I had mine for years I absolutely love it. It looks so cute and the jewelry I buy can be customized. pain wise felt like a bee sting then stopped hurting immediately. It definitely adds pleasure
@vkraven20 күн бұрын
am i late to the party youtube suggested me your video today only 4.5 years late
@karmonperez889722 күн бұрын
So proud and you are so gorgeous I want all your piercings lol your just amazing
@emd1494Ай бұрын
😔 you went on to sell your body... this makes me so so sad 💔 just another reason to give up on live. I really hope you are as happy as you say. You look so grown up.. and I guess knowing what you have been doing now I know why. Wish you lots of happiness and escpically safety. Take the best of care of yourself.
@eden-qi4ydАй бұрын
i just watched your most recent video and am in tears over how much has changed since i first watched these videos ten years ago. im so happy for you and how far youve come, since all the relationships you went through and how confident you made me to be unique. i miss being young and i'll miss these videos forever, you had a huge impact on me <3
@Crazycats45Ай бұрын
This is so crazy to look back on. I literally remember making kandi while watching this video
@toby19322Ай бұрын
It's sad to see you go since I just found your page today but I really do wanted to wish you luck with everything in your life and I hope to hear and see more of you.
@raajrakhvani38912 ай бұрын
@#How many nostril piercing you have?
@francheskadeguzman2982 ай бұрын
Well hey your hot lol.
@pancakeenthusiast2 ай бұрын
Amlactin lotion helps a LOT. The lactic acid helps exfoliate. I’ve even gotten to the point where if I skip lotion one day I feel almost normal.
@zrhllo2 ай бұрын
i used to watch you on youtube when i was around 11, or 12 and you were super influential in gaining confidence in what i want to wear and actually inspired me to dye my hair for the first time. i’m very happy things are going well for you, take care 🫶🏻🙏🔥💪
@Ary_marie_luv2 ай бұрын
Me having 7 piercings already I think what will get me is the Adrline rush before it
@jonathanriosmartinez84912 ай бұрын
I haven't been there since the beginning or a lot I've been dealing with my own stuff your like that person you met at highschool, College or work and you don't know much about them but the little you know kinda changes your life.I see people and treat people differently because of you and my ❤ and appreciation for mods, piercing and tattoos is unreal so thank you for that ❤️ I don't believe in goodbyes not until I bite the big one so for me not goodbye 🫂 I'll see you when I see you 😊 I'm SOOOOO FUCKING PROUD of you stay strong and positive and take care
@oskivariete3 ай бұрын
Does the wand have to have some weight? What happens if the thread gets tangled in the wand?
@whatareyoudoingoverthere14253 ай бұрын
Omg this is making me cry! I was in high-school when I first found you. You helped me realize being different was not only ok but freeing and cool as fuck! Bye Kiwi it was nice to see u again
@alyssajackson50133 ай бұрын
<3
@ChristinaStachura-jn9pl3 ай бұрын
Where did get tongue split in
@AikaHartHamje4 ай бұрын
Kiwi, i´ve been your fan for years and was worried but i´m so happy your doing well! I hope someday I can meet you and get a piercing!
@chengsaechao52594 ай бұрын
lady u r stupid damn as fuck u need hlp if u think that makes u more boutyfull or pretty no it makes u stupid damn u r fuck'n Mental go gite Mental help from a doctor you needed badly & u r fuck up
@mybrainhurts37274 ай бұрын
KIRBY 64 MUSIC! Oh, the nostagia!😭
@garrymullane4 ай бұрын
i just want to say good luck in what ever you do and take care of your self and make sure you look after you and no one else and i was going though a bad patch for a very long time and what helped me was being an abdl little and my little age was 1 to 3 and i like going into little space and for me little space is a safe space were no one can hurt me and i feel safe and it helps me when i feel suicidal and just want kill my self when are getting to much of me
@blacklotusxxxxxx4 ай бұрын
I'm stretching mine. It's so much worse. Because I'm muslim, I don't wanna punch it because God made up perfect Yada Yada, lol. If I leave it out, the skin will close almost automatically. And I'm at 4mm. You can feel that the cartilage isn't there anymore and it's just skin. So, hoping as I grow out of modifications, it'll close with no issues. Fingers crossed for me, guys. I'm so impatient 🙄 I was at 5mm for only 1 month. Went to 6mm, and my ear blew up! Had to downsize yet again! I've done this 3 times, guys! I'm back at 4 mm today! Lol
@roxslide4 ай бұрын
I randomly just thought of you and found this video. You will never see this but happy for you! It's crazy because I never imagined that you'd end up in my area. I don't want to be a creep so I won't go out of my way to visit but it's cool to think I could literally run into you one day! That's up to fate, but regardless you left a positive mark on me and so many other people, I hope you recognize that. I also love your new tats and body mods!
