my life because i don't really want to do anything that doesn't make me happy, but there in lies the issue. i don't know what could make me happy and im good at. i don't feel like im good at anything. as a kid I thought drawing is cool but i never pursued it and because of my mental state in school i didn't think id have to plan for my future since i would never live to see it anyway... well here i am... fucking clueless and constantly panicking over not studying and trying to distract myself but then just stressing and watching videos and reels and other bullshit i don't care about. i love franks music and i know im not the only one, but kt just speaks to me in ways i can't explain. i think my favorite line is this whole song is at 3:10. Kanye saying love is just so beautiful and i can't explain why but i love it so much. damn i really haven't changed i used to post my feelings as a teenager under sad videos or songs and now im right back to the start. shoutout to kyla who has been a little distant as of recent but she's a real one

❤

i miss him.

I can’t wait to play this in the car when i can drive. Probably thinking about life or something

hi, it’s 3:32 AM, and I just finished watching a romance movie. probably no one will read this, but I want to leave it here anyway: I cry SO MUCH watching these films. this song reminds me of how infinite the universe is, and somewhere in it is my soulmate. I miss him, even though I don’t know him yet. so, to my future husband, I love you, and I can’t wait to meet you and live out those cliché love stories, the kind where we kiss in the rain, get lost in each other’s eyes, and feel like the world stops when we’re together.

2:58 Sounds so wonderful...MMMMMM...~

Yooo anime?

I'm sure we're taller in another dimension You say we're small and not worth the mention You're tired of movin', your body's achin' We could vacay, there's places to go Clearly this isn't all that there is Can't take what's been given But we're so okay here, we're doing fine Primal and naked You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned It's just a skull, least that's what they call it And we're free to roam

2:58 my lamp looks weird trend

frank ocean >>>>>>>>>>>>>>

2:55

2:55

if only people knew that it's going to be all right

Everyone acting like this song was made by god😭😭

I used to play this song when I was younger .. it was comforting in a way.. I was never comforted when I cried, not by my mom (dad couldn’t always be around) I don’t really know how to comfort people because of that😅 but that’s okay.. I still play it when I need to cry..❤

i will always come back to this song

2:58 💫

2:58

Just know that whoever is reading this, it’s gonna be ok ❤

Every time I listen to this song, my eyes fill with tears. It’s so moving and calming. I love listening to this late at night, alone, in the darkness. This song just hits different

2:55

I cried to this when he cheated on me with another girl..

Welcome to hell, whatever happens, happens. - Doom Guy Probably

2:46 - 3:10 need this somehow tattooed on my body

2024 ts still fire

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3:27

3:14 🤝🏽

she never even loved me back it was pity.

2:53 just make me feel some way

i'm tired.

To my beautiful cousin Willis, I don’t even have words for the pain that I am feeling and I’m trying to stay strong for you and ur sister, I sit here thinking about u listening to this song, one of ur favorite songs… you were taken from us too soon cuz someone was so hateful, you were doing so much to better ur life and someone swept that opportunity from under ur feet, I’ll see you after my body gives out, my soul and everyone who ever loved you will see you again, take care of lemyea for dani and me❤️🕊️December 15 2003- November 17 2024

You know you're an incredible artist when every person who hear your song have a different feeling of their own connected to it. Love this song, will always reveal emotion for me

3:21 hits different

Jesus loves you

As much as this song means to me, i keep getting further and further from believing that there is a woman who truly embodies what he is talking about.

“care for you still and i will… forever.” that line hits hard especially for me who is someone who does everything they can for other people but dont get anything in return.

can he make up his mind?

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