@XxScreamKiwixX3 ай бұрын
If you see me or need a piercing don't be shy! I love meeting yall
@MnkyKingDiscipL4 ай бұрын
I got mine done a few days ago. I need the t shirt now lol, where did you get it. Your info helped thank you
@mistylawrence69445 ай бұрын
I don't understand why people do this. You're not a snake or lizard. It's not cute in my opinion. To each his/ her own
@xtiebro5 ай бұрын
I've been a long-time viewer - I found you back when Leda Muir was still active and you posted a comment on one of her videos. I don't know what prompted me to comment but just wanted you to know I'm so proud of your growth. It feels weird to say this as you don't know me... parasocial relationships are weird. But I'm so glad you shared what you did share with us. It's so humanising to watch someone else who you look up to go through similar struggles. And eventually come out on top (no pun intended). Thank you for sharing bits of your life with us through all these years. You shared some much needed positivity through some dark times for many of us. And helped normalise how many of us feel. I wish you the best in your future endeavours. Also absolutely love the new look 💕
@ShugoChara2055 ай бұрын
I am so in love with this and how much you have grown. I also love the neck tattoo, it’s amazing
@crazykitten48455 ай бұрын
I will always love and care about you Vaella you might not know me personally but you have been a huge comfort place for me many times when I truly needed it and I thank you so so freaking much for that. I'm so glad to see you doing so well and I'm incredibly proud of you please don't be sad you have to do wants best for you just as others need to as well 🫶 you are an incredible being and that will never change
@profmj76305 ай бұрын
Urea was a game changer for me....ammonum lactate lotion stings but doesn't help....dove baby sensitive fragrance lotion helps keep my legs moisturize
@rachelfenner21566 ай бұрын
What drops are you talking about??
@xxlilsleep6 ай бұрын
love you forever, vaella.<3 you deserve happiness, however you find it. have a great life, kiwi.🥹💜🫶🏻
@JobHou-wl1cm6 ай бұрын
you should get a bridge piercing
@zeronight123456 ай бұрын
Went through my notifications for once here and came back to your channel and wow never thought you would ever leave social media, even in high school your focus from what we can see was youtube/twitch.Glad you’re doing what you love and always keep moving forward.
@kelsiebrasher46956 ай бұрын
Will the channel still be up cause I would love to go back and watch the old videos
@TheRavenSamara6 ай бұрын
No matter what you do, we love you.
@belfry.bats.xx.7 ай бұрын
oh wow, i only just came across this video. it's so bittersweet, but i am so happy for you, vaella! i remember coming across you when i was maybe 15? and now i'm 22. you were my first introduction to being goth/alt, and your videos were such a comfort and safe space for me. you gave me the confidence i needed to be authentic to myself, and i'll always be so grateful for that. i wish you the absolute best in your future endeavors, and i hope you can be truly happy <3
@Batznbratzz7 ай бұрын
Ive been watching you for 10 years and I am so happy I did, you have taught me how to be myself and how to grow my own confidence🖤 you are the light to those of us stuck in the dark. So happy you found yourself and what makes you happy! Best of luck to you Vaella and the pupper🖤 the world has great things planned for you
@DownTheHoleConspiracy7 ай бұрын
i just found you tonight through your tongue split video! (crazy self) you have grown so much from that video and this one and im sure you needed to go live a actual REAL LIFE and not complicate relationships as much and just being a person. not always stressing about the comments and making online your life. its real easy to do and it can happen quick. you are such a beautiful person and be safe .cheers to new beginnings'.
@DownTheHoleConspiracy7 ай бұрын
4 years ago tongue splits took off!! ima barber and also know alot of tattoo artists and piercing/body mod artist.. listen, i could not do the healing. i heard its absolutely EXCRUCIATING pain! i would need pain meds 🤣 i hear its brutal. but once you get that "ima do it" thats the time you run with it and do it!! much respect KIWI! Thannks for sharing your awesome experience.
@ShatteredSoul27 ай бұрын
I was born with pointy elf ears. I used to hate them and would hide them. Now I embrace my ears and joke with kids that I'm really an elf. I'm short too. :)
@kaitytialavea42287 ай бұрын
You look beautiful! Proud of you!! I’m on my girls channel I’ve been following you for years and I see the growth and it looks so good on you! If you ever need friends I’m in Washington too near tacoma!❤❤❤❤
@dharmadelahanty70347 ай бұрын
Thank you for the safe space you provided when I was young and searching for people like me. I am so glad you are taking action to take care of yourself. And, thank you for coming back to KZbin briefly to say goodbye. I had been wondering, but never expected anything, so this was a beautiful treat. I am proud of you <3
@danilarsson86857 ай бұрын
I just got this done today. I'm super grateful that my piercer has a tiny shop where the only people who will be present are her and the client (one friend could possibly accompany, but that's it), because I screamed, but it was over really fast. I would say it's about on the same level as the nipples in terms of pain, but just the fact that it's just the one jab already makes it better. I just have a simple curved barbell for now, but I told my piercer I'd like a doorknocker, so we're waiting to see how the healing goes, and then she'll help me find a doorknocker in the same gauge.
@Sarah-ur6zq7 ай бұрын
I'm getting mine punched at a 2g in a few days and the pain terrifies me to be honest, my piercer isn't suturing it just putting a tunnel in after the procedure
@Xiggy.hamZzz7 ай бұрын
12:05 stretching tips
@artstarbby47607 ай бұрын
Dang it! This video came out 4 months ago and I'm just seeing it now! Oh Kiwi, Vaella, how I've missed you. I'm so glad you uploaded this video to let us all know that you're doing well and giving us a long awaited goodbye 😢 it hurts but we all grow up and change, we don't like the same things as we did when we were younger. We constantly change. I did love watching your content! Watching you grow and change as well. You're beautiful, inside & out. I'll miss you! Good luck with everything, you deserve everything and more ❤
@AFRoSHEENT3ARCMICHAEL698 ай бұрын
Is that what you call it? Body modification? Darling it's self mutilation. Youre going to be old one day. Would you have still done that if grandma had it done?
@laurahahn33328 ай бұрын
meh
@xox3SamanthaMarie8 ай бұрын
Oh, kiwi…. I am beyond happy for you. To watch this video and see you glow - it made me smile. There were many nights I stayed up watching you on twitch. Subbed to you many times. (Ohhaisammix) you and the community on twitch was an escape for me in some of my toughest times. I was also prt of your discord during those times. But, I originally found you through KZbin many many yrs ago. I haven’t been to a stream in a while.. mainly because of life, but I follow you on instagram to keep up. I want to thank you for all the laughs, being there for me (even if you didn’t know it), and being a friend. A safe place. The amount of growth you have gone through and how much things have changed for the better.. it brings me so much joy. You deserve all the happiness in the world. I waited to watch this video… but I saw your IG story about your last twitch streams… whoa, it’s so hard to say goodbye. But I know in my heart that I will see you around. I’m not going anywhere. And I’m here to cheer you on and forever support you and watch you flourish. I will see you around, Vaella. ❤